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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Friday, April 3, 2009, 11:26 PM
I was damn sad on Thursday's night.I was feeling damn worried bout my ssc shirt because I'm damn sure I placed it in my cabinet but I just can't find it.When my mummy came back I asked her bout it and the truth is finally out.She actually threw away my banana yellow shirt because she was clearing my cabinet and thought the shirt was just a normal shirt.I swear I was damn pissed.I got into a really heated argument with her after that. I've already told her many many times to leave my cabinet and clothes alone and yet she still does this.She threw away something I cherish so much.I love the yellow banana shirt days.Those days were the most memorable days of my SSC life.I enjoyed the period a lot.Idk why I suddenly felt damn lost.I just feel that I've lost something dear and close t my heart.You might say it's only a shirt but to me it definitely means more than a shirt.Our batch was the last to receive it and I swear it is damn significant.We did so many duties and have so many memorable times wearing that shirt.That shirt is just like a responsibility entrusted to us.It doesn't only symbolises SSC.After that I just cried and cried till I sleep cause I was really damn sad.Then I realised how much SSC means to me.I felt damn sad I swear.
Till now I'm still at a cold war with my mommy.I dont know why.The shirt's been thrown away and thts an unchanged fact.So why am I getting so petty?I dont know.But whenever I see my mum I just thought of the shirt.We don't even talk now.I feel like crying when I'm typing this,when I think of the shirt.I've not been giving up hopes.I hope she remembers wrongly because I'm still searching for that shirt.
xjxj.