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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Sunday, December 28, 2008, 6:39 AM
Past.
Was feeling bored.So decided to go read my private blog in the past.Then I came across this post when we lost the crucial game with WWSS to see who goes into the second round.netball.
lost th match against wss today.i donno...i really dont know.i wanted to win badly.it's just a 2 goals difference yet we've disappointed coach again and again.could see coach was really disappointed @ us. i'm disappointed as well too.very very disappointed.we were down by 4 during e first quarter.and we fought hard.we really fought hard.we tied,and was up by one e third quarter,last quarter,we lost to confidence. we lost by 2 . i really didnt want this to happen.after th game,i dont deny i'm really disappointed with myself. but i didnt cry.devi and nadia cried. i thought i was strong.i thought.coach talked to us, and we're really really disappointed.we got on e small bus and i sat alone. i dont know . i really dont know.i feel really lost @ that moment. i didnt know what i want.i only know i'll treasure e chance if i get to play again.i thought i wouldnt cry because after all these shit things that happened to me,i'm alive,and kicking. but,i just looked out of e window,and tears just come dropping down leaving me helpless. i couldnt stop e tears,i couldnt stop feeling lousy inside.i really want to win e match. i really want to show that kranji netball team is capable of doing something. But i swear i did my best. i did aim before i shoot,i did control my timing.but we just lost it all . )'= i just cried so so so badly on th bus . i feel lousy. i feel down . i feel disappointed . i feel crushed.
West zone 09'.It may seem like another season again but it really matters a lot to me. It's my last year playing for Kranji already.I really really hope to achieve something for the school.I dont want history to repeat itself again.I wanna rewrite history.
I don't want to step out of the court regretting and crying.Each time we play there's only one chance.If you lose that chance that's it.You won't have the second chance anymore.I want to step out of the court smiling with victory.
It's a gift.It's a gift when you have the chance to play hard on court.So cherish the gift and make the best out of it.
Jiayou team.
xjxj.