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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Saturday, January 24, 2009, 4:38 AM
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TEO PEI SI.I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.I'm finally back to blogging!:)
We lost to BPGHS.Found it really hard to break their area defense.I didn't play well at all.I didn't go for every ball.Am I off-form recently?I dont know.But it feels as though I'm not playing as well as last time already.(I don't mean I play VERY well last time) My legs get pain easily and I can't jump high now.The drives etc,not strong enough.Humph.I shall jump and touch my ceiling again everyday.
Was quite demoralised after that but Ansong's words sort of woke me up.The game has not ended.He's damn right.It's not the time I lose concentration now.I don't wanna care bout what draws we gotta get in 2nd round if we get in.What matters now is to fight hard for every game.After the game I feel really lousy.I feel down.But on the other hand something in me is bringing me up again.Something in me just tells me I should never give up. It's like..something is fading away.Yet I want to struggle.Yet I want to get it back.
I decided to stop doubting already.I shall just focus before the game.I shall just play my best.Because when I do that,I know I'm already a winner inside.
I rly hope I can get on form soon.I want to attack better.I want more accurate shots.
Team,please do not give up.We have to continue fighting hard.It's not the time to get demoralised.It's the time to fight even harder. Jiayou!!:)
CNY celebrations were great. Brandon's band did a fabulous job on the lil nyonya theme song.Probably the item that kept me the most awake. The best dressed competition was boring this time.So little contestants!! 4E got second though!! Rachel was damn cute :) Special thanks to Peiling!:D However,we didn't win the class deco competition.It's okay people.We don't hav to win to know that we're a good class.It's damn heartwarming.To see 4E-ians working together decorating the class etc etc :) Love them. And the aunty who went up on stage!! I sort of took care of her last year :) She's fabulous and nice manz :) She still stays the same :D
Towned with Amanda after that.Didn't buy a lot of things thou!:( I think she bought more things than me!! Okay maybe just one shorts more ha ha :) Went to Peisi's bbq party after that :) I ate like 6 hotdogs HA HA.Lynn's sister and her friend Lion is DAMN FUNNY. Left early cause gotta buy mommy dinner.Anyway,peisi.I pass you the card on wednesday ok? I forgot to bring it along to town yesterday. I did it on thursday one though!
Then town again today.Exceptionally long rides are especially nice.Thought bout tonnes of stuffs.Netball.Friends.Family.Goals.etc etc. Bought quite a lot of things.New shoes were hurting my feet so I decided to walk the shorter route home for the first time.(Ok maybe second) I never liked walking that route because it's super empty,super quiet,super unfriendly.But just as I used to think how un-walkable the route is,I realised something.It's the place where it holds my childhood memories.I remember I used to rollerblate there,play badminton there etc.Aweseome stuffs I no longer hav now.From then,my mind walked into the memory lane.Misses and more misses totally :(
I'm 15 going 16.I'm going to be an O level candidate soon.I'm no longer a kid.I must choose to do the right things.Like cherishing my family and friends :)
Reunion dinner tml @ grandma's house YES :) I luvvv gatherings ok.
xjxj.
跌倒了不要紧，因为最重要的是要再爬起来。加油！