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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu Yi
Kranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Zhenyi
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Ginny
Melissa
Brandon
Saturday, May 16, 2009, 11:44 PM

I'm mentally drained now ): I did physics ytd and did the memorising and reading first.Only practised some since I didn't have a calculator with me.Oh btw physics life with NO calculator SUCKS ): I couldnt do much practise.

So this morning I woke up like super early (which is 9am hahah) and headed to Limbang to buy a calculator! Next I came home to do my chinese essays.Fyi we had to do 4 compo ): 3 letter and 1 yilunwen.Idk why.Actually I wanted to clear my physics too.But somehow I just feel that it's unfair to Mdm Yong if I don't do her work.She's a teacher whom I respect and when we hand in,she really marks and gives us back on time,or ahead of time.She's tired too,so why should I complain that I'm tired? Yeap.So I did 3 letter writing already.Got to finish the last one after tuition.

It's 2.48am now and I'm really drained.Cause after I finished my essay I did my maths homework till now. I'm resting till 3.30pm because I got to have a clear mind before my tuition. I'm having A LOT of problem with diffentiation and integration.Although they're interesting,but I still have tonnes of stuffs to clarify ):

So when my tuition ends at 5.30pm,got to complete my yilunwen.Bathing at 7pm.So I'll start physics at about 7.30pm all the way to 2am+ I guess.Hope I won't doze off or something.

I know I wont do well in this time physics' mock.I study,but it's the revision is not very detailed. I really heaved a sigh of relief because I already did all my sec 3 notes last year during eoy so I only have sec 4 stuff to study.PHEWWWXZX.

Btw I passed my chem with 1 mark): Quite disappointed but this just goes to show that I've a lot more to catch up.

Physics this tues,I really hope my mind wont get screwed up on the day itself ):

I CAN DO ITTTTTTT :D Shall persevere tonight wahahaha.

Anw,this is my subjects honour roll!!!( Ykian's idea)

1)Social Studies(Whee I luv SBQs although I'm not good at them)
2)HMT(I luv qing jing although I failed my previous one heh :D Plus I like the compre,always so chim but meaningful.)
3)A.maths and E.maths ( Heh,I only like the sense of satisfaction when I solved a tough sum.)
4)Physics and Chemistry(Yes I think they're interesting although I suck at them.)
5)English.(I didnt mean to rank it so low. But I do appreciate the art of the language XD I luv paper 1 and I hate summary!!)
6)History(I'm so sorry Mr history but I totally have no interest in you.Cold war?NO THANKS.HAHA.)

OK.I GO TAKE POWER NAP 15 MINUTES.HOPEFULLY I WONT DOZE OFF BEEBEE.

xjxj.




4:45 AM

It's really an irony how something we've built over time can be crushed in just a sms.




Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 10:45 AM

Chemistry mock paper was finally over.At first I thought it was okay.But realised it's not okay at all =.= Most of my answers are wrong and I actually forgot to draw the graph ARGH.I told myself I'd go back and do the question but I forgot how stupid.

Anyway before the paper I was dam stressed.Esp during chem/recess/maths period.I couldn't concentrate at all.I was having this dam serious headache and I couldn't focus.During recess I was having a hard time trying to stuff all those facts and steps into my mind.During maths I wasn't really on Integration.I wasn't on chem either.My mind was in a total blank.I think I really have this phobia of science test ever since that particular Physics test.My heart will beat extremely fast for no reasons and I'd panick.It just seems as though that even though I've done chem questions and stuff,there're still a lot of stuffs I dont understand.Gosh I have to be more prepared by the next chem mock.

Anw sorry to nadnutredbra for being so cold during recess because I was really super stressed and scared.

I really hope I can pass this paper.Like maybe a B4/C5 or something because I did study and did my tys with discipline ): Chemistry was never my subject but I'm willing to put in the effort so please let me achieve my target Mr Chemistry.But even if I fail I rly hope I wont be too demoralised.

I always believe that you have to give your best for the best to come back to you.Although in studies it don't really work that way for me but I know sometimes even though I feel that I've given my best,it's still not enough.I don't think there's any limit though . Just have to keep working hard and strategise.

Anw Mel is dam funny. She was sitting in front of me and she actually forgot to bring her calculator into the hall.O levels chi she forgot to bring her dictionery zmg so blur plzx.

Slept really late these few days.Like average 1.30am .It's like 1.50am now and I'd just finished my english composition on greed(yes hahah damn long) I did it but I think I crushed it with other used paper so I did it AGAIN.

And chinese compostion got to rewrite my qing jing.Oh btw I failed my qingjing 29/70 am I pro or very pro.): Was really really disappointed because I'd never failed my compo before.Used to have like >47 all the way so this time was really a huge plunge. I totally misinterpret the question.Mdm yong was super encouraging though :) Rewritten it just now and I almost cried.No it's not because I write until very touching -__- I just feel very sad for the character I'm trying to portray.So after I write finish the compo I reread,totally no feeling zzz. I think I can't really write out my thoughts well and that SUCKS.

I can't do my english compre because I totally left the book in school.But I'll do during recess tomorrow. Maths is getting tough I'm getting lost too.I only know how to differentiate I totally keep forgetting bout integration ):

I'm super forgetful recently.I keep leaving things behind.I think I shall put a post-it in my pencil case.Title shall be : OI. BRING ALL THESE HOME OK.

Siao.

I'm really hyper now although it's already 2am! I think after this I shall go read some ai yu wei xing xiao shuo to get more inspiration.Or maybe I'll read the physics textbook.Totally omg because physics mock is next tues and yes we're tested on EVERYTHING.So chem's over,but still cant slack yet.In fact,we're not supposed t slack till o lvls are over so yes accept it haha.

I miss netball.Haven't been working out recently so I'm going for a jog soon prolly during weekends behx.But courtgames are still the most awesome I swear.I hope I can return back to the court soooon .

Anw celebrated Jiaqi's birthday on Monday and it was awesome :D Went to sakae and totally get ownz by Zhenyi Amanda and Dan.L. Btw zhenyi I said I would blog is : OH THE COO WHITE GRAPE! HAHAHHA YOU KNOW WHATS SHE REFERRING TO? Q-O-O white grape.Dam cute right! heh :D After tht we headed to arcade and played the sweet game.At first I'm like " huh waste money " but guess what it turned out REALLY addictive >.< I think next outing go the arcade play can already.ahaha in the end we got the jackpot like FINALLY.But it was a nice outing :) Glad Jiaqi's enjoyed himself :D

xjxj.




Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 7:31 AM

Is it true that when something has ended,the bonds we once shared would be forgotten as well?

Perhaps I'm the one who have insisted on those things that're long forgotten by others.

):

I really miss the good old times.I really do.




Sunday, May 10, 2009, 10:39 AM

It's 1.40am and yes I'm super shagged.Had 6 hours of chem and 3 hours of a.maths. Yesterday I only spent like 2 hours on chem so I had to make up today.

I'm having this bad headache and mental blockkk ):

I still have my zhan chi compo to do ah.

Must sleep already.Tomorrow hav to wake up early to clear work.

BYEBYE!

xjxj.




Saturday, May 9, 2009, 6:13 AM

HELLO:)
TODAY IS A VERY VERY FINE DAY :D
CAUSE I REALISED I'M A TRUE LEFT HANDER BY DOING AN ONLINE QUIZ AND I SET UP LHC(LEFT HANDERS' CLUB) WHO WANT TO JOIN PLZ SMS/PM ME OK? HEHE.
CURRENT MEMBER STATUS=1
MEMBER:JOCELYN
SHIT I FEEL SUPER HIGH AND LAME NOW.
AND I FINALLY KNOW MY SECOND FAVOURITE DRINK!!
IT'S MARIGOLD WHEAT GRASS+MIXED FRUITS IT IS AWESOME!
MY FAVOURITE DRINK IS STILL VITASOY HONEYDEW YUMMY!
I'M IN THE PROCESS OF LEARNING FOREHAND NOW YES I'M FINALLY GETTING THE HANG OF IT PRO PEOPLE MUST TEACH ME HOR.
CHEM MOCK COMING! JIAYOU EVERYONE.
BYEBYE.
XJXJ




Friday, May 8, 2009, 5:01 AM

  • Mas selemat has finally been caught!
  • Brandon didn't believe me no matter wht when I told him in the morning.
  • Had a bet with him.Loser will shave his head.
  • He lost the dumb bet.
  • Look out for him on Tuesday with his stupid hair.
  • Physics was ok.
  • Mr Koh is dam hilarious.
  • Maths was okay.
  • I kinda luv partial fractions.
  • Ms Kho was damn very early punctual.
  • Went through worksheets.
  • Went for hcl lesson.
  • Got back papers.
  • Got a B for paper 2.
  • Mdm Yong told me my compo was quite weird.
  • I was kind of sad.
  • Headed to Mac with Yuting and I ate spicy snack wrap again.
  • It tasted the same.
  • Told jokes t ting and dan.l.
  • Totally not entertained by Brandon's ahbengs jokes.
  • Started the frisbee training.
  • The sun was killing me.
  • 1st up is the 15 minutes forehand throw. Kinda died from it.
  • Then 15 minutes backhand throw.
  • Frisbee drill which is somewhat similar to netball's straight shuttle.
  • Frisbee match for awhile.Like really awhile.
  • Threw frisbee using forehand with Lijie/Ansong/Keith after that.
  • Brandon taught me awhile.
  • He jumped for the frisbee and landed directly on the step!!
  • Witnessed it and felt pain for him.
  • In the end it was not a sprain.
  • Headed home with ting.
  • Felt really happy cause I seem to have gone back to the good old days whereby I feel really hungry after netball trainings.
  • Bathed.
  • Ate dinner yum yum.
  • I THINK I'M SUN BURNED :(
  • I am kinda troubled now.
  • But I can't blog my feelings out.
  • So I'm writing out in point form :D
  • Byebye.




Wednesday, May 6, 2009, 4:52 AM

I won't bother.I won't be bothered.

YUMYUM:) I just finished dinner.Home cooked food is awesome! :D

School's been fine.I slept rather late the past few days.Couldn't get to sleep so stayed up t read some chinese stories,do some revision etc.I'm super drowsy now though! But still got tonnes of work t do.

I totally hav got no inspiration t write the 2 chinese compositions manxzx. I realised in the past,I can just take the pen and pen my story and thoughts.But now,the harder I try to perfect my storyline,the lesser inspirations I have.ZMG.I totally need th feel back!

Anyway,Ykian mel and me are most probably doing our presentation tomorrow kinda look forward heh :D

I finally took out a netball and played with ting ytd.Nothing like courtgame-Just simple static passes and long throws,but just enough to make my day :)

Lessons have been fine.. Integration is fun :) Science mock papers next week! GOGOGO.

I have to finish up my compo and prepare myself for presentation!

xjxj.




Monday, May 4, 2009, 8:55 AM

Sometimes the strength lies in letting go rather than holding on.Now tht you have,I will. I swear I wont look back anymore.

LESSONS WERE FINE TDAY :) TODAY WAS QUITE RELAXING.CAUSE

PE=FREE PERIOD(RAINING)
ENGLISH=REFINING OUR PRESENTATION WHICH WAS AWESOME.
SH=NORMAL LESSON
MATHS=INTEGRATION(SUPER FUN!!)
CHINESE=WATCH MOVIE YAY
CHEM=NORMAL LESSON
PHYSICS=HEAT CAPACITY ALSO QUITE FUN BUT VEH TOUGH.

IDK WHY I'M USING CAP LOCKS NOW BUT I KINDA LOOK FORWARD TO TML I WANNA CONTINUE WATCHING THE MOVIE YOYO.BYEBYE.

XJXJ.




Sunday, May 3, 2009, 8:06 AM

I want to cry already.I went to cut my hair ): FOR NOTHING. I dont know why I had the sudden urge to go cut my hair also.Now my hair is super short ): The hairdresser cut like 6cm away ):

I SHALL STAY UP TONIGHT AND EMO.BYEBYE!!




Saturday, May 2, 2009, 11:06 AM

It's not going to be easy.But I'm learning to let go.

It's 2am now.I was reading my past archives. Jan09,Feb09,March09 bout the zonals period.Every game,every moment is simply so amazing.I was really surprised when I read back my old posts about each and every single zonal match.I swear I could nearly feel the intensity.

I dont know why,but I'm still missing the times the team fought together during zonals period. You might be thinking " That's dumb.People are already moving on with their life mugging for O levels and here you are still thinking about the old netball times" Each game just keeps replaying in my mind over and over again. Everything is simply so awesome.I really really miss those times!

I know I sound super annoying and irritating saying about how much I miss netball each post.But yeah. I really can't stop myself from doing that. But for now,I know I really have to focus on my studies.

It's not going to be easy.It's never easy.I still have A LOT to catch up on.Like Physics and Chemistry.I swear I totally suck at them.But since I already chose not to drop pure sciences, I have the responsibility to do well in it.And I want to do well in it.

Honestly speaking it's really really disheartening to see others score super well when they didn't study much and myself failing/scoring crappy marks when I really studied very hard.But I guess I gotta accept the fact that people are simply borned differently.They've got their own talents and I've got mine.Currently my talent is ..... yet to be discovered.But wait and see,it'll be discovered some day!! So I guess all these doesn't represent anything.Probably telling me that I've got to work even harder.

Science mock exams are coming.Got to start studying for it already.Once I finished my O levels,I'll have all the time in the world to play netball. That shall be a motivation muahahha!

Maths tuition tml zmg I totally left my amaths tb in school.Thanks Qamama for lending it to me yay!:)

It's raining heavily now.I hate how the wind slaps against the glass.SUPER SCARY ):

xjxj.




8:42 AM

Was reading my past conversations with various friends and for a moment,I really thought I was brought back to the past.Just give me time to savour that moment.
WAY!
I'll wake up tomorrow.