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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School 30June1993 Netballer Tag
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Sunday, November 30, 2008, 5:12 AM
Shifted.
I'VE SHIFTED :) But I don't think I'm going to disclose my new site because I'm pretty sure I'll get sick of that site and kick my ass back here in like a few days' time :) HA HA HA.Saturday, November 29, 2008, 6:06 AM
Today's tuition was CRAZY.I totally disgraced myself in front of my tutor man.Even the usual thick skinned me FELT SO DAMN EMBARRASSED :( Idiot.I think I'm cutting my hair tml! I THINK. Netball self trainings,I really really hope netbies will attend and train with the right attitude :) Jiayou peoplee!!! xjxj Step into the court and win. Friday, November 28, 2008, 3:44 AM
Line between e 2 words.
Melissa's random comment today sets me to thinking.Average is definitely not enough.We need to be a good team. Jiayouuuuuuu team :) Wednesday, November 26, 2008, 8:45 PM
Hey.
Pardon me because I'm super lazy to blog bout events now ): Anyway,some main things tht happened recently :
Anderson match tomorrow.Jiayou team :) Let's play a game,a GOOD game :D xjxj. Monday, November 24, 2008, 6:46 PM
Finished blogging bout Sec 4 party.Open house next! Then the carnival :)Going to school now.I want to shoot and improve my shots :) xjxj p/s : I AM SO DAMN TANNED.(but at least not red anymore!!! ) Tuesday, November 18, 2008, 5:12 AM
Destiny
Yesterday was the carnival! It was postponed after we played 2 matches though.It rained damn heavily :( Anyway,played 2 games and we won 1 and lost 1. Lost to Pasir Ris Crest.Shouldn't hav lost.I totally screwed up that game!! I just didn't fight enough.I'm such a loser.I know I gotta defend but my legs just wouldn't move! :( Postponed to next Monday.We'll see.I swear I will never be a loser again.Today was just going back to school and do SSC stuffs. Training tomorrow.People let's fight hard on court :) xjxj. Sunday, November 16, 2008, 4:43 AM
Today was awesome! :) [okay I know I've said this sentence for like the 100th time but whatever.]Woke up like really early to meet some SSCs to do recce @ east coast park.The some SSCs are mainly Weihong,Kiayi,ChoonYong,Subby and Qamama! :) I thought I was late but in the end I wasn't HA HA HA :) Kiayi was damn late oky! She was punished to be the time keeper heh. Trained to Bedok and it was indeed a long journey!! Met MrYeo @ the hawker centre and we cabbed down to east coast park to rent bicycle! Was feeling a lil nervous cause I'm afraid I've forgotten how to ride a bike o.0 Anyway,it was great cause I managed to get the hang of it after that.Cycle the route and Mr Yeo made cycling seem so effortlessly!! I had a hard time catching him up manzz. ): My legs were DAMN sore when I'm cyclingggg plzzz.After that we returned the bike and sat down somewhere to discuss the party's details.Mr Yeo said I was emotionally unstable?! Zzzz . I think it's because I made some stupid comments.But anyway,I was a lil crazy today. It rained !!! Cabbed back to Bedok hawker centre and the cabby scammed usss by taking the longer route :( Sucks to be you! Anyway,ate nasi lemak and it's been a long time since I've dine at hawker centre.HAWKER CENTRES ARE AWESOMEEE :) Good food,reasonable price!! The nasi lemak I had was niceeeeeeee :) and the price is like half of what I usually spend.So people let's patronise hawker centre alright!:) I'm siao. We took train back.There's this old man who approached Weihong to ask for directions to make a call and after he left I made a random comment like,"Wahlaooo why he don't wanna ask me I'm like so friendly." Then Mr Yeo was like you want it you will do it(somethingg like that) I mean it did trigger some of my thoughts.Like,wanting is definitely not enough.Doing it is more important yup. On the train I was feeling bored so I randomly asked Mr Yeo if he likes basketball.People say I ask lame question but since Mr Yeo knows how to play so many sports it's hard to see his main interest right? HA HA HA.Anyway I luvv asking such questions cause I luvvv to see people talk about their passion :) So damn inspiring plzzz! Then Mr Yeo said "No" I was quite surprised but after that he said " I love basketball!" SO COOL RIGHT HA HA HA :) Trained to __________ to ___________ for __________.(fill in e blanks yourself!! ha ha ha) After that headed to queensway shopping centre I luv that placeee!!!!!!! as Subby wanted to get his shoes.The rest left in ___ so we're left with Weihong,Subby,Qamama and mee! :) Headed to Kenneth's(senior senior seniorrrrr ) shop to buy shoes. I was looking into the mirror and wtf I WAS TOTALLY SUNBURNTTT!! My face was as red as baboon's butt!! ZZZZZ. Even Kenneth asked me if I just came back from Sentosaaa. But anyway,it's okay!!!!!!!! I like! HA HA HA :) Subby bought a pair of asics shoes I guess.Trained home and talk bout some stuff.Made me so guilty and felt like a spoilt brat . Sighhz. After that went to lot one and bought my brother's and my dinner :) Macs again,so unhealthy rightt :( Reached home at like 7pm++++ and guess what?TOMORROW'S NETOPS CARNIVAL :) I'm damn nervous cause I haven't really played a decent game since like... uh,end of october?! But nevertheless I look forward to playing on court again!(That is if I get a chance to.) :D Once I step on court,I play to leave no regrets.Hope the strength stays by me tomorrow! We'll rock the court together tomorrow teamm :) I luvv you guys <3 (gosh long time since I've used <3) Alright now I think I need to shit tonight!!!!! Zzzzzzzz. Beijing peeps first day at Beijing today! Hope they enjoy themselves!! I'm sleeping early today :) But now I'll go take a look at my taipei's photossss first. :) xjxj. Saturday, November 15, 2008, 5:47 AM
To develop a want in a need.
I belong to the court.TODAY WAS AWESOME!:) I LIKE! Woke up really late though! Like 11pm or what HA HA HA.Was intending to go shooting in the morning as it's been a really long time since I've felt the morning warmthhhh but APPARENTLY I couldn't cause I woke up so damn early huh. So I cooked my own lunch.Instant noodles though zzzz. No food since mummy asked us to clear everything before we go overseas :( Watched tvvvv ( omg I totally miss taiwan's tv programmes shall elab more next time) and went to school at bout 1.30 pm! :D Initially I thought the school was closed cause it looks DAMN quiet :( Headed inside and saw a few guys I dont know.Most probably not from our school ? They were wearing home clothes and they looked foreignn.Nvm I wasn't really bothered by them anyway 8) So started shooting.Yayyyy. My shots were okay I think.At least my far shots are going in already.zzz Like what ? 6/10 ? Not bad already ok ha ha ha.It feels damn good I swear :) On music to full blast and place it on the grounddddddd hehhee.Plus after that I found out the existence of the stjohn members! I'm not alone after all :) Like so cool.The weather was really DAMN GOOD.It was windy,yet not windy enough to affect my shots woohoo.I shot for like an hour I guess.Till I feel good about my shots. Yayyy.Headed home after thattttt.Ran in e eveninggg!!Not endurance run though. Yeap recce tomorrow! OMG.'s been a DAMN long time since I've last rode a bicycle seriously hope I won't bang onto the tree or something manzz zzz.I remember when I was young I was riding this 4 wheel bicycle at east coast I banged onto a tree and fell LIKE SERIOUSLY WHATEVER ZZZ Anyway,night cycling activity for sec 4 ssc graduation party! Hope it turns out really gooooood :) But I really really hope the sec 4s don't mind though,since compared to last time it was not that...hmm,glamorous I suppose?They had chalet last year.But anyway,I really hope everyone has fun :D I love netball :) I love today . Finally get my hands on netball after SO MANY DAYS.So cool right teeheee. I feel so blessed now.Okay fine I know it sounds quite stupid being happy just because I touched netball today but seriously whatever plzz. Jiayou teammmmmmmm lov you guy muack muack you guys! I'm damn sorry.I don't think I'm hardworking enough to recall the taiwan trip but anyway,I'll try to blog after settling SSC stuff okay! That's just too much things to be done noww yup.I think I'll blog the highlights of the trip first. 1)OUR TOUR GUIDE IS DAMN DAMN CUTEE !! :) Omg I still miss him till now oky! I can't possibly blog out why he's so damn cute because you wouldn't go " WTF SO CUTEEEE!" until you witness what he did yourself :) He's 57 years old btw DAMN CUTE.Old men are cute HA HA HA.Just kidding. 2)I saw students carrying strikes!So cooool!! It's not those violence kind though.Like just sitting outside somewhere not going to school and negotiating with whoever. 3)The weather was DAMN COLD.I haven't perspire in Taiwan at all!!! Only it turns a bit humid in Gaoxiong BUT not to e extend of perspiring.I look stupid.I tried running to see if I'll perspire but I didn't! Lame,I know. 4)The wind was so damn bloody strong in the mountains.The air is so damn fresh but I almost got blown away by the winddd!! 5)Their night markets are awesome :) 6)I plucked fruitsssss!!! :D Okay thts all I can't really think already I gotta blog with the itinery anyway some time later. Beijing immersion trip exchange programmes people are flying tomorrow!Bon voyage people!I just arrived at Singapore and they have to leave tomorrow!! :( Anyway,hope that every single one of them will enjoy themselves to the max max max ! I'm sure they will . The weather will be very cold so wear more clothings k! :) Special wishings to those who have a place in my heart you guys know who you all teehee :) I'll miss you all laaa. Netops carnival tomorrow team lets piaaaaaaaaaaaaa okay! :) Love. I hate to say this,but I think I'm missing Taiwan(AND THE SUPER SUPER CUTE TOUR GUIDEE!!!).Dang. xjxj. Friday, November 14, 2008, 1:15 AM
YEAH BABY I'M BACK AT SINGAPOREE :)Shall not update now,not in the mood to blog though.Next time maybe!! Went with 4 bags but came back with 14 bags!! CRAZYYYYY. Shooting and running tomorrowww! :) xjxj Wednesday, November 12, 2008, 7:46 AM
Let it go.
It will leave a scar.Blogging live from Taiwan.I seriously do not know how to describe my feelings right now but yeah,the trip has been alright but just some things that happened could not leave me from pondering.I can't stop thinking bout certain things,can't seem to let go.I'm using th computer in the lobby right now btw. I feel damn lost.Seriously.That's why I always dreaded going overseas.I hate facing new people,new surroundings etc.I feel so detached from Singapore,from my friends,from netball,everything and everything! But I want to go home but I don't feel like leaving Taiwan :( I know there're much more stuffs for me to discover.Yet..sighhz. I'm such a loser :( More when I return to Singapore. xjxj. Saturday, November 8, 2008, 6:28 AM
Launch.
LAUNCH OF KSPIRATION WAS A GREAT SUCCESS :) We go YAYYYY! :D Woke up like damn early this morning.6.40am I thinkk.I practically jumped up cause I thought it was 7am.Thought about it and realised it was 8am -___- Wanted to go back and sleep but decided not to because I'm just too lazy to walk back LOL. Bought breakfast and headed to school I rock cause I'm like the 3rd sec 3 to reach HA HA HA :) Had briefing and stuffz,then heard Andrew(sec 1 I think) play the piano DAMN PRO PLZZ. Wahlao.I heard he doesn't hav to see the score and can just play when he hear the music wahlao damn talented!!He makes me regret quitting piano last time argh :( Damn mesmerising plzzz!! I loveeeeeee guys who can play pianoooo!!! ENOUGH. Bused there in e bus e sec 3s are DAMN HIGHHH.Singing ai yu xi wang damn niceeee :} Reached there,helped to set up the prize table and stuff . I was the receptionist yo :) I gave out quite a lot of books oky!! But I didnt know which language to use- English or Chinese.I am damn suay! Cause when I spoke english to some people,they replied in chinese.When I spoke chinese to some people,they replied in English :( So hard to guesssssz.Anyway, didn't get to see e performance but I heard it turns out ok :) I think we sing until damn nice HA HA HA :) Although not of professional standard but at least I think it's heartwarming.Received certificate and stuff .Packed up,headed to B1 for FOOOOOOOOD :D HA HA HA. The food was quite alright,bilingual one nicer ! But I luv luv chicken wings I think I ate damn lots HA HA HA .Fun yo. Headed home after that.I actually resisted the temptation of going to Peisi's house to play mahjong/bridge/taidi/bishibashi oky! Cause I know I gotta pack. In the end I went home and sleep. Zzz. Started packing @ bout 7pm?Till now.9pm+ I pack damn slow!OBS also like that zz. Now I still hafta clear my table cause I promised mummy that I'll pack before the trip. So I hav to fulfil it. LEAVINGGGGGGG TOMORROW :) Will be back on either Friday/Saturday :) Can't wait for NETOPS' carnival yo. xjxj. Friday, November 7, 2008, 4:42 AM
Those little things.
Little sweet things can make my heart melt :) Seeing happy things happening make me happy tooooooo ha ha ha.I LOVE BUBBLE TEA PEARLSSSSSSSSSSS :) They are so chewy and NICE.But heard they cause cancers :( I always loveeeeeeeeee eating porridge + dishes because they give me this really really warm feeling heh heh heh :) I luvvvvvvvvvvvvv sitting in a big big round table and having meals together with friendssssssssss! Been a long time since we've done that though.The last time was probably....... when there's Amanda,Zhenyi,Peisi,Yongkian,Daniel.C,Daniel.L,Jiaqi,Shaotao,Yuting.But I forgotten when was it.Very memorable though :) Like how Peisi teases DanielC and stuff heh. Ahhh sorry for being so damn random!! Anyway,headed to school @ 12pm+ to show Lyndi and th twins the jersey designnn.After that taidi-ed with them+Daphne wah lao eh.I'm like damn pro one okay! But don't kno why play with them that time I always lose :( AND YES THEY ARE DAMN LOUD!! Ha ha ha. Chongjing after that.Was just there to giv comments and stuff.Like not pro enough to correct the juniors.But anyway,they rly rly improved from th 1st rehearsal to the last one!Awesomeee :) Hope their hard work pay off tomorroww! Ha ha ha. ANYWAY DANIEL LIM'S PHOTO IS CURRENTLY MY WALLPAPER! MAXIMISED ONE SOMEMORE OK! DANIEL LIM IF YOU DON'T WANNA ME TO POST YOUR PHOTO PLZ COMMENT ME HA HA HA :D (dam cute!) After that went for SSC.Helped to outline stuff and discuss with Weihong bout some stuff.Then crapped with Faridah and Weihong.Meanwhile I was SO tempted to shoot. Saw Lyndi and Meihui doing elevations and Meixuan shooting.Whether or not they're doing out of boredom or they really want to improve,it feels SO good to see them do that. I just sat there and observe themm so nice ha ha :) Bought dinner back I ROCK HA HA HA.SHIT.I'm having this fetish for french fries recently and I think I eat fries like everyday now.FRIES ARE CANCER CAUSINGGGGG.SUCKKK!! Anyway,ask you guys a questions.I often make this order in bubble tea shop : Hi.I want peach red tea.I don't want to be so sweet,less syrup please! IS IT VERY STUPID? Cause when my friends heard me say that a lot of them scolded me and sayed(OKAY said.I can't believe I spelled that) I was being stupid.NO RIGHT? Chong Jing tomorrow yo yo yo! I'm gonna be like the receptionist!! I VOLUNTEERED BECAUSE OF THE FOOD HA HA HA.No lah.Just kidding I'm not that greedy oky!! :D Gonna sing ai yu xi wang yoooooooo. Hope the whole thing turns out to be a great success :) -Just chatted with Shaotao and I still need to let guests sign guestbook and check all the people who're receiving certificates are there.So much la!! But nvm,i didnt do that for the food right HA HA HA- Flying on Sunday.How many times must I say BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT LA.Like a month ago I'm saying it and it's like in a day' or so time I'm gonna fly alre.Everybody plz say BON VOYAGE! I shall be a sweeeeeeeeet girl and bring souvenirs backkkk for you guys :) OH I REMEMBERED.EVERYONE'S EXCEPT TAN PEI LING!(ling ling ling...) I hafta search for tortoise's present too!! Don't miss me okay :) Even I know you guys will. I DIDN'T SHOOOOOOOOT TODAY :( But more or less I've shot like 700 balls in 2 days.So when I come back I shall chiong on Saturday I ROCK ONCE AGAIN. Once I come back gotta do SSC stuff straight. Weihong dont so stress ah! I SHALL GO TRY JUMP AND TOUCH MY HOUSE CEILING HA HA HA HOPE I CAN GROW TALLER LIKE THAT!ME JUMP VERY HIGH NEISHHZZ. xjxj! :D p/s: OOPS.I'm skipping Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday's headstart but I haven't told any teachers!! Mr Cheng knows bout it though.Howwwww! p/s/s:I'M GETTING DAMN FAT LA. I press my waist now CAN PRESS YOU KNOW. Last time cannot one. ZZZZZ.SUCKKKKKKK!): 3:47 AM
SOMETIMES IT'S ONLY A LINE DRAWN BETWEEN WILLING AND NOT WILLING.F. PISSED NOW. ZZZ. YOU SUCKKK LA BITCH! -cools down- Chongjing tomorrow.Gotta start packing. PISSED!! xjxj. Thursday, November 6, 2008, 6:40 AM
TSK.
Trying to bring me down?Long way to go my girl.I think I've injured my wrist ): Have been carrying netball pole in and out alone.Well I know I said I wont shoot today.But in the end I went back to shoot heh :) Shot with Nadia.Most of the time I'm doing near shots.My far shots SUCK.Totally.Like among 10 shots 4 go in.WTF.): So again,I focused on near shots today. Meanwhile as we shot I was kind of distracted by the gym so went in for a short lil period of time to work out :) LEG MUSCLES HA HA HA. After that "coach" Lyndi and help her improve her passes (MUST BE CONFIDENTTT!!) . Shot awhile more and when exams' over,Nadia and I shifted to netball court.Played street netball with sec 2s juniors damn fun laaa! I got intecept a few balls okay HA HA HA :) Damn tiring but fun at th same timeeeee! Hope we can do this more often. Taidi after that my cards suckkk compared to th cards viwawa gives mee!! ): Keep losinggg!! Bought dinner and headed home. Tuition was awesome.Started plane geometry and it's damn tough :( Like you can put it in words but somehow you rly gotta see th link ahhh. OH MY GOD.I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M FLYING IN 2 DAYS' TIMEE BABYYYY! I'm damn tired now.Chongjing tomorrow.Gotta hop over to SSC's after that and I'll do some shooting,far shots this time :) Good thing is,THERE'S NO SCHOOL TOMORROW HA HA HA IF YOU ARE 3E-IAN PLZ HA HA HA WITH ME. I feel like playing frisbee.): I'm tired.I bet you can see too.Haha! xjxj. Wednesday, November 5, 2008, 9:15 PM
It has really,really been a long time since I've enjoyed myself under the sun. 8:55 PM
Relief(?)
Omg.I'm feeling damn emo now.No,it's not sad.But I'm just not feeling good.Lots of thoughts.Lost of thoughts.On a lighter note, CHINESE O LEVELS' OVER!(: But I screwed it up totally. Paper 1 okay.Did baozhangbaodao but I've got this urge to do qing jing I swear.I was doing bzbd but I'm totally thinking bout qj ): Paper 2 sucks.The mcq question was okay BUT compre was difficult.No more A1 BUT A2 plz ): Lots and lots of stuff going through my mind.Went back to school after lunching @ lot one yesterday to discuss some SSC stuff and do some shooting alone.Shooting was really good :) Shooting alone is better.Like no distractions nothing. My shots are finally going in!! Near shots though.I shot like 400 near shots.Didn't hav the space to do far shots because it was raining and I'm shooting indoor. Shall do this again.Later/tomorrow?I'm sick now.Tomorrow then. Have been thinking bout netball stuff recently.But I totally have got no one to talk to anymore.The thing just lies with me.I cannot expect everyone to be like me. ): I'm so scareddd!! Carnival will be on the 17th and we barely hav got no training for the sec 3s the week before!! Insanee!! I'm flying this Sunday wooooooooo :D Finally a time to shop shop and shoppppp :) Don't worry guys I'll definitely remember to bring something back for you all :D But I'll miss netball laaaa.When I come back,I only hav saturday to practise shots and do runs.Then Sunday I shall go run a marathon or something HAHA.I can shoot tomorrow too!!! Never wanna lose touch with th ballllll. Going out later to return Brandon his dictionary!!Thanks dudee! This guy woke up damn early just to pass me his e dictionAry (tsk,weihong) at limbang somemore ok!Very very awesome frienddd!! And danielc for his shirt thou it's kind of big.HAHA. xjxj. Monday, November 3, 2008, 1:15 AM
Meow
Shit.I think I'm going back to my nocturnal life again.The past few days I've been sleeping at 3am ++ and waking up at 8am 9am 10am ++ ZMG 've been since I'm like that ): Anyway,nice experience!!HAHA.I was damn tired last night cause I slept at 3am ++ on Saturday night.I was like dozing off at 9pm++ but I ended up surfing youtube and seeing JERRY YAN OMG HE'S SO DAMN HOT!!!!! Used to think that he's very uh- but WAHLAO HE'S DAMNNNNNNNN SEXY LA.I'm getting obssessive man!OH MY GOD CAN'T STOP THINKING OF HIM ): ): Woke up feeling hell drowsy this morning.Bathed and got ready I had milkkkkk! :D Hehe,physics was alright.Quite funnnnnn learning new stuffs.Breaktime,rushed down to bball court and play netball OMG 've been a damn long time since I've played netball and it feels...so good :) Chinese was okay but I just passed my paper 2 ): 37.5/70 Barely made the mark I was a tad disappointed actually ): ): But no worries! I'm just disappointed,not demoralised though!But I think I scored okay for Paper 1. 14.5/20 for letter(I improvedd!!) and 40/50 for compo.But when I got back my compo,I read it and still felt nothing.Means I haven't create a breakthrough yet. Sitting with Yiying Hwaiyi Samuel and Jiaqi is damn fun! They were being super bimbotic la(in a good way of course)If you ever need someone to gossip with,FIND THEM.Zmg it's damn funny. Break,headed to Limbang.At first I wanna eat noodles one but the queue was damn long.So had western food in the end.Sat with Dchia,Dlim and Jiaqi ahhh it's damn funny talking to them. Headed back to school,went through paper 1 stuff with Mdmyong I swear she's a damn good teacher.Like went through all the very gentle details,taught us gong vs gong,asked us to take note some questions etc etc. THANK YOU MDM YONG :) Rained,slacked about in school and went home with Jiaqi . Omg we literally crapped damn lots along the way bout dramas it's damn funny!!Jiaqi must watch the outsiders k!! :D O levels is coming damn fast.In one/two days time.After that I still hav chongjing and ssc stuff to settle.Then I'm flying on Sunday.Coming back on Friday.Then the following Monday I've got carnival.Means Saturday I've got to go back to school and really shoot if not I wont be ready for NETOPS carnival. I SERIOUSLY DO NOT THINK THAT I HAVE THE TIME TO PACK MY STUFFFFFFF AND CLEAR MY TABLE.HOW HOW HOW :( xjxj. Saturday, November 1, 2008, 6:55 AM
Negligence.
Yesterday's.Lessons in the morning was alright,HCL intensive again in the afternoon but shorter this time round.2pm-4.30pm.Got the Chongjing book OMG SO NICE CAN.ESPECIALLY MY COMPO HA HA HA.Seriously ok.HAHA. Rushed home,bathed and stuff to meet the rest at lot one.I'm not late okay!! The one who said who late kana slapped in the face is the one who's late in the end zz LOL. Bought flowers for MissTang,Yongkian,Emilia,Hwaiyi,and Shuhua.Trained there and stuff.Had rather a hard time finding for it,but we were early when we reached. So waited outside but it's so damn hot!! :( Anyway we get to go in after a while so it's alright afterall haha.The place was really damn small.I was told that its a bit cramp but I really didn't expect it to be so small.But anyway seems quite okay at least you can still hear that voices clearly. Both of the plays were awesomeee!! I luv how Hongwei dances especially HA HA HA.And Natalie Neo's damn funny I swear.Just couldn't stop laughing.I find the sound effects too loud though!! For such a mini theatre. But,quite scary LOL.So yeah I've enjoyed myself thoroughly :D Great job everyoneeeee in ELDDS hahaha :D Walked around after that and trained home!The night's so quiet.Walking alone in the dark by the roadside reminded me of one particular scene. Today's. Like what I've said ,I woke up really really late.So yeah,intensive chinese was REALLY intensive.But anyway,I guess we all know that MdmYong and ZengLaoshi have been putting in a lot of effort marking the papers,finding the papers etc.Although I've never scored an A1 in HCL before, I really really want to score an A1 in the upcoming O levels' . That's the reason why I always ask MdmYong questions after lessons.I can feel that she has got high expectations of us and I really don't wanna disappoint her.O levels' coming in just a few days time.I will not give up. I wanna create a breakthrough in my qing jing especially.Although a lot of people often say that my ci yu da pei sucks. Just finished Maths tuition.It's 10pm now.I'm mentally drained.Having lessons once you're awake,till now.2pm-6.20pm for chinese and 6.45pm-10pm for maths.I'm so damn tired. Maths tuition was fabulous despite me being extremely drowsy.Finally I understood what Probability's about.I hope I really understood it and not forget the next morning :( Inverse matrix sucks cause it's damn confusing for me.I hate it when my tutor makes it so easy!!! :( But anyway,tuition session was marvalous! Haven't been touching netball.Been ages since I've even played it. It's always like that.But I'm really too busy to go and play netball now.Lessons end almost like evening for me.Too drained to do anything else after chinese lessons.Or maybe it's just an excuse. Sigh,for that,I hate myself. Raffles outing.I dont know bout it.Date not settled and negative responses I feel.Somehow sense like I'm retarded-ly feeling enthu bout it.Somehow I guess. Arghhh why am I sounding so emo!! I'm not like that.Like 've been feeling down a lot of times last time.But not now anymore.So I should not be emo!!! But is there even such thing call should or should not.I mean,emotions to me are not meant to be controlled at times.Or maybe it's because I'm so occupied with lessons that I forgot to feel.Maybe. Okay.Maybe I'm tired.Shall go take a shower now and maybe finish reading chongjing book and do some chinese/maths.Yes. xjxj. 3:40 AM
Hmt.
Woke up at like 12pm+ again todayyyy!Went to ELDDS concert last night.Will elaborate more later on cause I'm rushing for time. So yeah,woke up damn late today and rushed my olvls mock paper 2 but mdm yong didnt go thru today !! :( Anyway,had Macdonald's takeaway.Helped Zenglaoshi to buy lunch too GUAI RIGHT HA HA HA. Anyway,mock paper 1 started and I probably screwed up my gonghan ONCE AGAIN.I suck at letter writing I srsly don't know whyy!!Once again,I've chose to write qing jing . Wrote quite fluently.Well,at least I didnt have to translate my thoughts from english to chinese this time round.But I know I won't score high because when I re-read my compo,it sucked. Totally.I don't feel a thing or what in the compo.Cause usually when I pen I'll imagine myself as the character.But when I read my own compo imagining I'm the one involved in the rumour,I felt nothing.Yeah.No emotions nothing. Paper 2 was damn difficultt! Dont know how to do. Gosh my tuition is postponed to 7pm but it's the same anyway.Cause it's like 6.45pm now.Stupid!! Cannot watch yi wu fan gu :( xjxj. |