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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 6:50 PM
I'm not the kind you guys think so the fears are kinda unneccessary.Friday, October 16, 2009, 6:21 PM
Last day of school yesterday.Woke up w a stupid fever but still insisted on going t school since it's e last day of school + i have some of the cards w me.I really wanted t be super super enthu but I felt rly moodless + feverish.
Anw,ytd nadia has this plan where all e sec 4s would "rebel" and refuse to stand and return t class heh :) then we would stand up and shout "once a kranjian always a kranjian!" initially we thought mr zainal will be dam angry but he was like smiling pls heh. Anw 4E guys awesome cause they were super daring and wore skirts from first period till recess.We had a fun time seeing them change into skirts and were laughing our asses off!:P
Jiashun's dam sexaye w the skirt can.Super short but his thighs totally looked like a guy's heh.Yongkian wore my skirt he fold like TWO TIMES. ZZZ I hate his leg.Super skinny ): We totally enjoyed ourselves during maths period w lots of taking of pictures :D Heh.Mr tan said " seriously,4E is the first class that won so many awards" Ultimate coolness yay!:D Luv luv 4E.
Miss Leong showed us her poems it's rly nice :) She's gonna write us one after O levels :D The results day :)
O lvls briefing next. Mdm Lee was super funny pls.Hahaha but it's encouraging :) Go everyone!!
Hcl was okay.I was on the brink of fainting because I was so ~ ~ ~ Clarified my doubts w mdm yong and yes I 'm gonna get tht A1 for her.It's not gonna easy since I'm like a B3-C6 person but yes believe believe believe.
Thanks nadia and other people who started th thing I think its rly the first time e whole cohort was doing something tgt :) And gladys who started the card thingy.Its rly heartwarming t see how other classmates viewed you :)
Melissa told me how she felt terribly sad etc etc cause initially she didnt have a good impression of kranji.But these four years definitely proved us wrong.I didn't rly comment much because I was scared I'd think even more and be super affected by it.Everytime someone tells me how he/she will miss Kranji after they leave I choose t keep quiet because I dont wanna be reminded tht our secondary school life is ending.Every single night before I sleep I'd think of the happy moments in kranji.Netball nikar 2A 4E SSC the teachers everything and everything.The memories are so overwhelming tht I choose not to think bout it.But ytd when I was lying on e bed after eating my medicine I realised something.And tht is one shouldn't choose to not remember the happy memories because he/she is afraid of not having them again.因为是回忆所以才要记得。I believe memories are the ones that keep us going.Yeah so start cherishing them:)
We can create new memories but the old ones must stay.
Nadia's tag was super meaningful.If we were to sit for one whole afternoon staring at the parade court,we won't even realise how much time had gone by.It's really really true :)
I need t stop now because I'm gnna write forever at this rate. More after O's :)
Jiayou people for O levels Its really really the last lap.We have to do this tgt!Go people!!
No more self-doubting.No time for tht.Just do your best now.
Mugging starts now:)
Fever fever go away!!!
xjxj.
p/s:因为有时候真的觉得我可有可无。
Saturday, October 10, 2009, 10:42 AM
Today was good.Mass physics+eng+maths.Tuition was good.My tutor didn't scold me for my amaths.Plus he shared w me lots of very inspiring stories bout determination and perseverance.I've rly enjoyed it.Me is never giving up:)
Physics was good.I managed t figure out things I thought I couldn't! Heh :)
Last week was flooded w mass mock.Although I do agree it's very very tiring having t do those mock after lessons(I almost fell asleep during emaths mock),I think it's still quite helpful :) Mock was good except for history and eng.Totally screwed them up.My seq anyhow whack still got th marks,I still have t ask mr tan why I was correct! Like totally no understanding.
Chinese was bad.I was quite depressed while doing p1.I've been studying chinese a few days before mock4 HAHA because I rly want t score well for mdm yong.I dont want her efforts t go down the drain.I memorise dam lots of ming yan ming ju and I keep reading randomly out t people. HAHA.But yeah,paper 1 was tough.):
The question's like,the most beautiful moment of your life.I mean,the key is MOMENT,experience/time is okay but the whole thing is being narrowed down to a moment.I spent like 20 minutes plotting yet I couldn't come up w something good.I even looked back and attempt t see how peisi start.Yes,during the exam.HAHAHA.
So qingjing wasn't good.I kinda engage the qn rather late. Paper 2 was okay I can do the MCQ!! HAHA.I only pass MCQ once/twice this year I think.Average is 6/8 :/
It's 1.48am now and yup I'm enjoying the tranquility! Too late to sleep for me.HAHA.I need t sleep at a certain time,it's just sleep or not sleep. Okay you wouldn't get it so nvm.
Anw I'm getting fat.All my muscles have been converted to FATS,just like how energy has been converted to heat energy due to friction.Veevee.I'm super determined t lose those fats.RUNNING TML!
It's been super super long since I've touched a netball.The last time was friday I think,played w tings and some of e guys.I've rly enjoyed it though its a mere half an hour I think? Initially all were tired and didn't want t play but I dragged them.Tyty,it was e last time I played netball before O lvls and yes it was fab:) Ting still rmb the last goal like so intense hor HAHAA.
And it's really bad.Cause when I walk past the parade square I'd comment " OMG.Good weather t play netball!!" Amanda would always get irritated by me for making the same comment over and over again but its rly true!! The weather's neither too hot or too windy.It's not even humid.It's like JUST NICE TO NETBALL . Which is so irritating because I couldn't play.Then I have t just satisfy myself by pretending t tone the line or sth haha.I definitely wanna play netball now but look at my fat legs.URGH.
Shall read some novels nowww!:)
GOGOGO!:)WE CAN DO THIS.
xjxj.
p/s:Random but I wanna thank my teachers for being REALLY helpful !:) Love every single one of them!
Sunday, October 4, 2009, 6:04 AM
Last lap
Hello.Results are out.Lots of reflection yesss.
I totally need to work on my eng,now tht I've screwed up my oral,I need to work on my papers.Like really. I scored a miserable 16 for situational letter. So need t work harder!
Combined humans too.Mr Tan asks me to look at face value,not to read too deep into the sources, when I attempted to do so,he tells me tht L1/1 inference.He even wrote " avoid such answers,if not your a1 very hard to get"Omggg I swear I was super demoralised after tht ): After tht comment I went home and totally reflected and did super many sbqs haha.Hope I improved ):
Higher mother tongue is getting so different and scary.Kinda stupid tht I only realised it now. I think I'm too dependant on qingjing.W/o qingjing my paper 1 is really gonna be so dam screwed.My bzbd sucks.When I did the paper on fri I felt so dam lost and I didn't know wht to write.Paper 2 was chim pls.I freaked out all of a sudden gahh.
Sciences are alright but my answers are still not good I guess.The results I've gotten dont seem real,esp phy.I dont know,but I'm rly feeling lotsa pressure.Amaths was disappointing ): Paper 1 was good.I got 76/80 but paper 2 was bad like really bad.Luckily my tuition was cancelled yesterday,if not I rly dunno how t face my tutor ): Emaths was ok:)
So overall I did improve.Maybe cause prelim2 is easier than prelim1 . I've got A1s for my sciences/maths,B4s for humans/eng and B3 for hmt.Yes you can see my language sucks ):
I'm kinda demoralised because I seemed to be belittled these few days.People always "huh?!" t me in disbelief when they hear my results. Am I rly tht stupid?
But its okay.Nothing shall bring me down.
Those subjects I'm okay at,I'll work harder.Those subjects I'm not okay at,I'll work even harder.
I dont know why,but I feel tht miss lai's very inspiring.Like rly,in netball,I used t say,you want it you work hard for it.In studies,she says tht to us.And I think its very true.Nothing comes free right.And also,YOU ARE MORE THN WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE.hahaha v true :)
Last lap,go people!!!We can do this tgt!!!:D
K sry for rambling on my results.Heh. School's been fine,w all the results coming etc.Olvls gnna come and go like really soon.
PE tomorrow!! Like first PE in many years.I'm kinda looking forward to it :) I'm gnna get back to my jogging routine.I'm srsly getting fat! :) Need time t sort out my thoughts some time too.
Okay,prelim 3 starts tml! History omg.HAHA.I shall do my best in SBQ :)
JIAYOU EVERYONE:D
xjxj.
p/s:Ty teacher x for the card!:D