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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Friday, September 25, 2009, 10:42 PM
The difference between a second in a minute and a second in an hour.
If it's that easy,if it's that easy.If it's really that easy.
Yesterday was awesome:) Chem p1 was poooof anw I know my scores and yeah totally has got no comments on it haha :)
After chem paper we went t bugis and headed for toponee :) We're like their first customer of e day heh :) Btw, we=zhenyi peisi tao kiany peisi sam danl.Awesome friends :)The journey in the train was great cause I was reading a book and I've succeeded in finishing the book by e time we reached there :)
We've got t jaywalk across the road and the cars were driving @ such high speed pls.I was dam scared cause I did promise nadia nt t jaywalk anymore and I srsly suck at jaywalking.I'd always cross halfway and run back HAHA.But we're all safe:)
Waited for dam long outside and at like 11am we went in.We totally sang for a full 7 hours it's like dam high!!:D I think the whole point is not about singing very beautifully in front of your friends but to just sing our heart out w/o feeling awkward or embarassed.And I'm glad they did so cause I swear everything's dam funny!! Duets,fast songs and many more!:D
Hahahah gosh I totally love fast songs and how daniel.l attempted his ripples I TOTALLY LOVE RIPPLES now. The slow songs were good.It was rly rly fun :D Heh.K, zy and yk I think diao le is not bad after listening t yk sing like 4 times ytd :) So yes everything was GREATTT :)
Headed back at 6pm and GUESS WHT I WENT T CUT MY HAIR :) No comments on my new look you guys will see it on MONDAY!:) HAHAHA.
Then I walked home alone.
From lot one back to my house.No I didn't take the shortcut.I took the long way alone.Walked past warren,then up ahead the expressway,past kranji,then bus stops,then the familiar 2.4km route,back t limbang,and to my home.All alone :)
No doubt I was afraid and scared.It's like 7pm+ and dont know why it's super dark and scary,esp when you're walking past th expressway w no one but yourself and the cars tht were whizzing past you. Then the school which has no one but the empty,big field in the dark. Plus the fact that I'm super scared of g.(I dont think you guys know wht g is but nvm hahah)
At first I did hasten my pace but after awhile,I got used to and comfortable in the dark.Like amazingly.HAHA.Lots of stuff running through my mind,memories and stuff. The annual roadrun route,how I survived tht dam run w a fever and a flu.Then the 2.4km route.The barrier there.How I haven't ran tht route for such a long long time.Initially when I was approaching there I was scared bcos ppl tell me how that area is haunted at 2am+. But thn memories overcame everything:)
Thn 2.4km route.How I endured every single run w my team mates.I'd never forget the 7.2km run:) I rmb I was super super pooof last time.When I run 2.4km,I'll always say in my heart "west zone top 4" w every 4 steps I take.HAHA.People always roll their eyes at me when they hear me tell them tht though):
And also kranji sec.This school definitely left an impact on me.More when I officially graduate :) 30 more days.And four years just passed like tht. Came and over before we knew it.
So yesterday was good. Although I do have some regrets not staying back for th table tennis/frisbee session.I dont think there're any more of such stuffs so yes .
Tuition later jy jy.
xjxj.
p/s:I've got so many so many things to tell you. Will you listen?
Thursday, September 24, 2009, 4:44 AM
Things are changing,things have changed.I FOUND MY NIKE BOTTLE :) Thank god rly.I always fail to be responsible of my own things,esp things tht I cherished a lot.SSC shirt,the notebook and this time the bottle.Sometimes I rly hate myself bcos I always seem t be losing those things.But now I got it back I promise I'll not leave it behind anywhere anytime again!!
Today was good.
I went t school and meet w yk and ps t study cleared most of my questions but still hav lots of stuff t reviseee.After tht,I went t library t find my bottle and yay I found it!! The moment I stepped into th library nad and I spotted the bottle at the counter :) Hehe.
A super funny thing happened I think I'm dam dam funny :D Mr Koh was going through the phy paper w uziel,yk,brandon and I outside the staffroom and we were talking bout the hammer thang.I think uziel got it wrong thn I told him " is use common sense one!!" So I demonstrated.
J:Brandon lend me your hand.
HAHA.You know wht I did.I took his hand and say " you see,if its of a lighter mass the impact not so big right?"
-Hit his hand against the table-
"But if you use a heavier mass will have more impact wht!"
-Hit his hand against the table using a larger force-
Gosh th whole scene is SO hilarious I swear!:D
He ATTEMPTED to take revenge but too bad,failed terribly:D
Headed t mad jack w nadia,zhenyi,peisi,dan and yk after tht.We overshot like TWELVE stops HAHA.So we alighted and took the opposite bus back :)
The food was good and we have tonnes of laughter and fun there:) HAHAA. Had a good time w those nice people and it's like our prelims have ended heh. Dan was learning ripple for no good reasons and we definitely have a hilarious time trying t teach him HAHAHA. His no flow one !
Bus back I love long bus rides cause only then we can talk about anything under the sun esp NETBALL w nadia:) Miss those times.
302 back w dan was awesome as well.We've got an amazing conversation:D He walked me to the traffic light simply cause we're too engrossed in the conversation HAHAHA.
Hmmm gng t sing w peisi and co tml! I wanted t stay back and play frisbee/table tennis but was noted too late and was booked beforehand): A pity since it's like gnna be the last time people gnna get tgt and play sports.Hmm.and...nvm.haha.
Hmm recently idk why i'm missing out too many stuffs(sports,ssc esp) it just happens tht I have activities on hand.Sometimes I dont know I feel rather _____ inside.I dont know whts the word,maybe it's a lil of being apologetic or wht because things are simply too much of a coincidence,tht I myself don't believe it because everything seemed so ___.K i dont know wht I'm talking about either.
There are certain people who really really make an impact on my life.You are definitely one of them.I hope nothing changes this I rly hope so despite whtever things tht happened.
Although I was appear t be nonchalent about certain things,certain people.But the actions and words of my loved ones will rly affect me a lot a lot. To an extent tht I become over-sensitive.
Above is just random thoughts :D Not intended for any particular person.
Last paper tml! Let's do it!:D
xjxj.
p/s:I used to think tht explaining things t people is a chore because I dont rly care if people misunderstand me.I dont see the need of explaining my actions to anybody.If you dont believe me,thn so be it.But something has proved me wrong.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 9:23 AM
NADIA.I FINALLY FEEL HOW YOU FELT WHEN YOU DIDN'T HAVE YOUR RED BOTTLE W YOU):I'm super sad now.I just realised my nike team red bottle is gone.I think I left it at the library when I was borrowing books.
This reminds me of th time I lost my ssc shirt I feel so empty now argh I hate it.
Why am I so careless why will I leave it behind when everytime I leave a place I'd make sure I'll leave anything but the bottle behind sigh sigh I always remind melissa about her bottle whenever she forgets bout it so why did I forget bout it this time suck sucks sucksssssss.
I hope the bottle is still there): If it isn't I'm going to get a new identical one,if there is):):
ARGHX. @$%^#&$%&^$%*&^
I'm super pissed w myself now!!
):):):):):
2:07 AM
You just didn't want t be alone. 1:33 AM
Blogger seems so unfamiliar now! HAHA.Hi people,I'm BACK!:)It's been super long since I've blogged.I've been rly busy w prelim2.Now we're just left w one paper heh so I'll take some time and blog :)
Prelim2 wasn't good ): All the papers were average but my answers were still crap!):
English compo-Yes yes I wrote a cliche story again ): Can't seem t get any creative.
Situational-I forgot the content but it was done in a super short time cause I spent 1 hour on compo):
Paper2-Difficultttt couldn't do some of the short questions.
Social Studies-I totally screwed the whole paper up! HAHA.I just hope for a pass like srsly.I didn't have time to finish my SBQ):
History-It was much easier compared t SS.Hopefully it can pull my combined humans uppp!
Emaths Paper 1- Easy but lotsa careless mistakes for me ):
Emaths Paper 2- Manageable but I forgot to write reasons for my angle question):
Physics Paper 2- Initially I thought it's okay but turns out I've got quite a number of wrong ans already):Plus brandon said MrKoh is super strict w his marking this time round):
Chemistry Paper 2- Manageable but quite a number of wrong already.
Amaths Paper 1 - Easy so I hope I can score welllll.
Had amaths paper 2 and physics paper 1 . Amaths paper was disastrous ): I dont think I can get distinction already ): I didnt manage to do the last 2 questions and modulus question ): Just hope can get marks here and there. I'm super sad because I worked super super hard for amaths ever since th start of the year.I was looking forward t doing the paper bcos I didn't want t let my tutor down): But srsly.I think I'll score dam badly for this paper like really dam badly.Sigh have to work harder have to work harder have to work harder!!!
Phy paper 1 was okay but I got 5 wrong okay! Me super act smart lets not talk bout it arghxzx):
Left w chem paper 1!GOGOGO.
I hope I can get like B for my eng combined humans and amaths and maybe a2 for my sciences.Btw,I got B3 for my HCL!! HAHAHA.I improved from C6 :) My paper was 60.5 only though:P Owned the mcq w 6/20 :D But my baozhangbaodao got 54/70 which is not bad for a virgin attempt okkkkkk.I haven't done bzbd in an exam for a zillion years since sec 3 heehee.
My amaths is sian sian sian.I need to forget about my amaths plz.
Exams aside,I went jogging on Sunday!!:D I needed a break so I went t run gosh it feels so so so good although my muscles ached like crazy!! HAHA.I shall jog more often zmg zmg -fat legs appearing-
Its been so so long since I've touched a frisbee and netball):
OKAY.I really really need to get a nap now I'm super super shaggeddd ):
Then I'll wake up to read storybook and then do chem.
GO JOCELYN AND FRIENDS :)
xjxj.
It's been sooooo long):
Thursday, September 10, 2009, 12:38 PM
对不起但我怕我会贪心。--
It's 3.40am.I'm wondering if I should post initially but somehow I just brought myself to this page.
Today on the way back home from school,the weather was so hot tht it nearly killed me.But the weather seemed so familiar.The warmth and scorching sun.I missed trainings.Miss Yeo's trainings as well.
I remember how ting,mel,ginny and I would always eat at limbang's foodcourt (you mian EVERYTIME) before training at 2pm and after training at 12pm.
I remember how we sat together around the round table and crapped like crazy.When we have friendly matches/carnivals coming up,we'd always discuss our strategies and spy about the schools HAHA.(maybe only me :X)
I remember how tough miss yeo's trainings were,but I also remembered how we survived through it.
I remember that training where we ran for 7.2km straight for punishment,yet we survived through it.
I remember enduring the stupid ____ pain and despite feeling so drained I still managed t survive the training.
I remember how we always had to run a 2.4km before every single training,and how I looked forward t it because I wanted t create my breakthrough.
I remember meeting amanda(when she was still a shooter) at lot one mac early in the morning just t have breakfast and then together we'd board the very quiet bus to school just to complete our shooting sets.That morning rained.It was scary it was dark at 6.50am we were so cold shooting in e canteen.After tht we'd train in the hall.
I remember how miss yeo asked us to write a netball journal I just took it out and read ytd . As I read I smiled I really smiled because everything was so detailed and vivid.
I remember how we always have to do push ups on the burning parade square as punishments we drop a ball and how my knees always got scraped a lil.
I remember how the shooting record paper in my file reminded me tht I have to do my shooting sets every day.
I remember feeling so guilty during the holidays for not completing my shooting sets or tht I know I could have done more,then I'll go back alone to complete my shooting sets.
I remember how good it feels to shoot alone in the parade square with no disruptions/nearly no one but the wind and the pole.
I remember how people would always ask "why so emo!","why shoot alone?" whenever they see me shooting alone and skipping as punishments alone.
I remember meeting nadia bout an hour or even 2 hours before training to complete our shooting set.Then we'd each take the both ends of the court and do our shooting individually.
I remember how happy I was to finish my shooting set because I know it's only then I can tell miss yeo confidently and honestly I did wht I have to and want to.
I remember training tgt under the hot sun when miss yeo always drag training till 12pm++ when its supposed to end at 11am.Nevertheless we enjoyed ourselves thoroughly.
I remember playing courtgame continuously for an hour just because ms yeo wasn't happy with our play.
I remember how miss yeo's silence could kill every single one of us.We're not scared if she starts screaming and shouting.But when she's quiet and looking stern,we'd start t fear.
I remember doing the passes at the quadrangle,and how proud melissa and I would feel whenever we didn't drop any pass when doing static passes.
I remember how we have to do physical training every friday,and how tiring it was w the medicine ball.
I remember how miss yeo tortured me by punishing my teammates when I was e one who missed the shot.
I remember how once in a while when miss yeo is high we'd play games tgt.
I remember how fun miss yeo can be despite being so stern everytime.
I remember every single friendly match and the scores.
I remember I quietly sat down at one corner during the ssc chalet just to pen my thoughts bout tht day's training and how I missed netball for tht moment.
I remember miss yeo telling us tht we have t gel as a team,work together as one.
I remember the suicide runs,circuit,footwork etc we have t do.
I remember lobbing to nadia almost every single game,how we worked together when we didn't even communicate.
I remember how I know when she wants the ball by the look on her face.
I remember how I enjoyed working w ting and mel,attackers for so many years.
I remember how miss ong would teach mel and i the codes for center pass,and we have SO MUCH telepathy tht we'd hit each other at the same time and go out tgt for the same pass.
I remember how badly we cried for mgs match.
I remember how ms ong would always urge us before games and telling us t give our best.
I remember how soft miss ong was,and the approach she's taken was completely different from miss yeo.
I remember how we dared t joke w miss ong and crap with her.
I remember how we always enjoy the last bit of the training cause it's like full court game for very very long.
I remember skipping workshops/i.ps just t attend training and improve ourselves.
I remember how miss ong instilled e element of fun in trainings by playing some games as warm up.
I remember how excited nadia and i got when we wanted to know how our coach were like.
I remember how angry some of us were when we knew netball trainings were postponed again and again.
I remember how it feels like putting your very very best in each and every game.
I remember the satisfaction we get after we win a game,put in a shot,or intecepted a ball.
I remember how badly we wanted to win,how determined we got on court.
I remember the times when I know I can do better,and how I always blamed myself irritating others.
I remember how nadia and i would always discuss over sms about our strategies and thoughts after games.
I remember planning with mel on the phone bout our second round.
I remember how I always felt tht I could have done better,and expect even more.
I remember how my teammates were so pissed at me for clashing into their space,rushing the game,making too many unforced errors.
I remember how angry mel and i would always feel during the game,yet we'd both feel guilty after tht.
I remember how many times I've lost a ball in a match,yet the defenders and yuting somehow would get it back and soon the ball is turned over again.
I remember how I never had to fear with yuting playing the midcourt and defense side.
I remember how awesome my team has played in certain games.
I remember the games whereby the attackers would be so on form yet the defenders were off form,and also the days the defenders were marvallous yet the attackers were underperforming.
I remember th teachers,teammates,coach and everythinggg.
Yes I remembered every single thing.And it all flow back at once just because of the weather which is so so familiar this afternoon.
These memories,so close to my heart,seemed so magical and awesome.
Now I know wht's unforgettable memories.
xjxj.
Friday, September 4, 2009, 8:10 AM
Used to enjoy telling you stuffs.But not now.It's just not the same anymore.现在已成了曾经。
8:08 AM
Sometimes I really hate the things you say,the look you give.If you don't know what is going on,then don't comment.