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This song is nice!:D I don't know if it's an old song or what..But it's nice!Try listening to it(:

Yesterday would most probably be my most fearful day.The story goes like this ,

My mommy and sister went to IMM to window-shop.So they called my daddy to drive them home.But when my mommy called my daddy,my daddy told her he got involved in a car accident & not long after the line was cut. My mommy thought his phone is battery flat so she went home with my sister.

When my sister's boyfriend told me bout it,I was shocked and asked if it could be that my daddy got into some conflict with the car driver.Then they fight,the guy push my daddy down some cliff and nobody knows he's there!!(Okay my imagination is damn fertile but you would think this way too right?Tv shows..) Nobody believed what I said. At that point of time,I was rly worried.It was 12am then.

1am,I was sleeping and some discussions disrupted my sleep.I woke up just to realise my daddy's not back yet.Its okay,I thought,since he's always back home so late.

2.30am,he's not back yet.I woke up feeling a lil worried but after some assurance,I dozed off again.

Time check-5am.Not back yet.This time round,I got scared stiff.Images and thoughts rummaged through my mind with every single possiblilty of what could have happened.I sat on the couch and could no longer fall asleep.My brother's awake,my mommy's awake,all feeling jittery and stuff.Actually you might think there's nothing to be scared of,he could be out there for a drink or two,but yeah...he's your daddy.And he just got involved with a car accident.

The phone rang.

Orighto,I shall continue this incident some other time.Maybe when I'm back from OBS or when I feel like blogging today. All in all,it's rly a damn horrifying experience.It's like at that instant moment,you feel very helpless and lost since you can't contact him.You wish he was fine and all,but you don't know his situation.Fertile imagination definitely can take over someone's mind.Gosh.

Anyway,woke up at bout 11am today.Slept rly late last night bcos' of tht.Yeah,woke up and watched "Stuggle and Triumph",the dvd given by the teensgames thingy.I've always wanted to watch but my motherboard siao already.So used my mommy's laptop to watch today.

It was damn inspiring featuring the athletes taking part in the olympics games,struggling with it,and finally overcoming it with triumph!:D So yeah,someday I want to be like them.I wanna be a national player but I always believed it's a dream impossible.But I shall work towards that :D Anyway,back to the DVD,

Stuggle vs Triumph.

So what's your take on this?Is it the struggle that is important,or the triumph?

As quoted from the CD(a bit editted but th meaning's still there),triumph in the olympics games is only a moment of glory,because after 4 years,someone better/stronger will definitely replace you. But for the struggle,will you forget it?You might not be acknowledge for your fighting spirit and effort,but you know it yourself.You know how hard you've fought,what obstacles you've overcome to achieve your goals.Yeap.

I would not go on talking bout this cause I know it'll end up a long post.But what I wanna say is that,everytime after a match/syf competition,you're announced a winner/a gold with honours(btw I always thought COP=copper when it's certificate of participation-.-),you're happy,you're satisfied.But are you having all these emotions because you've won,or your efforts have not been paid off?Think again,is it the struggle or the triumph that rly matters?

"The important thing in life is not the trumph but the struggle.The essential thing is not to have won,but to have fought well."-Baron pierre de Coubertin.

Okay.Next,I'm gonna do some volunteery work during September holidays yo!:D It's always something I yearn to do,but I always procrastinate.The chance is finally here(: I think we're supposed to go to door to door to give our pamphlets to tell the residents bout this event,and the next day we'll be there again to collect the food/stuff and give to the elderlys I think?Coolio.Any joiners?

Oh yeah,gonna form a team with Nadia and some other people to do charity work at homes during the December holidays.Any people wanna join us? :D

These few days before I sleep,I simply can't stop playing the 3 videos of us playing the matches.It was rly damn nice and I rly learn alot from it(: People who want it,meet up with me okay!Since I can't upload to the computer):

Yeap.Update some time others.I'll be away for 5 whole days to OBS,don't miss me okay!:D I think I confirm getting homesick,haven't had a chance to be away from home so many days.But it's gonna be a splendid experience :D My mommy's birthday on the 10th,so,

Happy birthday mommy!:D (And also to Peisi's mommy! teetee) Love you muack muack you.

xjxj.