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Sunday, June 29, 2008, 9:08 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!:D It's 12.08am now and thank you to those who've wished me!Not in chronological order(shall do tht some other day),
Shaotao,Kaizhun,Zhenyi,Peisi,Amanda,Jiaqi,Daniel.C,Joseph,Liqun,Ginny and Nadia!:D
2:01 AM
It's another Sunday night,
Sometimes I'm rly afraid of myself.I'm like a super crazy and hyper girl at school,laughing at almost everything,almost at every single moment.You'll never fail to see me laughing.But at home I'm a total different person.I cry as and when I like.When I watch the tv,when I do my homework,when I chat online.I can console someone while I myself is crying hard.
I can act hyper in a MSN conversation while I'm aching inside.
I can hold someone's hand or give a pat on their shoulder telling them it's okay when I'm falling hard.
I can tell someone to let go of certain stuffs when I myself know it's me who insisted to cling on.
It's sucha big contrast and I can't accept the difference.Because all along I thought,no,I'm not like that.I'm not supposed to be sad or even crying.I'm supposed to be free and carefree.I'm supposed to bring smiles to people.
Many times I told myself to stop all these stupid crying shit but once I start I couldn't stop. And the scary thing is I dont know why the hell I'm crying.I dont know why the tears come.
What's with me?I really don't know.Sometimes I rly don't understand myself.Or should I say,I dont understand the tears.
I never liked to say this sentence but for once,I feel really helpless.
Saturday, June 28, 2008, 6:50 PM
Raffles' Outing
I have no mood to blog but I feel like blogging.Anyway,Raffles' Outing rocks!:D Before the night was a lil confusing because like don't know who's going and who's not going.Not many went but we still had fun!:D So the people who went were Felicia,YuHan,Jocelyn,Joseph,ChoonYong,Guanhui and Sleepingboy!:D
I made the silliest mistake.Joseph said we'll give a waiting time of half an hour so I presumed we'll meet at 12.30pm and yeah,I told Felicia 12.30pm then meet.I assumed the same thing too so uh,late by half an hour.Rushed to Jurong and met with Felicia and Yuhan.Saw Joseph and Jienhsiu they seemed very distant lol.
Anyway,things went fine and we started to crap.Headed to LJS for lunch and zmg I swear I laughed as if I owned the place.But seriously speaking Jienhsiu is so damn funny.I mean the way he describes things.Damn funny please. Crapped and laughed like wot and Guanhui just woke up zzz. Choonyong came after that and after everyone finished eating,we headed to the arcade!
Been time since I've stepped into the arcade.Played the drum thingy and not very thrilling.Basketball rocks!:D But my shots suck.
After GuanHui arrived we headed up to the rink Joseph made a wrong turn how toopid.LOL.Yeah.Paid and changed.Felt rly weird and unbalanced because it's been a long time since I've skated. But soon got the hang of it already (: Quite bored at the beginning but it gets more fun seeing people like GuanHui and Choonyong fall on their butt HAHA.Super funny.Everytime Choonyong falls he'll say"I'm doing a stunt" So retarded plzx! It's nice seeing how people help choonyong skate a one big round.Like so cool.
Iceman and catching were fun! But we were stopped by the staffs there after a few games.LOL.Joseph damn funny.When I chasing after him he's like skating with his legs AND his hands.Like waving about damn dumb plz.
So 2 hours flewwwww! And the girls went back home.Heard the guys headed to the library.
We'll be having an outing per month like so cool ah. :D Snow city next time I WANNA THROW SNOW(ice as jienhsiu claims) AND PLAY THE SLIDEEEEE (: Damn coooool :D Hope it won't be on a saturday cause I have to rushed home again ):
Rushed back for tuition and got scolded. Tuition was okay.After that I'm rly tired.
xjxj.
5:18 AM
Among the thousand desires,I only have one wish.
Quite sad now cause just quarrelled with my mom again.Raffles' outing was a bang bang blast.Shall blog again next time. I don't wish to cry.But I have to.Thursday, June 26, 2008, 5:06 AM
Crazy term,
Hellooooo:D I'm finally back after many many days.School's been rly rly busy and tiring.These few days I kept rushing home for 3 hours tuition.But I think it's damn fulfilling so yeap,I'm enjoying it.Term 3's a super busy term roar. Hope I'll survive through it.
Cultural fiesta tomorrow + Emilia's birthday! Happy birthday lovely!<3
Short post,I'll come back with a longer one.
xjxj.
Saturday, June 21, 2008, 8:15 PM
The smile so fatal,
I feel so sinful now.I got back from the camp yesterday at bout 1.30pm.And I slept,all the way till 7.30pm.Let's see..That's about 6 hours.Woke up,ate,bathed and slept again at bout 10.30pm.Fyi,it's actually the first time I felt tired so early.So yes,slept again.And woke up at 10.30am this morning.Thats..12 hours.So together,I slept bout 18hours a day?! Zmg,am I really feeling tht tired?Anyway,school's like reopening tomorrow.So fast as expected.Have to clear my homework later.This June holidays have been really fulfilling so far,prolly the most fulfilling one in among my holidays.What's lacking prolly the fun and enjoyable trainings.But it's okay,we can't possibly have everything in the world.Yeap.
Although I'm rly tired last night,I did think a lil before I actually dozed off.I thought bout how lucky and fortunate I am to be able to play netball without any restrictions,live in a proper house,attend school,do what I want,etc.I was feeling really lost and disappointed last night because I felt so left out in the family.It's only 3 days and it seemed as if I'm missing out a lot of things. And it just seemed that I can't gel in with them.But thankfully Zhenyi talked to me on MSN.Although it's just a short chat,it did make me feel happier. So thank you booby!:D Yes,from now onwards,if I ever faced another worse situation,I shall tell myself this,"You have not faced the worst yet."
I know it's random to say this,but ... I'm thankful that I can play netball.
Alright,holidays' nearing the end.Let's face it. I had enjoyed the holidays thoroughly and now,it's time to get back to our daily study mode.Speaking of that I kinda miss school life.Okay,weird.
Can't believe trainings' resuming AHHHHHHHHHH.I miss the times when I play netball like anything.So yeah people,time to move on.
xjxj.
6:04 AM
SSC selection camp.
HELLOOOOOOOO :D I'm back from SSC selection camp yo!:D It was a rly fun and good experience,because it was prolly considered the first official event secondary 3s have conducted!:D But really have to thank some seniors who actually made the effort to come and offer a helping hand!(: So,let's start!:DFirst day.
Woke up at like 5am?! I slept at 2am+ the previous night(Okay maybe morning) because I was chatting.Chionged and stuff,reached school at bout 6.35am and a lot of people have reached.The sec 2s damn punctual?! Anyway,settled down and I'm facilitator for GROUP ONEEEEEE together with Gladys!:D Our group have Moses,Malcolm,Azfar,Farizul(Zul),Lyndi,Luyi and Xiumin yo!:D Nice people,nice facilitators HAHA.
Started trekking and the mood was rly low in the beginning.Like super quiet.Gladys and I zi-highing LOL. Anyway,the games are damn fun okay!:D Reached checkpoint 4,made a wrong turn which made us walk extra 2km I think?We're the first group to set off,but the last group to arrive.But it's okay,because in the midst of helping them along during the trekking,the trek also tested my patience and determination. Yeah,can see my group members are really really tired,BUT I'M SUPER PROUD OF THEM because they've completed the trek!:D Bused to campsite.Aircon,wowwww!:D
The campsite was generally okay.The dorms are somewhat like the secondary 2s dorm,just that it's cleaner.Settle down,had our lunch which is chicken rice.Ate with our rice like DAMN COOL?:D Heehee,settled some stuff and off we go KAYAKINGGGGGG (: Didn't go down kayaking because we didn't want to get wet and only limited spaces.So yeah,slacked around at the kayaking area and see Doreen zihighing!LOL.Super funny plz. MrSiah was super super super super cute okyyyy!:D
Heard that it was the sec 2s first time kayaking. Glad that they enjoyed it heehee:D Rafting next,our group damn united okay?!:D And our raft didn't sink HAHA. It was damn fun lah.The sun was very warm(what english) during evening.At the same time,Gladys and I didn't forget to camwhore and occasionally shout at mr yeo asking him to help us take pictures HAHA ;D Yeah,was really really damn wet after that so we bathed!:D
Had dinner,then a nightwalk. I was super hyper on the first day.But I sort of have extreme moodswings.Like when I'm hyper,I'm super super noisy.But when I'm tired,I'm super super quiet.Nightwalk was tired,cause we were sitting on uneven stones! Have the shape somemore okay! Night circle after that and the sec2s gone to bed!:D
Hmm,after ensuring all the stuffs are in place,went to the hall and MrYeo sort of did a debrief on OBS yeap. Slacked around,was REALLY bored because I didn't bring my homework along lah. At 2am finally went up to the dorms and slept because it was really bored.
Woke up at 5+ am and that was when I started to feel really tired. Previous day I was tired,but not really VERY tired.Yeah,I was quieter and I tried my best to keep myself awake because I didnt want the way I portray myself to affect my group.Had breakfast,then morning circle!:D Did johari window and it was really funny yo :D
Best camper award,Azfarrrr :D That damn cute guy!:D I love my group one okay! They rock like totally.Even though when I'm crazy and they just laugh at me HAHA. ;D
The ssc selection camp was quite funny lah. With doreen zihighing and the way others react to her.It was super funny okay. And quite scary.There's once she's covering herself with a towel,then she laughing to the air?!?! I thought she's possessed or what.LUCKILY SHE'S WATCHING A MOVIE.
Anyway,sent the secondary 2 campers off and slacked about.Slept,and had lunch.Then I received a mesage from Azfar whom words really touched me a lot.Although it's a simple message,but I'm really glad they've enjoyed the camp and most importantly,learn something from it (:
Slacked about,and the 6 facilitators became the STATION MASTERS!:D I was in charge of this stations which had 2 activities.Firstly,it's the frisbee came where you have to throw the frisbee and hit the cone.Secondly,it was to bounce the soft ball against the pillar 5 times consecutively. I wanted to use walkie talkie so much but MINE JUST HAVE TO BE BATTERY LOW. ):
The taf club people arrived and our activities started.The first half an hour or so,was practically entertaining myself by talking to myself at the bench bcos nobody came to my station ): LOL.Soon there're people coming in lah.It was really fun watchin them play at all. There's this particular guy I wanted to highlight.He was throwing the frisbee trying to hit the cone.It was really hot and the task was rather difficult.Subhaan took like 15 minutes to finish it.He tried many times,and he has to pick the frisbee up himself.I helped him and after a really long time,he's already like sweating.So I asked him" Do you want to rest and have a drink?" Instantly he replied me shaking his head.Although it's just a simple gesture,I can sense his determination.I'm really touched by that (: No matter how many times his throw missed the cone,he still walked over to there,picked the frisbee up,and try again.I really admire the way he picks himself up. Yup,there're some other campers doing the same thing too. Really happy to see tht. :D It's like,we're learning from them.
There's once got a peak period in the frisbee game.Miss Wong,Subhaan,Weihong,Mr Yeo,Daniel.L and yuting and one of the groups came to play . Wah,subhaan frisbee super super pro but he keep mising it till he's damn pekchek with himself HAHA. I throw a few times and got it,so danced a lil and MrYeo keep imitating me?!? LOL. Yeah, it was damn fun:D Soon,I closed my station and went to play hulahoops!Wahlao,super long time since I play lor.LAST TIME,I rock big time at hulahooping.But now,still can walk with hulahoop but wahlao,everybody laugh at me at my awkward position!Soon MrOng gave a talk and I couldn't help but feeling tired ):
Played dodgeball after tht,it did lift my spirits up yay!:D It was super fun lah,although it was a draw heehee. Yeah,had dinner and watched a movie on McDonalds after that.Slept while others watching because I was really really super super tired. Soon,I was woke up by Zelia and went to the canteen to sleep :D Slept on the benches and I have to say it was quite comfortable :D It was damn cold at night though..
Woke up,breakfast was nasi lemak and it's nicee!:D Had area cleaning and stuff,and headed back to school to clear and keep the logistics stuff!:D Heehee.Slacked about and finally headed to KFC for our lunch.Gossiped a lot with nehnehbird,gladys,ting,zhenyan,yihan and kiayi.DIDN'T KNOW ZHENYAN WAS FROM NETBALL PREVIOUSLY TOO!So I was saying how things would be like if they're still in netball and stuff.Really enjoyed chatting with them because they're a group of passionate players.
I srsly dont know why everytime after a camp I'll not feel hungry and eat exceptionally little. Went to popular after that and homed. Slept for at least 7 hours I think.Heehee.But kinda sad though,it's like only 3 days and it seemed that I've been left out for many things in life/family.But just now,I was too tired to even think bout it. I woke up and it's just the same thing. But it's okay,Jocelyn's a tough and strong girl.I shall not break down anymore.
Yeap,overall the TAF camp and SSC selection camp was super super fun.I wouldn't deny that it's tiring,but I must admit it's very fulfilling too.Because when we're hosting the camp,we're actually learning something from the campers as well.It's really heartwarming to see how the group comes together as time passes.Yup.
Now that I've enough fun,I think it's time to do my homework.School's reopening in a day's time.Like so fast):
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Super random.But,the I-can't-stop-thinking-if-I'm-still-gonna-join-netball-in-the-next-phase-of-my-life just keep happening.I know it's early to say but me being very sentimental..I really don't wish to leave netball for other sports. BUT,having passion for something does not mean you have to be in the CCA right?At the same time,I really hope to try other sports. For your info,I've been thinking of joining squash.Can't deny I'm in a dilemma.Oh well,we shall see how things go.
Another thing,after chatting with Zelia,Zhenyan,Yihan and Yuting (ZZYY!)(that was after when gladys left),the feeling of I-wanna-be-in-top-4-in-west-zone feeling just grew stronger.And I'm gonna play my last zonal in secondary school with all I can.And it's no longer something I work hard for just to pit against the school.It just dawned to me that it's really something I really want.Like how much a performing art group wants a gold with honour. It's gonna be my last year,I wanna make it the best one. And I'll work hard for it.I wanna rewrite Kranji's netball history.
xjxj.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008, 5:57 AM
Off again.
Okay I would like to apologise to ting,since I've promised her not to come online/use the computer today.But yeah,supposed to open a mail in my account for my mommy,so can't resist the temptation to blog :XI'm rly happy!Finished my english(except the compo) and Physics within 3 hours just now.Yeah,I'm rly tired so I'm gonna continue my chemistry on saturday night when I'm back from camp.Sunday will be chinese compo english compo.Shall bring my maths to camp and maybe tianlongbabu.LOL.
Off to SSC camp.Will have a fun time over there!
But to be truthful,I'm not feeling good now.Need someone to talk to,really.
xjxj.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008, 12:54 AM
I'll stand up even stronger than before,
Time to get out of your own world and take a look at others' world.Srsly don't know what's wrong with me.Have been feeling rly lethargic recently.Women' problems I guess.Btw did I mention bout this.I was zooper lucky!:D My menses came on Sunday,which was a day right before OBS. But it didn't come throughout the entire OBS.Only came when I reached home from Band concert.This is hella cool cause my menses usually last bout 5 days and it'll stop on the 18th,just a day before my next ssc selection camp starts! Lucky or very lucky you say!
Anyway speaking of ssc selection camp,we'll be hosting the camp this year!Like so fast a year fly past already canz.I'm in group one yay!:D Gonna have fun yo!:D
Anyway,my aim's to finish english assignments by today because I seriously have no more time during the holdiays.Jiayou!:D Random,but,I MISS NETBALL TRAININGS ): I miss the times where I can play without restrictions on court.And my stamina,gonna deprove like hell.No more 10minutes+ for me ): Can't train now since my ankle hasn't recover.Please recover okay.Love you muack muack you.
OH,did I mention my cousin's uber cute! She's smart,polite,cute and pretty.She'll grow up to be a woman of wisdom and looks ! :D
NADIA,IS MY COUSIN CUTER?:D
xjxj.
I NEED TO START ON MY ENGLISH BUT I FIND NO MOTIVATION.OKAY.MAYBE SSC CAMP CAN GIVE ME THE MOTIVATIONNNNNNNNNNNNN.
Monday, June 16, 2008, 7:07 AM
Tag replies.
Nadia:Hahaha,I won't luh!Anyway the thing past so long already let's not talk about it yo!:D Yes,I'm SUPER addicted to the 3 videos!They're like my lullaby I need them before I sleeeeep(:Yongkian:HAHA,I'm damn fascinated by the frames function lah like wtf!Yeah,I keep forgetting to continue the story.Yes Indeed it's RLY horrifying man.Sure sure,shall meet up and do some volunteery work!:D
Yuting:HAHAHA,Yes,super funny.You very what leh.Everytime don't let me take your face!ONE DAY I SHALL TAKE YOUR FACE AND PUT INTO THE STUPID POPSTAR FRAME.
Peisi:HAHA,SEE,my memory so good and I super wuxim right?:D
Kaizhun:Haha,sure!Thanks for tagging me shorthand!:D Shall do it sooon.
Daniel.l:Oh lalala,you tagged!:D Yes,uber nice can!:D :D Can ask yuting sing to you.HEHE.
Nadia:Okay!Will continue soon!REMIND ME PLZ.
Joseph:HAHA,whichever way it's spelled,still cool lah!Carlerrrrs:D
Felicia:RAFFLES!RAFFLES ROCKS YO!:D (don't catch me scratching your butt)
Choonyong:Yes meet up is a must plz!:D HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!(: I miss raffles as much as you do!
Zhenyi: HUH.Like what's the link? Enlighten me plz. :D
Nadia:Correction.I'M NOT EVEN A BEGINNER LAH.HAHAHA,so stupid right): Hahaha,a lot of people think I can swim when I can't swim for nuts roar.
Joseph:Oh..I sense something mean.LOL.BET BET BET!
Xindi: HAHAHA,such a coincidence! RAFFLES ROCKS RIGHT ? :D Hehehe,OBS' fun fun fun! And I miss you lah ahma!:D
Melissa:HAHAHA,OBS' fun!(: I miss you very the much also neiizhx.
Hello:HELLO! Your typing style very familiar ahah. I know you? Yeah OBS' about th same I guess.Super fun yo!:D
Yongkian:Heehee,yup! Thanks ah,everytime lend me:D :D
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Alright.
xjxj.
p/s:Daddy's story next time!I'm tired.And sad.
7:00 AM
I want to be happy.
I refuse sorrow.I accept happiness.Anyway,recce today was really fun!Reached school at bout 9.30am like so early?! Saw stanley and crapped with him lol. Had macdonalds for breakfast and yay.Finally at bout 10plus every arrived. So met up with MrYeo at limbang and started our recce!:D It was a 13km trek but okay lah,it's not rly very tiring,just that the weather is rly hot.Poor juniors gotta carry their heavy bags HAHA.
Headed to a coffeeshop and zmg,super scary okay.Subhaan got attituded by some drunkards. AND THERE'RE HELL LOTS OF DOGS!): Got scared by one super big and UGLY one roar.Hurry run and hide behind MrYeo LOL. Continue trekking and soon we reached our ending point yay!:D
Can't disclose much already.Bused home and slept.
I NEED TO START ON MY HOMEWORK ): And I need to cry too.
xjxj.
Sunday, June 15, 2008, 8:06 AM
Buzz buzz buzz,
This week's gonna be busy busier busiest!Tonnes of homework unfinished,one piling up after the other.Woah,events coming up and I'm almost busy for the whole week.
Monday-SSC recce to campsite.
Tuesday-Out to do my specs/SSC meeting.
Wednesday-Homework day/SSC meeting.
Thursday-SSC selection camp.
Friday-SSC selection camp/TAF camp.
Saturday-TAF camp/Tuition.
Sunday-Chiong my homework!
Tell me how I am gonna survive manzxz!):
Oh btw,HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!:D
Current mood : Hell irritated by some ignorant peeps.
xjxj.
p/s: I miss Raffles very much yo.Meet up someday alright?(8 xoxo.
Saturday, June 14, 2008, 12:52 AM
I miss raffles.
I MISS RAFFLES!): Every single one of them!
Anyway,just finished my three hours tuition.I was rly tired because I woke up at bout 3+ pm and was in a blur state.But I'm glad I survived.Obs stuff just kept flashing across my mind during the tuition ):
I miss RAFFLES.They're the best group ever!
xjxj.
I wanna get into first 7 and never get benched.Ahhhh random.Hehe.
Friday, June 13, 2008, 9:24 AM
OBS camp - To serve,to strive,and not to yield.
HELLO PEOPLE I'M BACK FROM OBS AND BAND CAMP :DIt was rly a damn thrilling and fun experience for me.If every single thing were to leave a mark in my life,OBS will definitely leave a big one there (:
So yeah,let's start off with day one!:D
Hmm,met up with Yuting @ the macdonalds to have our last delicious macdonalds breakfast.Headed to school and boarded the bus to Punggol Jetty.Waited there for damn long and the supposedly seasick word,I've changed it to boatsick.How stupid!LOL :D Anyway,we learnt that we'll be splitted into groups.Initially,I was sort of dreading it,going "huh,wth" and stuff.But hey,I was wrong.
We reached there and waited rather long.Turned out I was in RAFFLES!:D (The best team ever!) Damn cool okay,all the groups are named after an explorer's name.My personal likes are the names Raleigh and Tenzing (: Yeap.
Started off with this mini introduction.Wait,before I forget,our instructor was Theresa at first,because our initial instructor was sick and has taken a day MC. Yup,mini introduction and let's see who my group consists of.
-JOCELYN
-ZELIA
-SABRINA
-FELICIA
-YUHAN
-GUANHUI
-CHOONYONG
-ALICIA
-CARLEURS(pronounced as colours.damn cool right!)
-EVELYN
-JOLEEN
-JOSEPH
-JIEN HSIU
-ZEKE
-JUNJIE
-JINGMING
Yup,thats all! I hope I didnt miss out anyone:D Srsly speaking,at the beginning we didnt even bother to talk to one another,just talking among our own school.And it's like SUPER obvious we two groups sit away from one another!HAHA.Anyway,had our very first teambonding game.Which is to interlock your hands in between your knees and pass a rope around.We did it rather quickly(:
Packed our happy meals and stuff,took rather long for it. Next,we had this trust game,I had some problems doing it.It's not that I don't trust they all,it's just that I'm super sensitive and I feel super itchy grrr!Haahah, did belaying activity after that.It wasn't scary at all lah.
Pitched our tents and cooked our dinner yummyyyy:D We had our very first field cooking as a team raffles then.
Second day.
Packed our stuff and left for Kayaking. We had this buoyancy test but srsly I'm damn scared cause I can't swim for nuts ): Even though I can float but I kept drifting away can!Btw,nobody believed when I said I can't swim!Do I rly look like a swimmer?!
Anyway,learnt this capsize thing and rescue drill.Damn cool.We kayak to the big big ocean and capsize in the middle.Srsly Zelia and I damn scared! Yeah,so went out to the big big ocean and I rly hesitate to capsize.Zelia kept encouraging me She's sucha a strong girl! So yeap,our rescuers were a pair of boys and super funny okay! We rescued them first and when they're supposed to be the victims,THEY TOLD US WHAT WE SHOULD DO =.= They were like " oh okay , now blah blah blah " then they get up that time also they use their own energy HAHA.After that our turn,they super funny please.I peed before going up leh! HAHAHA,had a rly hard time climbing back.
So yeah,kayak to our next site and then we did high elements!:D It was rly rly high manz! There's this horizontal log,then diagonal,then horizontal.Zelia and I chose the inner one because seems easier!HAHA. At first I thought it'ld be tough cause it's rly high but when I got there I dont think it's high at all lah.Had lots of hesitation in between cause I couldnt cross over to zelia's side.Yeap,had to climb the tyres which were dangling.Srsly need a lot of strength.Zelia has been encouraging me thanks girl :D
Pitched tents and we had a proper meal in the canteen!:D Nothing of a greal meal but at least a proper one :D Bathed after that,and it rained! It was rly rly stormy.Headed out of the building and fought with the wind.RLY STRONG WINDS! Terribly shivering ): Slept in the hall in the end DAMN LOTS OF MOSQUITOES BITEESSS ):
Third day.
Land expedition!:D Heehee,the bag was super super super super super heavy! Trekked for like 8-10km.It wasn't tiring but the bag was HEAVY. It kept dragging me down can!): Raffles persevered and managed to survive yes!:D Reached our campsite,the one which is the same as secondary three leadership's one. Super super dirty but alrighto lah :D
The next day,we kayak for bout 13km,6hours!It was rly a damn tough proccess but I'm glad we all persevered and reached the ending point :D Heehee,I went down and peeed in the sea!I think it's damn cool okeh :D Everyone was like surrounding me "shhhh" ing for me :D AHAHA. It was rly rly tough cause we're one of the few pairs who's girl-girl pair.Btw,we competed with Weihong and Isabel and yeah,we were lagging behind very far and they actually kayak back to wait for us.So heartwarming :D
After we reached the point,we had our jetty jump! It was a bonus because we reached there early:D Heehee,it was damn fun okay! I'm not scared of the height but the water cause I can't swim): Thanks choonyong for "saving me"HAHAHA. It was a damn thrilling experience lah.I jumped,then go rather deep in e sea,and slowly float up again! I thought I was going to die cause I wasn't floating for an instant moment!):
Cleaned up and stuff,had cooking competition!Our food was damn nice!:D Curry zazzle,bread+tuna dipped in campbell soup,sausages+sardines.ALL IN THE CANNED FOOD:D Guanhui and Joseph practically crapped throughout the way can but it's damn funny!:D Went around kop others food!Esp weihong's and daniel.c's HAHAH.
Next day,final day,PT was super fun and cute :D Cleared up and had morning circle in somewhere quiet but peaceful.Chatted bout our experiences and last but not least,wrote a letter to ourselves.Its bout a short term and long term goal . They're gonna send the letter in 3 months time and we'll see if we've achieved the 3 months goal.Yes,I know what I'm working hard for and I'LL DEFINITELY ACHIEVE IT:D And the goals,only I myself know it:D
Yeah,slacked about and waited for the boat.Rly damn miss the place and my raffles okay): During band concert I'm like damn it,I miss obs): ): Trained home with ting,seems so fast but tiring.
OBS was rly rly a blast.Learnt and experience tonnes of stuff.It's not an ordinary experience,it's an extraordinary one.During kayaking,I rly wanted to give up when zelia told me she was rly tired and couldn't make it.I was super super super tired as well but I persevered. I've learn to cherish and HAHA,eat canned food.Canned food are NICE okay :D And also,many many leadership lessons learnt.In every single activities.I shall not elaborate here but I myself know,so I'll keep it safe in my heart :D Thank you raffles!You guys made the past few days so happening for me!Love you muack muack you :}
Yeap,I'm gonna share some stories with you guys.Peilee told us and it was damn inspring.Some were from theresa.It's not the exact version but the meaning's there (:
Hell vs Heaven.
Once there was this lil guy,who was curious and wishes to know what's hell and what's heaven.God led him to this area infront of a door and opened it.It was a room filled with a huge pot of soup and the people in it was grumpy and pulling a long face because the huge pot consisted of long spoons and they couldn't bring them up and feed themselves.They were hungry.
Next,the lil boy was led to another room. This time,the room had similar conditions but the people in it were joking with one another and drinking the soup.
The difference between both was that in the second room,people were feeding each other since they couldn't feed themseleves.
Teamwork.
Yeah,I shall post other stories other days in different post :D
Let's skip to band concert!
I'm super super super suay on the way.It took great pains for me to reach there and I only reached during the interval): Want to know what happened,just ask me! Super suay.Jiaqi said cause it's black friday! Roar.
Band concert was great! I love tonghua can!Super nice!:D Great job to bandies.Their efforts have finally paid off :D Hehe,enjoyed myself thoroughly and I didnt feel a bit tired.Saw gideon dad and laughed like shyt.HEhe.Headed to burger kind and dinnered there.Yummy!First meal after OBS :D Yeap yeap.
Trained home with Thoven yongkian daniel amanda and had lots of fun playing thoven's psp yo:D
Yeah,the end of OBS marks a new beginning.It doesn't stop here.We shall go along in our lives and share with others along the way (: Many more to go Jocelyn.
SSC selection camp and TAF camp next!Shall make it a happening one lurb lurb yozx. HAHA. My holidays,so fulfilling!Louve it.But homework not started yet.Shucks.
xjxj.
Sunday, June 8, 2008, 8:48 AM
Till 5 days later,
Yes!I'm off for OBS.It's like 1150pm now and I'm still wide awake.Why?Cause I've not finished packing my stuff!Shrugs,I hate packing stuffs man! ): My stuffs seem to be anywhere and EVERYWHERE. I tried to follow the list one by one .. uh huh.... BUT WTF,I lost track soon.Now I'm kind of lost so uhhem,I went online to yeah.Surf and blog.o.0Anyway,I shall wake up at let's see..5.15am to get prepared hoho :D There're still many things left undone but yeah,I try to get ready later.How I wish someone/some stupid machine can help me pack the stuff!): ):
So yeah,away for 5 days.Uh,don't miss me plzz!:D
I'll enjoy myself(:
xjxj.
Saturday, June 7, 2008, 9:22 PM
Triumph is only a moment of glory.
This song is nice!:D I don't know if it's an old song or what..But it's nice!Try listening to it(:
Yesterday would most probably be my most fearful day.The story goes like this ,
My mommy and sister went to IMM to window-shop.So they called my daddy to drive them home.But when my mommy called my daddy,my daddy told her he got involved in a car accident & not long after the line was cut. My mommy thought his phone is battery flat so she went home with my sister.
When my sister's boyfriend told me bout it,I was shocked and asked if it could be that my daddy got into some conflict with the car driver.Then they fight,the guy push my daddy down some cliff and nobody knows he's there!!(Okay my imagination is damn fertile but you would think this way too right?Tv shows..) Nobody believed what I said. At that point of time,I was rly worried.It was 12am then.
1am,I was sleeping and some discussions disrupted my sleep.I woke up just to realise my daddy's not back yet.Its okay,I thought,since he's always back home so late.
2.30am,he's not back yet.I woke up feeling a lil worried but after some assurance,I dozed off again.
Time check-5am.Not back yet.This time round,I got scared stiff.Images and thoughts rummaged through my mind with every single possiblilty of what could have happened.I sat on the couch and could no longer fall asleep.My brother's awake,my mommy's awake,all feeling jittery and stuff.Actually you might think there's nothing to be scared of,he could be out there for a drink or two,but yeah...he's your daddy.And he just got involved with a car accident.
The phone rang.
Orighto,I shall continue this incident some other time.Maybe when I'm back from OBS or when I feel like blogging today. All in all,it's rly a damn horrifying experience.It's like at that instant moment,you feel very helpless and lost since you can't contact him.You wish he was fine and all,but you don't know his situation.Fertile imagination definitely can take over someone's mind.Gosh.
Anyway,woke up at bout 11am today.Slept rly late last night bcos' of tht.Yeah,woke up and watched "Stuggle and Triumph",the dvd given by the teensgames thingy.I've always wanted to watch but my motherboard siao already.So used my mommy's laptop to watch today.
It was damn inspiring featuring the athletes taking part in the olympics games,struggling with it,and finally overcoming it with triumph!:D So yeah,someday I want to be like them.I wanna be a national player but I always believed it's a dream impossible.But I shall work towards that :D Anyway,back to the DVD,
Stuggle vs Triumph.
So what's your take on this?Is it the struggle that is important,or the triumph?
As quoted from the CD(a bit editted but th meaning's still there),triumph in the olympics games is only a moment of glory,because after 4 years,someone better/stronger will definitely replace you. But for the struggle,will you forget it?You might not be acknowledge for your fighting spirit and effort,but you know it yourself.You know how hard you've fought,what obstacles you've overcome to achieve your goals.Yeap.
I would not go on talking bout this cause I know it'll end up a long post.But what I wanna say is that,everytime after a match/syf competition,you're announced a winner/a gold with honours(btw I always thought COP=copper when it's certificate of participation-.-),you're happy,you're satisfied.But are you having all these emotions because you've won,or your efforts have not been paid off?Think again,is it the struggle or the triumph that rly matters?
"The important thing in life is not the trumph but the struggle.The essential thing is not to have won,but to have fought well."-Baron pierre de Coubertin.
Okay.Next,I'm gonna do some volunteery work during September holidays yo!:D It's always something I yearn to do,but I always procrastinate.The chance is finally here(: I think we're supposed to go to door to door to give our pamphlets to tell the residents bout this event,and the next day we'll be there again to collect the food/stuff and give to the elderlys I think?Coolio.Any joiners?
Oh yeah,gonna form a team with Nadia and some other people to do charity work at homes during the December holidays.Any people wanna join us? :D
These few days before I sleep,I simply can't stop playing the 3 videos of us playing the matches.It was rly damn nice and I rly learn alot from it(: People who want it,meet up with me okay!Since I can't upload to the computer):
Yeap.Update some time others.I'll be away for 5 whole days to OBS,don't miss me okay!:D I think I confirm getting homesick,haven't had a chance to be away from home so many days.But it's gonna be a splendid experience :D My mommy's birthday on the 10th,so,
Happy birthday mommy!:D (And also to Peisi's mommy! teetee) Love you muack muack you.
xjxj.
6:30 AM
Realization,
Somehow came to a realization.Came across Brandon's blog and I've sat at one corner to reflect. I'll cherish and appreciate every single one of my friend now (8 Hope it's not too late :DThank you Brandon,you're one great pal and frankly speaking,you're the one who indirectly knocked some senses into me :D
Life's really bout' giving and sharing.
xjxj.
3:46 AM
Random,
Obs' coming.And my menses haven't arrived ): I srsly pray tht my menses won't come during OBS because I rly want to enjoy my KAYAKING okay? ): I don't mind bout being dirty and stuff but I rly rly want to enjoy my kayaking session):But I can feel,somehow it's gonna come during OBS): Sighhhhh!D: Anyway,no tuition today cause' my tutor's sick!Gonna be tough cause the next session will be a 3 hour one and it's saturday.Means th day I just get back from OBS and band concert ):
How cool please.Holidays' coming to an end and I'm so not ready for school to reopen.
Anyway! I'm rly inspired by th netballers on th bus ): It's like super cool.I wanna be national player ! I shall work hard towards tht goal even though it's seemingly impossible.But I shall work hard yes.
Xjxj.
Friday, June 6, 2008, 8:36 PM
Captain's Ball Challenge,
Yohz I'm finally back to blog a full post bout the captain's ball competition organised by singapore youth for christ I think?Yeahhhh :D But sadly,NO VIDEOS(wtf pleaseeee) I've tried umpteen times to upload th videos but can't seem to watch it.Keep having errors rahz. So yeah.Wednesday.
Rly nasty things happened in my family.One of the biggest quarrels happened in my family.But I think I did quite well covering th tears (: Anyway,headed to school to get my shoes and then chionged to lot one.Ahhem,and I'm th last to reach):
Anyway,trained there and reached tampinese station quite fast because all of us' listening to music HAHA.Saw Liqun and Qiuxuan there soon OMG.They're rly funny and friendly okay :D
Headed to th foodcourt and have my lunch OMG,the fishball noodles rock like what pls!At first I'm like"Oh,not very nice lah" But th more you eat th more you crave for it.Hella coollll:D Headed there and we reached there like damn early.So played ball game outside th arcade but as expected,was called to stop by th arcade manager o.0 LOL.So slacked about and enter the dance room.Damn cooling yeh.So hear th band play songs and it's nice!:D
After some talkings and such,went down and played our game.Our first game's against commonwealth secondary.They're rly goooood! Heard from Nadia they're like only sec 2s?! Woah.Anyway,yeah. Won them but it wasn't a good game.I played horribly but the rest did fine I guess.They didn't want to shake my hands after th game ):
Second game against team glory.They rly have sportsmanship! Woah.They're fast and this game is a better one!:D Won,9-5 I think?Yeah.
Only played 2 games for the quarterfinals so we got into the semis yay!:D Semis gonna be tough playing with poly/jc/under21 gosh.
Walked back to the station and we saw this REALLY cool bus. National players' on th bus!Coolio.
Melissa tried chasing after the bus but the picture she took was kind of blur.So we continued walking towards tampinese station and at th bus interchange,I saw th bus again!The bus was not even moving with nobody inside.So I ran there and take as many pictures as I like cooool (: Heehee.
Headed to Macdonalds' for dinner and I didn't have anything zmg I'm so not tempted yes?I've decided I'm sick of eating Macdonalds LOL :D So crapped with Liqun and Melissa damn funny plzxz .
Boarded the train and slept on th train because we managed to get seats yay!:D
Thursday
SSC meeting in the morning.My group's rly quiet ): Anyway,played games and had hellot of fun yo. HAHA.
Rushed to lot one to have lunchy with nikarians and zmg,I ate yongtaufoo again HAHA:D So nice plzxz :D Bought pastamania's soda freeze damn nice plz :D
Went to Mdmyong's chinese I.p coaching and woah,she talked bout tianlongbabu for like 1hour+ but good since I don't understand th story and th character chart will definitely help me a lot :D Next bout oral.Omg,it was DAMN hilarious okay. I can't stop laughing.
At one point of time I wanted to stretch so I seize the time when she's asking 3B questions to stand up and stretch.AND SHE HAPPENED TO TURN HER HEAD AROUND AND LOOK AT ME AND SMILE.And yeah,the next question,she got me to answer.Shrugs.
Volunteered for th kspiration thing it's damn cool plz :D Headed home and yeah.
Friday
Woke up rly late. Like 9.45am =X Strolled to the bus stop and met with Yutinggggggg coincidentally.Reached and luckily we weren't th last to reachhhh (: Trained there playing my car races and I won Nadia in one race but for overall she won wahlaoeh ): But I won yuting HAHA :D (Her virgin attempt lah)
Reached there and was freeking hungry.Ate fishball noodles again! Yummmyyyyy:D Headed there and we were later this time.So yeah.The band played again and wth,it's damn niceee:D Yeah,our games' like 2.40pm and we have like 1hour+ to slack?!So stayed in the airconditioned room and played lotsa games like monkey,poisonball,laoyinzhuaxiaoji adn ALOT LAH.Super fun okay ! Very tiring also!
Got our fixtures.Against republic(lyndi,it's not replablic) poly and victoria jc zmgg most of them are netballers I think (: Was abit afraid lah srsly speaking.Gotta win all th 2 teams if wanna have a standing in th 1st/2nd placing.And there's no 3rd/4th):
Against victoria jc,zmg. They've got like damn tall players?Their average standing was like >1.68m I think.We rly looked small beside them.Was kind of scared actually.So yeah,just played as usual and they' scored like damn many goals at th beginning.But when we scored bout 4 goals or so they started to panic I think? Yeah.Was hell tired playing the game but worth it because we won by 2 goals :D
Against republic poly.I think they're really at disadvantage bcos' they've got only 4 players and we noticed that one of their best players isn't there!Sucha pity. Anyway,so we're going on 4vs4 . Lyndi Ginny Yuting Nadia went up first and they had a rly nice match!:D Melissa and I subbed in halftime and woah,they're rly fast.They usually didn't pass to the Malay girl I'm guarding so yeah,I didnt know if I have to defend her not. They're rly good and speedy.Most importantly,FIRM(: Yeah,it was a good play for us and we won by ONE . Phewww.
So rested for like 5 minutes and zmg FINALS with avid? I think? They're from clementi town secondary.Graduated seniors.Now in respective jc/polys.Horror of horrors.Anyway,was rly anticipating a match with them lah (8 Lyndi Ginny Yuting and Nadia up first,yeap. They played and halftime we were leading by 1 I think.Melissa and I subbed in halftime.Yeah.They were rly fast and speedy manz.I was trying rly hard to catch up.Our play was okay and most importantly,I think we fought hard for what we want.Yup. Good game:D In e end we lost by one.Surprisingly I didn't feel disappointed/think tht it's a pity.Just feel tht it's a very good game (:
So yay , second for us! Not easy definitely(: Very proud of my team and managers and supporters!Love you muack muack you!:D Heehee,went Macdonalds after tht and Qiuxuan treated us yay ! Thanks so muchhhhhhh Liqun and Qiuxuan for their time and effort (8
Trained home,had lots of laugh with Liqun HAHAHA (8
Yeah,so photos now :D
Some school against some school.I forgot ):
Inspiring.
This' my goal.
Weeeeee:D
Woooooooo:D
Wow,definitely there to watch (:
2NDDDDDDDD:D
LOVEEEE(:
Team Kranji,<3
Anyway,anyone interested in popstars!? :D Here you go! Sexaye worhzx. I'm super super super amused by my phone functions.(noob i know)
CHIO OR NOT!:D
xjxj.
Thursday, June 5, 2008, 3:34 AM
Short post,
"It takes years to build a relationship,a second to destroy it,but forever to forget it."I'm rly tired.Even though we talk,but you' know and I know,something is amiss and the feeling's different.
Shall update th challenge(qualifying round+semis) tml.
xjxj.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008, 6:10 AM
Cry away the troubles,
Gosh,I woke up @ 7.10am today!Was terribly late for meeting Melissa.Supposed' to meet her @ 7.25am.Slept rly late yesterday.4am plus?I was srsly damn tired.Anyway,quickly got prepared and meet Melissa at school.Finished one of my maths questions and headed to classroom for Maths I.P.Maths I.p was rly bad ): I kept staring into spaces and blank out luh.Shit,I told my tutor th wrong info for th next syllabus.Confirm get scolded :X Heehee! Headed to mac after tht and zmg,I ate like super fast! Had a long time laughing yay.
Chem I.p next,MrShasi's class always past so fast plzxz! He's funny but damn sarcastic plz. So yeah,lessons were alright and I was able to catch what he was saying (: Heehee.Went to lot one after tht and I'VE GOT BALLOOOOON(: Helium filled balloons somemore okay!:D I love helium filled ballooooons because they can fly ^^ Latest addiction yo.
Anyway,damn paiseh but I love it HAHAHA Headed to pizza hut for lunch and not new york new york YAY I MANAGED TO RESIST TH TEMPTATION :D Save money plz. Ate and chat a lot with Melissa.Most of it bout childhood times can't stop laughing pls!
Headed to school and started shooting.O ya,MY BALLOON FLEW AWAY JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO REACH SCHOOL AND SHOW OFF THE AMANDA MY BALLOOOOON.It's damn coincidence pls.Somehow it's telling me to let go of certain things..
Training started and I was shooting happily yay.Suddenly coach don't allow me to shoot. Sad plz. It's like shooting don't even require any ankle movement then she don't let me shoot ): So stared at them miserably for th rest of th training! Went up to basketball court to see others play a super fun game WAHLAOOOOOOO): Coach don't let me play lehhhh. So I shot AND SHE STOPPED ME AGAIN ): Heehee,managed to play th game in th end :D But got dragged out soooon.zzz.
Headed home and th captain's ball thingy is TOMORROW.Kind of excited eh:D Jiayou jiayou let's get into finals orighto?:D
My menses have not arrived.Fate? Hmm.
Not in mood to reply tags.
Xjxj.
Monday, June 2, 2008, 7:07 AM
A tear can hide many tragedies,
Studies,health,sports,family,all crashing down on me.Today was rly bad.I guess netball training's th only thing to lighten up my day?
Woke up unwillingly at bout 7am to take a bath.I was damn tired becos' I slept at bout 3.30am ( I mean rly sleep) last night? I was rly damn tired.Just as I finished bathing,received a call from Melissa the pig . I expected her to say " Jocelyn I'm damn tired I think I'm not going already .." (becos' we were chatting on e phone rather late" , in th end , she said " Jocelyn where're y' now?! I'm like outside school?"
Kwa Kwa Kwa.
So being a very nice and fabulous friend,I headed out of the house with my WET hair look super untidy bcos' she was sick of being alone in Mac.So yeah..reached there bought breakfast and went to 3E lesson for maths i.p.
Maths I.p was rly terrible.As much as I tried my best to concentrate in class I failed miserably I guess. I was like completely staring at my textbook thinking bout some stuff and ZHEN YI JUST HAS TO SNAP ME OUTTA MY THOUGHTS. I almost came up with a solution/conclusion OKAY. She said she's very scared when I stare in blank spaces/whatsoever.Fret not I'm not possessed okay? -.- LOL.
Had a terrible time trying to understand th concept but I manage to grasp it in th end thanks to my pals.I nearly gave up,rly.
Let awang and ziel do th last question which I thought was rly difficult and he solved in like 2 minutes.Don't know,just feel very stupid all of th sudden. I'm like still about to show off one can! ):
Netball training next,couldn't resist and did th simple drill with Melissa.My ankle is suffering I can't run ): I can only jog mildly. So I became th supervisor :D Heehee,scaring people around :P I think I rly damn over-enthu already teehee.
Went out and helped Melissa time her run.Awang subhaan and uziel came out and we crapped a lot man.Again,I'M SUPER AMUSED by th camera functions th frames y' know! Okay,it may be old BUT PLEASE I FIND IT DAMN AMUSINGGGGGG (: They were like .. oh... every phone has that.BUT OMG,I think it's rly damn fun leh! (: Btw,my phone is th same as Brandon's and Subhaan's ?! LOL Damn coincident.
Went back and played court game.Played GS since my damn ankle is kind of useless now.But it was still fun I manage to put in all my shots HAHA :D So break and I practically went kisiao with my phone functions okay! I went around asking people to lend me their faces to test test hor,but toopid one,nobody wanna lend their faces! ): Then in th end Sheena mian qian let me take her HAHAHA BAO ZHANG TOU . I'll upload next time okay ? (: Nehneh.
Everyone saying I short lor wahlao! I got grow lehhhhh. LOL Anyway,since I can't rly play right,I went to throw th 2 balls when th 2 teams compete ( we were playing a game ) IT'S SUPER FUN OKAY :D :D The team which lost have to do a forfeit and thts to TUCK IN THEIR SHIRT FULLY AND SIDE STEP ALONG THE ENTIRE NETBALL COURT.Video-ed it down but I shall not post it since it's kind of embarassing heehee.But I shall watch before I sleep EVERY NIGHT :D
Cooled down and went to chemistry i.p I hate it when I have th time to think about' stuffs.There seem to be so many things going through my mind..Anyway,learnt bout acids and I think it's quite engaging although some think tht it's very boring . I think it's kind of interesting actually eh.So I actually listened teeeheee (8 Mr shasi sure is funny please.Ahhem.
Went to Mac with Melissa after tht and we rly gossiped a lot man.If you need to gossip,find melissa @ 123456789 because SHE CAN RLY TALK A LOT other than acting demure. Uhmm. LOL. Oh yah,thanks to Stanley for getting us th balloons ! :D Didn't expect though :P Anyway,rushed back to school to attend SSC meeting which we didn't rly discuss Btw,I sort of twisted my ankle again when I wanted to cross over a chair.My leg moved but my ankle turned.I'm like wtf?After that it got real swollen and now I can't find my ankle ): Gladys said next time my ankle will be like that WTFF I DONT WANT FAT ANKLE ):
Anyway,I was wanting to call zhenyi and co to ask where're they and Yuting told me they've already hit th town.And somehow,I've got a feeling tht they didn't hit the town but Yuting said they go already.In th end,they rly didn't go okay! See,my instinct is SUPERB(:
So yeah,headed home with Isabel and Yuting and crapped damn lots.AND I WAS NOT WRONGG BOUT ------------ OKAY :D Wahaha,shall show off to melissa tomorrow!:D
Reached home and that's when things got rly bad.And I cried rly badly.For 2 hours?
Many things going through my mind and yeah,just slept after tht for 4 hours?Woke up at bout 6plus.
I swear there's rly many many things I want to rant here but I guess it just isn't appropriate so yeah..Tomorrow shall be an emo day.For once. So people pls don't attempt to make me smile because I'll be giving a fake smile if I do.
It's okay.I just need to cry.
xjxj.
Tag replies.
Yuting:You super mean!Shall not talk to you anymore HUMPHZ.Today still purposely ask me for th photo ROAR.
Nadia:Orighto,I same as you lah! Want to sleep but can't get to sleep.I think get used to sleeping in the morning already LOL.And all along I have eyebags so I think doesn't make a difference lah :P
Zhenyi:Hmm th phone is okay lah:D Yeah luh,like damn difficult to find a new phone.HAHAHA,told you I was bored so I must think bout random stuff.
Amanda:WOW,LONG TAG :D Hehe,I wont be using my N73 anymore lah :P Lazy repair and reuse again.Furthermore I sent all my details already leh! Lazyyyy!
Sharon: HELLOOO:D Shall link you up sooooon ! WHEN YOU ALL COMING BACK FOR A MATCH?! MISS MISS!
Yongkian:I hope so too but it's kind of hard to let it heal so fast ROAR): Yeah,last training,as much as I would like to cherish it I guess I just gotta let it recover completely first before a disaster strikes again!:D
Sunday, June 1, 2008, 4:59 AM
Horror movies,
Have you ever watched a horror movie before? For me,it's a definite no!):So y' know,my birthday wish is to eat oreo cheesecake right? (; I've got another one - which is to watch my FIRST horror movie this year :D
BYEBYE!:P
xjxj.