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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Thursday, October 9, 2008, 3:55 AM
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Exams are finally over!I guess for everyone it certainly calls for a celebration.However unexpectedly,I felt quite neutral bout yay-exams-over-kind-of-thing.Was taken aback by my emotions because I remembered how much I wanna end this struggle.But anyway,I did it.I guess everyone has too. No more mugging till 1am+,no more spotting of questions etc! I love!Heehee.But I swear I'm damn sick with the sickening sorethroat GROANZ.During the exam period I'm not as tired as now though.Seriously dont know why hmm.
Anyway,Amaths paper was generally manageable yeap.So at least an A for me plzzz.And I would admit I'll get sad if I get lower than 55 for this paper.But anything more than that is of course fine la HAHA.
Headed to Causeway point after the whole thang.Oh before tht I wanted to show off to Yongkian that I hav 15 minutes to check but he just HAVE to shoot me back by saying he's got 1 hour.Groanz.
Headed to the banquet(?) to hav lunch had laksa and yes I swear the laksa sucks to the maxxxxxxxxx! No taste+too much oil+too much noodles! Barely finished itttt. Crapped bout many thang during lunch but I wasn't being very engaging in the conversation because I am like damn tired.
Then talked bout studies.Although it's a topic randomly brought up it did bring me some reflection.Like suddenly I felt the stress to grow up.Like talking bout dropping pure science,entering JCs ,going to work next time.I just can't imagine myself going through these phases of life.Like..I'm quite lost now.Studying every single day in preparation for exams,yet I dont know what I exactly want.But I believe everyone has the same thinking too.Like do you exactly know what course to take?Or what's more the occupation you would like to hav?I mean it's like time waits for no man,it just slips through every single day.And it's like yes,I know I'm studying now because I need to hav good results to get into a good jc to get into university you-know-the-standard-expectations but at the end of the day do I know what I exactly want?It's like you study so hard but you dont know what you want in the end..So in the first place why study?I remember I briefly mentioned bout my tutor telling me bout saying having good results is to let you to determine others and not let others to determine you.Well I guess in certain ways it do makes a lot of sense yeah.But srsly I dont know wht I want to be now.I hope I'm having this feeling because I'm still young,uh young to know what I rly want to be. I used to harp on how much I wanna open a netball shop to introduce netball to everyone but will the ambition last as I grow up? But to sum it up I guess the reason why we study so hard is probably because that it's a priority of a student.Hmmm.But will we remain as students forever?
Zmg I think I typed too much.Just hafta let out my thoughts once in a while.But seriously don't know,cause it's rly a very briefly brought up topic yet it triggered my thoughts.
Anyway,slacked around Causeway mall till 2.20pm when we caught Connected.It's niceee! And when I say it's nice it's nice because I rarely praise a movie okay HAHA.Yeah,I guess it's more of thrilling than scary.Like thrilling is a better term to describe it.Anyway,highly recommended cause I feel tht there was a right amount of humour instilled in it to ease the tension haha.
Headed home after that.
Hmm,I wanted to do so many things during e exam period but I feel rly restless now.So ironic right haha.But anyway,I'll be hyper back tml!!! I hope.Haha.
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Sometimes I wish I can rly be that strong.Really.