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Saturday, March 22, 2008, 10:01 PM
Okay,the I-miss-2A post is back.I know I shouldnt be doing this but please,last time okay? I know we should be forward-looking but I promise this will be th last time.No looking back,at least in front of you guys. And yes, I promise in this post,no comparison with 3E.Before that,let's rewind and see what I've blogged on th last day with 2A .
i can't believe today's actually th 2nd last day of school till i chanced upon zhenyi's and yuting's posts. i mean seriously , time flies. it just passes unknowingly in front of you . i can't believe it's been 2 years since i'm in kranji , i can't believe its been 2 years i left delasalle. it just .. flies? zmg,i can't believe it. i remembered that i once said i hate 2A'07 for its no longer th same . but thinking deeper,i'll definitely miss this class , whether or not it's 2A'07 or 1A'06.
secondary one.
i remembered th orientation.
i remembered being th only girl with short skirts and ankle socks.
i remember being caught by a teacher for tucked out shirt.
i remembered i dreaded and judged my class according to th class lists (th names)
i remembered being so unfamiliarised with th new environment and all i had were puiks and bird. everyone were strangers to me .
ORIENTATION ---
i shall only list th memorable ones (:hmm, i remembered thaqif and irwin blowing at my hair in th library zz -,- i remembered samuel,yk,ps,mard,thaqif,laura,irwin,bird and more were once super close and we went to bp for bowling sessions.those days were effing memorable ):
i also remembered yongkian asking me " are you veronica ? " and frankly speaking, when he introduced himself in whatever-stupid-ways , i was kind of disgusted by him . i still tell peisi " aiyah , another attention seeker kind " lol, who knows we're like super close buds now.andandand,this incident i've recalled many times.
orientation.last girl on th list again zz . chatted with daniel chia HAHA
me:"you what cca"
him:"bball"
me:"oo"
him:"captain"
me:"you so fat how can be captian?!"
k lah , i admit i'm being very blunt but its true okay.he's super super chubby @ that point of time hoho.who knows he's super muscular and skinny now =/ zz . another clear evidence of what time can do.
also,yuting dar and ginnyxiaobaobei <3>
showtime.part 1. th clown thingaye.i remember doing th raffia strings.hahah,kind of memorable. asking my mummy help me , doing it when i'm watching tv etc super fun luh (: i'm supposed to be th huo ba , but i dont know why i just broke out during th rehearsals.i didnt dare to face th audience.maybe too stress or what ? had high fever on th recording day , my mummy called miss lim and miss lim asked me to go to school first . yeah , in th end , my fever went till up to 40.9 but i lied to miss lim say 39.4 because she said she's gonna call my parents. but i stayed on to support them . gosh, i was darn drowsy and i was freezing cold in th theatre please >.<
showtime.part 2.th sushi.this time not raffia strings but styrofoam hehs:D i remembered us getting quite low marks for it . and then berenice started crying. th media just came and took down th video.i dont know why,perhaps i'm immature at that point of time and not that exposed to media yet , i just shield ahbird and send a "fuckoff" to th person. i didnt say too loud i hope. then i started crying when i accompanied berenice to th toilet.the feeling is like .. you wouldnt know. when one started crying,you'll think of all thouse hardwork you put in and started crying too . then everyone started crying. esp when we think of miss ng underestimating us,comparing us with 1B at tht time wtf.so th whole class just hugged and cried together under th staircase.that day was really memorable.one of th workers @ mediacorp super good can! (: crack jokes made me laugh.and emilia,melissa and ginny , called to comfort me (: thanks a lot babes.
but it was that day i really felt like a "class" everything just feel so great and awesome. to go through th thick and thin , i like (:in showtime,there're nevertheless some quarrels and disagreements , but we still managed to go through them didnt we ? we've learnt how to cooperate and work as a team,esp when we couldnt meet th deadline. th 1st sec 1 class to participate in such event.and that event caused us recognisation from mdmyong(not all though)and then sec 1 bilingual .
1A's in action again . half th class only though . i remembered being th person pressing th ringring bell ! :D fun fun , and i was th person who help to press th lift number HAHA i swear its freaking fun k! :Dthen teacher's day. remembered how sad we felt when mrkoh and misslim didnt manage to join us for th celebration ) :
then secondary 2A'06.that's when a year flew past , that's when how 2A changed. from th attire(i'm one of them) and attitude.work and studies attitude.attitude towards th teachers,attitude towards studies . everything changed . i remembered mrkoh's talk,that talk was really memorable. it really woke me up . but i seriously feel th talk means not much to some. they just listen,cry and forget.
i must admit 2A did change , but after which they did change for th better. i see th effort in everyone in improving th attitude . at times i really can't deny i'm very sick adn tired of th class, asking them to lower down their volumes , be more responsive and be punctual when it comes to form-handling.but i dont know , all these dislikes' or whatsoever just dissolves at certain point of time when we really come together as a class.
i was really demoralised when mrkoh and misslim said our class isnt' th best class anymore , and thats th fact. but i couldnt swallow down th fact that teachers kept comparing us with 2B/2C . i was really really very disappointed when mrkoh tore down th certificates . i was close to tears. is 2A really not worthy of the award? 1A was , but never 2A .
we did change for th better though.its really kind of ironic , how this class of 40 turns from strangers to close friends. i must say this class has brought me countless of memories , even though some were bad , i still cherish them (: but i guess we've really disappointed mrkoh and misslim up till now, esp with our eoy. i dont know how to make up to them , because this class is over in reality . i dont know if th 1A'06 still existed in their hearts , but it's definitely a class i miss a lot . i've learnt not to compare 1A and 2A anymore . its actually rather shocking to see th change in th class , esp mrkoh . i can sense his disappointment , but i can do nothing , i dont know what to do to salvage this class. i guess i've got no ability. whatever it is , this class only happens once. there can never be another 1A'06 nor 2A'07 as a replacement in our hearts . i dont know if we'll still meet each other next year. i can't deny i'll feel lost without this class.
just imagine,to enter a class next year with no nadia's shouting,no thoven's jokes,no yk's craziness and th laughter of 2A-ians' hearts. i can't take it.i'm afraid of stepping up to another level of my life . i'm scared i wont be able to adapt to th new environment with unfamiliar faces,with different teachers.no more mrkoh's inspirational talks etc etc.somehow at times i really wish everything can pause at this stage but no , life goes on still . people learn to move on , so do i . no matter how much i voiced out my feelings here, 2A'07 is coming to an end as a class. its kind of ironic you see,when good things come to an end , all th bad and good things just surface onto your mind.i miss this class which only happens once,regardless or not its the bad side or good side. for th last time,I LOVE 1A'06/2A'07 ! ♥
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last day of school , totally unbelievable. ):
anyway th morning started off unexpectedly and great-ly . th 2 exemplary students and best class award . teopuiksee got it again , i wasn't that surprised cause its kind of expected lah . tanshaotao neish , a bit unexpected but come to think of it he really contributed quite a lot lah , and th grooming's super GOOD can HAHA :D congrats to my two lovelys! (:
andandand; th best class award! i can't believe 2A got it again.it was indeed very unexpectedly . i didnt even give a darn to the award because i know we wouldnt get it.in th end we get it , super happy okay! shocked too hehs :D nevertheless, 2A ROCKS MY SOCKS ! ♥
after that , we were given 5 minutes to go put our bags . get back to th parade square , was really really hungry and i felt so empty in th stomach . maybe cause i didnt eat dinner and breakfast bah ): headed to th toilet and wash up.first match up , 2E (: supposed to guard isabel but i didnt manage to in th end . th game was a hot one , as in th weather's really hot heh :D won 9-0 in our favour (: they've put up a great fight too ! :D
then , 1st and 2nd placing . was really really scared because 2I has got super tall players like eugene and reagen . th match was really intense , with us leading 1-0 at first . then miss tan actually came to th end of th court and ask th 2I what to do ! so cute! she's really supporting luh . but mrkoh and misslim also got cheer for us! lovelove<3>
next match , 2A vs teacher ZMG isn't god darn cool ? th teachers include mryeo,mrsiah,mrlim,mrkat,misswong,mrteo,mrong and mrkong.i guess that's all . they're all super fabulous players k! super fast. then mrlim before th match , go tell me " dont think i'll shou xia liu qing " LOL so fierce can =/ then he's really fast lah . mryeo can jump like super high ? zz . he can fly , i think.mrsiah and mrkong super fast k! mr ong super tall , tip tip th ball can get already =// anyway , i was god damn happy when we scored our first goal ! in th end they scored a goal and we tied in th end.wanted so badly for extra time , but too bad no time. overall it's a super intense and tiring match lah! i enjoy it a lot <3>
2A rocks my socks ! :DD recess after tht,then got this channelling exercise talk luh. got this rainbow course , i think its gonna be my 1st / 2nd choice bah [=after tht went back to class . miss lim came in and talk to us , i swear if she talk even deeper , i'm so gonna burst into tears manzx D: sighsigh.
then survey again ): good news ! we're going to misslim's house in th holidays as th last gathering of 2A D: sigh , miss lim still said what " from today onwards 2A ceased to exist " so mean right! made us wanna cry more ): alamak. peisi gonna cry ler ms lim still go ci4 ji1 her. we didnt manage to greet mrkoh th last time. ):
headed to lot one for pizza meal after that . their service is god damn slow and there aren't many people during that time luh zz . anyway , talk to amanda zhenyi and peisi about 2A . sigh , i was on th verge of crying can ): talked about many stuffs . on th way to th bank i nearly teared . i really miss 2A ): i just feel so empty and lost.
after getting th money , went to cdans to bowl ! :DD it was hell funny and fun please! :D shaotao super evil luh , go long gao my 2 chances ! >.<
headed home with sok dan and darling after tht :D last day already.
no more hearing nadia asking everyone to keep quiet and go back to their seats .
no more yongkian's craziness and yoga-chairing .
no more shaotao's super high pitched screaming .
no more peisi's " eh class listen ! i got announcement!" .
no more amanda's retardness.
no more seven flowers' talkative-ness!
no more samuel " bitchy leh "
no more daniel lim and mine bitchy shoulders.
no more calling daniel chia no balls and alibaba.
no more calling jiaqi zhong de .
no more hearing jiaqi call me toilet boss.
no more thaqif's cheekiness.
no more peiling,yuanfang,rachel's cuteness and hyperness.
no more xingan's screamings.
no more thoven disturbing th class.
no more zhenyi cat-fighting with me.
no more teachers nagging.
no more mrkoh.
no more misslim.
no more 2A .
everything just gone in just th moment . when i step into th new class , i can no longer bully th daniels and jiaqi , most probably th guys will bully me.no more samuel saying i'm bitchy , no more peisi making announcement , no more nadia screaming , nothing more. its just like strangers . th feeling is just not going to be there , th class i love and miss is never going to be there anymore. i dont know how to express myself, but th feeling's is going to be completely different. its like 2A only happens once , you can never get a class which is exactly th same anymore.i'm afraid . i'm afraid we'll be drifting apart as years pass by . i'm afraid to raise this question up " do you still remember th times we've shared?" everything's gonna be so so different . i'm afraid i can't adapt to it. every pupil i'm going to face next year is just going to be so different.how i wish we can promote as a class . i really dont want to see different faces. i dont care you call me someone who's a fucking coward who doesnt want to move on in life , i dont care.i just dont want to.its hard to get a class like this , and furthermore 2A . listen up will you . its 2A ! hais. everything can just change from now ):
Those were the past memories.Ask me if I miss 2A .
Yes I do.I miss every single part of 2A,dearly.
2A has got just too many memories for me to reminscise.Just too many great and fun memories.
I wish time could come to a standstill everytime we've got a 2A gathering.
From secondary 2 to 3 , I've seen people change,but 2A spirit is still there.
I miss th times when we had lessons , when we know when we start studying and when we start playing . I miss th time in chalet,sharing ghost stories,seeing booby and yuting cry,clinging on Jiaqi's back and witnessing th horrors of our lives.
Some 2Aians changed,some didn't.Jiaqi,thanks for th promise.Indeed you're still th same(:
I miss everyone.I miss bitching with Amanda at KFC.I miss all of 2A.I dont know how to phrase it,but ...I miss 2A.
Just so you know,2A holds simply hold too many sweet memories for someone to forget them.
But now tht I'm 3E,I shall enjoy every single moment with them.Can't deny th feeling is different,environment is different,classmates are different,but it's okay.3E can be a fun and interesting class i believee!:D :D
Before I end this post, pictures!:D
But I'm lazy to post them, CLICK ON THEM :D
http://kissyour-mummy.blogspot.com/2007/12/some-pictures-from-2a07-blasted-chalet.html
http://kissyour-mummy.blogspot.com/2007/10/omgim-back-home-at-1.html
HAHAHA THOVEN DAMN CUTE RIGHT:D
I miss 2A,I love 2A!:D
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I haven't been through all walks of life, there're many more things in life I've yet to witness.And I want to witness them.
Determination.