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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu Yi
Kranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Saturday, December 20, 2008, 12:02 AM
:'(

Can't wait for zonals to start.But yet I can't stop questioning myself if we're prepared to fight hard on court.Having no proper trainings in December is really miserable enough so we really gotta work extra hard in self trainings.Yet occassionally we hear people grumbling bout runs,drills,and even courtgames.What's the purpose of trainings if it's slack?We dont train for the sake of training.We train to improve ourselves.If we want a slack training why not stay at home? We can't attend self-trainings and say"Huh,very tiring leh." It really doesnt work this way netbies.I really hope this team can make it through and is willing to work hard together. Yes we can play hard,but let's work hard too.I guess everyone's having this mentality that zonals is still far.

I'm damn worried.We don't have friendly matches or games to improve our courtwork anymore.All we have is just each other and self-discipline.We really got to work DAMN hard together. It seems as though people still lack of this sense of urgency.We dont have any more time people.So let's do this together,okay?

I really hope netbies will be more serious during self-trainings and put in more effort in doing courtgame or drills.That's only all that I'm asking for.

Remember,

If you want something,you have to work hard for it.

I am damn affected. Stumbled across something and it totally tore my heart apart. I'm totally shattered into pieces.Perhaps I really should not force my ambitions on others. It's time to let go. It's my fault after all.I'm such a selfish bitch who only thinks of myself.Whatever I do I only think of me and my dreams.

I am damn tired.I really hate thinking over all these stuffs and I know I don't want to.But I can't help it.It's so stinging.And I am really really damn tired already.

I think I failed rather terribly.Because I am damn demoralised now.