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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Friday, February 29, 2008, 4:08 AM
Hellooooo :D I slept at 8pm yesterday can you believe it >.< I woke up @ 6.30am today?! Packed my stuff and headed to schoo. First 2 periods were english,just discussing our informal letter writing.Got 22/30 I'm kind of afraid though cause I think I'll screw stuff up once it's a different question.Two periods of chinese,just discussed on exams. Forgot what we did though >.<>.< Mr Yeo kept flooding us with questions ): Assembly was bout maths but we left cause we had HMT (: Got 52.5/70 for paper 2 . Not bad for a chinese-idiot like me already hahah.
Netball training was pathetic.Only 2 seniors - me and melissa.Oh well,disappointing as well. So many juniors didn't attend.If you join this cca , then be prepared to give your best. If you expect yourself to skip every training, then might as well don't join right.Wasting everyone's time.And this time round,it's 30+ people for 12 places.You want it,you work hard for it. Don't even complain please. Seriously everyone's taking the advantage that Coach's not coming for friday training.Then seniors dont come,juniors also dont come.Attendance not taken,trainings not carried out properly. Please,a disciplined team is when even a coach is not around,we'll still do what we're supposed to. Discipline?We're far from it. Study? Everyone has common test . Shall not elaborate hmm. ):
Ran 2.4km with melissa.She ran first,she's damn fast please.10.25 I think. After she ran it's my turn.Ran,my first round was 5.40 , second round was probably 4.45 minutes.I dont think I gave my best though,cause I think I can sprint more and some parts yah. After that played street netball and frisbee,then headed home with mel! :D
Annual roadrun tomorrow,gotta wake up @ 5am+ ): I'll run if there's enough people for ssc.If there isn't enough,I shall not run then. Bye.
Thursday, February 28, 2008, 3:49 AM
HELLOH . I'M BACK TO BLOGGING :DJust gonna update bout my recent memories,don't expect too much yeah.
Monday
Alright I'm just gonna fast forward to after school.After school went to limbang foodcourt to eat,had you4 mian4.After that studied at th bench with Peiling and Yongkian,with Nadia joining later.Peiling rocks please!Her explaination I can understand leh :D But I kinda confused her with stupid questions of mine :X Sorry yah (: It was really quality study time spent! :D Thanks peilinggggg<3 Did chem,physics and maths yayyy(: After I complete everything which is bout 6pm+,headed down th court and had a game of frisbee.But didnt really play much cause it's raining booxz.
Headed to lot one and bought dinner for my whole family! Thanks peiling and nadia for th accompaniance yah.
Tuesday
Paiseh I really forgot everything tht happened -__- Dont think my class got anything funny happened bah . Training was horrendous.I didnt persevere in my 2.4km AT ALL.Regretted lots.Could've done it but oh well. ): There're only Melissa and I with th rest of th sec 2s.Seriously,damn pathetic.Everyone else had i.p coaching wtf): Did th same drills and played games!The best part of the training yo. Coach tried out different positions for everyone,I played C , then GA , GA ,GA . I shall conclude GA is more tired than C.LOL.Cooled down,go home and fell asleep immediately o.0
Wednesday
Went to support Hwaiyi for K.idol! Omg,super nice please,all th 2A-ians sat together and cheered for him.The unity I can sense it,the bond I can feel it,th feeling is totally back okay!(: I love 2A'07,I miss them too D: Anyway,Hwaiyi did a great job ! :D After school headed to mini mart , had noodles and then had maths i.p. Got back my binomial test. 9/15,improved ! After tht rush home and had my tuition.Okay,I shall not bitch bout my tutor anymore because I realised I've been really kiddish,childish and immature doing that.Because he's a great tutor.He told me something,made me realise everything.Thanks:D One thing he's taught me is,
It's not about answering the sum but how you react to the sum.
True isn't it? Think about it :D
I'm gonna work extremely hard for my maths yay :D And for the first time,I didnt rush to use computer after tuition.I stayed on,did all my homework,read shao nian wen zhai , packed bag and stuff.I did some revision tooo :D
Today
Chinese was okay.I dont know why Mdm yong's lesson always fly past so fast. I think it's because her lessons are very fulfilling yeah . :D Chemistry was great,I understood better @ least :D Maths was alright,but I dont know anything bout 3.3 ): ): Yeah.. SS was super dry,I almost slept :X CE headed down, played games and learnt bout leadership yup.
After school I thought gotta go for prize giving. But in th end I realised it's only level top 3 -.- Before that I asked Mr Koh if I need to go he still say need -.- I think he's really damn confused with stuff hahahah. In th end went for training,ran 2.4km alone since others have ran.Broke my record - 10.12 minutes but I could have done better cause I did slack . ROAR . Normal drills after that, played a sort of game , C and GA yeah.Rained and headed home in e rain . I'm damn hungry and tired now.Bye.
Monday, February 25, 2008, 4:51 AM
Today is a happy day! Just that tears wouldn't stop flowing,fears wouldnt stop haunting me.:D
Saturday, February 23, 2008, 2:37 AM
Hello people I'm back from tuition.Finally understood pheww.Thanks everyone for their concern yeahhhhhh:D
i really really love you.
p/s: i.need.a.bagpack.!
http://kissyour-mummy.blogspot.com/2008/02/im-back-from-camp-yo.html
Friday, February 22, 2008, 8:39 PM
People I'm backkkk! 8)Thursday's night was disastrous ):
Friday :D
Woke up with totally swollen eyes. Then it happened again in the morning.Sighz. Headed to school in a really really lousy mood. Didnt talk and crap like I usually would do.Sorry for those who tried to talk to me yet I attituded or just replied very fuyan . Yeah.
English was okay.Did on improper letter writing yeah.Quite fun actually.But well,although I didnt have the mood to study,I still listened attentively k.Second period of english better because I felt better LOL.
HMT was okay.Mdm yong didnt come.I love zenglaoshi's lesson (: At least occasionally she'll tell us funny(as in really funny) stories.She lets us listen to songs etc but at the same time we're not slacking yeah. Kind of a pity she everytime only gets to sit down and stone.while mdmyong does the talking.Oh well,she wants it this way we can do nothing bout it.
Recess was insane.We did the makan cheer.Kind of stupid but doing it with nikar spells nothing but fun (: Recess have been fabulous these two days because the sec 4s and sec 5s are having their common test(: But next week it's back-to-normal.*shrugs*
Maths.Mr Yeo was absent again for he went for course.Practically slacked since we've finished our work yo.(: Chatted with Uziel bout Primary school life.Just kept laughing.Then the relief teacher Jin Han / Melvin(totally forgot his name) came to the back and crapped with zy uziel brandon and me.Can't believe he's a dancer! Then we asked him to guess our CCA and I can't believe he said Uziel was a scout boy! Damn funny please!And he guessed that I'm a netballer just because I sat with my legs open.ZZZ.Damn funny k! Funny teacher.He looks like a angmoh but wtf,he can speak chinese so fluently *arbish*
Breaktime,hear Brandon plays the guitar.Darn,he's damn good @ it! Went macs to have take away.Ate outside the AVA room in a circle,like a big family(: Damn love!:D
HMT lessons,just did paper 2,which I believed I'll fail badly.):
Headed down,kind of shocked to see no poles/netballers.Went down and saw najiha they all.They told us tht training's cancelled.I felt happy/relieved or whatever you say.Elaborating on that later.
Went for ssc duty instead.Slacked a bit,played carrom.All I hit,damn tyco! Played frisbee after that with really lots of people.Went up to the hall and help shift the chairs.Damn emo because I've got a god damn bad headache): Went down,took a netball and went shooting @ basketball court alone.Felt alived suddenly.Played frisbee again,it's not a good game.As in I dont really like playing with my team cause I feel invisible.When there's once I managed to get the frisbee @ the line,I told them I managed to do that cause my existence was redundant.Played 4vs4 after that,it was better!(: Walked in th rain with tinq sh0 r0mantiiczx w00rrhxzx ( omg!) HAHA.
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Y' kno,when I knew tht training was cancelled on friday,I was happy/relieved for the same time. I dont know why.In the past,if we're not running 2.4km on fridays I'll get damn pissed off.But yesterday I was really relieved when I heard training's been cancelled.Is my passion running out?Or is my passion not strong enough?But after that when I'm @ the sports centre,I felt scared.I was afraid this netball passion of mine won't last long.I'm afraid I wont be able to fly and soar on court again.I'm afraid I wont get back the feeling which can make relieve all stresses when I'm on court.Ever since that incident,I dread to perform individually. In the past I used to play like carefree-ly , I tell myself I will only focus on the ball and make the game a good one.But now I'm afraid of every single mistake I make.Every shot that I wont make it count.
Furthermore,it's a totally new division formed this year! With like 30+ people fighting for just 12 places.And training with them is totally a different feeling!Okay for that maybe I'm not that adaptable that's why.I hope this situation improves though. However I just feel that the whole team morale just went down like that.The beliefs and things I used to count on in the past when I'm hanging on a thread is now useless.When I lost hope in netball stuff,I only have myself to count on.Everything is just so different now.Training has been teaching basics,since we've lost to basics during zonals. Coach's been impatient with us cause we're forever making so many silly mistakes and not doing her drills right.And when coach gets impatient,I start to tense up.I start to have butterfingers and inaccurate shots.I feel lost.
And this is damn ironic.Netball,netball trainings,are supposed to be something I enjoy doing,something I can get free from studies,family problems and stuff.But now, it became something that's included in my "problems" . And I dont know what I can confide into if I want to relieve stress.I seriously dont know,and I seriously dont want this to happen .The feeling is just so different.You would never know how much I want the feeling to be back,the touch and drive to be back.And the problem is,I can't find them back. I need time .Yes,maybe time can help.
And the school.Thank you so much for not supporting us. I thank you for that. To think when all goes wrong,I blame myself for not working hard enough.Yes,THANKS A MILLION.Kranji made me enjoy CCA,not. I know I've said it many times.But you know what.I feel so fake now.During zonals,on the way to games,I tell myself I must win the game to prove to the school.To prove to the school badminton isn't everything and netball isn't nothing.During games I tell myself I must win to prove to prove to prove to prove to prove.Nothing but to prove.When we picked ourselves up,please don't bring us down again.Thank you.
These few days I feel so mentally drained,because of family,because of netball,etc. At the hardest times I tell myself I must pick myself up.But apparently I've failed. There's so many things.Netball,I'll work even harder for it.Family,I've done all I could. But fret not people,all I need is time for me to pick myself up. Because I believe,when heaven gives us problems/hardest situation, we're also given the courage to face them,to deal with them.It's all in the mind,it's all up to ourselves.
Therefore,I believe,I can,I must,I will.
Time.
Thursday, February 21, 2008, 4:43 AM
I've failed thoroughly.And I'm breaking apart.
-i dont kno what to do anymore.i've done what i can to salvage this family.apparently i've failed so i shall do nothing but treat this place
-like hell.a hell i hate to go.my tears flow endlessly.i wish i could stop but i've failed to. i dont know what i can do anymore.i feel helpless i
-feel lost.i feel so sour in my heart and i just couldnt stop those fucking tears.i'm officially torn apart.
But tomorrow will be better.
2:23 AM
/editted}Happy Birthday Darlinggggggg :D
All the best okay! I'll love you more ( teeheeeeee :D ) Excel in everything.Be it netball,studies or whatever! (: I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you! <3 Thanks for being such a great friend & team mate th past few years :D
Okay.I've decided to blog bout today because today was GOOD<3 and niceeee :D Thus I shall postpone my camp post :P I'm only @ day 2 for your info. Well,I woke up @ like 5.45am today?I was lying thinking if I should go to school.I didnt do any of my homework . Not chinese surfing , ss or chem . I was really tired.I really wanted to pon school but later I thought tht I have totally no idea what to give as excuse! I asked my mommy for opinion and she told me " some stuff you gotta decide yourself . up to you." I dont know,but feel that I shouldnt tell myself after-the-camp-i've-fucking-tired , using this excuse to pon school . Then where did my perseverance go to ?! I haven't had a breakthrough yet ! So I dragged my feet and got ready for school ! :D I dont know if heaven's seen my actions or what,but things went smoothly!:D
Headed to school , everyone damn roasted please.EXCEPT ME >.<>.<>.<>.< After that was history.Finally handed up my homework.Damn sorry to MrTan! I'll finish all my homework kay!:D Did compare and contrast DAMN I LOVEE IT <3
Today=super slack.Cause we only attended one period of history HAHA fucking cool pleasexz. After school wasn't as good ): I had serious headache . I swear I almost fainted in longjon ): After going to the toilet i felt better so quickly had my lunch.Headed up & watched PS I LOVE YOU (peisi i love you! [not]) HAHAHA with kianney,taoey,hotdognosey,peisiey,yutingey,danielley,danieley,amandaey,jocelyney,thoveney,nadiaey,(that's all I think!) The show was damn horny in the beginning lah.So much kissing and stuff.But that's the best part of the show I think.The rest damn boring.I totally see no meaning.Maybe because I was sleeping.-.- Peeps say the movie damn touching.But I felt nothing please>.< Therefore I'll rate it a 2.7/5 ): But like what Peisi' said,maybe we're just not their target audience yeah :D
Went out of the theatre adn saw zhenyi nose roasted , the skin peeled off ewwww.But damn funny okay! Look like hotdog:D:D
Slacked about after tht,went comicscollection and bought nikar keychains! Seriously damn coool hahahaha! :D Went buy sweettalke and stuff,felt really niceee<3
It's been awhile since we've got such nice gatherings.The feeling is just so different k!:D Like we get along as if we're one big family,laughing and joking like nobody's business.Though we've been seperated to different classes,I'm glad our hearts still stay as one:D Like totally no awkward or whatsoever.Damn cool :D
Nadia's so damn stubborn.After the movie the first thing she said was " i'm so hungry" yet she doesn't want to spend money buying food just because she's saving money.Oh,btw,she didnt had her lunch.Offered to treat her and let her eat old chang kee stuffs,she refused.Yes maybe it's her choice that she doesn't want to eat.But I'm like her friend so I ought to convince her to eat.But it's her health,it's her body,having a healthy diet or not,it's up to her already.It's been like that since sec 1 roars.
Headed home with ting , talked bout camp.Kinda relieved all of a sudden LOL :D House was hell.It's okay though.For you guys know,and for all I know,I dont belong here.I just thought of you and bought food FOR you.Why do you have to treat me this way? I'm speechless.I wish I could not care since you don't give a damn.But I realised I couldn't.Yes fuck you.I'm crying damn hard inside.
Tomorrow will be a short day.Training tmr,I'm scared ):
Byeee!:D
Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 4:41 AM
back from camp,post some other day!:D ting bday tmr,happy elated bday!:D
4:22 AM
I'm back from camp yo.Camp was great! Not as great as last year though): when 2A's together): Feeling's a bit wrong but hey(!) there're pretty many fun people in my class too k! (ahhem,and gays too!)
Warning:
Long posts but no pictures):
DAY ONE :D
Assembled @ usual time.Supposed to meet Melissa @ lot one mac to have our last mac breakfast and SOMEONEEEE(:D) overslept.Yeah,someone:D I woke up @ 5am okay!XD Anyway,I still reached school @ bout 7pm+ -.- Slacked about,camp mood was there and I was already there joking with YK mel pl they all already HAHA :D Had flagraising and stuff yeah. Headed to e quadrangle and slacked? People were eating sweets and chocos then some briefing.There was bag check.Mr Shasi came and I'm like telling him how stupid it is to bring hp lalalalalalalalala, then he doubted me and checked my bag while making this statement ( If jocelyn's bag is cleared,no need check others bag already!:D) In th end really nothing,I help people save the hassle okay:D Stomacheached ): And I kept telling ZY and mel i wanna shit cause I know I'm not going to shit for the rest of the 3 days.HAHA
Th camelots trainers arrived and our class' trainers are LEHAAAAA(i think so) and FIZZIIII !:D Damn cool eh their names!:D Fizzi reminds me of coke though (whoops!) HAHA.Had some introduction and wahlao,they missed out my name eh! LOL Just kidding.Headed to self-intro and we're supposed to say something others don't know.And I said " I can't walk in straight line!" which is damn true k!(: Others have got funny stuff like "I cant draw a straight line"(Samuel) , "I am married and I have three children"(Uziel),"I forgot to bring my poncho and torchlight"(YK) etc.Damn funny please! Richard and Terence came late and we fake as if they gotta do a forfeit for making everyone wait! But in the end they were spared.Terence's expression DAMN funny okay! HAHA. By that moment,all 3E-ians are already sort of geled.DAMN COOL :D
After which played this squirrel hunter and tree game.When we are playing for the last time,Fizzi said the loser shall do a forfeit.In the end Terence lost and he had to sing ABC. So Terence sang " ABC " OMG FUCKING FUNNY OKAY. After that he's supposed to sing Twinkle twinkle lil star,he sang the first line and Fizzi suggested he should stop.Oh well, damn funny.I couldn't stop imitating him to Mel and ZY :X But seriously,damn cute k ! HAHA.Speaking of him I remembered the medicine joke(ZY,HAHAHAHA)
Went outside PE room to get the tents and stuff yup.Boarded the bus and almost fell asleep immediately.But in my sub-conscious mind I can hear Ykian's voice singing.Zhenyi got woken up because of Ykian's vibration DAMN FUNNY LAH.Reached there, boarded the bum boat.Damn cool please,but a bit sianzx.
Reached there,put our stuffs down and headed for our lunch! Saw my first dog there! Scared until dont know like what.We were pretty okay-ed with the environment,cause it's just sitting down on grass and stuff.But later we realised we were wrong! :X Had lunch,and lunch= uncooked veggies+ squashed and hot tomatoes+one big drumstick+rice.Eww. I didnt eat the drumstick till veh clean cause I hate to do that.K makes no sense.But can't really complain,cause like what MrCheng's said,army food are much worser yeah.But I really feel very grateful and appreciate what we have in singapore then (8
After that we pitched th tents,and then waited and waited. Started cycling on tandrum bike with Danhua.Then reached a certain point and cycled back.Not really very challenging though. Because not enough time and the distance is really really short! ): But cycling on tandrum bike really requires coordination.Damn cool pleasexz.
Headed back just in the evening,had dinner.Dinner was much much better :D Then we took our stuffs and walked to the toilet.The best part comes.Yeah.Best.We went to the toilet and realised the water coming out of the tap water is brown.Oh my god.And their handicapped toilets are flooded with urine on the ground ewww. Their normal toilet isn't water flush urine,is urine flush urine and I swear it stinks a hell outta you. >.<>.< So faster wash our feet and hands and zao.Yeah,had debrief and stuff, damn stuffy please.
Went to sleep in a tent with 6 people.Yuanfang,Danhua,Rachel,Melissa,Zhenyi and me! Damn squeezy but I guess I'm th one who slept the most HAHA.Halfway through I was being woken up by Rachel,saying there's a spider.Initially I'm like eh no big deal lah.So I woke up and saw A SPIDER OF A PALM'S SIZE.OMG.I freaked out.And rachel told me it landed on my hand-.- Everyone run out of the tent LOL damn dramaaaaa:D But kind of fun eh.Later found out rachel even took out her specs from her bag to check if the spider is inside or outside the tent.DAMN CUTE PLEASE! hahaha.
DAY TWO!:D
Woke up,walked damn long to the toilet lahh.I'm so afraid some random boars would come and bite me -.- Anyway,we found out there's NO WATER in the morning.Luckily we brought along our water bottle.Brushed teeth wash up and stuff,headed back.
Assembled and had our breakfast.Noodles and hotdogs I think.Food was much better (8 It was our trekking day! But we waited damn long >.< Started to trek,the distance was oright! It wasn't very tiring since we're trekking and not running.And most importantly, 3E sang,cheered,crapped,and talked along th way:D United worhxzx. :D I love the "ohyeah!" thingy because we get to slap th friend infront of you back.DAMN COOL:D Melissa must have been tortured by Yongkie:D
We stopped at this beach . Damn cooling :D I love sitting down and enjoying the breeze.Zhenyi and I were busy filling Ykian with sand and sand and sand (8 Damn fun.At first they were only burying the ants,but we buried Ykian after that.Damn funny and fun!
Going back was dull-er.Because we were tired and were eating our apples ! :D :D
Had our lunch,I forgot what it was but I think it's still okay :D We waited for th water for like 3 hours?! Roars, played this stupid game in which we have to find the required items and th winner gets a bottle of drink.3E wasn't really participating because mostly were tired and can't be bothered yah.But they seriously gotta have good management >.<
Continued the journey.Th journey was really short.We just walked to this quarry I think,and played this entangling hands game.We tried like a zillion times,but still failed to do so): But in between was damn fun! We were stucked at this last part,then MrCheng saw it and told us it's very easy etc.In th end,he saw the wrong thing and caused us to entangle even more! Then he damn embarassed LOL.
Assembled @ th basketball court and Gladys and gang taught us some cheers! :D Niceee!:D Got biscuits and damn funny lah.That ahmad wanted to trick me and kept taking away th biscuit when I'm about to receive it.Then I damn fed up already,I wanted to hit his hand but he thought I wanna take the biscuit,so he shifted and I hit the biscuit instead -.- I can't stop laughing on the floor zz.
Headed back for dinner.Dinner was great! I think.HAHA.We must say this makan cheer damn funny ah! :D Got our stuff and washed up.Again,very smelly ah! ): HAHA.
After that we had campfire! :D Highlight of the camp! :D Had this apple eating competition and Lily wonnnnn :D Ultra coolsome k!(: I cheered damn loud I dont know why I so high tht time.Then dance a lil here and there.Next was ghost stories telling time! Damn freakish k! The instructors still scare us from the back ZZ .
Slept and that night was a good night! :D Slept better.(: I guess it's because everyone was tired yah.
DAY THREE :D
Woke up, went to toilet and stuff.Came baack and had breakfast! :D I think it's noodles . Can't remember.
Packed our stuff and so, and one instructor was giving us briefing.Kayaking was faster this time.As in the organisation.We went to test water and OMG damn funny okay! I caused Melissa and Zhenyi to fall into the water OOPS . Melissa look damn cute and funny and she's trying to keep her chin up HAHAHAHA.
Oh before that, I was the far end girl but suddenly I dont feel like being th side person.So changed with Melissa.When we're asked to interlock our arms,saw MrShasi beside Melissa and COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING.I swear I didnt expect him to be there k! >.< Then melissa was like " erts" HAHA.
Had a mouthful of water and gosh,IT'S REALLY DAMN SALTY K>.< Headed back,got our kayak and th thingy(i forgot what is it) Set off and we were quite unadaptable.Oh btw,I paired with Melissa!(:
But we both somehow know our directions quite well so we were doing fine.After that we did better and controlled th kayak better.In between super many people come knock our boat! There's once we were side by side with kegan and his partner,we couldn't move cause they were holding on to our boat ROAR.LOL.Accidentally hit kegan in his stomach.Oh,second time.Whoooops:P
Kayaking was okay lah.At first it was okay.But after that it gets really tiring.However,we managed to be the first group ( we spent bout only 1hour+) to reach th shore YAYYYY(: Carried th kayak.Omg,damn heavy pleaseeeee!):
Shoes are full with water and sand.Damn disgusting please >.< Headed to some basketball court and waited.Then we shifted and waited.Till cannot tahan so went to the toilet.Was really exhausted then ): Waited by the beach,got our bags and took bus back to school! :D
It feels so good back in school,waited for the rest of the classes to come back and had our lunch.Noodles I think.The makan cheer was DAMN LOUD for once(:
Had debrief,couldn't help but lie on the ground (: I commented"A lot of time is wasted on waiting,depriving us from doing more activities"Something like that , or maybe I commented only on the first part. But seriously,this camp is more of waiting.There're a lot of occasions we gotta wait.And it's not 10 minutes or so,it's hours.So I think they should organised better,or maybe some situations were really unexpected.Oh well.
Headed home and felt energetic god knows why-.- Didnt have tuition cause I was a bit mischievous . Ask me if you want to know :P In the end ,fell asleep at bout 11pm I think ? Yeah.
The camp has been great! After hearing Yuting's story of her trainers,I think our trainers(fizzi and leha) WERE GREATTTTTTTTTTT :D This camp really taught me a lot.Some stuff I shall not say yah. I think it's more of teamwork,cooperation,and patience yah.The part on resilience was okay because I dont think we did anything really "vigorous".Time-consumed.
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YAYYY.I finally finished my post on camp! Just survived my maths tuition damn kewlzx worhxz. Finally understood chapter 3 (8
I think my daddy and mummy quarreled.Oh well,
Suddenly feel like doing english homework so I can study for common test tomorrow yay! :D I think I'm going out tomorrow to get my bagpack first :D
BYEEEEEEEEE!:D
Saturday, February 16, 2008, 5:20 AM
Changed blogskin,just felt like changing my blogskin.Have th craving to blog.Wanted to change blog url,but I can't think for nuts!):Btw,I forgot to thank Mr Ashley Tan for his chocolate bar!(: He gave to melli.foo(new name!,by choodaddy) and me.Remember I blogged tht he taught melli.foo and I ss?Just as we're about to go down and take our ws,I randomly asked"eh mr tan!later remember take our valentine's day present k!LOL" And then he really gave.We were kind of surprised y' know.
Oh well,I actually wanted to update this oh-so-boring-blog with pictures and pictures and pictures but I just realised I can't upload any pictures to my computer damn.I think I'll borrow(or steal) my brother's camera and take pictures and upload[good english!8)] when he comes back.Oh,he went to taiwan again for the third time in half a year ):
Gonna hit queensway shopping centre with mellifoo to get camp stuffs.I can't wait for camp to comeee!(: Kayaking esp:D I want to sun tan (: (:
(sorry for being so random and jumping from topics to topics)
Just finished my maths tution ohmygod.Chapter 3 quadratic equations and inequalities is so damn difficult please ): I had a huge huge headache during th tuition,luckily it's only during th last few minutes.I wanted to sleep before tht,but he came early tsk ): Chapter 3's damn difficult,I can't understand.Gotta practise on it later yeahh.
K I dont know what to blog now!I'm going to blog about something funny,but I guess those who do frequent runs will be interested(or not) only lah.
Like runners,have you guys ever remembered what goes through your mind when you run(maybe 2.4)?Some just had th intention of completing th run and nothing else,some take th runs in fail-fail-luh,last-last-luh manner,while some i-better-get-first-or-mummy-will-kill-me.Oh,just kidding.
I remember during sec 2 or when,Yongkian told me he closes his eyes and listen to song/hum music to divert his "tiredness" (what english) . So happily I thought it was useful.So I tried.So I banged on the fence and fall!Argh $%#%^&% ! LOL.Kind of stupid ah.People close to me should I have totally NO SENSE OF DIRECTION and I can't walk in a straight line.(YES,i can't walk in a straight line,i'll fall into th patch of grass or on the road.that's why nadia often asks me to walk in the middle) What's more,to run.-___-
But ever since last year holiday or so,netballers do frequent runs,as frequent as every training.Well I did try to close my eyes occasionally,I can't deny it won't help cause sometimes it really works!You just close your eyes when you're at one bus stop, and th next moment you might be at another!I know it's a bit exaggerating cause there'll definitely be curves right.Occasionally open your eyes will die meh.Zzz.(k fine,i'm not encouraging you to do that so PLEASE PLEASE dont try.You shall be a pig if you do)
So what do I think of during 2.4 runs?I
-hum songs to myself and just keep running and running.
-will tell myself it's only half a round left although i just started the run.
-will imagine other schools' netballers running infront (-.-!!) and start chasing the imaginary netballers 0.0
-really motivate myself and tell myself to persevere on.
-During before-zonals period,I say to myself"west zone top 4" for every 4 steps I take.Okay,that's stupid,I know.
Well,people say competitions are good.But for me it's a totally different case.When anyone over takes me,yes I'll try to catch up.But if she/he overtakes me like 20m or what,I'll not compete with him/her anymore.And yes,I wont jog or what,I'll start walking -___- Because practically I have no motivations already.But looking from another perspective,it kind of works cause whenever someone's about to overtake me,I'll start sprinting to stop that,cause I know I'll stop if he/she overtakes me.Yah.K,actually I dont know why I'm saying all these.Maybe cause I have nothing to blog about -__-
DAMNNN.I forgot what to buy for camp ah!I remember some here and there,now I totally forgot -.- I hate this kind of feeling.):
This morning I wanted to warm up the rice,I warmed for like 20 minutes ,nothing happened for nuts!): Wanted to ask melli.foo since she's online also but decided not to cause I feel she'll not know also LOL . So asked stanley and okay, he teached me steps by steps but in e end,we found the reason! Tag your guesses!:D
Okay,I've got tonnes to blog about! But once melli.foo talk to me on msn now,i totally forgot!Blame her!
JOCELYNNNN(:
Friday, February 15, 2008, 4:21 AM
:D Back to update.Happy Valentine's Dayyy! :D
That was yesterday though.LOL.So yeah,went to school and got my first valentine's day from PEISI mummmyyyy :D Love her tonnes.Followed by Hwaiyi haha.Then Peiling!:D I love her present pleaseee(:Her present is still @ my house.(secret)Headed to classroom,and then to chinese.Chinese was okay,but I'm so afraid Mdm yong would call me suddenly to answer questions.But it's always shaotao,peisi,yongkian,dan.c,samuel,cindy and all,so I guess I dont have to get so scared haha:D
Chemistry was alright,learnt bout covalent bonds,it was alright but kind of difficult for me to digest ): Gotta revise already.Recess was okay.Went around giving presents :D A maths test was bad.I just did th similar question before th day and I got it wrong ROARS. ): History was good,asked Mr Tan some questions and zmg,I answered randomly and got it correct =X Briefing on camp,I'm damn looking forward to camp please!Esp kayaking yo!:D
Training was good,but then bad.Ran 2.4km and broke my own record 10.20+minutes.First round was 4.51 but I slowed down and ran 5 minutes+ for th second time.Very disappointed with myself,because I stopped.Although it's only like 10 steps,just felt I could do better yeah.Maybe I wasn't persistant enough.And worse still I stopped right at 100m before th finishing line wtf . I told myself to persevere but yeah,failed to do so.
After that,did drills and then th 3 lines down th court thing.Felt really redundant.Headed home after that.
FRIDAY!:D
Chinese was okay.Stuffs on lu xu and some authors I've never heard before in my entire life yeah.Was shown a video during th lesson and I had problems identifyinq who's luxu please-.- Dismissed on time(uh) and headed for english.Miss Ratna taught us on improper situational writing.Ultra coolness:D Oh,got my presents from Daniel.l,Thoven,Amanda,Gideondaddy:D and Zhenyi ! <3 After that it's total defence day thingy.I think th talk kind of works for me,though I find th speaker super lame.LOL.I shall rmb to off th stove whenever I cook 0,0 Went to see some fire extinguishing demonstration,then off to HCL.
Continued th video thingy.Then read 3 pages of some compositions,then mdmyong went out to get chocos for us.ZengLaoShi played some songs for us,damn nice please! Mdm yong came back and can see she's kind of unhappy with th song-playing thingy.It's just some relieving-stress stuff yeah.I kinda not like th way she treats zenglaoshi.Everytime we greet finish her she'll call us sit and stuff,she forgot zenglaoshi's there ): And lots of actions can see lah.She just made Zenglaoshi's existence so insignificant.But I like zenglaoshi!:D
Headed for netball after that,ran 1 round only because there seem to be needles poking on my ribcage ROARRRRR.Did maths work after that,then went up to hand in tht time saw mr tan and mr koh ZMGGG mr tan is damn helpful please!He helped us with th ss work cause we didnt understand thanks a lot manzxz.oh yah, thanks to mr koh too for helping us hand in homework hahah :D Had a hard time finding for MrCheng to pass him the class relay system thingy :(
Went down,played a bit of tennis & then slacked around.Played frisbee with badminton players after tht,damn fun please!It was a good game,well,at least a game which I feel I wasn't redundant yeah.LOL. Headed home with ting,talked bout women' stuff.I shall PRAY for dar :D
Received many candies and goodies from beloveds during valentine's day THANKS A LOT EVERYONE :D
Yongkian-Nicely-wrapped(I shall be nice) candies+chocos and th lovely card! ( th lips are not that ugly lah.LOL)
Peisi-For the lovely candies+chocos ! :D Love you nah x3 I'm your cutest daughter right:D
Hwaiyi-For th ferrero rocher! Old old ahma.LOL.Jiayou for kidol!:D
Sherwin-For th DAMN BIG heart cookie:D Though it's not chocolates,it's okay because IT TASTED EQUALLY GREAT :D It was damn nice okay:D Thanks(:
Amanda-For the card and packed candies+chocos.Yeah lah,I'll love you more k!:D
Zhenyi-For th packed chocos+candies and th card.I DONT HAVE RETARD PIG FACE.you do:D
Doreen-For th packet of sweet!Sorry I was damn tired when you gave it to me so I didnt have any reactions =X Happy valentine's day th genius!(oh,only for once!)
Kaizhun-For th ferrero rocher!Surprised siah!:D
Daniel.L-For th packed candies+chocos.That was sweeeeeet :D
Peiling-For th glass with marshmallows OMG (: It was damn pretty and sweet k!ily lah;D
Ginny-For th chocolate,ANGRY THOUGH.CAUSE YOU DIDNT GIVE ME TH BASKETBALL ONE.):
Thoven-For th packed chocos and candies.I was damn amazed by your creativity can!Seaweed to wrap.Omg,I swear I've never thought of that!:D
Gideon-For th 10+ jelly :D You asked me keep it but in e end I damn good,I distributed okay!:D In th end left 1 for myself ONLY.):
Nadia-For a lot of things.CHOCOLATES,BEARBEAR,SOAP,LOLLIPOPS.Thanks yeahhh :D
The school?-For th jelly.Though I'm not really sure it's from who yeah.(:
MdmYong-For th chocolates!Happy.vday :D
I seriously hope I didnt miss anyone out BECAUSE my mind is in a whirl now =/ Yeah,now my house is all CHOCOALTES,CANDIES,LOLLIPOPS,BEARS AND STUFF. I need to finish them quickkkk!(:
Okay.Camp's coming!DAMNNNN LOOKING FORWARD.Esp to Kayaking & Cycling.Hopefully it wont rain.*choychoy* We'll be sleeping in tents,I seriously hope there wont be any sandflies biting me man ): I wanna get sunburn thoughhh :D It's gonna be a tough camp,esp th kayaking yeah.I hope to achieve a breakthrough by persevering (: No water=):): But still,LOOKING FORWARD:D BUT then again,lots of stuff to pack):
Oh,did i mention my bro went taiwan again?Like thrice in half a year.He's rich ah roar.
K i'm tired.I'm alone @ home.so yah,bye!:D
Thursday, February 14, 2008, 3:55 AM
happy valentine's day.):
Monday, February 11, 2008, 7:24 AM
people short post today oright.sick,so went school only during recess.didnt want to go initially but i suddenly remembered th english thingy so i went.
failed maths mini test and just passed my chem test buck up jocelyn you gotta buck up manzxz.
survived chem,english(without teacher) and physics.
headed to pizza hut and had lunch there (oops!i forgot i'm sick) did english and maths in e library.
it's like 11.30pm now,still early for me but gotta turn in early becos' i'm not feeling well now.but am proud of myself because i finally know how to do all th maths questions . though they're simple questions but it's been damn long since i know how to do a maths worksheet every question k. so yah,no matter th ans right/wrong,at least i tried hwahwa.
gotta revise maths soon talking to gideon choo now he's god damn funny please!(:
k bye,netball training resumes tmrw,i can't wait!:D spent many many money(what good english) today and i felt rotten shucks. byeeeeeeeeee!
to ________ : you may forgive and forget what ____ has done,but can you assure ____ will never repeat th history? cheer up loveee i'll be here (8
i.cant.wait.for.netball.training.to.resume. :D
Saturday, February 9, 2008, 8:28 PM
CNY's been sucha disappointment D: Actually I wanted to jio some peeps out for a midnight movie till I just realised,SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW.ahh,fuck.Why is CNY holidays so short manxzx D: How I wish there're 15 days of holidays.That'll be good!(: Ok,coming back to reality,which means I gotta finish up getting-back-to-school-stuff today ): (i'm hungry,random) TOTALLY NO CNY MOOD CANXZXZ. And I think this year's CNY defeats th purpose of having CNY can.Okay,I dont know what i'm talking -________-ANYWAY,gonna talk bout my CNY yah. wordy-pictures=wordy post without pictures.
CHUXI :D
Went to school for celebrations.On duty and gotta take care of old folks.Talked to an old lady,aged like 79 years old BUT she doesn't look like one please.She looks like only 50+ OKAY.Talked to her,and she's really DAMN FRIENDLY OKAY!:D Realised she's a singer in malaysia when she's a teeen and she started singing HER VOICE DAMN GOOD OKEHHXZX . She performed on e stage after that,she did a fab job :D Upon seeing all these old folks..dont know why,just felt that gotta cherish people around me more(: Dance was fabulous!But too short already ): The rest was okay-okay :D
Didnt know where to go,so went to limbang maac and find ansong+gang with dc aloy ting and dan.l Suddenly feel like playing block catching.So went to some playground,and then to yewtee there and play blind mice -.- After which played block catching.I dont dare play alone canz.Went with Ansong once and wahlaoeh,catcher came and he pangseh-ed me WTF D: Didnt really run , just walk and walk and purposely got caught -.- Cause I was lazeh. After that I fell while walking down th stairs D: Stopped because felt a lil emo and stuff ah.Headed home.
Bathed and stuff, went to grandma's house for reunion dinner.Like totally not a reunion dinner.Didnt sit together to lao yu sheng or what,just take a plate,take food and sit down eat.INDIVIDUALLY somemore okay ): ): After that not much of laughters,just sit around slacking feeling bored -.- Reunion dinner ehz.
CHUYI!:D
Headed to grandma's home & slackedddd.Headed to my greatgrandma home and bai nian (: Slacked around,did nothing but sitting on th chair cause some I dont even know them-.- Left after awhile to my jiujiu house and slacked again -.- Did nothing while th rest gambled.Went back to my small aunt's house and did nothing again.Fell asleep on th sofa):
CHUER!:D
Went to my aunt's house at night , had dinner and gambled.Won bout 30$ yeah.:D This time was better cause we got entertained by my daddy he's damn funny please HAHAHA. Drove home & went yew tee mac to buy supper YAYYYY (:
CHUSAN!:D
CHUSAN WAS TH BEST PLEASEEEEE!:D Supposed to meet up with 2A-ians(LOVEEE!) at 11.45am k i reached at bout 12.15 BUT I WASN'T TH LATEST OKAY.I'm actually on th dot.Just that I took th wrong train to marsling line -.- Went Miss Lim's house and slacked about.DAMN NICE TO SEE 2A-IANS GATHERING AROUND OKAY (: Gambled 1$ by 1$ , won like 40$ I think.After that we ate STEAMBOAT <3 and chatted lots with Miss Lim!:DIt feels good man :D :D After that just slack about(BUT IT WASN'T BORING:D) and JOYYYY or is it yoyo ? ran out of th house OMG . Everyone sia dao can ! Then MissLim hurry go get th lash while th guys went chasin after it.After which found him at another house 2 houses away from Miss Lim's yeap.He refused to move until th owner lured him out with satays HAHAAH.Went back and omg.Miss Lim took th cane and went hitting him saying "bad dog!naughty dog!" So scary okay .. But can see how much Miss Lim's so afraid of letting him get into trouble(: After that we left,thank you to miss lim for being such great host:D
Headed to HY's house yay!Played cards,lost a bit but not a lot.People started leaving and left a few of us.So played mahjong and okay lah,i won a few HAHA. HY's parents started frying food for us THANK YOU :D Played until like 6pm+ and left.Thanks a million to hy+his parents (:
Rushed to aunt's house and had mushroom+cream pasta.Tasted not bad,but I wanna make fun of aunt so didnt tell her HAHA.Had pizza+toast+sandwich+apple+chicken wings also.I dont know why th hell I feel so hungry at her house HAHA. Then gambled,lose damn lots): Ask me th figure if you want.Everyone lost except for my grandpa,he won like 2000$ ? Omgggg.My whole family lost D: My grandpa's god damn impatient,well,shall not elaborate on it.Hate to sit beside him can -.- I stopped gambling then I played with th kids . They're damn cute please!Esp kelly,she's damn good in english and I believe she'll grow up to be a true beauty with wits (: WENT HUNGRY AGAIN-.- So yeah,ate corns .Damn soft though HAHA. Slacked around,headed back home and slept(:
Dont think going anywhere today,maybe my aunt's house?Gotta start clearing my revisions and homework cause schoool's starting tmr.SUCKS LAH ): so yeah,till then.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008, 1:19 AM
Everyone say " YAYYYYYYYYYY!" with me! :D Whyyyy? (: Cause I'm going to blog a proper post today :D :D Hehe okay lameee.Let's talk bout yesterday's game.We won,36-27. Last match of e season,and I think it's prolly our best game yeah!Good job teeeeeeam :D :D Love you guys so.After that did th MrChoo's gift and went to see doctor.Damn funny please.
-Doctor takes my blood pressure,rose to like 170-
J:OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!i got high blood pressure is it!!
-The thingy drops and end up i'm like 60+70+ -.-
Call me paranoid or what but i freaked out please!
Today!Was really tired cause I slept at bout 3.I dont know why I'm sleeping like so late recently ): Woke up and headed to school . Had english test zmg it's damn difficult please >.< this =".=">.<>
Saturday, February 2, 2008, 4:47 AM
A penny for thought.Sometimes I get really irritated and annoyed when I see variety shows giving out thousands/ten thousands every single week.y' know,lots of shows do that.when they've got th money to like actually just ring some random people and ask them guess some stuff and get th money , why can't they just donate to th charity. oh,they call those people fortunate. then who are those unfortunate people who barely have e money to survive through one meal ? reality is this realistic afterall. 2:41 AM
Okay,I'm finally going to blog a proper post yeh -.-But I've got a great news to share ! :D :D
I JUST SURVIVED A 2-HOUR LONG MATHS TUITION WITHOUT FEELING SLEEEEEPY :D
That's awesome right! HAHA.But on another note,I was so PISSED OFF this morning manzx.Ask Dan.c,YK,ZY and sanmao ! In e end,I heck cared what happen and chose e decision which I think is right. Headed to Dan's house with Daniel.c,Yk and sanmao.On e way to lot one with daniel and zy we spotted condoms around th floor ZMGGGGGGG :D So funny please. Anyway,back @ Daniel.C's house , I was damn curious and go explore th house myself :D :D A bit rude but in living room lele so friendly canxzx ! :D Lele very friendly to me,maybe bcos' I'm th only girl (: (: He super cuteee okay! (: Keep talking to me worhxzx ! HAHA.Did english thingy,and filmed some SUPER HILAROUS STUFF.I bet our videos' gonna be DAMN funny please! HAHA. I can't stop laughing,captured some NGs but got deleted in th end cause memory not enough ROAR.Anyway,it was damn fun please!
Headed home for tuition,): Missed so many fun stuff I guess ): ANYWAY,let's talk about th weeeeekkk! :D
-Collected my photo and fuck bcos' it's so damn fugly ):
-Won Unity & BBss :D
-Suaned DADDY CHOOOOOOO :D like nobody's business!
-LOTS OF HOMEWORK AND TESTS.but i survived (:
-Passed my english diagnostic test!(:
-Enjoyed SS' lessons! I love MrChoo!Th way he teaches etc.(As in a teacher)
-Juniors lost th match by 3.Wasted!):
-I survived chinese lessons.I can do it!(:
Okay,new year's coming ZMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :D Smsed Miss Lim just now to ask if we can bai nian her house. Okay shucks,it's go her house bai nian.(I kept mixing it up!) And she's like very enthu! She's like sureeee!:D So there you go,any 2A'07 reading my blog :D
It's on chu san,a saturday I think.Miss Lim asked if we want any steamboat lunch or whatsoever.So if we want,she can provide the pot and soup,while each of us bring different stuff like (crabmeat etc) EASY RIGHT! Esp when we're 2A :D :D So yeah,spread th message around and LET'S GO CRAZY AS A CLASS AGAIN :D ZMG.I'm so excited! :D
Ykian say hwaiyi asked us to go his house bai4 nian2,I think before that going nikar/whoever house bai nian first then Ykian wants to watch movie I think.ZMG.This is SO cooooool :D I can't wait to hang out with crazy people yo (: I CAN'T WAIT LAHZZ.
Back to netball,monday's gonna be our last match ): I'm gonna fight real hard,and show that kranji netball IS something (: and not nothing.Keep a look-out!(:
Anyway,HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE :D WISH YOU HAVE MANY MANY ANG BAO WORHXXZZZZZ . :D
Going get new bag(if possible,my converse one has a bloody hole) , water bottle and many new year stuff tomorrow! :D :D
New year's arriving,and I'm not afraid of putting weight @ all ! :D :D Cause firstly,I HATE BAH KWA.(kwa kwa kwa ...) CAUSE IT'S PORK.EH I LOVE PIG OKAY.You might think it's silly to hate eating bahkwa cause it's pork but , ok you won't understand.I hate those chinese new year goodies like pineapple tarts(ok maybe i eat them but when i eat 4 or 5 i'll get sick of it) loveletters(it makes me feel unhealthy so i dont eat them) those nuts and stuffs,I hate them.
The things I love during CNY are :
- REUNION DINNER :D Because it's when th whole family ( not only my family BUT my grandparents,aunts,uncles,daddy and mummy get together! :D ) For my family it's once-in-a-while thingy , we hardly catch up with each other so yeah, a great time to share what we've been through th past long year! This is also a time where everyone laughs together and stuff yeap.They say christmas is a season to share joy , I feel that CNY's one too ! (:
- ANG BAOS <3 Okay,actually you can't really call me money-minded.Because I'm just being truthful.For all children,they will DEFINITELY look forward to receiving angbaos because they are not th ones forking th money out ( hahahaha!) What's more is that I can keep all my angbao money $.$ But this year I've decided to spend them wisely though :D :D
-SHOU3-ING YE4 I think it's fun! Like you sleep late late just to help your parents live a long life.Isn't it very very meaningful?Although it's a myth,but it shows how many children actually would do that for their parents to live nong nong ! :D I shall do that too,and of course it's not a problem to me for night's always been young for me :D :D
- Going house to house to bai nian . Just catching up with some relatives and stuff,it's fabulous! :D
I CAN'T WAIT FOR CNY YAY :D
imsorrybutletsforgeteverythingshallwe.
Friday, February 1, 2008, 4:02 AM
FINALLY WEEKENDS' HAVE ARRIVED BUT I'M GOING TO BE D.A.M.N BUSY WITH TUITION ): I'M SO SICK OF HAVING TUITION ! D: 该放手时，我一定会放手。<3