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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Saturday, May 2, 2009, 11:06 AM
It's not going to be easy.But I'm learning to let go.It's 2am now.I was reading my past archives. Jan09,Feb09,March09 bout the zonals period.Every game,every moment is simply so amazing.I was really surprised when I read back my old posts about each and every single zonal match.I swear I could nearly feel the intensity.
I dont know why,but I'm still missing the times the team fought together during zonals period. You might be thinking " That's dumb.People are already moving on with their life mugging for O levels and here you are still thinking about the old netball times" Each game just keeps replaying in my mind over and over again. Everything is simply so awesome.I really really miss those times!
I know I sound super annoying and irritating saying about how much I miss netball each post.But yeah. I really can't stop myself from doing that. But for now,I know I really have to focus on my studies.
It's not going to be easy.It's never easy.I still have A LOT to catch up on.Like Physics and Chemistry.I swear I totally suck at them.But since I already chose not to drop pure sciences, I have the responsibility to do well in it.And I want to do well in it.
Honestly speaking it's really really disheartening to see others score super well when they didn't study much and myself failing/scoring crappy marks when I really studied very hard.But I guess I gotta accept the fact that people are simply borned differently.They've got their own talents and I've got mine.Currently my talent is ..... yet to be discovered.But wait and see,it'll be discovered some day!! So I guess all these doesn't represent anything.Probably telling me that I've got to work even harder.
Science mock exams are coming.Got to start studying for it already.Once I finished my O levels,I'll have all the time in the world to play netball. That shall be a motivation muahahha!
Maths tuition tml zmg I totally left my amaths tb in school.Thanks Qamama for lending it to me yay!:)
It's raining heavily now.I hate how the wind slaps against the glass.SUPER SCARY ):
xjxj.