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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Wednesday, October 15, 2008, 4:49 AM
Crap.
Interclass games were fineee but it was really tiring going around keeping the scores! I'm sickkkkk.Down with sore throat and I cant stop coughing ):Got back my results.All suck like seriously.Totally no As at all except for my Maths and thts all . ): This is like damn ironic cause maths is the subject that pulled me down during sec 1 and sec 2.And yes,I failed my chemistry miserably.I wouldnt deny that I was quite disappointed when I first know bout it but after that it was fine.Like still a tinge of disappointment but yes,it's over so what for think about it right?Anyway,zmgg my english letter got 24/30!! But it's because of Mr Ong's leniency I guess.
First time failed my major exams,no doubt its really very disappointing to me but just now I was sitting on e sofa thinking..Why do so many of us care about what appears on the results slip?Including myself,that I wouldnt deny.But after all is the result slip a testimonial of the amount of efforts we put in or it's just a piece of paper that reminds us that we have to do better? We worked so hard,from sec 1,then sec 2,next sec 3,in e end sec 4,just for a major exam which is O levels.So why do we care so much about having a lot of Cs / Ds on our results slip?Maybe it affects us dropping to subscience or whatever but do all these results slip really dictate what we will become?
Dropping or not dropping to subscience.I'm really confused over this.People tell me to hold on there.But it's like I know myself very clearly,it's my sciences that are really really pulling me down.Used to be maths and sciences,but now my maths are improving so what're left are my sciences.I seriously cannot make it in Chemistry.Some people choose to stay in pure because they've got the foundation there etc but I swear I've got none.I just don't click with Chemistry nor Physics. They just don't make any single sense to me I swear.I'm totally struggling with my Chemistry,so why not face the fact?If I can't make it,just drop and not struggle to stay there.And I'm not even confident of getting an A or even B3 for both my sciences in O levels.
But on the other hand..not dropping.Means I've got to study really really DAMN hard to score at least a b3 or distinction in O levels.And is that possible? Like I've always said..nothing is impossible but I really don't know how far my determination can bring me when I'm studying/doing something which I DONT enjoy studying/doing at all.Physics yes,very interesting but Chemistry,not enough to interest me I guess.Studying hard.. I'm willing to but how far can I go?I really dont know. But usually when I set my mind onto something I swear no matter how much I dislike it I'll give my 100% best.But time is another factor..
I really dont know to drop or not to.Hmm. Or maybe I'm only given one choice..which is to drop.Hmmm. But anyway,O levels is then the big thing(:
I need opinionss!!
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