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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Saturday, February 28, 2009, 8:10 AM
I just read Melissa's blog.And yes I'm affected by it.Have I really done my very best for that match ? If so why did I feel a tad guilty now? What's the definition of doing your best ? Was I still not mentally strong enough?
I was not focused.
I was not determined enough.
I was affected.
I had 2 steppings,or maybe 3.
I missed a near shot and many far ones.
I didn't try to get free in the goal circle.
I didn't see where I was going.
My throws were crap.
I tapped away a ball,but I didn't save it.
I didn't work hard enough.
I could hear Yuting and Melissa outside the goal circle urging me to put in my shots.I could hear people outside cheering for us. I could hear them.I really could.But why.
I know very clearly.No matter how guilty or upset or remorseful I am now,it's not gonna change any fact.But why am I feeling so...
Every single scene is replaying again.
But I thought I was fine.
1:32 AM
(Not everyone is in the pictures)
Friday, February 27, 2009, 11:16 PM
I didn't blog yesterday because I know that my emotions are out of my control.I might say wrong things so I decided to blog today.So yes.We lost to MGS.We were down by 2 in the first quarter,and we drew after the half match.But we just lost EVERYTHING in the third and fourth quarter.I swear EVERYTHING.I don't know what the score is.But like what Miss Ong has said.It doesn't matter how much the goal difference is.A loss is still considered a loss.
I don't think we're on par because MGS is off-form.I swear we were REALLY fighting hard.Everyone wanted it so badly in the first half.I could see it.I could sense it. But what happened?Why did things go so wrong in the third and fourth quarter?I couldn't figure it out.
All I know we were so damn close. Really so close.We played hard not only because it's driven by our passion.On my side I also wanted a chance to prove that Kranji Netball isn't a loser cca.I wanted to prove that Kranji Netball is a cca the school can be proud of.Is that too much to ask for?
I was so tensed up during the first half.I knew we could win.We just had to continue fighting even harder.But things just turned out like that.And I know it's not because of luck.Definitely not.
I broke down immediately after the whole match because I really couldn't take it anymore.At RV,on the bus,in school and at home.I was thinking and thinking.So many what ifs.We were so.damn.close to our goal.It just takes that bit more to west zone top 4.
I really wanted it.West zone top 4 doesn't consist of top schools.It can be a neighbourhood school too.Like what Miss Ong has said,we must show to others neighbourhood schools are coming out.
People tell me,"It's okay.It's alright.Take it as a learning experience." I admit I used to console others with this as well but yesterday deep down in my heart I know it's not okay,it's not alright at all. Face it,who doesn't want to win?Although the process matters more,I believe everyone still play hard because partly they also want to win. I don't like losing either.I agree that I'm taking this hard and not easy but my heart will ache because I feel that it was really almost ours.So near yet so far..
The match.I did go all out.Despite how nervous I was I tried rly hard to put in all my shots. But I realised 100% is not enough.We needed more than that. I don't know what I was crying for.Was it because we worked hard yet we didn't get it?Was it because I felt that we didn't work hard enough?Or was it because I'm just weak? I dont know.I just now scenes just kept replaying in my mind.
I went home.I thought bout it.And I still cried.But one of Weihong's msgs struck me really hard.I just didn't accept that I've lost. I really gotta put it down. As much as I wanted to argue back,I couldn't.
But I don't deny.I still feel terribly sad now. Now and then when I think of it.But the fact is that,we really lost.No point harping on it though it still bring pains and aches whenever I think of it.
Whatever it is,I think that we've put up a tough fight for MGS for first half. Maybe we just gotta work even harder.It's something good I guess.They could sense the danger from us. So I thank them for the good game too.They were rly strong.Physically and mentally.
To all of my team mates :
Sorry for going so hard at all of you during trainings or matches.I guess I wanted it too much so much so that I've became really impatient and fierce that I go extremely harsh on my words.Whatever I said,please forget them.I didn't mean them. I swear I wanted the best for the team.
Thank you and I love every single one of you.Although I do admit I get pissed off at certain times when I feel that we're actually slacking,I swear I would NEVER deny this team is awesome,this team is really fun-loving.I enjoy being in this team.From the bottom of my heart.I'll miss the times when we go so loud and crazy on the bus along the journey.Some bus drivers were pissed off some encouraged us to go even louder because they were sleepy.I'll miss the times playing on court with every single one of you.After all B'div09 only happens once.Meihui for the amazing defence.Lyndi for the tight defense during centre pass.Yuting for being such an all rounder,being there whenever we needed you.Melissa for always fighting and giving in your best.Ginny/Catherine for giving in your best on court.And Nadia for your impressive shots and rebounds. Not forgetting Meixuan Amanda Sheena Ada Sherwin Najiha and other team mates for your support along the court.They rly meant a lot. I'll miss the times we go crazy at diff occasions.Farewell party when we throw flour at each other,feed each other with prawns and diff food.Yuting's birthday celebration when we took the most awesome pictures. I'll miss the training times when we did sprints,courtgame,suicides together.I'll miss the time we play cards whenever we're waiting for training to start.I'll miss the times when I start wearing the GK/GD bib and everyone starts suaning me like what.I'll miss every single team.You guys really meant a lot to me I swear.Really luv you all.
It's the first time playing with the sec 3s this year and yes it's also the last.No matter how much unhappiness or misunderstandings are created in this team,let's just forgive and forget.The secondary 4s are probably gonna be busy preparing for their O levels.The secondary 3s and other sec 4s are gonna merge with the current sec 2s so I really hope everything goes well for all of you. Jiayou.Bdiv'09,the team which only happens once.Love.
Coach:
Miss Angie Yeo:I rly miss you a lot.I miss your screamings and shoutings on court.The way you're so fierce at us but off court times so fun and loving.I was rly heartbroken that time when I knew that you're leaving us.But I know Kranji is not a place where your career can prosper with so many restrictions.Seeing you coach Nanyang/Clementi town now,I really feel happy for you :) All the best I love you.
Miss Joanne Ong: Although you've just coached us last year,you're rly very patient coach.Unlike Miss Yeo you prefer the soft way with encouragements etc etc.Thanks for being so patient with us but I know we've rly disappointed you in the MG match because it was the first time I saw you shouting.I'm sorry for everything I've done but I love you too.
Teachers:
Miss Yeo,Mdm Rosnah,Miss Chang:Thanks for those times you've encouraged us and the times you all have taken to bring us down for matches despite having so many meetings etc etc. Thank you.Miss Yeo although you're very busy I could see and sense the effort you are putting in for this team.Mdm Rosnah and Miss Chang although you all are new thanks for everything and Miss Chang what you've told Mel and me really made an impact on me. " Just play a good game and you will leave no regrets for yourself."
Supporters:
We dont have many supporters since RV is like quite far but I still thank those who've made the effort to go down and support us:) Ada Sheena Nigel Bjorn Mr Kong and Mr Kat. I hope I didn't leave anyone out.They came down to support us whenever they can.I rly apprecaite it. Of course those who had the heart to support us but couldn't go.I really appreciate it.Special thanks to Mr Kat for the amazing postcard and support.Although you went there just to see us score 2 goals ( lightning risk ) I swear your presence was really really appreciated.Although you're a band teacher in charge you actually made th effort to support us when I thought no teachers would ever do so.Thank you.I rly appreciate it.Of course,those who wished us good luck/all the best etc.Luv every single one of you.
Opponents:
All those schools who've played with us.Thank you for the nice game:) Thank you for fighting till the end and putting a good fight for us.
So our last match is on Monday.With Yuan Ching.Fight on guys. This is gonna be the last competitive match B div'09 is gonna play together. We play the last one well.Secondary 4s,our last 40 minutes.Cherish it.Step out of the court smiling. Step out of the court knowing we've put up a tough fight.Leave no regrets.We'll do this together. Yuanching is strong mentally and physically.They go for every single ball.WE WILL TOO.I know it's gonna be the last match I will enjoy,the last match I play without any pressure,the last match I play the best.I swear there will not be any scoldings from me,only encouragements. Jiayou team. Luv you guys,alot.
I dont know if I am going to pursue Netball when I head on to JC/Poly but netball is a passion that has definitely left an impact on me.It taught me to be determined,to fight hard for what you want.Netball gave me a goal. Although I didn't achieve it,but I dare say I fought for it.I love netball.Alot.
To the rest of my team mates,continue fighting.We'll fight the same goal. We'll not give up.It's our goal,nobody is going to steal it away from us. Every story needs a good ending.We'll end our last match together with a happy note. Let's do it.
The pain still lingers within me but I will get over it and put up a good and tough fight on Monday.Trust me. I will. I just needed time to get over it.Soon.Melissa,it's not easy but plz get over it soon too. Even the strongest fall.But the strength lies in falling hard but getting up even tougher and stronger.
I love team Bdiv09. The most awesome team ever.
xjxj.
Thursday, February 26, 2009, 5:10 AM
I'm back.Finally.I bought a new pair of sports shoes.Nike again.I wanted to get asics but decided not to in e end.No money now ):
Adam Khoo's workshop was awesome.I rly learnt A LOT of stuffs.And heh,I actually called my mommy and cried during the closing ceremony so paiseh neizhx.But can sense from her voice that she's rly happy yay I luv my parents ^^
Lost to Rivervalley on Monday and yes we didn't play well.MGS match today was postponed to tml JIAYOU EVERYONE.
Jocelyn.Shots.shots.shots!! Rmb. Your team mates will be pissed off if you dont get the shot in SO JIAYOU PLZ.They've brought the ball down for youuuuu!!
xjxj.
p/s:Quite obvious.But I totally lost the blogging mood ):
p/s/s:I joked bout Melissa's height today I'm sorry love and take care of your lil swollen finger.
Saturday, February 21, 2009, 11:05 PM
Short post.I've got tuition @ 3.30pm later.I felt damn sad ytd night and this morning for some reasons.But guessed I've gotten over it.I hope.
Anyway thankz.
It's raining heavily now.After tuition I'm rushing over to Queensway to get new shoes cause mine has a stupid hole at the sole.I know I'm not supposed to wear new shoes during games but can't help it cause I rly didn't had the time to buy the past few days.Hope I can adapt to it tml!!
Tml.Rv's game.I'm either excited or nervous.Both I guess.But we got to fight DAMN hard.We can we can we can!GO TEAM.The chinese teacher told Melissa and I. If we get on court and play out best,we'll left with no regrets.And yes I so want to put up a tough fight.I hope the team wants too :) GO TEAM.LUV YOU GUYS.
And Adam Khoo's workshop starts tml.I'm not rly looking forward to it though..Somehow.
I'm sick.With a damn sore throat.It's rly super uncomfortable.So yeah.No more fried food for now ):
-Prays damn hard-
xjxj.
9:22 AM
Did you know I was _______.I am quite sad now.Or maybe very.
xjxj.
(Detailed post tml.)
Friday, February 20, 2009, 1:24 PM
Common tests are finally over.Although I didn't rly comment on how badly I did for all the tests, I know I'm gonna fail/get borderline passes.I just didn't think bout it so I didn't rly talk bout it.Frankly speaking I studied for this test.But I didn't study as hard.So yeah.I'll just face the music when the results are back. But as what I've said,the big thing's the O's.
AND YES!:) We had training yesterday.A good one I feel :) It was rly rly fun.I told myself I'm gonna chiong training after common test before that can. I didn't rly had a good start though ): I was havin this really BAD cough . Dry coughs in fact it was terrigible ): I suck @ doin the v drop back.Sighhhzzz.
Suddenly someone randomly suggested to play with bballs to improve us and Coach agreed.Played with mainly Daniel C Stanley Jiashun Sebastian GuanHui Xunxin Ansong.And yes they were really super awesome.Intecepting balls like...nobody's business.
Up by 1 in the first quarter,down by 4 in the second,down by 6 in the third,and lost by 2 at the last quarter.22-24. I think we played well in the last quarter.Like everyone's fighting to close the gap etc etc.Let's play the same during our secound round's match yeahh :)
Surprised Yuting(LUVLY CAPTAIN) after that and HA HA HA. She almost teared canz ! ZMGGG. It was damn fun.Took team photos etc and played with the cake.Sigh I'm so disappointed with yuting.I pretended I sprained my ankle again she still ignore me ): DARLING la . But still luv her as much :)
So yesterday was really nice and fun :) I simply luv yesterday despite screwing up my Physics and History haha. Thank you to the guys who played with us and like what coach's said,I think you guys are considered super gentlemen to us already :)
Second round groupings.Yuanching,MGS,Rivervalley.Jiayou team.First match up with RV.We will do this together.As a team :) Love you guys.
xjxj.
Sunday, February 15, 2009, 5:12 AM
OMG.Btw I forgot to say something today.I didn't sleep since last night 2am PRO OR NOT.I dozed off @ 12am and woke up at 2am.Sms peeps.I was awake till now after that.I think I'm damn pro.HAHA.
I'm stuck at some of the trigo questions.AHHH.
xjxj.
3:45 AM
Was studying for common test just now and I came into a sudden realisation.This week is gonna be common test week.After that will be round 2 games.Then when our seasons end,we gonna step down.And mug like what for O levels.It's just so fast.
Round 2.It's not gonna be easy.Probably meeting the giants school.Although occasionally I still ask myself what if we won bp that time. But it's past.I should rly stop thinking bout it.
I want to step out of the court,knowing that I've given my opponent a tough fight.
xjxj.
Saturday, February 14, 2009, 3:09 AM
Third post in a row.OKAY I FINALLY FEEL THAT I'M DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE.Was practically studying all along just now except that I stopped for 1.5 hour for lunch + computer.Did chem ws,maths worksheets,SS notes.It's 7pm now and I think I rly need a break cause my tuition is @ 8pm.Gotta ask my tutor to teach me matrixes using the shortest time,clear my doubts on trigo.I figured out probability myself just now but I'm still quite unsure bout the dice part.Okay gotta note that down.
Btw sorry to Melissa for unable to answer your question ): Hope you manage to understand now.
Now..I'm still rather stuck with chem.Sighz.JIAYOU!!
xjxj.
12:26 AM
Hais.Happy valentine's day Mr Ankle.I really really hope you can get well soon.I need you to get well plzx.I love you I love you so plz heal completely soon :(Sigh I'm so sad now.I can't jump as high as I can in the past.A lot of people realised that and hav been commenting on it.I need to jump higher!! I need to recover !! I need to jump like a spring!!!
GOING CRAZY.
xjxj.
Friday, February 13, 2009, 11:26 PM
Happy V day.
14February,so..Happy valentine's day to all :)Received lots of sweet(Like seriously sweet) presents from quite a number of people yay thank you everyone neishz.Luv you guys.Those who've gotten my presents congrats :) Means you've got a place in my heart! Heehee :) But there're some who I haven't given to because Friday was really a SUPER rushed day.So I missed out some and they're in my fridge nowz.
Thank you, :
Sheena.Nadia.Zhenyi.Peisi.Uziel.Brandon.Melissa.Yongkian.Lily.Karyien.Yuhan.Peiling.Meihui.
Meixuan.Daphne.Stanley.Catherine.Sherwin.LiJie.Daniel.C.Gladys.Yuting.Daniel.L.Lyndi.
Ginny.
Okay I SERIOUSLY HOPE I DON'T MISS OUT ANYONE!! If I did,plz remind me thankz :) Luv those notes and sweets and chocolates :) Oh,not forgetting,Brandon's ARTISTIC drawing :) Thank you best friend!!(It's not meant to be sarcastic haha)
And I forgot to mention,I received the most sincere valentine's day gift this year! SUPER sincere.
xjxj.
5:59 PM
36-9.We won yesterday' match.But did we do well?
Think again.
Anyway,we're in for second round.And it's not gonna be easy.It's not.So we really have to work even harder.And we should rly stop playing during trainings.Serious plz.
Jiayou.
Hope my ankle recovers soon :(
I dreamt that I failed my chem and phy o lvls last night with D7 for both :( Sian. I rly dont know if I should drop.): But I dont know who to seek advice from.And there's no more time left.
Common test is coming.Trainings are coming also.Netballers plz attend Wed and Fri training and start study earlier alright.Think about it.Is common test rly a reason.
Life's getting more and more hectic.But hey it's a test.I'll win it.
xjxj.
Jiayou Kranji Team.We really can't afford to make any more mistakes.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 4:49 AM
Hello!:) Went to watch badminton after school today and it's like woah. It was rly an exciting match.The guys won yay.Bball guys won too.Cheer up bball girls! You all still have many matches to go. Jiayou jiayou :)
My ankle is getting in the way manz.Kept landing on the wrong foot IRRITATING.Friday's match with NUS high.Support us!!:) Juniors lost to their c div,cheer up people and jiayou for your match with yuanching tml yeah jiayou jiayou!! We'll win it back for you guys on friday!!:)
Never seen their play before thou.Heard they're rough.Go go go!!:D
Okay.I need to go and take my 1 hour yi lun wen test now.Bye bye!!
xjxj.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 3:03 AM
Didn't go to school today.Went to tui na and see a doctor.I think I sort of sprained my ankle again yesterday's training.I think it's because I accidentally turn 3/4 round with my whole foot flat on the ground.Oh and training.Like what I've said,I screwed it up.I really need to stop procrastinating.I gotta start studying.
Felt like calling someone to ask them what happened in school today.So I picked up the phone,but...I didn't manage to call anyone.
Someone told me I'm too strong for my own good.To think of it,am I really strong in the first place?
I'm going to bathe and study now.
I rly hope I can bounce away from whatever shit I'm having now really soon.Before I give up and collapse.
xjxj.
Monday, February 9, 2009, 6:15 PM
Training was really bad yesterday.Things' been going downhill.
I need to stop all my pranks.
I need to stop all my insensitivity.
I need to learn how to cherish.
I need to learn to be a good friend.
Or maybe I should also learn to stop being myself.
xjxj.
Sunday, February 8, 2009, 1:18 AM
Hi hi short post today!I got my first 90 in my jianbao.I think it's worth celebrating okie!
Btw I've gone crazy doing a maths sum just now but I still didn't manage to solve it :( Shall not giv up and try again later :)
Yay there's training tml! Common test coming soon :(
I hope I can face everything with a positive attitude.Netball,studies,work,family,friends,etc.
我不会放弃。我会一直努力。 :)
Shall be guai and do my jianbao nowz.Work hard everyonez :)
xjxj.
Saturday, February 7, 2009, 1:20 AM
We won Bukit Batok Secondary!! :) 40-10.I think we played rather well today,much much more better than the previous games yay!!:) Happy happy but we gotta keep improvingg :) Like what Ms Ong's said,we want it we must fight for it!!
I think my shots were fine just that there's this particular moment I missed 3 consecutive shots zmg I want to kill myself.
Jiayou for NUS high's match!! Can't stop fighting at this moment!!
Shitzz manzz.I'm also super disappointed with myself.I swear there're a lot of balls I can intercept but I just missed it by not taking the effort to take an extra step before I jump.I was just jumping a lil and try to outstretch my opponent.WHAT IS THIS MANZ.Must work hard work hard.
I think I'm super kind.Cause my opponent was about to slip I held her and said " be careful" then in the end I was the one who slipped.Luckily I didn't fall! HAHA.But after that there's a period I played rough thou.Like totally snatching the ball from her. Ooopzzz.
Shall practise the defending thang on Monday.
Btw forgot to mention WE DIDN'T TRY OUT THE CODES :( We played our usual instead.HUMPHZZ.
Okay.Had team lunch @ Pizza Hut after the game and I was super tired!!!! Went home after that.Had a short nap,woke up & helped my mummy with laundry and prepare the things for my brother's 21st birthday party yay :) My relatives are coming over soon.HO HO HO.
Btw,I apologise for not going to Miss Lim's party.I was rly damn tired after the match and there're simply too many things on hand now. Sorry.
I'm having a really severe headache! Next match on friday against NUS High.LET'S DO IT.
xjxj.
p/s:Btw melissa and I thought yuting's defense was AWESOME today. Esp when it comes to intecepting the center passes!! SUPER COOL LOVE YOU.Other defenders were great as well!!
Friday, February 6, 2009, 4:59 AM
Match was postponed.I'm glad it was.Thank god for giving us another chance.Was up 4-0 in the first few minutes.As the rain got bigger,our passes and throws got REALLY bad and at 4minutes+ , we were up by only 1 !! :( Hold time and yeah match was postponed.So in conclusion,we only played like 4 minutes of game.
Match postponed to tomorrow.Yes I know today I've not given enough.Shots were fine but DRIVES WERE NOT.Wtf.
JIAYOU!!!
xjxj.
Thursday, February 5, 2009, 6:33 AM
Hihihihihi :) Today is a very happy day!Lessons were finee :) Amaths was getting fun differentiation rockzzz!! Hehe. Didn't go for break after school so studied my haozuowenz :) Didnt hav much appetite recently donno whyzz. ):
Letter writing test was alright.I happened to read the 2 questions and I hope I did fine.I HOPE.Didn't have enough time though :( I think the youth olympics thang totally ownz every single one of us.
Anyway Mr Koh was walking past melissa and I after his meeting today and he asked if I've bought the guide book I replied yes and he suddenly asked me whether I want another physics assessment so zmg he offered to lend to me ok!!Maybe he thinks I rly need more practise!! HAHA.But whatever it is I really really appreciate his gesture :) Melissa WIN already.He bought 2 books out and she was so damn eager to snatch the book.WELL DONE MEL.Why?Cause she snatched the solutions book!! HAHAHAHA.
Tuition was awesome.I felt that I'm finally progressing.Even though to others it may not be a huge leap or what,it still matters significantly to me.
Okay.I think I've used enough of the com.Shall do physics now :)
I'm beginning to feel the pressure around me.Like everyone starts studying already.I got to start too.Because I've got goals too.
Match with BB tml.I know I said many times but I'm all ready to put up a tough fight and play a good game tomorrow. I want to win.Badly.Let's just do it.
Oh yah.I'm super excited to try out our new codes too!!! HAHA.
Ankle plzz allow me to elevate damn high tml ty.
xjxj.
p/s: HELLO NADIA!!:)
Wednesday, February 4, 2009, 5:15 AM
YESSSSSSS!! I FINALLY RETURNED BACK TO COURT TODAY :) I'M SUPER HAPPY!!Heh. Let's talk bout school first. SH was okay.Kinda interesting but I felt rly sick with my stupid blocked nose and blocked EARS.zzz.
Chemistry was fine.Got back my test and I barely passed.Quite discouraged by it but luckily I've got over it :) Maths had 2 questions test and a stupid bonus q which I've barely finished so I rly hope the bonus q is not included :( English was alright,was feeling drowsy thouuu :( Chinese was just newspaper reading again.Got back jian tie bu and I'm so sad cause Mdm yong forgot to mark my 4 other reflections!!:(
Lunched @ limbang with Melili after school since we didn't hav Maths I.p.(Seems like we've never got maths i.p before haha) Headed back to school I think I am very netballer today cause I wore hairband+white jersey+fbts+TWO ankle guards!!:) Thanks Ginny for lending me her ankle guard:)
AND I LOVE TODAY'S TRAINING!!Initially I didn't intend to train cause my ankle still hurts :( But I chose to train in the end cause... feel that I have to start training.And I'm glad I've trained!!:) Started with 4 suicides and yes it's damn tiring.I had this really THROBBING headache after that and we did this v drop back thang which is rly tiring.
I couldn't put any weight on my left leg so I landed with my right foot. I kept landing flat on my foot and it hurts!!!:( After that was better when I landed on my toes.Gahh gotta start practising landing on my toeszz.
After that did half court kind of thing.We had this code thing zmg it's super super fun okay :) And I think it works at certain point.Rained so did in canteen.Courtgame after that.I'M SO IN LOVE WITH OUR CODEEE :) Hahaha. We must remember to use!!:) I think courtwork was pretty awesome today!
BB's game on Friday.Heard they're tough,and rough.We HAVE to win if we want to get into the second round so jiayou team!!:) Play your best!! I hope my defender won't step on my ankle when I split or something.
GO GO GO!!!:) Be tough and FIGHT HARDDD :)
xjxj.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009, 6:10 AM
Yay tuition was great :) In between I was having this stupid stomachache thou.Re-learnt differentiation and yes finally I know what I'm doing :) Went through vectors in preparation for tml's test I finally understood position vectors phewzz.Anyway my physics wasn't 16/25 it's like only 14.I was damn sad la.I was expecting Mr Koh to suan me or something but instead he encouraged me by saying " no good but you can do better one.learn from it." OMG.I'm more guilty after his words.So I went to buy assessment book straight away after that.I rly want to score well so I'm gonna do anything to score well :)
Ok my ankle seems to be recovering but I still can't seem to run :( Sighz.
Ok shall go study vectors now beebee!
Can't wait for Friday's match and tml's training!!:) I HOPE I CAN PLAY BY THENNN.
xjxj.
Sunday, February 1, 2009, 8:55 AM
Something happened and yes I'm sad and affected by it.But,nvm.Anyway I feel accomplished.I had a long afternoon cum evening nap .I woke up at bout 8pm to bathe and start doing some work.I completed all of my homework yay.I wrote a lot on 4+1 okay!! I'm a good girl.Mdm Yong said I wrote very lil in reflection so I wrote like 2 pages HAHA I ROCK. I hope I can get like 85 plz. I always get 80 only.I did maths,differentiation! Had a hard time getting the root square in :(
Oh btw,I swear I own my chinese creative writing!! I wrote a story damn stupid and it's like barely two and a half page. Yongkian wrote like six and a half page WHATEVER. My story is quite meaningless and it's rly short.I didnt have much to write so I hope Mdm Yong wouldn't comment on that again :( I wrote bout reunion dinner.Btw,I always thought it's RENUION HAHAHA. FUNNY RIGHT.
Didn't have dinner :(
Okay I think I'll have light training tml . Gonna shoot :)
It's 1am now. I think I finished off a bit of revision and hit the bed yah.
xjxj.