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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Thursday, June 18, 2009, 7:15 PM
I'm really in deep shit ):Haven't been sleeping NORMALLY recently.I srsly don't know what's up with me.I keep sleeping at weird hours totally insane.I forgot how I started this trend but it's killing me.At first I thought it's okay but I finally felt WEIRD now.
I used to sleep at 1+ 2+ during school days chatting/working w/o feeling tired at school.(Although Brandon claims I am) but I still have pay attention whtt! It's not like I stay up late to chiong work or wht but it's because I couldn't sleep at all and I have nothing to do!!):Then here comes holidays.After lessons I usually go home and sleep from 2pm+ to 9pm+ I SRSLY DONT KNOW HOW I CAN SLEEP FOR SO LONG.Then I wake up,do work,slack,talk,and stuff till 2+3+4+ and go to school th next day.Then weekends,I can sleep like 1am+ and wake up amazing at 5am+ but fall asleep at 10am+ or something again :/ My body clock is going crazyyyy.I can sleep for DAM long,yet I feel tired when I wake up.I can not sleep/sleep lil yet I feel so so energetic!! Like yesterday,I fell asleep at 12am and woke up 10pm today.10 hours I sleep so long rah.
It's like I'm being controlled by my sleeps.Others can sleep normally like 10pm sleep,8am will wake up.But I can't! I dont know when I can wake up or when I'll sleep.But the good thing is,I doze off very easily when I'm tired.
I think the problem is I think A LOT.When I lie on bed,I'd keep thinking and thinking.Like what've I been doing in the holidays,what have I done for the day,my close friends,people,family,netball,things i wanna do tml,my life,and everything! I can think for like 3 hours or wht,srsly idk.Eventually yes I'd fall asleep but it's like so long.
I think I've to slowly adapt already! If not school reopen I'd suffer):
Something really bad happened last night to me.I'm srsly torn but yeah,wht to do. I'm doing nothing for the moment.Can I do anything though?
xjxj.