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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Saturday, June 13, 2009, 12:09 AM
Sometimes I do hate myself for being over-paranoid and sensitive.I don't know.I don't really care about how other not-so-close friends think of me because they can think what they want,while I'm still me. But what my close friends think of me do matter.I do care about how they feel or what they think.To the extent that I get really sensitive and paranoid.It's really bad though ):I'm also an extremist.I get extremely extreme all the times :( But I can't control.I can remain as cool as ever on one hand but on the other,I really kick up a big fuss over minor or miscallenous stuffs.
I'm not those kind of people who will bare their hearts out to their friends,not even trusted friends.It's ironic,since I trust them yet I don't share with them how I feel.I dont know what's with me.I just don't like to trouble my friends at all.I can go to school feeling miserable yet force out laughters.I used to have someone whom I trusted and tell him/her everything,almost.But yeah,used to have.
So,who am I?