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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008, 3:33 AM
Passion.
Yesterday'sYes I do agree with Melissa.I can't expect each and every one in e team to share the same amount of passion as me.But all I wish for is for everyone to attend the training willingly and punctually,to be commited to the team.Is that too much to ask for?Initially no doubt the tears contained a tinge of anger.But later,I found out those were tears of disappointment.I always thought they were only being playful but still passionate bout the sport but boy I was wrong.So wrong.I never knew passion could be measured by cca points.I never knew the passion for the game worth merely a few cca points.I thought we could go through this together.I thought.They were the players whom I once respected,the players whom I greatly feel that they've got a lot of potential.I didn't dare to believe the fact that they would all agreed upon this reckless decision.I know it's not possible to get everyone commited in such a big group.But I can't stop feeling disappointed and bothered by this.Situation can't change but attitude can.No matter what happen,even if we use force or punishment to bring them back and attend training would they still train with the burning passion and desire?
I've always admired the basketballers.They may have internal conflicts or whatsoever.But I could see the desire in their eyes.Strong and burning desire.When you see them train,you know they want it.Back home in the bus today I saw the basketballers playing.Although it's from a distance I could see how hard they were fighting.I could see how much they want to achieve. All I hope is for everyone in e team to share the same passion,to share the same desire.Maybe we've not gone through much of the intensity but willingness is one factor.
But it still boils down to one statement - I cannot control others' desire nor passion.I cannot dominate their feelings nor thinkings.I'm at a loss too.Disappointment.Helpless.And many other more emotions.They've got potential and I know they are more than who they are now.So why don't they train hard and unleash their potential?All that I can is to hope.It's all up to them now.Whatever it is,I really really wish that we can go through this together AS A TEAM.
Trainings.Not having trainings during December at all is really totally absurd.I can't blame the teachers though because they're right-With no teachers around nobody is to be responsible for our safety.But do you know that West zone is in January?December is such a crucial month yet we can only use to train ourselves physically.However the teachers did give some leeway and agreed to increase trainings in November.But again,I've got nothing to say.
Maybe you say I'm overreacting or too exaggerating but I swear I am so disappointed.Dont know what I'm disappointed in but I'm still hoping now.Those thoughts simply can't stop lingering in my mind.I have a throbbing headache I swear I dont wanna think so much anymore but I can't.Those thoughts just come and go as and when they like I can't even control them.I am really bothered by it.But ask me wht's bothering me.I dont know too.
I have so much trust and belief in the team.I really hope we can do this together,as a team,in one accord.I really hope so. Because there's still time.To share a common goal,to fight a same dream.
xjxj.