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• I don't like the fonts! >:/ I think it's Trebuchet or something?Maybe I'm wrong but I just dislike it.Seems very childish to me.(Btw,Trebuchet used to be my favourite font.Yeah,used to.)
• The fonts are too big for me in th messenging part.Anyone knows how to change it?Can't seem to figure out.
• Buttons are flat.That's my problem because I couldn't adapt to it.I guess smsing now will take me an hour.LOL,just kidding.
• The games are challenging! I love none of them because I can't win arghhh >.<>
• I can't change the title of the song.Maybe I can but I dont know how to.Can't seem to figure out again.
• It's a shake phone.I feel that it's very redundant.Like I think pressing th buttons would be more practical then shaking the phone?o.0

Things I lawhve(MdmLin!:D) bout the phone.

• I can finally transfer pictures from phone to computer!I lost my previous N73 CD and can't do anything for nuts.Okay fine,maybe it's I dont know how to.
• I love,oops I mean lawhve the music quality!:D
• I LOVE THE CAMERA FRAMES HAHAHAHA.Sry,ever since I've used Nadia phone I just find the frames exceptionally amusing and entertaining :P
• The themes are nice..(Okay nothing to do with the phone)
• It's red(Again!) and I think it's kind of elegant looking yo.
• Functions are clear.

Yeah,I think that's it.Kind of thrilled when I get to know I can change my phone because apparently the camera function in my N73 isn't working for nuts.I think taking a picture will take like half a minute no kidding yes?But I shall not grumble bout my new phone.I'm blessed to be able to have a phone already (:

Oh btw,I didn't procrastinate.My saving plan is STILL working.Proud of myself haha.Nothing big I know,but it meant a lot to me(:

Going to somewhere tomorrow and part of th day would prolly be homeworking since I've got like Chemistry I.P and Maths I.P on monday.Shall attend training on monday during th break but I'll prolly sit out.

BUT,don't worry,I'm determined to get back on court on Tuesday yay.(: I must must get well.Actually I'm kind of uh,lazy to ice my swollen like pig trotters(as claimed by donald) ankle this morning and yeah..So didn't really ice it lah.Thanks for th netbies who've constantly remind me to ice my ankle esp Amanda!:D That stupid retard just can't stop reminding me but I know she did that cause she loves me too much.Awww,I love you too:D So I very ting hua y' know.I iced it at night so it would get better and I apply cream okeh!Wanna get well soon :P

Anyway,TAN YU TING,IF YOU'RE READING THIS,

I'M NOT JEALOUS OF YOU ABLE TO SEE JULIAN HEE FACE TO FACE LIAO.CAUSE I TOOK A PICTURE WITH HIM LAST NIGHT :D

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In my dreams.HAHAHAHAHAH.(I mean rly in my dreams!(:)

I dreamt that Julian Hee and many other actors/actresses came to KranjiSec for some prize presentation(Maybe it's star awards!) and I was with Thoven and Hwaiyi(Don't ask why them) So,I was walking out of th canteen and SAW JULIAN HEE SITTING AT TH FIRST ROW.Omg,I swear my heart melted okay.So I quickly ask Thoven to take a picture of him and me without asking his picture and he turned out to be quite hostile!But it's like a few seconds later he agreed to taking a picture with me wthh.Then Thoven talked back to him I also don't know why? :x I remember IvyLee laughing at me cause she saw me went gaga over Julianhee=.=

After tht Kranji Canteen suddenly became some ballroom,(rly grand ones) and all of th sudden all th actors/actresses changed to gowns and stuff OMG. Then they carried out this Star awards whereby they'll flashed their past actings on th screen.And you know th jack neo jteam?I dreamt of them behind in another room! Thoven and I (srsly I dont know where Hwaiyi went to) hid behind and took off the plug so they didn't hear anything.They were sleeping I think. We didn't want them to find out we're in th room so we were whispering! I wanted to go to th front to find my JulianHee but Thoven didn't allow me too! He pulled me back and I made some noise.At this moment,Patricia Mok woke up(Don't ask me why Patricia Mok's in th jteam =.-) Then I woke up =.=

Julian Hee is sucha hunk pls! Why no one agree with meeeeee? ):

But it was indeed an extremely weird dream lah HAHA.

Recently my friends are all down and I srsly don't know how to console them.Because sometimes I understand their plights but at th same time I also know my words wouldn't be of any help.Sighz,some things are not meant to be said out BUT I sincerely hope all my friends will be harpy harpy (8 It's not easy but.. yeah.

Heard tht Kranji won today's hulahoop's match CHEERS!:D Big big gongxi :D

It's 2am now and I'm wide awake.Srsly don't know what I can do manzxz.

And for the last time...(peeps forgive me puhlz)

______ please come okay?(:

Always remember,when you're given th hardest situations,you're also given the courage to deal with it(:

p/s:My computer's down recently.Sorry to those whom I did not reply in MSN because my computer just crashes on me as and when it likes.):

xjxj.

• Complete my never-ending pile of homework.
• Finish the " TianLongBaBu" , 5 volumes.(Dont think I'll ever complete them because I read so long and realised I'm not reading chapter 1 but the introduction wtf)
• Netball trainings!:D (I think there's only like 5 wtf)
• Maths+Chem I.p coachings.
• OBS camp!:D :D (YAY!<3)
• Band concert (Aww I'm gonna be damn tired because it's right after OBS camp!)
• SSC selection camp ! (Damn looking forward)
• TAF camp!:D

Tuition later zmg. Gonna get killed by my tutor for sure.65/100.A far cry from his expected 80/100 ):

xjxj.

Went in,chat and awang was entertaining us.But I dont think it's funny leh!Okay,maybe it is but certainly not to the extent of making Subhaan cry! >.< LOL.Headed home because I was really tired.

Slept all the way till today and woke up in th afternoon wanting to die.

NEVER TAKE YOUR HEALTH FOR GRANTED.BEING SICK SUCKS.SUCKS.SUCKS!):

Thursday, May 15, 2008, 3:30 AM

Didn't go to school today again.): But I'll try my best to go to school tomorrow because I wanna support my class in interclass!:D But the thought of going back to class after that just made me sianz diao.Cause yesterday when I went back to class everything just seemed so unfamiliar and ignored.

xjxj.

Monday, May 12, 2008, 8:13 PM

Being sick definitely sucks big time.

So it's 11.15am now.And I'm at home,lying on the bed using the laptop to blog.I couldn't move around the house because everything's so floaty manz.

And guess what.I slept for bout ... 17hours yesterday.Once I got home I slept throughout and ate nothing wtff): I guess my stomach's full of medicine and nothing because I only had porridge during recess yesterday.I think I swallowed bout 30+ pills the past few days.I have an overdose of medicine but it still didnt work rwahhh): I couldn't even stand properly now.

Supposed to do duty for "The price is right" for the maths trail but I missed it.FREAKKK): It seemed super fun okay.After seeing ting guanhui miss vanitha and misstan played yesterday): I told myself I can't miss it but then I woke up with a fever 39.2 just now so...yeah.Can't go to school either since the bug I've caught is contagious.Chinese is liu2 xing2 xing4 gan3 mao4.Makes you have high fever on and off,flu and horrible sore throat. I rly hope I get better because I really want to do duty for interclass games): Have been missing out too much fun damn.

Anyway,tanyongkian,I've seen your tag.I'm not doing maths trail now but at home lah ! For goodness' sake please hhahaha.

Gotten back results yesterday.Oh,did I mention I decided to go to school @ 6.30am last minute =.= Anyway my results although not very good,I'm quite happy with it. Kind of disappointed in my A.maths for I only manage to clinch a B3 but it's alright I guess,there's always a next time right XD Sometimes things don't go your way .So I shall just jiayoujiayou and try to obtain an A1 the next test (: Shall elaborate on my results the next time.

Y' know what.I feel like chopping my nose off £"%$^&&%$£%^&*^%$£ It's super super uncomfortable and I can't breathe ): God please bless me to get well tomorrow I wanna go to school!!):

This sickness really made me treasure my health more okay.It really sucks when you can't do and eat anything ):


p/s:My class was having history lessons with MrTan in the lab just now.Can see they're uber bored:P But lying on my bed doing nothing but sicking is more bored and terrible k!): So count your blessings people!

Sunday, May 11, 2008, 1:10 AM

I'm sick):
I'm really deadly sick.Feeling so uncomfortable now.It's been ages since I'm so sick!): I woke up at 3am+ feeling super uncomfortable): Took temperature,a whooping 38.6!): Now,it's 39.2 ): Don't want to miss school,can't afford to.

Checking results tomorrow.I really want to be the first to see my own results.And then maths trail on tuesday , interclass games from wed-fri.It'll be a long week so I definitely can't miss school.

Jiayou Jocelyn.

Saturday, May 10, 2008, 8:46 AM

Random,

JULIAN HEE IS DAMN HOT PLEASE.
Aww.He's super sweet and sexy in th 9pm show :X I love hot hunks!:D

Anyway,today was great. Tomorrow's gonna be a boring day I guess.): Watching a ghost movie(not exactly ghost but damn it it's freaking horrifying) But then,I was covering my eyes throughout the show and squeezing th sofa=.=

Anyway,was chatting with Stanley and here you go,10 things I wanna do.

1)Try oreocheese cake on my birthday!:D Although I can't eat cake,but this shall be an exception hahaha:D
2)Naval piercingggg:D
3)Try bungee jumping even though I know I'll never have the courage to do that.But I know one day I'll conquer myself.
4)Open a netball shop and sell all netball stuff !:D
5)Watch a horror movie.(Laugh all you want,I've never officially watched a horror movie before.Even if I watch,5/6 of it would be covering my eyes)
6)Go to the beach.
7)Become a good netballer.
8)Hit 10minutes for 2.4km.
9)To be a better person.
10)To do things I never imagined myself to do.

Stamina dropped a lot.I can sense it.Yesterday when I'm rushing late for ssc meeting,I ran to school with Aloysius.Although it was just a few steps but I'm like panting like mad already.Can feel my stamina deprove a lot k): I bet my 2.4km is like 13 minutes+ now wtf. ): Time to run.

xjxj.

Thursday, May 8, 2008, 11:01 PM

Hello people!:D Waiting for the pictures to upload now :D So I'll blog meanwhile bah(:

Okay so I was saying,we had our post-exam annual nikar seoul garden meal yesterday!It spells nothing but fun! It's definitely a long time since we've actually come together but I'm glad it wasn't that awkward after all(: Still the same old buds.I love you guys lah!

Trained to Causeway,then waited outside Seoul Garden and waited for a few minutes before it opened.Omg,their service became super bad okay!):The manager gave us super black face please.It was super smelly there too):

Anyway,things got better after that when we crashed the place HAHA (: My table is the best cause they have me as their chef.*ahem* Too pro le lah me.As usual I took many many prawns and hotdogs because I LOVE THEMMMMMMM(: Have I mentioned before my record was to eat 18 long hotdogs per day.Long as in , uh , long . Not that long hotdog.Uh,nvm.

Ate spaghetti and threw them to Daniels and Jiaqi because I dont like spaghetti! :X The food super nice can! All cooked by me WAHAHAHA.Ate a bit of meat and rice.Then played scissors paper stone game with daniels and jiaqi and the loser have to eat the spaghetti.I rock at scissors paper stone so I only ate like a few mouthful HAHA(:

Started camwhoring and it rocked like totally! A lot of people looked at us but we didnt give a damn :P Went out to the open space outside Causeway point and camwhore AGAIN :D Super nice okay.

Went bowling after that.It was fun! I got second in overall for the first game A1 OKAY!Second game I got like one of the last few I think cause I was busy posing a super professional pose for Daniel.L and Yk to snap me HAHA. Went to the first storey and crapped a lot . Headed home after that.

I LOVE YOU GUYYYYYS<3

































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ALRIGHTTTT:D I'm lazy to edit the photos already!View Ykian/Zhenyi's blog bah!:D

9:04 AM

Whoops,pictures are still not editted.I shall post 4 pictures only for now!Stay tuned.












GOODNIGHT:D

3:25 AM

HELLO(: Today spells nothing but FUN (: But I'll blog only when I receive all the photo yeh!:D Thanks Nikar for the wonderful time!:D

Listening Compre today.Was tough to me): Didnt really understand the passage but oh well. Received class tee,frankly speaking I dont find it nice when I receive it but ZhenYi adn Yongkian were right,the longer you look at it the nicer it will be HAHAHA.And yeah,can do nothing bout it so I SHALL LOVEEEE IT (: just like how I love 3EEEEEE (:

Headed to Seoul Garden and bowling after that.More bout that later.

Hmm..Now that listening compre's over,MYE is officially over too ! :D :D I need to thank some people!:D

YONGKIANNNNNNNNNNN(big one for you!)
Hmmm thank you A LOT (: You've been one great buddy accompanying me through this mugging season.Like even to the extent of lending me your specs cause I can't see.And the number of too-many-i-cannot-count calls I've given you every night just to ask you on some questions.And those times I irritated you on purpose by asking you stupid questions in class.Anyway,hell thanks yah! <3

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBY (see,I made your O (balls,yeah balls) longer and rounder!))
Thanks babe!For answering my questions in class and sensing that I dont understand a single stuff the teacher is talking bout.Yeah I was hell lost and you noticed that.Although it's just a simple " you understand?" , it meant a lot,really. <3

PEILINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG(aka. miss____)
THANKS GIRL!:D For lending me your notes,accompanying me to study every Sunday and makes sure I understand stuff ! You're like a mummy to me leh ;/ HAHA But really thanks a lot.When I thought the whole world gave up on me,you actually pulled me back unknowingly.HEHE,thanks for being so nice to bully tooooo :D And teaching me stuff I dont know patiently! Next time dont cut hair randomly already hor!(:

Melissaaaaaaaaa !:D
Thanks girl ! I know sometimes you're also quite confused bout what the teacher is saying and I'm sorry I can't help you much.HOWEVER,you still ask if I understand and is willing to teach me if you know.THANKS A LOT.I know you've put in a lot of effort in your studies this time,I can see that(: THANK YOUUU LOVELY!:D

AND I WANNA THANK ALL TEACHERS AND FRIENDS WHO HAVE HELPED ME IN ANY WAYS ! :D YOU GUYS ROCK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :D <3 <3

Wednesday, May 7, 2008, 4:50 AM

BYEBYE MYE.
Haha,you suck man!Byebye!:D:D

Yayyyyy mugging season has finally ended! :D Like so fast? I think this MYE is kinda fast yah . Though there's still listening compre tomorrow,dont care already. Dig your ears meh?LOL :X

A.maths paper today was alright.But I'm not confident of scoring though ): Hope to get at least 40/60 yup.No regrets though,because I know I've really studied very hard for this subject :D

After that stayed back with Weihong and Guanhui to discuss the interclass games stuff OMG . They are damn hilarious please >.< Played a bit of frisbee after tht & headed home!:D

Slept slept slept.

K,let's do an overview of the papers!:D

English Paper 1 & 2
Paper 1's okay.Hope can get at least >18 for both of them.Paper 2 was a killer,so I'll just hope for a pass I guess.
Target:B4

Chinese Paper 1 & 2
Baozhangbaodao,hope I can score in it cause I really put in a lot of effort.But gonghan I guess it's bound-to-fail.My first attempt to write gonghan this year leh! LOL Paper 2 was tough but I like the passages ! :D
Target:B3

Social Studies/History
Hope I can score well in it because I really studied.But my inference skills pretty much suck yeah.The paper was manageable but I guess I've screwed up my SBQs.
Target:B4

Physics
Didnt know how to do all the electrostatic question.So yeah.
Target : B3

Chemistry
Paper was okay,but my answers are somehow ridiculous.
Target : B4

E.maths
Gah,practise a lot of this paper and both paper were generally easy
Targer : A2

A.maths
Paper was okay,but I was unsure of my own answers.
Target : B4

Seoul garden tomorrow,can't wait!(:
But I'm afraid of the awkwardness though.Still friends?

Tuesday, May 6, 2008, 5:06 AM

Left with discriminant.I can do it(:

Monday, May 5, 2008, 6:55 PM

A.maths paper tomorrow.I really want to score well in it. It's a subject I've put a lot of effort in it.Burying my head into piles of maths high school paper doing every single question in the tb every night.

But,tutor said I can pass but I won't score. He just said I lacked of something.): But I shall prove him wrong ! (:

Jiayou everyone!:D

Shit,I forgot bout binomial! ):

6:59 AM

I'm blogging today as promised.(:

Emaths paper 2 was generally okay.But after paper I realised I've made tonnes of mistakes!): Chemistry was a tad tough,most of the questions were for TYS . I did TYS YAYYYY,but I didnt flip to the ans sheet and see the correct answer =.= Completed section A in like 20minutes so I guess I'll probably flunk it badly. But there again,I did my best (:

Headed to KFC for lunch again today.Fats,fats,fats!): Libraryed after tht but got chased out when we barely stepped in 2 minutes -.- But we weren't making a single noise luh,probably cause we're blocking the people' way.

Slacked about @ food culture and accompanied Mel for a haircut (: Not much difference though haha.Headed home,bridged once and decided to stop LOL (: Tomorrow will be A.mathings the whole day.Main focus shall be on surds,binomial and log.I suck at them ): LOL.

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My friend told me this story which really somehow made me learn the most valuable lesson in my entire life I guess.

There's this girl who're really poor.Her parents don't give her money to eat.Listen hard,to eat,and not to spend it on miscallaneous stuffs. Not eating for days to her is already a very common routine.And to have a bowl of rice or something can probably lighten up her day. When she's hungry and she tells her mother,her mother would ask her to starve and stuff. 2$ may probably last her 2 days. When her friend couldn't stand it and treated the girl to a meal,guess what the girl said?

"Thank you,it's been such a long time since I've actually sat down and enjoy a meal."

And it's just a meal bought in the canteen.Canteen food?Defined by almost everyone - Cheap and affordable.Yet to that girl it seemed like delicacies.

Think,what's the value of $2 to you guys? A normal meal in the school canteen? Just a dollar note which can be crushed and stuffed into your bagpack? To the girl,it's as if priceless.For me,I'll probably die if I survive with only $2 per day. A meal can easily costs 10$ + for me and yet I dont feel the pinch.Wow,$10.Probably can last the girl for a good 15 meals or so ?

Just on Sunday,spent $30 on stationeries.Felt really guilty.More guilty after hearing to this girl's encounter.

I feel really shallow.I didnt' know a $2 can matter so much to someone. Usually when my mother nags at me and stuff,I dont feel any pinch nor any sense was knocked into me.But right after I hear the story,I teared instantly.

All of the sudden I just feel super shallow-minded stupid and pathetic.Till this age then I realise how many people are starving out there.

Wake up.

Sunday, May 4, 2008, 7:32 AM

To Shum Zhen Yi :

Actually when you asked me how I would feel like if you were to die tomorrow,I didn't answer truthfully.I said I don't know because I'll never expect the death but here are my true words.

If you were to be dead,I bet I'll cry my whole heart out and I bet it's gonna be loud enough for the whole world to hear it. Because if you die,it not only means I've lost a bloody good friend but also ,

-A friend who never fails to spot my tears;
-A friend whom I can disturb like what when she eats a zinger;
-A friend who will know what I meant when I look at her cheekily and covers my mouth and at that instant we'll go haha together;
-A friend who never fails to explain maths/science to me when I'm very a bad time trying to understanding it and the most amazing thing is that I didnt show it yet she notices it.

So my girl,you're not pathetic or worthless.You're nothing about what they think or say about you.Don't let their opinions bring you down.No doubt they might matter but I guess what you think about yourself matters the most.

Because in my eyes,

You are super amazing <3>*scratches nose*

6:41 AM

Studying today at lot one was okay I guess.Despite the fact that we left at 3pm+ I think . Realised all my facts are messed up like I dont know what.

Guilty over splurging today ): Spent like 43$ ): I shall control !

Chemistry tomorrow.Hope I won't get traumatised by it.Hahah.

Emaths tomorrow.It's tough I heard.

But jiayou:D

Weird,I dont know why I'm blogging like so randomly and weirdly.Roar.Bye.

Saturday, May 3, 2008, 9:17 AM

Just finished chatting with gideon dad online! He'll be away for field camp for the next 2 weeks.Gosh,hopefully he takes good care of himself!Dont wanna have an injured dad.

Tuition just now was great.My tutor listed out all my bad points.And I find them so true.He said I'm stubborn and can't accept things generously.LOL,super true.Cause the questions I always ask are " why like that?" ,"why must like that?" , "why cannot like that?" , "only like that can ah?" LOLLLLLL. And I'm very impatient person ! Roar,in real life people tell me that,netball coach tells me that,tuition tutor tells me that.Guess it's time to change? HAHA.

Anyway,finally cleared my doubts on Emaths and circles.Get to understand better now :D Did trial test and I scored badly for it.But from another perspective,it just show that I really need to be more flexible yo.

Studying with Peilingggg(: and taooo tml! They're combining forces to teach me chemmmmmmm :D HAHAH. Coolstuff yay (:

Hmm,many of my friends are experiencing their downs now[generally] I dont really know how to console because I guess people have to be sad once in a while. So..yeah,I've got only this to say:

"It's not about how hard you're being hit down,but how strong you are to get up."

Friday, May 2, 2008, 5:33 AM

Yo People I'm backkkkkkkk(: Forgot to blog bout 2 incidents.

-KFC
OMGGG,SUPER HAPPY.Cause I finally eat faster than Yuting -HAHA- And I've successfully made Zhenyi not eat luh! (: I rock manz! I purposely keep disiaoing her and describing how she bites her food and how her food is being chewed in the mouth! I guess I was being too descriptive till many other patrons were looking @ us HAHAHAHA. Super funny pleaseee!:D In the end she don't want to eat le luh :X HAHAHA. Tell you one super disgusting thing she do.She eating that time keep scratching under her nose that part luh -scratch scratch-

WAH LIEW EH.

-OBS medical checkup
Went to the clinic and OMGGGG,the doctor was super cute okay!:D He's super good looking even wearing normal specs.Cute looking as well! The moment I saw him I went gaga over him already can :X

Hello!
-looks through my medical form-
So....what's your height and weight?
Hmm..I forgot already.161cm? BUT I THINK I GREW TALLER.
Oh okay... (gives that smile which totally melts my heart) I think I'll help you see.
-walks to the wall and he help me see-
Omg.I purposely tiptoed he also didn't see luh =.=
Okay.164cm.So did you grow taller?
YES.
Hmm.How bout your weight?
47kg?48kg? I think I've grown fatter leh.
OK,I'll help you check.C'mon,get onto the electronic weighing scale.
I dont know how to on.
LOL,just the buttons there.. -Come and help me on- (OMG SO SWEET PLEASEZXZ)
Any fainting attacks / epilesy / whatsnot .
-Skip-
-Skip-
-Takes blood pressure-
Hmm..so what's normal?
We'll see now..(OMGGG HE SAID THAT IN A DAMN MAN WAY :D )
So what's my BP ?
___ yeah.
So is it normal?
Yeah,for your age it's normal.(damn man again )
Okay so I guess you're fit for the course.
-Sign on the form-
Omg,your signature looks simple...
Alright,later your teacher thinks you forge it HAHA (so cute pleasezxz)
-Adds a few strokes-
Thank youuuuuu(:

OMGGGGGGGG HE'S SO CUTE PLEASEEEE(: When I saw him at the first sight I thought he was nothing but cute man! After that day my impression of him blurred until Faridah told me on msn tht she thinks the doctor is cute! Turns out same doctor OMGGGG SO CUTEEEEEEEEE :D

Next time I'm sick I SHALL VISIT HIM AGAIN :D

3:37 AM

Emaths was generally okay.Hope to get >40 (:
History was okay too.Finished within an hour but I'm not confident of scoring in this paper though ):

After exams went for maths trail briefing and then headed to KFC with girls gang(lol!) Went to library played UNO stacko,okay maybe books stacko,which is super fun! I'm the overall winner lahhhh hahahaha (: Read 3 books and 7 Teenage yay.

Tuition tml. Chemistry's on Monday.Haunt.

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The past few days I've experienced a lot of stuff.Hurt,numb,grief.But at the same time I saw different sides of a person as well.As much as I do not want to believe,I can't. Reality is very harsh - and I always know that. But I still believe there's humanity and kindness despite the cold and heartless society.I thought no matter how bad a person can be,he/she wouldn't be this bad.No doubt I didnt really have a good impression bout' you,but I swear I have always trusted you despite the harsh words. But this time,you really let me down.Though I might not be very close to you,but I'm still very disappointed. I hope I'm wrong,prove me wrong.

Maybe it's time for me to really grow up and stop being naive.This world isn't about being nice and stuff,it hits you real hard and slaps you back into reality. But I'm afraid I'll be influenced to be heartless as well.No humanity,heart,nothing.But to say the truth,I still believe.