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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Saturday, August 16, 2008, 11:35 PM
I have aspirations.
So many unspoken words kept inside my heart.Michael Phelps won his 8TH GOLD MEDAL TODAYYYYYYYYYYYY (: Awesome!
Watched him compete in the 4X100m relay just now and his nickname as a flying fish is not called for nothing.He's rly rly rly awesome.Checked him out on e net and guess wot ! He shares the same birthday as meee SO COOL RIGHT HAHA I KNOW :D Hotstuff totallllyyyyy!
Heh.I'm like anticipating Singapore and China's match later TABLE TENNIS TEAM JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU THE GOLD MEDAL PLZ (8 Hoho.'ve watching e Olympics since morning and woah sometimes when I watch them I feel like taking up volleyball,badminton and table tennis.Like so cool especially volleyballlll I shall try them when I grow up yayyyy:D Cool cool.
Ahhhh I dread Chemistry tomorrow.I know I'll fail Chemistry but plz,don't let me fail too badly.I'll be really sad if I do because it's the subject I really really worked very hard for.But reality is always against me rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .Like I don't even dare to face Mr Shasi now ):
Just had my lunch cooked by my brother and I SO COOOOOOOOOLIO!:D 've been a long time since we're actually so close and crapping but it feels great,rly. (: My lunch is soooooo nice!Anybody wanna hire me?(: I cook the best yo.
Boreddddd.Is there netball training tml?I hope yes!'ve been a veh long time since I've sweat it outtttt (:
Talked to Brandon last night and I started to think a lot after that.Where have my aspirations gone to?Is my passion for netball running out?Did I feel this way because it's been a long time I've played in competitive games thus I had nothing to spur me on?Or was I tired of the sport?Was it because I haven't been training so I felt weird playing my favourite sports?One question,yet so many many answers.Have been questioning myself every single day.Where's the Jocelyn who used to feel so carefree on the court?Who used to go home with a smile,feeling satisfied even when the training was tortorous.The one who used to be so active during training,finding a purpose in every single drill. I rly rly don't want to feel this way because somehow deep inside my heart I still find the lil satisfaction I get. It doesn't matter if I attend training.Because what matters to me is for me to attend training happily. What's with me.I still give my best,I still fight hard on court,yet I feel so restricted.And it's as though I'm starting to seek other sports.I'm so confused.For I still yearn to get my passion back.I know it's not over.Time.Maybe all I need is time and intensity to find back the me in me.
It's been long.
xjxj.