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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 5:21 AM
Sports heats 2 was finee :) I was the timekeeper but I think I screwed almost every race because I was damn distracted by the runners :X Thanks choonyong for being so "zhun" heehee.His timings all so sharp can.I regret I didn't join the individual events I felt like running when I saw others run ): Btw Esther was SUPER fast.Lightning speed can.Stanley was damn fast too.Despite his back injury.I think it's damn cool.Like how he can manage to own the race despite an injury.I cheered for him can!! Good job to all who've ran!April's fool tday.Headed to school during recess and after tht we played a prank on Ms Leong.Quite funny XD Hahaha. English and Chinese were fine.
Recently I'm just not myself.Idk but I've become damn dull and I can't stop emoing.Idk but I'm damn stressed by studies and other stuffs.Idk.I can just break down when I'm doing maths/chem in the middle of the night for nothing.I think I'm insane.
I think I gotta start running exercising.After stepping down,I've not been exercising I've only been eating all those junk food which cause me to be coughing till nowwww.I'm getting fat real fat.All my leg muscles are gone so my legs are damn fat fat fat fat now.Ok stop. So I really have to start running regularly manzz.I wanted to run after the heats tday but it just have to have lightning risk sickening.
I'm getting breathless easily recently and my heart beat damn fast and it's damn pain out of a sudden.I hate itttttt. Whenever I have this feeling I find it very hard to concentrate when I'm doing work.
I need to get my life back to track.Broke down after a screwed up test last week suddenly.Somehow I feel that it's only not only the test which caused me to break down.I think it's all the problems I've accumulated within myself.The problems I didn't tell others etc etc.They just cause the tears to keep dropping and dropping.I just felt that I was damn stupid for a moment.I swear that really demoralised me.I freak out during tests now.I've got no confidence at all. But thanks Mr Koh for being so understanding. I was damn shocked when he came to talk and comfort me.He even initiated to teach me Amaths when he saw me doing it.I really hope I wont disappoint him anymore.There'll be a physics test tml.I hope I wont get the panic attack and my mind goes blank again.Jiayou Jocelyn plz. You can do it.
And Miss Lai is right.Having a balanced life is important.I'm sleeping at 1am now.Slowly adjusting..Last time was like a 3am so I'm making improvements.Slowly.
Random but I think Yongkian is a good example to follow.He's just super organised,balanced and hardworking.He knows what he's doing.I must learn from him.
I have to get back those genuine smiles and laughters.'ve been so long since I've had them.I miss the old me. I must learn to strike a balance between work and play. I got to realise all these things and shit I've been going through is NOTHING. I've yet to go through the worst so I don't think I should be whining now. Shouldn't whine.Should start planning for myself. Journey to O levels is not going to be easy.But I must do it.
I've studied finish for my physics test.Now I'm going to study my yan jiang ci.Then after that I'm gonna read physics to recap.
Less computer time now for me.
xjxj.