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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Monday, January 11, 2010, 2:35 AM
O levels results.
Hmmm actually I have been having mixed feelings about the results.I was super worried for my english and physics esppp. It was till about 4am+ last night tht I started to feel the jitters in meeee! Slept at about 5am after watching mio~ Nt gnna post my teachers' dedications here.I've already written wht I wanna say to them in the card.Woke up @ 11.15am and tht was when I got really uptight & nervous ): I dont know why,not really thinking about what I will get but I just don't look forward to getting results.Bathed and stuff and the best thang is when I reached lot one,I realised I've forgotten to bring the teachers' cards!!! Rushed home and chionged t pizza hut to join th rest for lunch.Didn't have appetite at all which is so so unusual hahaha.
Then in pizza scary news were spreaded like only 78% passes for combined humans(which turned out as bullshit) srsly freaked the hell out of meeee): All the girls were dam scared plzzzz!! Ate like super fast,and went t school.
Headed to General office to make some payment(shaonianwenzhai) but realised we have t pay in the hall hahaha.Walked out of the office & MrKong was telling me I did ok.Almost freaked out!!):
Zhenyi and I totally dare not enter the hall and look @ the teachers' faces.Yesss we were super scared+afraid!! Thn walked in,sat down I totally didn't dare to look @ any teachers.
Received testimonial & stuff,mdm lee went through the slides and dont know why all of a sudden I dont even feel nervous HAHA. I even strolled to toilet before getting my results-__- Anw,congratulations to Emilia,Angeline,JeremyPang,Geraldine,Yanrong,Magaret(lots from D and F) and many more others which I've forgotten hahaha:/ Great job to the rest tooo!:D I was super sad that our class didn't produce scholars.Guess some of them like Brandon missed it just by a bit.That crazy guy got all A1s for maths and sciences!! Congrats dudee.
Yes and I went forward for my results I was holding Isabel dam tightly. I was super scared!!): Plus Ms Lai and Mr Tan didn't say anything.They just gave tht usual looks which freaked me out even further.
So got my results.Attempted to hide @ a stupid corner to see my results but failed terribly cause I was too afraid.In the end opened slowly and strolled down.Saw B3 for my english and srsly I was relieved because I actually said bitches and bimbos in the oral conversation hehee.Plus I kinda screwed up my paper1):
A2 for combined humans.It was what I expected but I think Mr Tan is really disappointed in our class.Our class is supposedly the best humans class yet our msg is only a 2.5.Mr Tan was really sad I guess.
A1s for both maths .Really gotta thank my tutor and Miss leongg!!
A2s for both sciences.I admit tht I was expecting a B3/A2 for physics.I was happy for th results but I was sad @ the same time because I knew I disappointed MrKoh.I mean,he really really put in a lot of effort on me. I already wrote him this card saying how apologetic I was.But still he was nice enough to console us la,although it sounds so fake!! hahaha appreciated it a lot though:)
I guess chemistry was expected.Seems like A1 is hard t get for me):
This is totally the OMG part.I saw a ONE at the last line and I'm wondering whts tht.Turned out my HMT got A1!! Omggg I've been dreaming for it like super super super long.I was telling mel I'd be sad if I gt a B because I srsly srsly put in lots of effort for chinese.I really didn't want to disappoint mdm yong because she has sacrifice a lot of time+energy because of us.I was truly truly happy about my HMT!!
Turns out almost all those who got 1s for HMT wrote qingjing.I think qingjing is really easier to score.
English-B3
Combined humans-A2
Add maths-A1
Emaths-A1
Phy-A2
Chem-A2
Chinese-A1
Higher chinese-A1
L1R5-9
L1B4-7
I dont know if I can still minus 4points / 2 points cause I've used my HMT for L1. Even though yongkian is super sure that we can,I still have doubts!!
After all the drama,went to pay up and thank like all the teachers.Gooshhhh. Kranji teachers really rock like how netball does. I'm really thankful to have such wonderful teachers who have never given up on me and ALWAYS helping me. Mr Kat was super cute to cry pls!He cried its like so obvious yet he keeps denying!
For those who're disappointed,I dont really know what are the right words to use but yes I totally know the feeling of not reaping what you sow. I've experienced it many times,esp in maths,netball,science.Like you really really put in a lot of effort yet the results are just not up to expectations.On the other hand when there're others who don't really study as hard can simply get all the As and stuff.Thts srsly the annoying part.Its like,you'll feel very unjustified.But I guess thts why people say life's unfair.People are born differently,w different luck.I used t feel really sad over these kinda incidents too.Hmm,cheer up.
Now I dont know where to go.Although I get like 5 after minusing 4(if can),I somehow still have interest in NP's psychology and community services and maybe tourism & resort management. Guess gotta discuss w my parents.But them being typical parents definitely want me in a JC,which I kinda hesitated a bit w some reasons hmm.
So yes..after slogging so hard for 4 years,gt back this lil rectangular slip which kinda decided our fate and where we're gg. So,this is life? But I must say I've rly learned a lot throughout my journey,seen a lot of diff ppl as well.
Nonetheless,I really really wanna thank all the teachers who've taught me before,and of course the school,my family and friends,my tutor,and lastly mr netball who's taught me how to be determined in every aspect of life:)
Last but not least,I think everyone in kranji sec 4 2009 batch deserves a clap for working so hard for this major exam.Those lazy ones started working,those hardworking ones worked even harder.So proud of you all:)
xjxj.
p/s:Millions of apologies t MrTan!!