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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 10:45 AM
Chemistry mock paper was finally over.At first I thought it was okay.But realised it's not okay at all =.= Most of my answers are wrong and I actually forgot to draw the graph ARGH.I told myself I'd go back and do the question but I forgot how stupid.Anyway before the paper I was dam stressed.Esp during chem/recess/maths period.I couldn't concentrate at all.I was having this dam serious headache and I couldn't focus.During recess I was having a hard time trying to stuff all those facts and steps into my mind.During maths I wasn't really on Integration.I wasn't on chem either.My mind was in a total blank.I think I really have this phobia of science test ever since that particular Physics test.My heart will beat extremely fast for no reasons and I'd panick.It just seems as though that even though I've done chem questions and stuff,there're still a lot of stuffs I dont understand.Gosh I have to be more prepared by the next chem mock.
Anw sorry to nadnutredbra for being so cold during recess because I was really super stressed and scared.
I really hope I can pass this paper.Like maybe a B4/C5 or something because I did study and did my tys with discipline ): Chemistry was never my subject but I'm willing to put in the effort so please let me achieve my target Mr Chemistry.But even if I fail I rly hope I wont be too demoralised.
I always believe that you have to give your best for the best to come back to you.Although in studies it don't really work that way for me but I know sometimes even though I feel that I've given my best,it's still not enough.I don't think there's any limit though . Just have to keep working hard and strategise.
Anw Mel is dam funny. She was sitting in front of me and she actually forgot to bring her calculator into the hall.O levels chi she forgot to bring her dictionery zmg so blur plzx.
Slept really late these few days.Like average 1.30am .It's like 1.50am now and I'd just finished my english composition on greed(yes hahah damn long) I did it but I think I crushed it with other used paper so I did it AGAIN.
And chinese compostion got to rewrite my qing jing.Oh btw I failed my qingjing 29/70 am I pro or very pro.): Was really really disappointed because I'd never failed my compo before.Used to have like >47 all the way so this time was really a huge plunge. I totally misinterpret the question.Mdm yong was super encouraging though :) Rewritten it just now and I almost cried.No it's not because I write until very touching -__- I just feel very sad for the character I'm trying to portray.So after I write finish the compo I reread,totally no feeling zzz. I think I can't really write out my thoughts well and that SUCKS.
I can't do my english compre because I totally left the book in school.But I'll do during recess tomorrow. Maths is getting tough I'm getting lost too.I only know how to differentiate I totally keep forgetting bout integration ):
I'm super forgetful recently.I keep leaving things behind.I think I shall put a post-it in my pencil case.Title shall be : OI. BRING ALL THESE HOME OK.
Siao.
I'm really hyper now although it's already 2am! I think after this I shall go read some ai yu wei xing xiao shuo to get more inspiration.Or maybe I'll read the physics textbook.Totally omg because physics mock is next tues and yes we're tested on EVERYTHING.So chem's over,but still cant slack yet.In fact,we're not supposed t slack till o lvls are over so yes accept it haha.
I miss netball.Haven't been working out recently so I'm going for a jog soon prolly during weekends behx.But courtgames are still the most awesome I swear.I hope I can return back to the court soooon .
Anw celebrated Jiaqi's birthday on Monday and it was awesome :D Went to sakae and totally get ownz by Zhenyi Amanda and Dan.L. Btw zhenyi I said I would blog is : OH THE COO WHITE GRAPE! HAHAHHA YOU KNOW WHATS SHE REFERRING TO? Q-O-O white grape.Dam cute right! heh :D After tht we headed to arcade and played the sweet game.At first I'm like " huh waste money " but guess what it turned out REALLY addictive >.< I think next outing go the arcade play can already.ahaha in the end we got the jackpot like FINALLY.But it was a nice outing :) Glad Jiaqi's enjoyed himself :D
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