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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu Yi
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Yongkian
Zhenyi
Peisi
Yuting
Nadia
Ginny
Melissa
Brandon

Thursday, July 31, 2008, 4:19 AM

AHHHHH I MUST BLOG ABOUT TODAY (:

But before that,I HAVE A STUPID,UGLY,HORRENDOUS BLUE BLACK ON MY NOSE NOW ): Got hit by the frisbee on Wednesday and it hurts like rly.): Hope it get better soooooooon!

SL WAS GREAT !:D Despite the super disorganised us,we managed to complete everything on timeeeeeee woohoooo :D Special thanks to ziel and his mum for stringing the cranes!(: And everyone who've played a part/folded the cranes yay!:D

Skipped 2 periods of maths to do the sandwiches omg I was damn bimbotic suan-ing MrCheng like wot! For everything he said,I answered back.Super bitchy yo! It was damn crazy and fun!:D Managed to finished everything by 1.20pm but we went down to the foyer rly late.Boarded the bus AND YAYYYY! Practised the song,felt so bonded and happy (8

Reached there,said HIIIIIIIII to all th elderlys.Some were enthu,but some rly didnt care bout our presence.But it's okay,maybe they haven't got used to us yet.Was affected and guilty by something at the start.Like I'm so stupid and rude.): Anyway,started to play game and the ice between us started to melt (: It's rly rly very nice to see the elderly so happy/satisfied just because they've finished passing the polo sweet.MissVanitha's right.Even though to us it may seem to be a very simple task and can simply laugh it off,to them it may the greatest achievement :D

After that sang songs etc.It's rly nice!:D After that they went for their break and drank red bean soup plus our sandwiches!:D Talked to this particular REALLY CUTE auntie!When I talked to her and asked her to test me hokkien,she asked me where I stayed in hokkien.And WHATEVER,I heard it as "How many children you want?" So I said 2 =,= In the end became the joke ): She's like rly super super cute okay!:D I'm supposed to be her god daughter one lor,in e end ZHENYI go tell her I very old already then she don't want me anymore ): NEVERTHELESS,we have great times and yes,I rly appreciate it (:

Hmmm,she left to board the first bus home so I talked to another uncle,ALSO VERY CUTE!:D But he's like the auntie's enemy?! The auntie kept suaning him. Hahaha,then he started asking me to study hard,learn chinese,read newspaper.He kept repeating and repeating,then he talked about Lee Kuan Yewwww! Saying how noble he is etc. I think what he said rly make lots of sense yeapp(:

Heehee.Hmm,after tht played game but before the game started,talked to the uncle more.I have to literally shout at him because he has difficulty listening.He started to tell me about his family,about his life,what he did when he's young.And he talked bout' life principles,I rly learnt from him a lot like.Like we shouldnt force things in life.When hard times come we have to accept it etc.It's rly nice to stay there and listen to someone:D:D Hehee,after that played game and aunty anu is rly rly super funny! Btw she's a tamil who speaks fluent chinese ,makes me so guilty can! The way she calls the elderly is super super funny.Then forfeit were like singing,dancing etc.The uncle whom I talked to have great voice and is 88,STILL YOUNG AT HEART AND HEALTHY.So cooool lol. Yeap,sang two national day songs after that and took a group photo(:

Was rly glad to do this SL thing,I wanna go back if I can during sep/dec holidays!(: Anyone wanna follow?(: Yeappp.Hope the uncle/auntie remember me by then heh.

Returned to school after that for leaders day rehearsal oh gosh its damn hot.Weihong damn noisy la! Trying to make me laugh but apparently I didnt.Oh well. The weather's like so damn hot he's like complaining he very cold?! Taotao walked until SUPER FUNNYYYYYYYYY.:D

Played frisbee,learnt the way to catch it already THANKS KEITH!(: Headed home.

Gosh,SO MANY TESTS TML.(Fine,only chinese and physics) Gotta go study alre.Before that,

THANKS BRANDON FOR ORGANISING THE GROUP,MELISSA AND UZIEL WHO'VE PUT SO MUCH EFFORT DOING THE CRANE,AND EVERYONE FOR HELPING OUTTTTTT.(and maybe zhenyi suaning me infront of the elderly HUMPHZ) love you muah muah you,hongkarians!:D

xjxj.

p/s:Cheer up Melissaaaaa!:D Hehe,hope you're feeling better now.Maybe you wanna think about how you sang alone in the bus when others have already like stopped.HAHAHAHAHHA.




Wednesday, July 30, 2008, 7:36 AM

Srsly sometimes I rly don't know what wrong did I actually do to deserve this kind of attitude.I was trying my very best but somehow your off and on attitude didn't show that you appreciated it.

pissed.




Saturday, July 26, 2008, 11:30 PM

We all have a choice.It's just the matter of a good one,and a bad one.

I'm currently having a mixed feeling.Just received a message from Melissa with her saying that Training will not resume tml but on Wednesday.But Wednesday's not Bdiv training wot. ROAR,whatever it is I'm quite sad cause I'm like so so so looking forward to training.):

SUPER A LOT OF HOMEWORK CAN): Started @ 12pm doing exercise 8.1 linear law yeh yeh should've done 7.3 and 7.4 first but I catch no balls about the two exercises!): So did 8.1,quite easy but when I do the example ws I don't know how to do ): After that did english compo,in a dilemma cause don't know to write on storytelling or love..Hmm.Wtf,when did I become so hesistant.

Another thing,I NEED TO RUN SRSLY.Haven't run for like 1 whole week wtf ): But I've no time no time no time.): Common tests' coming like in 2 weeks and I'm so not prepared.I need to start studyinggggg! I wanna runnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. It's like,when we return to trainings,our stamina haven't recover and before it can,we stop training again ): So I'm always clocked at like 11.10 11.15 11.04 all the stupid timings. Okay I shall go run this week for 2 times at least it's a promise I shall make time no matter wottttt!

ANYWAY,I shall go lock myself up in the kitchen and be a nerdy goody doing my homework for the rest of the day rah.

DO NOT DISTURBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB (8 [A smile with specs!]




4:58 AM

I really,really don't wish to come to a point where I don't even bother to talk,a point where I don't bother to salvage this relationship anymore.You know what,I'm giving up.I'm too tired to hold on anymore.I'm rly rly rly lost this time.

Tuition was GREAT.Learnt more about linear law.At least I won't be so lost when MrYeo teaches the chapter on monday yup. (: Finally understood the chapter,although we barely reached 8.1 HAHA. Anyway,I'm back to post pictures! Not a lot though,lazy to upload everything!

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I loveeee this jumpshot!:D The individual expression's so funny manz!Esp Qamaruz HAHAHAHAHA. And must thank JunJie,it was only th second shot and it succeeeddedddd!:D

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Thanks faridah for the shottt SEE I CAN JUMP SO HIGHHHHHHHHHHH :D hahahaha! (actually it's not very high lah)

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Hmm..This picture was taken long time ago.Prolly like a few months.I was pregnant back then..Jk lah!

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The ahhem,very tall genius LOL.-AHEM- *notice stanley's expression*

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SEE NICE POSE RIGHT HAHAHAH THOUGHT BY ME:D

xjxj.


Photos by Faridah thank you:D







Friday, July 25, 2008, 11:54 PM

HELLOOOOOOOO :D

Let's blog about yesterday first okehh!:D

Lessons were finee,first period was english and was going through th composition yeap :D Maths was alright,went through common test and linear laws.Linear laws' TOUGHHHH ): PE was okay,did lay up but apparently for 10 shots,only 2 shots went in.I'm sucha noob in basketball): ):

Physics was okay MrKoh called me an auntieeee?! ROAR.Before that was Chemistry.It was DAMN funny.Brandon imitated Mr Shasi,putting a basketball in his tummy and buttoning up,have centre parting for his hair,wet it and sat @ the teacher's table.When Mr Shasi came in he imitated th way he spoke SUPER FUNNY PLZZZ.Of course,as usual,Mr Shasi shot him back.HAHA.

Assembly was about this racial harmony skit and I think all of them acted veh well :D Finished the marathon show,quite touchingggg :D Walked home with Melissa.

Rushed to Lavender with mummyy to do my I/C wtffff Finally got it done! Doing an i/c's not so nice afterall arghhhz.Headed to alexandra hospital to visit my aunt and headed home.Fell asleep like real fast o.0

Woke up at 6.45am today!Bathed and went to Macs to buy breakfast.Met the rest of ssc exco in school and had this NDP cum Leader's day rehearsal.It was damn funny plz! I was standing beside Weihong I looked like rly short ): Then practised a few times.Yeah,camwhore in the parade square and I fly so highhhhhh okay!:D

Everyone went to food culture and had lunch.Weihong ate this ban mian or what,have ikan bilis(spell!!!) so salty so nice! Oh well,he's sick..So I helped him to eat (Okay not help,maybe steal) them :X Choonyong Felicia Kiayi Keith Weihong and me were like gossiping bout students and teachers it was damn funny!

Headed home with Faridah Qamaruz Fairuz and JunJie! It was damn funny plz.Junjie and Fairuz were literally jokers. Can't stop laughing.And I have this new way of saying byebye!! People who want to know say bye to me okay! ( No no,not the cheese sigh bye alreadyyy!)

Tuition later,gotta finish up my homework (at least most of it today) cause I'll be busy tml.

Sunday-Doing homework & going out to buy SSC board stuff and towel.
Monday-Netball training
Tuesday-Do SSC board
Wednesday-I.T training
Thursday-NDP rehearsal
Friday-Netball training

Super sorry Ykian,can't celebrate your birthday! But I've told him that we'll celebrate next week hope he's not disappointed or sad. Like rly sorryyyy!

Yeah..That's all for today.Monday's training.Can't wait.Hope it turns out fineeee.

xjxj.




Thursday, July 24, 2008, 5:32 AM

Now that you have,I will.

I shall not blog bout' school today.I shall blog bout after schoooool :D Headed to lot one with Melissa after school today.Initially I wanted to go home(yes to sleep) because I'm rly exhausted but after much persuading by Melissa I finally gave in.See I'm so gooooooood :D Actually I rly didn't want to go and I was eh,quite persistant bout it.But it was a nice lunchhh :D

Had Pastamania after a million yearzz and crapped like wot! It's rly nice forgetting the stress,sitting down to have a good chat.We kinda gossiped but wht to do,Melissa...what else can she do manz.HAHA. Anyway,it was a rly nice chat with her because we shared tonnes of stuffs (: Hope to have more of this in e future!:D

Headed to Popular after tht to buy Melissa's file.PROBABLY HER FIRST FILE OF LIFE.She said she wanted to be neat.Like a file can turn her to a neater person. *rolls eyes* And zmgg I survived the temptation & didn't spend like a single cent.Yes I rock I do.

Headed to the library,tried to tie e scorpion hairstyle for Melissa but apparently I failed miserably ): In th end she's back with a ponytail,fine,PROLLY MESSIER.Anyway,did on chemistry and tht rly sucks pretty much because I don't understand a single shitttt about it! Nevertheless,we still managed to complete most of it cheeeeerios!Decided to borrow books.

Oh dear,I took like half an hour to borrow one book?! Wtffff But it was rly nice okay! Shall share more bout the storybook next timeee!

Reached home at about 7.30pm?I think? Was dead tired.I'm not as tired as just now but I think I'm turning in early tonight.Probably 9pm. Physically tired. But now I'm still alrighto so I shall finish half of my booooook!:D I finished a quarter of it during the bus trip woohoo I rockkk:D

The only thang I look forward tomorrow is probably only the korean marathon showww :D

xjxj.




Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 6:43 AM
Today is good,tomorrow will be better.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ZHENYI(:
love you muack muack you!:D
Hope you LOVEEE the present hehs (:

Today is good ! Tomorrow will be better :D Early in e morning hid zhenyi's card under the newspaper,then gave zhenyi her present.Hope she likes it!(: Chemistry was okay.Everytime time flies so fast manz !

Hmm chinese was goooooooood ! Watched this korean drama about autism which was super funny . Not as in his disease very funny,the way he portrays himself is damn funny plz.Whisper... HAHAHA.JiaQi and DanielC like laughing like wot over it?Like who's the pervertic one!

SH was better now.Like I've got more interest in it already.Kinda fun heh :D Maths was alright.But kind of disappointed cause when I couldnt do a question I simply gave up like that.I'm getting more and more impatient with myself about maths,prolly what my tutor said rly affects me a lot.But alrighto,it's time to go on yo!:D But I'm kinda guilty to face Mr Yeo.Just felt like I've let him down but nvm,I SHALL DO MY BEST IN THE NEXT TEST HAHAHAHAHA.Smile!(:

English was okay,just sharing of ideas.We used autism on our topic and I think its like so creative plzzz :D

After school went to look for MrKoh to take my physics test OMG.He praised me leyyyy! He said I'm very guai to look for him HAHA. And he's damn lame plz.I told him I didn't have a watch guess what he tell me -.-

Orh,you go see the sun okay? Then you'll know the time.

Hello!!! We're like living in the new era already ohmygod. Anyway,the test was okay,most of e questions for TYS and those happened to be questions I do not know! So yeah,lots anyhow do o.0 I know how to do for some,but I dont know if they are right so I hope to get at least 17/25 ?

I.T TRAINING SO FUNNNN :D We had this audio thingy and we have to talk into the microphone.The sound will transmit and you'll hear it on the headphone after like 1 sec delay IT'S SUPER FUNNY.Melissa,Yongkian,Uziel and I were like retarding over it?Melissa and I exchanged headphones and talked to each other zmggg so cre8tive rightttt (: Then we started,okay maybe only me,singing into the microphone HOHO.Velli fun! After that we need to record our own voice to suit into this commercial it's like hell funny? After that it's bout the staircase thang,less interesting already hah.

Walked home after that with Melissa zmg she's just a good but slow gossiper.Like all the things she know like so long already?! MELISSA,THINK OF NEWER ONES LAH.Zmg. Went home slept till now.Didn't rly want to wake up but decided to.So I'm like wide awake now Shall do my work! (:

Alright.I keep saying this,but I guess it's rly time for me to pick things up and move on.And I will.

Hope all my friends are happy and hyper okay?!:D Zhenyi smsed me that she's low but I just received it cause my phone batt low.I rly hope she's better now(: And uziel,smile!QUACK QUACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :D

I'm getting more interested in Physics and SH that's something good HAHA.

xjxj!

p/s:CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY'S TRAINING YAY.




Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 6:21 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHENYI IN ADVANCEEEEEEEEEE (:
LOVE YOU MUAH MUAH YOU!




4:40 AM

Oh no!I'm falling sick now.): Anyway,UZIEL SAID HE MISSED ME BCOS I DIDN'T GO TO SCHOOOOOOOOOOL HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHA.















Because he had no one to quarrel with -______________-

Zzzzz.Brandon,please rmb to bring my chocolates tml okay!:DDDD Wahahaha.

Thanks everyone for your concernnnnnn JOCELYN IS HYPER NOW YO!(:
It's tough but I'll hold on there.
xjxj.




Monday, July 21, 2008, 5:21 PM

If it's that easy to let go,

Clap clap.Why am I still @ home when others' in school? I'M SICKKKKKKK! Okay.Not rly.Just a bit feverish and my head feels rly heavy.): Woke up @ 6am and stoned all the way. Just felt to sick to be in school.

Gonna go do my I/C after that.Grr,I regret manz.Must travel to Lavender to do.To think I'm like so excited over it. =__- But I'm trying to persuade my mom to postpone to tml ! ): I'm rly lazaye.

Yeahhhhh.Let's talk about yesterday!(:

English was alright.I forgot what we did.Okay I remembered.Went through Wangong River Comprehension which I've miserably scored a 30/50. Chem was okay.Kinda stuck on salt preparation.

PE was cancelled cause it was pouring.We were sitting on the multipurposecourt when it rained so when people started to get up to head towards the canteen....We saw dry butts shape on the floor!SUPER FUNNY! MissWong asked us to choose to play game but Melissa and I went to the racial harmony games booth and embarrassed enjoyed ourselves!The mat thang is rly tough okay! But in the end I still won 2 chocolates HAHA.(:

Recess.Don't rly eat during recess already.Cause stall 7's closed down and srsly Kranji canteen has no good food. So drank longan apple which I think is kinda nice.. And played frisbee woooohoooo :D 've been a long time since I've played frisbee and oh well,as fun as ever.

Maths was okay.But a bit rush though.I think we're rly taking too much time handing in homework..

SH was just going through stuffs.AND,omg. Another test on Thursday iv I'm not wrong. Aww. Oh yah! Zhenyi,Ziel,Zrandon,Zocelyn(Okay,I wanted to make everyone's initial with a J but I've failed apparently) created a farm! I'm the pig(oinkoink!) I'm not snoopy ROAR.Uziel,as usual..A DUCK! *goes quack quackkk* Brandon,he claims tht he's a farmer but wahahaha,he's a horse! *goes mehhhh and not BA*Ziel said a horse goes BA.Omg. Zhenyi's a pig also but she refuses to acknowledge!):

Chinese was alright.Went through he ni zai yi qi and gua sha.

After that we went to celebrate booby's birthday in advance!:D Walked in the rain..maybe that explains why I'm having a fever now. Shaotao very "gentlemen".Zzz. Trained to BPP and went to Jack's place to have our lunchhhhhhhy (: Shared this joke by Joseph but nobody laughed =__- Had ice cream drinks soup chicken cutlet that's it!We were gossiping tooo ! Hehe.

Headed to Popular after that.Like I rly want to spend money but I had to control.In the end,still spent money but heh,not a lot ah.If not I'll probably get killed by Shaotao and Amanda.Stupid! I wanted to buy this box of paper clips which cost like only $1.10 and they said I was wasting money! Then they block the way and don't allow me to buy wtf! In the end I secretly took it but they still exposed my act in e end.ROAR.

Walked around,bought donuts.Oh well the crowd died down the trend died out.That's all I've to say.(: Trained home.Alone.

Yeah.Gotta spend my day meaningfully today. A lot of stuffs to be done on hand now.


Another thing,I guess the hottest news now's probably the organs transplant thingy but besides that,we have the minyifashi embezzling funds right?So much for doing such dangerous stunts on a national tv to win the hearts of people.To show that he cares.So disappointed with him plz!Like what lies behind his words' purely greed.First it's the NKF,now it's this thang.Like rly two different people luh.Like him on tv,and him in reality. ): Now who would care about the dangerous stunts?Like the sichuan earthquake charity show..isn't it much more sincere and heartwarming?

New coach's coming next week. Can't wait to see her and her style of training but at the same time,I'll miss MissYeo like wot! Certain things we've got to put down,but some things will never leave our hearts.Muahh!

xjxj.




Sunday, July 20, 2008, 9:02 AM

The changed skin.Just felt like being emo for a while.Haha.Oh great.School's starting tml.Or should I say today.It's like 12am now and I'm still not in bed.I sound so no life.Roar.

Everyone's trying so hard to be different without realising they end up the same , and that is to be different.

Get it.

xjxj.




Saturday, July 19, 2008, 6:59 AM

Many times we know it inside,it's just that the truth hurts so much so that we choose to ignore it,right..?

Previous post deleted.Those who read it,just ignore it.Those who didn't read it,that's good.Time to pick myself up. I can smile (:

Okay,time to blog something positive!:D Have been a rly long time I've posted something rly long and interesting.Hmm,let's blog some random facts about me!

1) I hate chocolates and cakes.
Okay how many times have I repeated this.But nvm,cause this' th most random fact! Yeah,with the exception of sudden cravings,I hate chocolate,a lot.I only eat them when I feel sad because that's when whatever food is tasteless to me.But chocolate does make you happier.That's a fact I can't deny.So yeah,the next time you see me quiet with a chocolate,you're right.I'm crying hard inside.Cakes..I can't eat them.I'm not exactly lactose intolerant but the taste of cakes irks me a lot.Creamy..whippy... oh.my.god.

2)I can't remember faces for nuts.
Yeah,I used to forget both names and faces.But luckily I'm better @ names now. But faces?Only distinctive ones remain in my tiny brain HAHAHA(fine not exactly tiny!) So next time when you say hello to me and I ask who're you... don't blame me okay! :D It's like sometimes,I can suddenly forget how Mr Cheng looks(Okay super random!)

3)My sixth sense super pro.
THAT'S TRUE OKAY! When there're bad things,I can sense it.I got a lot of "feel" everytime one okay!:D Heehee.Nadia must have agreed with me,right! Last year and this year,I told her I got a feeling that Pesta Sukan will be cancelled and it rly came true like wtf! ):

Okay I cannot think of any random facts already although people should know I'm like SUPER RANDOM person . Hehee.

Emo time.

To Coach,
When Yuting broke the news to me,I literally cried like wtf.She told me there's a bad news but I didn't know the news was that bad.When I knew that you were leaving my heart just sunk.I wasn't thinking about anything but I just felt my heart ached a lil and tears just came after that.But at that time,I knew you had your reasons,although I don't know of what reasons you would choose to leave us. But I was rly disappointed because I thought we could have fought through zonal2009 tgt next year.I was quite demoralised y' know. The moment you replied us saying you kind of can't let go of us,I hated you cause you made me cry even harder!): Went home,was practically thinking of the news all the timee. ):

You're a great coach.We deserve the punishments,for they make us learn from our mistakes.We deserve the shoutings,for they make us better players.You're the first coach who earn my utmost respect,rly.You've made me grown up and I've learn lots of stuff from you(Okay damn cliche but true okay) I'll miss you like wot!):

All the best for your future career and train your current school to greater heights in netball okay(: We'll do our best to clinch top 4 next year (:

I love youuuuuuu muack muack you!:D

Okay!One last thing! I love Uziel's random QUACK! The story goes like this..Zhenyi was like saying Uziel's voice very quacky! Then Uziel started to quack randomly that rly made my day manz HAHA. So we started this stupid thing like :

Hello! Later you have lessons?= Quack!Quack quack quack quack quack quack?

HAHAHAHHA SUPER FUNNY!

Then I invented this.

Teacher:So this multiply this is this !
Me : Quack....(Oh...)

It's damn funny okay!! Nvm if you don't get it,no sense of humour!HAHA.

Tomorrow will be studying the whole day.

xjxj.

Looks like I've covered my tears pretty nicely.Proud of myself.(:




Friday, July 18, 2008, 10:56 PM
Motivation,

Somehow the motivation is back (:

I shall blog weekly from now onwards!I no longer have th time to go online everyday,after school's always go home training go home early.So yeah,I'm not gonna use th computer until weekends now.So let's shum up the week!:D

O lvls chinese was a disaster!It was rly difficult.The rly bad thing is that I took the exam in a drowsy state.Look,we're supposed to listen to some so called classical music for half an hour before the examinations start =.= I was rly tired so I lied on the table thinking I'll wake up.Unfortunately I fell asleep =.= Luckily when the examination started Yuefeng shook me up secretly! Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):

Maths common test(mock) was rly a disaster.Failing emaths for sure.I'm super sad after the test.But I guess I didn't work hard enough.It's okay! I still have the real common test and I can do it (: Heh.

Coach and Miss Tock's farewell party! It was rly a success despite a lil flip flops here and there. It was super fun and there're lots of fooooooood ! Had a rly nice time chatting with Miss Tock and coach.It was the first we(sec 3s) had such a heart-to-heart talkkk :D Miss Tock shared her first time,first kiss,how her hubby proposed to her etc SUPER FUNNY OKAY.And in between I asked some stupid questions but I should be forgiven b'cos I missed the first part heh :X I shall heed misstock's advice and find a man 4 years older than me! (8 years gap is way too overwhelming for me!) Also,definitely not a guy who propose to me by asking me if I wanna buy house.HAHAHA(inside joke)

Played pooooooo! With a L. I'm like the proest in the netballers?!?! (No melissa you're not th proest) I shot in like super many balls ! Okay maybe only 3. Super fun luh.Misstock and coach the real pros plzzzz! Coach just shi shou that day la,hor.HAHAHA. The way the played super funny.First time I see Miss Tock and Coach let their hair down.(as in play until super crazy)

Street netball in e night with graduated seniors.Played against them coach and miss tock . miss tock DAMN HIONG PLZZZ. She's like super goooood ?! :D 9pm+ packed and went homeee!:D

Chemistryyyy! I got full marks for my concept mapppppppppp!:D Hahaha,well done jocelyn! Uhm,why am I like so happy when 9/10 of th class got full marks as well ? =.=

Gym openinggg :D Released @ like 9.30am then wait for 2 hours plus to clap ! Yayyyy! =.= So sad I cannot introduce my trackmill can! ):

Yesterday's training was quite nicee!:D Ran 2.4km,clocked @ 11.15 like wtff.Long time since I've hit 10+ ! ): I shall train hard!The chinese teacher came down(yes till now I dont know what's her name) and told us the new coach will come down next next monday which is like rly cooooooool :D She'll be coming down for 3 times a week.Monday's b div Wednesday's c div Friday's both b and c div.I think this is not bad cause afterall,we need different trainings as we're at different levels.But STILL A WHOLE TEAM (: Can't wait for the new coach but at the same time...I miss coach ):

SSC first exco meeting today.Went quite well and super funnnyyy!:D 3065 LOL. Headed with th rest and ate at food culture IMMA MATURED KID CAUSE I ATE YONG TAU FOOOOOOOO muahahahahha.I rock!Walked home and chatted with Qamaruz and Faridah.Somehow I'll learn to cherish my team more (:

Tuition later but I can survive yo!:D There'll be no netball trainings next week feel kind of relieved cause I gotta do the ssc board and some other stuff yeap. But still I'll go run on my own (:

Okay I shall type and post a whole chunk for Coach it's gonna be a real sad one . So,next time!:D

xjxj.

Sometimes the strength lies in letting go rather than holding on. Now that you have,I will.




Saturday, July 12, 2008, 4:08 AM
Back to blogging.

School's been rly busy for me.So I guess I only can blog on a weekly basis.I'm sick nowwww so tuition's cancelled):

Chinese O levels oral.
Like not rly scared @ all.It's only at the waiting area my heart beat faster but when I was about to go read the passage I don't feel anything.I didnt read or stumble over the words like SO RARE PLZZ. But of course I added/forgot to read some words but I acted like I'm reading the correct passage hahaha.Conversation was okay :D The invigilators super friendly plz.But they asked me like 3-4 questions ): But they told me"You said very good,you're very funny." So I hope I can at least score 29/40?

Trainings.
Trainings' been fine.I think it's rly time for me to let go.Coach's rly leaving.No doubt bout that.She's been exceptionally nice to us on tuesday,prolly cause its her last training with us.Had a heart-to-heart talk at th end of training,was rly nice. Coachless for the time being again, the coaches didn't wanna reply to our school ):

Gym briefing.
Went to gym briefing today.Tried the facilities so cool plzzz I love the trackmill especiallyyyyyy (: People plz come okay ?(: I'm gonna like run everytime I'm on dutyyyyy(:

Next week's gonna be REAL BUSY. Whyyyy? Cause,
Monday-Parliament house/Chemistry test/Emaths&Amaths test.
Tuesday-O lvls chinese LC.
Wednesday-Common test/ It training.
Thursday-Farewell party.
Friday-Physical training.

But I can survive(:

xjxj.




Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 1:14 AM
Apologies,

I'm so so so so sorry for those whom I've attituded today.Was rly in a foul mood that I totally forgot that I'm not the only one in this world that have temper.Super sorryyyyyyyy I'm just not clear headed today.Esp to those who've been hanging around with me etc.Like a lot of stuffs inside my brain I didnt know what I replied or what fucking attitude I've shown.Srsly I felt like a bitch.I'll changeeeee.Apologies to Zhenyi Brandon Uziel especially. I myself is also so shocked at the sudden change of emotions within me that I couldn't control it.

It's only when I walked home alone where the journey's quiet and peaceful then I could think about what happened in school . I so feel not myself.

Another thing,when I'm quiet,people say I act emo.When I'm noisy,people say I'm crazy and siao.I'm kind of pissed by that so stop it plz.

xjxj.




Saturday, July 5, 2008, 9:19 PM
Someone find back MrBlogmood for me,

[EDITTED/]

've been a rly long time since I've blogged a proper post.Like no feel.Everytime I come to this page,typed a few sentence,and I'll impatiently close it.Like what's wrong?): Anyway,let's see the main highlights that happened this week :D

My birthday
Really thanks to everyone who's wished me and gave me presents.I've stupidly made this list of people who've wished me but it's not accurate of course.So I shall thank each and every one of you guys okay! Love you muah muah you. :}
Btw,SHUM ZHEN YI WAS THE FIRST WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY SO CREDITS TO HER!THANK YOU BOOOOOBYZ I SHALL BE THE FIRST TO WISH YOU TOOOOOO (8

Homework,Tuition,Stress
This term's rly gonna be busy.I thought the teachers were exaggerating but no,it's rly busy because almost all the teachers are rushing through the topics):I srsly needa buck up esp on my chemistry cause I didn't catch a single thang ): But I know I can do it yo (:

Dance concert
I swear it's SUPERBBBBB and MAGICAL :D It was rly damn nice plzzz :D Btw,Emilia's first crush = JIKAI (aka the geled hair boy) EMILIA,I MUST PRAISE YOUR JUDGEMENT YO!:D Hahahaha.She's darn darn funny plz.In KFC,Emilia except everyone is the JOKE of the day hahahahahhaah (:

Pesta sukan
Like wondering what we can do.Maybe it's a chance for us to become independent.Like all by ourselves.Can't rly rely on teachers and coach all the time right.

Chinese O level oral's coming in like 2 days' time for me! I don't feel nervous or anything now,but I'm scared I'll freak out on that day.But it's okayyyyyy I SHALL NOT LOSE TO MR NERVOUS.
Can't seem to find any motivation nowwwwww.I need MissMotivation back! Roar roar.

Before I forget,today's LAURA DARLING SIS' BIRTHDAY ! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SWEETIEEEEEE (:

xjxj.




Wednesday, July 2, 2008, 8:10 AM
It's a Wednesday!

I really hate myself for not able to adjust to school life,breaking down like almost everyday,complaining at every single thing.But I can't control.

Anyway life's been rly hectic with chinese o lvls oral and never ending homework.Srsly speaking I've been struggling for sleep and to survive.But school's been fine,at least.

Chemistry practical lesson.It's quite fun!:D Like playing around with chemicals and stuff.As usual,MrShasi started on his do-your-study-plan speech etc.Although I appeared to be unconcern,I thought through and what he said was rly realistic and makes sense.

Chinese was okay.Oral,oral and more oral.Everyone's like damn scared for it I seriously don't know why I didnt feel a single thing.Like it's just oral,study for it,get it done and over with.Yeah.

SH was funny like for the first time.The whole class tried to urge MrTan to postpone the test and after like 10minutes we're still argueing.But the plan failed in th end ): Didn't rly study much so yeah,just wrote down the points and elaborate the rest on my own.

Maths was okay.I forgot what I did.Maybe I'm too tired to think.Okay.

English was just about some reflections stuff.

Lunch was the first thing that rly made me smile from my heart.Shot pearls at Melissa and she damn lousy plz.Cause she can't shoot for nutz! And I didn't molest zhenyi like wtf?! LOL. And zhenyi,I WASN'T TRYING TO POKE YOUR BOOBS.

Oral was okay.The teacher was damn lenient.I said like crap and she gave me 24/25 for the converasation and 8.5/9 for my reading.Woah.If that can rly happen.Headed home after that.Wanted to sleep for half an hour but end up 4 hours clapclap.

Seriously there's practically nothing I look forward to tml.Like maybe only Maths and HCL.On a brighter note,there'll be netball training tml. But self trainings are often lack of discipline.

What's with me man.I feel so dull throughout this post.Like hello?It's netball you're talking about so where's the spark in the eyes you used to have..? maybe i need to cry more.

Sometimes people don't have to tell me this but I myself is tired of myself.

xjxj.




7:59 AM
Apologies,

Everytime I've reached this page,my mind would blank out.Updates next time!

Netball training tomorrow.I seriously need to get my momentum back.The jumps.The shots.The drives. I can do it(:
Everytime when I thought I needed somebody to be there,the past slapped me back into reality.
xjxj.