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HELLOOOOOOOO :D I'm back from SSC selection camp yo!:D It was a rly fun and good experience,because it was prolly considered the first official event secondary 3s have conducted!:D But really have to thank some seniors who actually made the effort to come and offer a helping hand!(: So,let's start!:D

First day.
Woke up at like 5am?! I slept at 2am+ the previous night(Okay maybe morning) because I was chatting.Chionged and stuff,reached school at bout 6.35am and a lot of people have reached.The sec 2s damn punctual?! Anyway,settled down and I'm facilitator for GROUP ONEEEEEE together with Gladys!:D Our group have Moses,Malcolm,Azfar,Farizul(Zul),Lyndi,Luyi and Xiumin yo!:D Nice people,nice facilitators HAHA.

Started trekking and the mood was rly low in the beginning.Like super quiet.Gladys and I zi-highing LOL. Anyway,the games are damn fun okay!:D Reached checkpoint 4,made a wrong turn which made us walk extra 2km I think?We're the first group to set off,but the last group to arrive.But it's okay,because in the midst of helping them along during the trekking,the trek also tested my patience and determination. Yeah,can see my group members are really really tired,BUT I'M SUPER PROUD OF THEM because they've completed the trek!:D Bused to campsite.Aircon,wowwww!:D

The campsite was generally okay.The dorms are somewhat like the secondary 2s dorm,just that it's cleaner.Settle down,had our lunch which is chicken rice.Ate with our rice like DAMN COOL?:D Heehee,settled some stuff and off we go KAYAKINGGGGGG (: Didn't go down kayaking because we didn't want to get wet and only limited spaces.So yeah,slacked around at the kayaking area and see Doreen zihighing!LOL.Super funny plz. MrSiah was super super super super cute okyyyy!:D

Heard that it was the sec 2s first time kayaking. Glad that they enjoyed it heehee:D Rafting next,our group damn united okay?!:D And our raft didn't sink HAHA. It was damn fun lah.The sun was very warm(what english) during evening.At the same time,Gladys and I didn't forget to camwhore and occasionally shout at mr yeo asking him to help us take pictures HAHA ;D Yeah,was really really damn wet after that so we bathed!:D

Had dinner,then a nightwalk. I was super hyper on the first day.But I sort of have extreme moodswings.Like when I'm hyper,I'm super super noisy.But when I'm tired,I'm super super quiet.Nightwalk was tired,cause we were sitting on uneven stones! Have the shape somemore okay! Night circle after that and the sec2s gone to bed!:D

Hmm,after ensuring all the stuffs are in place,went to the hall and MrYeo sort of did a debrief on OBS yeap. Slacked around,was REALLY bored because I didn't bring my homework along lah. At 2am finally went up to the dorms and slept because it was really bored.

Woke up at 5+ am and that was when I started to feel really tired. Previous day I was tired,but not really VERY tired.Yeah,I was quieter and I tried my best to keep myself awake because I didnt want the way I portray myself to affect my group.Had breakfast,then morning circle!:D Did johari window and it was really funny yo :D

Best camper award,Azfarrrr :D That damn cute guy!:D I love my group one okay! They rock like totally.Even though when I'm crazy and they just laugh at me HAHA. ;D

The ssc selection camp was quite funny lah. With doreen zihighing and the way others react to her.It was super funny okay. And quite scary.There's once she's covering herself with a towel,then she laughing to the air?!?! I thought she's possessed or what.LUCKILY SHE'S WATCHING A MOVIE.

Anyway,sent the secondary 2 campers off and slacked about.Slept,and had lunch.Then I received a mesage from Azfar whom words really touched me a lot.Although it's a simple message,but I'm really glad they've enjoyed the camp and most importantly,learn something from it (:

Slacked about,and the 6 facilitators became the STATION MASTERS!:D I was in charge of this stations which had 2 activities.Firstly,it's the frisbee came where you have to throw the frisbee and hit the cone.Secondly,it was to bounce the soft ball against the pillar 5 times consecutively. I wanted to use walkie talkie so much but MINE JUST HAVE TO BE BATTERY LOW. ):

The taf club people arrived and our activities started.The first half an hour or so,was practically entertaining myself by talking to myself at the bench bcos nobody came to my station ): LOL.Soon there're people coming in lah.It was really fun watchin them play at all. There's this particular guy I wanted to highlight.He was throwing the frisbee trying to hit the cone.It was really hot and the task was rather difficult.Subhaan took like 15 minutes to finish it.He tried many times,and he has to pick the frisbee up himself.I helped him and after a really long time,he's already like sweating.So I asked him" Do you want to rest and have a drink?" Instantly he replied me shaking his head.Although it's just a simple gesture,I can sense his determination.I'm really touched by that (: No matter how many times his throw missed the cone,he still walked over to there,picked the frisbee up,and try again.I really admire the way he picks himself up. Yup,there're some other campers doing the same thing too. Really happy to see tht. :D It's like,we're learning from them.

There's once got a peak period in the frisbee game.Miss Wong,Subhaan,Weihong,Mr Yeo,Daniel.L and yuting and one of the groups came to play . Wah,subhaan frisbee super super pro but he keep mising it till he's damn pekchek with himself HAHA. I throw a few times and got it,so danced a lil and MrYeo keep imitating me?!? LOL. Yeah, it was damn fun:D Soon,I closed my station and went to play hulahoops!Wahlao,super long time since I play lor.LAST TIME,I rock big time at hulahooping.But now,still can walk with hulahoop but wahlao,everybody laugh at me at my awkward position!Soon MrOng gave a talk and I couldn't help but feeling tired ):

Played dodgeball after tht,it did lift my spirits up yay!:D It was super fun lah,although it was a draw heehee. Yeah,had dinner and watched a movie on McDonalds after that.Slept while others watching because I was really really super super tired. Soon,I was woke up by Zelia and went to the canteen to sleep :D Slept on the benches and I have to say it was quite comfortable :D It was damn cold at night though..

Woke up,breakfast was nasi lemak and it's nicee!:D Had area cleaning and stuff,and headed back to school to clear and keep the logistics stuff!:D Heehee.Slacked about and finally headed to KFC for our lunch.Gossiped a lot with nehnehbird,gladys,ting,zhenyan,yihan and kiayi.DIDN'T KNOW ZHENYAN WAS FROM NETBALL PREVIOUSLY TOO!So I was saying how things would be like if they're still in netball and stuff.Really enjoyed chatting with them because they're a group of passionate players.

I srsly dont know why everytime after a camp I'll not feel hungry and eat exceptionally little. Went to popular after that and homed. Slept for at least 7 hours I think.Heehee.But kinda sad though,it's like only 3 days and it seemed that I've been left out for many things in life/family.But just now,I was too tired to even think bout it. I woke up and it's just the same thing. But it's okay,Jocelyn's a tough and strong girl.I shall not break down anymore.

Yeap,overall the TAF camp and SSC selection camp was super super fun.I wouldn't deny that it's tiring,but I must admit it's very fulfilling too.Because when we're hosting the camp,we're actually learning something from the campers as well.It's really heartwarming to see how the group comes together as time passes.Yup.

Now that I've enough fun,I think it's time to do my homework.School's reopening in a day's time.Like so fast):

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Super random.But,the I-can't-stop-thinking-if-I'm-still-gonna-join-netball-in-the-next-phase-of-my-life just keep happening.I know it's early to say but me being very sentimental..I really don't wish to leave netball for other sports. BUT,having passion for something does not mean you have to be in the CCA right?At the same time,I really hope to try other sports. For your info,I've been thinking of joining squash.Can't deny I'm in a dilemma.Oh well,we shall see how things go.

Another thing,after chatting with Zelia,Zhenyan,Yihan and Yuting (ZZYY!)(that was after when gladys left),the feeling of I-wanna-be-in-top-4-in-west-zone feeling just grew stronger.And I'm gonna play my last zonal in secondary school with all I can.And it's no longer something I work hard for just to pit against the school.It just dawned to me that it's really something I really want.Like how much a performing art group wants a gold with honour. It's gonna be my last year,I wanna make it the best one. And I'll work hard for it.I wanna rewrite Kranji's netball history.

xjxj.