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Saturday, September 29, 2007, 6:36 PM
aye,you're such a bitch.you backstab her/him and yet pretend to be friendly infront of her. wtf are you up to?to make everyone accept you?to make everyone thinks you're the friendliest(if this word ever exists) ? cut the crap . isn't it too tiring ? hello! :D went tao's house as usual @ 10am , went home @ 7pm + =/ yeah.did the project. it was quite fun but i must agree with yk we could have used the time studying.and and and , i have to agree with yk that this micro teaching although fun and productive,should not be scheduled at the end of th year when exams are nearing.furthermore these subjects are the important ones.so yeah.. but i must admit i learnt a lot and discover many fun facts while doing this project lah :D went to search for videos and oh my, the traffic in beijing is so , fking busy and they have A LOT of cars ok! ): no wonder air pollution until so jialat . cant blame also,their population is so huge.someday i must must go there and witness it myself hehs :D then yk told me planting trees can help to absorb sound/reduce noise pollution? gosh.this world is so ... fucking amazing. LOL.
yehyea,back to tao's house,had hellots of fun . gosh,his mummy rocks ok! cook maggie mee for us , bought chips for us (for which i kept munching on it while reading a horny book) LOL :D but i did do 8slids okeh. played slapping game with tao.sad to say,he lost like shit.continued with work when peisi and redbra(haven't been calling her this name) left. andandand,finally finished the whole presentation.not all though.
went back home,th sky was dark. talked to yk about th presentation,we were getting very eager and excited.came up with quite a number of skits. yeah , i'm glad this presentation came into our mind cause we'll otherwise have nothing to talk at all.lols.alighted @ yewtee,bought dinner for mummy and headed home yeah.
so here i am blogging . i'm kind of worried for our micro teaching because i think we seriously have way too many slides yeah. i'm just afraid our friends would sleep or something hahaha ;D so i haven't touched on any of the piling homework yet.not that i dont want,just that i've simply no time.friday i headed home and touched on my literature notes,saturday whole day out.so i'm only left with today.exams coming in 3 days time.time flies,like seriously.
i know i should not be saying this when exams haven't been starting but i got to. i'm looking forward to after-exams a lot a lot manz :D hehe. i just cant imagine the fun we can have.and time rocket-shoots i guess. i thought i was busy revising for history just yesterday.i still can remember th times okay.
exams are really really coming soon.it comes without you even realising.but hey,it's only 7 papers left.it'll pass a week later. yeap.i seriously want to do my best in EVERY of my subject.I dont wanna disappoint my teachers.some of them are really great , fab teachers.
-misslim (well,i guess i already disappointed her)
-mrkoh (he's the one who really injected those "nothing is impossible" into my mind and thus made me super determined.i thank him)
-missthng (she's the first teacher who ever made such serious and thorough notes for us.and mind you,its handwritten.i sense her sincerity,i sense her hardwork.and you know what.i am so going work hard,not just for myself, but for her :D )
-missho (even though she often tells us to think hard when we reach home,i must still thank her for her concerns for each of her students.frankly speaking,she's really helpful.)
-misstang (extra i.ps, cute and funny jokes,i'll never forget her teachings thats it.furthermore,literature is my second favourite subject.macbeth rocks i swear :D )
-misstan (zmg.frankly speaking,i kind of look forward to geography exams god knows why. perhaps i'm more to th literature,history,english and geography side. after the micro-teaching,i realise i still wanna discover more and more fun facts about our earth :D i gotta score well in this,lest disappoint misstan and myself.
-mrsyam (only a few lessons. but i still wanna score well in it)
-MSFAZLIN♥
i really really want to do well in my english.despite msfazlin being so sick and weak over several things, she still came to attend our english lessons and still tried to be humourous. i remembered vividly that when she said if you dont like her and want to get out of her class,fail th tests.and i'm th first who murmured to myself : "then i'll be th first" . seriously speaking,i've never thought of liking her . but now , i'm loving her. i love her for her teachings, for her efforts,for everything.i gotta thank her. finally understood what's summary , compre and compo skills. i'll do my very best in the english :D
now that i've found my goals,i'll work hard towards it.term 3 results is definitely a reminder to me. i've woke up.i'll work hard.
Friday, September 28, 2007, 1:51 AM
hellO ! :D i'm effing happy now cause my fonts size + color etc etc can see already :D last time i cannot see th toolbar lo ! ): YAYNESSS <3>ok it's 5.06pm now and i'm @ homeeee already!{yayness cause i rarely come home so early okay!} good day!:D th day started very badly though X( i went to school and realise i didnt bring my shirt.i left it on my bag whooops :X i still go arnd borrowing tie luhh -.- yeah first unlucky thing.th second unlucky thing was , i thought today was physics but turn out to be chem! D: so i didnt do my ws either >.< however,i didnt know all these unlucky problems could've been solved so easily -.-
streetdance was alright today.i danced like crap i think ): heheh!anyway today was th last lesson lah,i will miss cash even though we dont really talk a lot . i mean,he's a good instructor k. ): and when he's like " thank you class " nobody bothers to actually reply back or something.damn pathetic and saddening k ): ahhh , will miss streetdance and cash ! D:
chemistry was uh , i dont know how to say.halfway going through th ws , ms ho started talking about how she failed her science and maths lalalala . seriously i dont know why she suddenly said that . to sum it up,she's just trying to say go home and dig th information out and you'll figure it one day.at least try.its kind of contradicting you know.mrkoh was like " do or do not . do not try " then she's like " just try " but mrkoh and msho share something in common - and that is they like asking pupils to go home , think about it and figure out themselves. honestly speaking i dont really agree with them lah . i remembered something stozer said.maths' isn't bout reading. and i dont think keep reading science will get it into your mind either.ohwell,i must say sometimes it works but hey , it dont really happen everytime yeah.
geography was funny.i think yuanfang's group did a fab job.it was darn funny.esp yuanfang's mental problems part.i swear i laugh like ass . even miss tan was like " jocelyn !! " LOL . super funny i swear! :D good job! (:
oh well,home econs was speechless as usual . didnt have practical but instead talked about additives.yeah.and we were given a quiz.we only can revise for 5 minutes?i think its crap.but th test was alright i guess. some were quite toughhhhhh . but mrs yam abit lame lah . use th flour to block us not to copy -.- while doing it,mrs yam was taking the marks paper going around giving others sign . then i'm like kind of curious what's th first column mark is.so after th lesson i went to ask her and she said "common test" . so i'm like shocked.cause i scored 18.5/20 for th test and i only got like 70 + so i asked her and i assumed th teacher think its upon 25 . yayyyyyy . she said she'll change th mark once i show her th paper .happyhappy:D
assembly period , went to 2b classroom for english lesson.didnt feel really good in 2B . i feel very surrounded i dont know why hahaha :D but i did take down hell lots of notes lah :D hcl was slacking period.totally left on my own so to concentrate and focus on my lit notes :D
stayed back in classroom and zmgggg . i know how to play miss lim's pieceeee! (: yeahyeah , first sentence only -.- hehs . better than booby , th hands cannot coordinate de -.- went to mac and thought tao and booby would be there,but in th end they werent' there.walk back to kranji and finally found them -.- they were finding us too -.- lame luh. tao wanted to make me dont find them thats why in th end we seperated -.- waste timee lor. ate mac after that.ate a lot . crap a lot. suddenly feel so talkative hehs :D headed home !
gosh,we were talking bout primary school stuff lah.then i'm so tempted to blog about my life before secondary school so i scanned like 5 class photos to see how much i've changed.yehyeh. but i cant upload th pictures! crapppp ): trying again later bye.
Thursday, September 27, 2007, 5:13 AM
i'm unique,i'm special.hello :D didnt blog yesterday cause i was too busy and tired hehs =/ one day didnt blog only so many people ask why -.- yehyeh . lets start from yesterday.
chinese was total coolness i swear. first it was th show-changed-lyrics-to-class.some unhappy stuff happened in between . like whatever hahahs.i think yingying's group de lyrics is freaking good HAHAH . then misslim took out th guitar and played th songs zmg I SWEAR SHE'S FKING GOOD @ IT ! :DD some of th 2b-ian peeped over hahahs. yehyeh. she's really talented lah. zmggggggg :D
geography was okay.presentation ! th video is hella funny hahahah . yiying's a good actress man hahaha . yupyup good effort to all !
english was alright.went through compre stuff.
maths was just some revision . i'm glad i'm able to focus (: but before that jiaqi,dan.chia and me crapped about lah.had this paper msn conversation its super funny okay! i'll scan next time for you guys to see yeah :D felt so realistic.suddenly started talking to them a lot ever since the exam sitting arrangement starts . sitting with them feels good.at least they can crap along with me unlike some others who would only say i'm lame and stupid . hahah .
lit, miss tang didnt come.she's sick i guess yeah. misspapaya came in and zmgg she gave me her msn and hp number ! :D did th model , then played arm wrestling with her :D i won her because ... hehs (: she's darn cute and funny lah miss papaya ! :D
hom,darn funny.i dont know why i laughed suddenly -.-- mr sim said th cannon idea was quite good but i'm not even sure if its from me because that was just a random joke LOL .
after that went to library,then i forgot where i go .
reached home,slept at eight plus? wanted to wake up @ 2am to study but i woke up at 6am instead -.- i was like panicking lah . cause there're maths mini quiz and physics test for th whole year ?! yeah. but somehow i had this sense of assurance in me i dont know why.
rained quite heavily in th morning.then got attituded by some people for god knows what reasons.ohwell who gives a damn anyway. maths was just going through and mini quiz has been postponed ZMGGGGG ! good news :D and i concentrated throughout th whole lesson okay . i feel so nice about maths hehehs.
i.t was alright.i guess i didnt do much.
english was alright.went through persuasive speech.learnt quite lotsa things i guess (:
physics was good.had this test and finally i just passed heehe (: it was an open book test.zmggg.after looking at th notes i suddenly have th urge to get my physics facts right can! i dont know why but i really really dont want to disappoint msthng ! k i need to get my facts right!
CE lesson was some talk in th hall.quite boring bcause i somehow dont agree with th speaker X) almost fell asleeeeeeeep.
went to look for misstan after that and yeh,her suggestions were freaking good :D felt like doing th project again and again god knows why.
went home straight.bathed and search th net for information yup. searched for darn long still cannot find th japan what but managed to in th end.yehyeh .off to discussion now -.= bye.
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bitch,you dont even have th right to judge me.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007, 1:43 AM
hello! I'm blogging in school now.doubt i can blog @ home.haven't done th cochin compre and hom yup . so just might as well blog here!school was fine today yup.english was okay.glad that ms fazlin managed to crap some jokes!:D did compre as usual , going to do compo/compre tmr again i guess.
geog was xingan's group to present.i must say they did quite well yeah hehs :D cheers to them <3
chinese was bout song lyrics . zmg . i didnt know miss lim has this amazing background.she knows linjunjie and a du okay! and they even send her home before.though they dont contact now lah . hahah.
k. i think i'll go home and blog.i dont feel safe blogging here . rahhhh BYE!!
Monday, September 24, 2007, 4:48 AM
i'll never forget th promise you broke today . my heart broke along with th promise hello!it was hell windy in th morning okay! pe was cancelled.spend it finishing my unfinished lit questions yup (: after that did chem homework hehs.
maths was alright , finally understood ABIT -.- but in time to come , im sure i can understand better :DD yupyup . recess was as usual .
chemistry was exceptionally funnaye today . glad that miss ho cracked a lil jokes at least :D super super funny okay! hahah . lots of darn funny parts , like chuanping's " tomatography " instead of " chromatography" i swear she's super cute k ! she's like frantically asking me and dan.chia how to pronounce it when miss ho asked her to answer a question . SUPER FUNNY ! :D cut danielchia's foolscap and wrote some crap WHOOPS =X
english was sad to say , rather dry today.all bout compre and msfazlin seemed to be in a bad mood.no jokes nothing . but its okay , we cant expect her to crack every lesson though.its time to get serious hehs :D did th quiz and its hell tough ):
chinese was self revision . miss lim said miss tock said 2A did very badly for the zhong he tian kong , more than half of th class failed . and its super terrible okay ? consists of like 60 MARKS ? if you fail , you get full marks for th compre part also no use -.- at most 70 + , or worse still , 40+50+ .sigh , i've got a real bad feelings it's me ):
after school headed mini mart , ate nasi lemak and th biscuit yummyummy :D headed to library though .i think i contributed nothing except talking D: after that went down and played a bit of bball.tao's good luh . still say dont know -.- but its super funnaye and cute okay.went down and slack around @ canteen while amanda , sok , ansong and stanley were doing their work . haha .
super funny okay . i love playing th paper game super fun . played th slapping game with ansong and wtf , he hit super hard okay ! then my hands are like super red -.- but nvm , since i aint a sore loser :D dont know why emo-ed suddenly after that.but ansong's fking lame i swear ! below are th evidences
-ask him make me laugh , in th end he " laughlaughlaughlaugh " zzz .
-when i said i wanted to talk to sok's brother , he wrote "brother" on th paper and asked me to talk to th paper -.-
-when i asked amanda for chocolate sweets , he pointed to th toilet and say " there , a chocolate factory for you " -.-!
-amanda asked stanley how he can stand ansong for his lameness for so long , he said " use th legs " -.-
-th song " qiang qiang " , stanley and ansong asked why the song isn't named " ruo ruo " LAME -.-
still got A LOT of lame stuff , so lame that you'll never imagine a bball cap can do man -.- i swear its really really VERY lame -.- btw , i chanced upon a composition , zmg , when i read it its super cute okay ! i dont mean to criticise th vocabulary/grammar or what but i just think its really cute lor! words like "umbralla" -.- , i will with urge and hope and to learn fun -.- seriously im not criticising it but i think its seriously SUPER cute de okay.and and and , th storyline is so funny.bring butterfly to th vet 0,0 super diao but cute ok -.- where got people bring butterfly to vet one!! -.-
once again , i must stress , IT'S SUPER CUTEEEE ! :D
p/s : i absolutely have no intentions of bringing that person down okay i swear !!
Saturday, September 22, 2007, 11:12 PM
okay.at tao's house now.i'm going to blog about the 2 dreams now.i haven't told anyone because i wanted my blog readers to have the priviledge to be the first to read it :D th 2 dreams, sadly are nightmares D:First dream
I dreamt tht one of my friends passed away.(i'm not going to reveal the identity to protect that person) hmm,first i knew bout my friend's death when I attended a SSC meeting. Somehow the seniors from ssc punished us to run 60 rounds around the field yeap . I was really shaken by the fact that she's dead , but I dont know why th friends I dreamt of (peisi,tao,yk,zy,etc) didn't cry @ all . so I quick ran th 60 rounds and yuting was the first to complete the 2nd round.when i was about to reach the fence area of the field , i fainted and rolled down the slope.Then , 1 female and 2 sec4 guys came to help me.I dont know why th 2 sec4 guys appeared in my dream also =/ I was brought to the canteen after that and rested.But the fact that my friend's dead kept bugging me.In th end I dont know what happened , but I only knew I woke up crying very hard in reality . It was darn scary okay.
Second dream
In this dream , I dreamt that I was a writer who would write true real-life stories in a composition format. So I wrote about a friend of mine who got into th jail and etc .Then the deity read my story and go rescue my friends -.- in between there's alot of exciting stuff , like how we beat up those people.Like super oldies okay .
Actually it's kind of weird and creepy and i dream about super old stuff , and stuff like people dying . I cant believe i woke up crying for very long . Well,tao says that the more you dream , the more sound-er you're sleeping.if that's true , then i must be a heavy sleeper hahah . but through all these dreams , i really learnt a lot , the fear of losing my friends actually took control over me. ):
k gotta do the geog project ahready! BYEBYE! <3
8:26 PM
ok i've decided :D i'll offline when I'm away now.cause I've made way too many people angry yup D: heading to tao's house now.hahah. had 2 creepy dreams last night.will update bout it later yeah . about ssc , and deity saving me from jail HAHA . (just writing here in case i forget ) 5:00 AM
hello human!@ tao's house noww!(:now is 8.03pm now:DD with puikseeeee & taoo talking lots of crap! hehs.anyway,remember bout my blog bout not going to physics i.p ? i wanted to go in the end but i didnt manage to do so . why ? cause when i take towel and bout to bathe tht time,i sat on th sofa and as usual , fell asleep =.= woke up @ bout 11.45 and chionged to lot one to meet puiksee and gang.ate you mian and stuff . played th music game but not very fun cause ppl are not enthu enough . hahah .went tao's house to do th geography project hohoh.mardiana tagged along and we had hell lots of fun! (: hahah.super funny.shall post up tao's sexy pose pictures when mard send me k ! HAHAHAH . super sexy tao kkkkkkk! (: managed to finish up almost everything of the powerpoint , except for th script , we dump it to yk to do . anything just tell us do also can bah . since we're doing th project tmr again yupp. just now is super super duper funny k. now tao's eating oyster omelette. he selfish lah! keep eating and eating and eating , dont let me eat ! in th end we five minutes five minutes like that eat luh =.= tao go feed peisi a zillion times man ! awww .. so sweet ! shall post th picture up next time k! *he's pinching me now* hehs. zmg . today rocks. just like th tllm project , do till so late.tomorrow will be a long day , so byebye!
Friday, September 21, 2007, 6:53 PM
sorry for th lack of updates yesterday . was seriously too tired . before i start on my post , i would like to say tht i'm online 24 hours . reason being ? i'm lazy to off th computer -.- kind of lame but i must clarify myself because i might be away at anytime of point , 8pm i could be asleep , 1am i could be awake . if i didnt reply means i'm away , if i did means i'm using th computer yeah.it really makes me feel guilty when i came back and see so many conversations o.0so yah , HCL paper yesterday was a big killer -.- should be sentenced to jail LOL . paper one was seriously tough . i wanted to do on compo first but i did gong han in the end , because i seriously STONED when i look @ th questions.i spent only bout half an hour on gong han , quite a relief because i spent super long for compo . compo , after writing th first sentence, i thought for bout a good long 15 minutes then i started writing -.- in the end i still got 15 minutes . wrote about the extraordinary person . when yuting told me after th exams that she wanted to write bout deity all these , i laughed real loud k . then i suddenly remembered i almost wrote about super man all these luh -.-
paper 2 was also difficult ): th passage was super boring k! ): th last passage esp , totally dont know what its talking about . i everything copy-and-paste HAHA . its about dream.wtf.i didnt know writing about dream and talk about so much loler!
after that actually wanted to go home . but urged kuku to go back school and find people eat lunch.saw tingdar they all and went mac to eat lunch.played this eat-fries-fast-fast game with tao .i won both luh . punishment = fry + chill + currysause +greentea + coke! and he got eat can . zmg disgusting o.0 played this music game after that . th score was 8-0 to me initially , then he caught up , becaome 9-8 . but i still won in th end lah HAHAHA .jiaqi came then play again , then i thrashed them also hehehehehehehehe (retarded)
went to play bball after that . didnt want to go initially but i'm glad i went cause its super fun k! (: didnt play at first cause it was hot and i dont like playing with my uniform yup.but when th sun goes down , started playing . ansong,ting and me one team . daniels , yuting and wanteng one team.i think th score quite close bah.i keep using netball skills zzz . i think wanteng is super cute okay! HAHA . yupyup . played a few more matches after that also.ride on ansong's bikey . super fun! even though i'm wearing a skirt but i got wear fbt inside like duh =/ then those selfish people ( referring to th 2 bball and 1 soccer boys) went away .so left chickenlil,tingdar and mee.just play about and zmg! i know how to do lay-up already.happyhappy!but lousy though.there's once hor,i say " yay i'm th man " cause th shot when in , then jiaqi got zham3 me with th bball -.- , nt on purpose though.there're these 2 lil super super cute kids who came and play. i like th boy! super cute ! i talked to him , he didnt reply ): we didnt communicate at all but when he went home , he said bye to us ! i was darn exhilarated k! hahahah.went home after that and realised we've play 4 , near to a 5 hours game of basketball! :DD it would be much better if its netball though (:
headed home , knocked on th door and there's nobody ): i started to panick , cause the gate was locked and i dont have the habit of bringing along th gate's key.quickly rummaged through my bag and tadah , i found it. opened th door , super black ): its super scary k. =/ then my mummy came back only at 10+
yeahyeah,supposed to have optional physics i.p later but i'm not going already cause i'm really tired now.and its physics.i really dont want to disappoint msthng by sleeping/looking darn tired when she actually made th effort of organising this i.p yup . excuses you say .
ok,1paperdown,7togo! jiayou!
p/s:i really feel darn happy for you all k , seriously.i dont know why i'm so happy but when you told me,it made my day lah! bless you all <3
Thursday, September 20, 2007, 5:41 AM
hello!today went fineeeeeeee.maths was bout sets and mrkoh's super cute k! when he knew he overshot th time he's like " wah!time pass so fast ah!" is super cute de k!(: hahah. i.t was alright.th people who haven't finish their sunflower finished it & yeah,did th research after tht.played witih tao's xanga account and sorry k , changed your pw =/ lied to tao say left his thumbdrive in th labby & i managed to trick him (: went down for recess super early,earliest for th entire year i guess (:
english was like super funny k.i can't believe manz.in this particular country(forgotten what),they punished th criminals by tying a horse to both their legs and hands , then th horse will run in different directions.then ping pong piang , th body is torn like that.fking gruesome k! i cant imagine.msfazlin is right,we can't solely read & do th passage,we can actually discover interesting facts in it.
physics was ok.i was darn happy cause i finally managed to stay focus (: 2D made MsThng angry and took her for granted . hopefully 2A can cheer her up yeah.
CE was alright , nt as interesting as last year though -.-
after school went KFC to eat.crap lots with amanda and i realised,time flies,seriously.i cant believe everything pass so fast k.sigh ): and our lil secret -vivo! teeheees.went lot one library after that.did notes,when bout to go home,talked to shirlyn zmg , i think she's a real joker senior man -.- i'm glad i managed to focus on my chinese.
went home taking 302 , saw shorthands . HAHA . wanted to get out of th bus @ my stop but i was too lazy to lift myself out th seat and say " excuse me" to th auntie so i rather took the long route home by going a round more yup.thats how lazy i can be -.- slept for like 2 stops luckily i woke up or else hahah , i might still be dozing off in th bus -.-
reached home.hmt paper tmr,its super duper freaking fast k.its like i remember saying "chinese paper next week" . first a week later , now a tomorrow.sigh.apparently i'm not ready because i still cant get th stupid gonghan format into my mind . sucks big time i swear manz . i feel so stressed just now when i cant get the notes in when my mommy just nags like fuck please.i know she cares but can she not nag @ me when i'm studying and worse still,when i'm struggling to get th information into this pea-sized brain of mine?my head hurts so much but it hurts more when my mother just kept harping and harping over th same topic.i almost went crazy k.
hmt paper. time to burn midnight oil again. bye.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, 4:41 AM
HAPPY 17OTH POST ! (:I made this 170th post memorable by blogging using my mother's laptop (: teeheeees :DD but still not used to it nahs hahah . but i just like fiddling with it :DD lol. I guess tonight I'm going to burn midnight oil reading some real touching chinese book.jiayou jocelyn ^^
3:47 AM
desperately in search yet disappointed because everything was in vain.Countdown to EOY hmt paper : 34hours
Zmg,that's really fast.I seriously dont know what I can study for hmt manz.There're nothing for me to study,only some flipping through of worksheets which I dont bother to.MissLim said we can go memorise some good sentences to describe feelings or what but nah ,I seriously dont think that'll work for me.hmm,i myself dont know why but whenever i do chinese composition,i mostly write real-life story or words,words from th bottom of my heart or really silly and stupid sentences which i've made up myself @ that very moment.Well,i just feel its kind of weird for me to write really those "hao ju zi" in my compositions because my way of writing is never like that.When I read my past compositions during primary six just now,i feel so sick upon seeing so many clinche sentences.I must be thoroughly absolutely mad . LOL :D
Reached school rather late today.Amanda told me she didnt bring th mounting board & stuff.many misunderstandings+problems caused me to be super freaking emo after that , but not because of th HOM thingaye yeah.Completely stoned @ assembly , was thinking bout some stuffs. Jiaying saw how unhappy and angry I was , she kept asking me to smile but I just couldnt ): Sorry girl , I appreciate you lots though <3
Chinese was alright.Talked about yesterday's oral.My comments' like " shu yi is too nervous . wasted " zmg , I was quite happy lah . Does that mean Misstock thinks i have potential ? LOL dream on hahaha . did zuoye after that . *slams forehead* really bored.
Geography time.MissTan was late,very late.Luckily she came in happily.Colleen's group presented.I was emo-ing so didnt really pay attention but great effort though ! XD
English,learnt quite a lot bout compositions today.I realised today's lesson's very fruitful hehe.Cause I finally learn th consequences writing and hit-th-point style.Finally I understood :DD Got back titanic & composition.Real happy cause I passed both , esp summary.Because i rarely pass them -.-
Maths was alright,finally done with my sets . Gosh,managed to absorb a lil.Maybe MrKoh is right,we'll realise as days pass by.But I'm way behind time.I only finish 1.1B , absorbanilty not strong enough.LOL.I was only kidding:D
Literature,misstang didnt come.I dont know why but I actually heaved a sigh of relief. Maybe I was too tired,since I've done those HOM models from 1am+ to 4am+ and they still ended up in the dustbin this morning -.- slept awhile , went to help tao's group with their model.
Used the plasticine and made tao,super cute k! love him lah ! <3 chickenlil and i were like figuring out his demon figure HAHA. (: went for break after that.
HOM was alright,my group's presenting next week.didnt quite like it because i'll forever be bothered by it. but what to do , didnt have th model so next week then present bah.hopefully we'll do a good job :DD
after hom, went mac,bought pens etc lalalalalala . went back after slacking around in mac and studied a lil chinese.memorised some good stuff from storybooks(not those idiom books -.- ) i find them really nice and touching.i was like tearing when reading th book k ! X( as usual,fell asleep eventually -.-
k bye.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007, 1:12 AM
hello am in th library now.first time using th school computer HAHAH :P school was rather sleepy today . gosh . i nearly slept for th whole of common test period since miss tang was away for i dont know what hahaha.hmm lets talk about today then (:english . miss fazlin didnt come sadddddd ): i thought she would come today but she didnt come today ): i miss her like hell k . sigh , hopefully she'll recover or what if she's sick.i miss her ):
geography.miss tan didnt come either . issit because that time she angry or what ? sighhhhhhhhh ): anyway three free periods.spend it to read this real nice book from joseph.k he win lahr.th book is nice.melissa siaosiao already.dont let me see th photo during english ):
recess,ate a lot HAHAH . chinese was some oral-reading doing.did it with limmy and sammy HAHAH it was darn fun being th invigilator k ! :D hahah . i suck @ oral anyway lalalala.
lit was th poetry.didnt have much interest as in the macbeth though lalalalla ):
maths was about sets i think.stilll i didnt understand lehhhhh ):
common test period was sleeping period.siaosiao,an ulcer suddenly pop out after th sweet sleep -.-
went to grab 3 nuggets by taotao . still owe him 90cents.cheapcheaptao! heheh (: he's right beside me now then he's like " eh yah hor ! " eeee ahpeh manzxz.
oral sucks big time . i totally screw it up HAHAH . those interested to know what happened may ask me personally . it was total crap manz. maybe i'll elaborate when i go back home yehyeh . i think i'll get 20 at least , well i hope so ):
k,th hom project is seriously driving CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ): its kind of illogical for mrkoh to ask us dont do it so complicated when we're halfway doneeeeee . ):
k bye.th library is goddarn NOISYYYYY! with stupid tao beside meeeeeeeee stupid stupid tao ! :DDDD
p/s : crap! bdivsoccer can have their training.i want my netball training also lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ):
ORAL SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKS =/
Monday, September 17, 2007, 6:24 AM
k,managed to force myself to blog.lol.school was fine today,but after school sucks.pe rocks like heaven today.played floorball+basketball alternately.initially i didnt want to play floorball but i still played in the end . i think we look funny snatching over a ball and my dar<3 fall that time is super swift and stylo okay. wahlao,jealous already lah . she run so fast and nice , fall must also fall until so style can ! LOL XD bball was an unfair yet fun game hahah . cause mostly th bballers grouped together and played . i dont know why but i dont dare to shoot when people block me . kind of lame =.= played frisbee and i assisted in a goal (yeahyeah like finally)
maths was all about sets. i dont even understand a single thing though.maybe mrkoh's right,we'll get to understand gradually (: my butt super itchy during th lesson so i'm lik asking sumin if i can scratch my butt LOL k,abit uncivilised but seriously whatever.HAHAH.
recess was okay , ate alot . chemistry was some revision doing luh . Managed to focus! and did my work :DD happyhappy <3 i was waiting for th bell to ring , so long siah :(
english finally arrived zmg , but ms fazlin didnt come.sigh,seriously hope nothing happens to her<3 crapped a lot with melissa,crazy man.she took a marker and attempted to draw @ my face.apparently she failed but i managed to (: she chased after me like a dead papaya man HAHAHA . th relief teacher is msleong again and zmg , i love her man ! <3 ms papaya,she has a boyfriend mrwatermelon :D hahah.i think she's really cute & pretty lah . thn she came to mel' and mine table adn played this lame game.i won in th end anyway BUT melissa lost.zmg,i'm trying to indirect tell you guys something but if you're stupid you wont know AHAH. yeahyeah super fun <3 th 2C guys are really lame and childish , like seriously.
mothertongue came,got 32 for th stupid news paper report,comments are like " no linkage " or something ? kind of hahah you seeee :D when miss lim talks about oral thats when i got rather emo god knows why.thats when i got really tired.i swear i almost slept man.
went to th minimart with gang & ate maggiemee.something happened before that and i feel so stuck and suck.had mixed feelings,anger,sad,and was in a dilemma.went emo after that.started pinching people & th daniels & jiaqi are loved lah . i pinch them super hard and super long yet they still let me have my way.after that crap a bit and ok liao.i dont think i deserve to be emo though , aint supposed to anyway.
went back school,just sum up th points. did stuffs outside family resource room.amanda was so stressed over the projects and stuff lah. so both of us discussed while others did their maths.after doing,i practically went dozing off,but th weather was so darn hot man.slept and then walked around.
then when i walk towards th mirror i was tripped and fall -.- that made me wake up already -.- because i'm walking around like a drifting spirit ? lame. hoho,then went up the stairs beside pe room.then th dumb thing happened.i went up,and then i saw a person sitting in th hall . so i thought that that person wanted to study in hall because very peaceful.i didnt know they're having n level exams -.- so i took a few more steps towards and i saw hell lots of people -.- initially i was totally dumbfounded,i just stood there -.- then stone for like 4 secs and decided to continue walking -.- kind of dumb i know.
went to th library slacked about after that with puiksee and the rest.talked to james awhile and i realised what he said makes sense,really.thanks!(: went to some really chinese oral practising and i realised im god super " fluent " in my chinese.sense th sarcacism(spell!).headed home after that.
practically slept from 6+ to 9 -.- i dont knw why , but i was really tired ): its as if i have no energy to carry on any further,to fight this hard battle. i cant even revise because there're geog project , pw and manymany stuff.netball suspended and there's practically nothing that can cheer me up ): but chinese oral's tmr,i'm going to fail it , i barely pass any chinese oral anyway -.- friday's paper 1 and paper 2 , time flies , really. i'm gonna work hard for it , its my last battle and i dont want to have any regrets . yeap. k i'm sleeping already.needa wake up @ 2am to do some HOM (:
today is good , or maybe not , but tomorrow will definitely be better (:
p/s : zhenyi must stay happy. maybe i dont know how to cheer you up , or maybe i cant cheer you up.but there's one thing i want you to know , adn that is , if you're really to speak up , i'm really willing to listen.
Sunday, September 16, 2007, 12:16 AM
its only till today that i've actually realised no one can be a perfectionistk,apparently i didn't go to tao's house for th geog project but i did send him information & think a lil bout th skit (: lets blog from wednesday onwards hoho.
yeahyeah.mother tongue first.did th zuowen.luckily no ying4yong4wen2 nor gong1han2 because i didn't memorise ): misslim didnt come,but miss tock came -.- so we saw th 3 o levels questions and ohmydidimeimei,its freaking hard LOL =X lots of people chose the write about a lesson which is touching and memorable or something like that,but apparently i didn't know what th shit the two chinese words' bout,so I wrote th newspaper report bout gambling.all the way i was scolding those people LOL =X
geography was some make your lyrics adn present it to th class kind of thingaye. lol.i was th one who came up with th poem,i think super easy to understand okay!LOL yk did it in a so funny way.
water is precious,
very very precious.
conserve water,
conserve conserver water.
together we get,
water is precious ,
conserve water!
isn't it damn funny? but its th easiest way to convey th message. LOL i was laughing like some shitass when yk said that .
english was alright.did on th bilbo thingaye if i'm not wrong (: maths was bout probability.woohoo!managed to finish up th homework and hand in on timeeee! (:
lit was about poetry.i was about to doze off because i slept @ 2am th previous night i think. macbeth's much much more interesting :DD but i manage to stay awake though . zhenyi too . hahh.when we started poetry,a thought that i never thought would fall upon me fell upon me. i started wondering if i'm looking forward to literature because of macbeth or misstang's lessons.because i find that misstang's and misstan's lessons has th same way of teaching.both just talking.but somehow i feel so engaged in misstan's lessons i-dont-know-why.but i must admit misstang's a good teacher.because her aim is not solely for us to score well,but she really ensures us that we'll understand clearly.iloveherlahhh :D
break,ate a lot i think :P HOM was just some doing-your-model cause lots of people weren't able to do it on time .yep.mrkoh told me bout how my results plunged yeah and i've woken up already. i'm gonna work doubly hard from now onwards.i dont want anyone to worry for me and i'll stretch to my fullest potential hopefully (:
after school was ssc.did th signboard and zelia's drawing's superb k! i helped in th words and outlining.yupyup.played a bit of frisbee after that.at 5plus,went canteen and did the fifvo of our model yahooooo (: headed home.slept @ 12 and wake up @ 2 that day to complete ALL my homework (: and proud to say,i managed to do it :D i thought i'll be tired th next day but surprisingly i didn't sleep or even yawn during lessons (: i feel so happy.
Thursday.malays started fasting.seriously i wonder how they manage to pull it through the entire day k.its like i'll die if i dont eat during recess? lol.
maths lesson mrkoh didn't come.he went for some o levels exam i think. did physics meanwhile (: i.t training was alrighto . i love th trainers can :D they super joke with me around LOL (: finally completed my sunflower :D , and my group's doing on raffles HOTELLLLL (: pretty pretty :D
English was okay.did th bilbo thingy.got like 6mistakes or so.hahah.msfazlin kept crapping and make us laugh! lol,hopefully she feels as happy as us too :D i love her <3
physics was alright.zmg I GOT BACK MY COMMON TEST AND I PASSED ! :D heh,pardon me because i rarely pass my science you see :D
went for some stupid surveys with thaqif . i.t survey.lol.returned to class and did th sl reflection (: yeah. viewed some of th photos,so random,but happy memories that would instill forever in my mind :DD celebration after that,pizzas! <3
training was fking great! played this throw-around-ball game,rocks my ass baby.HAHA.did drill and stuff.coach got really angry with th juniors for th drill and if i'm not wrong,she teared a bit.tears of anger i supposed.sighhhh,juniors must really buck up and understand what's netball's all about.coach even said something like " do you guys ever know what game you all are playing?" damn disappointing but gogo juniors! hope to see an improvement from you guys soooon :P Played games after that and zmg,i played GA! (: but Centre after that ): LOL.
Friday was alrighto.streetdance test was alright. I think I got a C+ or something LOL =X Chem was alright,but i dont really understand.I'll ask my classmates soon.missho's super caring actually (:
geog was scary.misstan was angry over colleen's group for the so-called unprepared lesson.but i thought they did pretty fine.hmm,looks like misstan's super disappointed in our class but we'll win back th trust i hope so (: we were released late by a whole 15 minutes.
on th way to th home econs room,i sensed danger.saw mrs yam ahead with a angry face . zz. i was th first one so she kept asking and asking.i told her lots of times its miss tan who released us late,yet she kept saying she dont believe us and saw no teachers in our class.in th end she ownself mistaken because she thought 2D was 2A , which is kind of , silly -,- she kept nagging and nagging outside th classroom.i was kind of irritated by her because she didn't get her facts right yet just aim at ask.just as she was bout to continue ranting at my class , or me , 2B's th saviour.they walked past and we just followed them behind . hahah.save us from rantings . today was theory. sat at behind,wasn't engaged in th lessons at all because mrs yam practically only talked to th ones infront of her =.= i did listen and take down notes though.did some ws after that and i must admit mrsyam's still quite nice if she's not angry haha.
assembly was sticker pasting,freaking fun and mrkoh's super cute! he thought he pasted th stickers wrongly so he quickly went to another lab and checked.i see him so anxious , so i helped him to see if he really got see properly.in th end i realised its correct so when he came back i told him and he's so cute when he sighed a sigh of relief ! LOL .
did survey when we came back but seriously i think surveys in kranji is ahhem man.not like they would really appreciate our opinions and do some changes . not till now i guess.
HMT was some paper2 mock exam and i swear i almost slept.worse still , i thought we have to complete everything within th certain time so i chiong and chiong and misslim in th end say can go home do -.- i left with one question while others still happily slowly doing -.-
friday trainings was .. something i dont even wish to talk bout it.
but after that was fun! went to ssc for awhile and then played netball with twins,puimun,amanda and yenteng.hell loads of fun and th juniors' SUPER cute I swear ! I had a hell loads of fun time playing with them ! <3 PUIMUN'S SUPER SUPER CUTEEEEEE :DDDDD
Played frisbee with keith,amanda,choonyong,weihong and ansong after that.super fun.but i was super lucky because there're many times th frisbee almost hit me but yet didnt manage to LOL . first time keith saved me , second time weihong saved him and other times ? th frisbee was about to save yet suddenly made a u-turn.and sometimes people everytime ask me "xiaoxin" yet th frisbee would somehow still not hit me.creepy yeh.amanda left but i continued playing after that.went to th multipurposecourt and asked everyone to throw th frisbee to me HAHA :X so i can throw from th highest point but sadly none of my throws managed to even reach them can -.- Headed home after that :D
saturdayyyyy (: supposed to meet amanda and colleen @ 9am . meeting colleen at 9.50am at petir first . i was late because 9.40 I was still at home.I was afraid amanda would be angry lah,cause she reminded me dont overslept.So quickly cabbed to petir -.- then met colleen.in th end amanda's th one who overslept ! -.- did abit at macdonalds,th staff damn good,gave us balloons,didn't chase us out somemore! (: did th sea , land and cable car ! (:
amanda's mother super cute and open can hahaha . kept crapping with her yeh. did th rest @ amanda's house (: at first i'm supposed to left her house @ 1.15pm to go ssc.but I left @ bout 12.40 instead because amanda said going early is good -.- but that's when th tradegy starts -.-
went to take LRT , then i took th right side (platform2) which amanda claimed is th easier and faster way.So yeah,reached 10milejunction happily and you know what? Th female speaker said some sort of " dear passangers,please alight and transfer to another platform if you are going to choachukang " well,for lrt-idiots like me,i thought she was kidding.but thinking back,thinking that she's kidding is kind of idiotic because how can she lie ? -.- furthermore there aren't many people alighting so if i like that go out will be super malu mah -.- somemore that time outside so dark . so i stayed. bad mistake ):
th next station was like bukitpanjang or something.i didn't know which station first or behind so i heck cared.then after a while i realised i'm @ segar ? Big shit man .this is th time i realised i'm on th wrong track -.- so i didnt know what to do . so I transfer to another platform (i listened to th female speaker this time) , and dumbly took SERVICE C and headed even further to fajar . big shit again -.- so i called amanda and colleen adn asked them.i was at platform 1 ,they asked me to transfer to another platform.and the dumb thing happened. i went down th stairs , and saw th stair infront of me , and went up.I'm like woah,their design so clever , walk straight then go up can reach th other platform already.so stupid and silly of me.i went up th stairs and realised i'm still @ platform 1 . -.- i seriously laughed my ass off with amanda , so much so that everyone was looking at me -.-
then,I FINALLY TOOK TH CORRECT TRACK BACK -.- reached a station like teckwhye or whatever,yanrong came in and man,i was GODDAMN relieved hahaha . went to buy some snacks and decided to take taxi since i was running late.my tradegy didnt end then.
no taxis in view -.- all busy/on call ): so after hailing for a bloody taxi for a good 15minutes,decided to walk to school.that's when i realised we're supposed to go to school and not limbang park.so amanda's was right.initially i thought it was at limbang park can -.- called doreeeeeen adn we went kranji instead. walked to kranji,halfway my slippers broke ! super unlucky.i was limping and i almost fell.Just as we're bout to cross th road, a taxi came.quickly went into th taxi and you know what ? i got in first , then my spoilt slipper dropped into th puddle of water,yanrong picked it up for me =X thanks girl !
and its super diao. yanrong said " uncle,kranji secondary" th uncle didn't know how to go -.- then we say " ok,then limbang park " , he donno how to go also -.- zzz . so we say " ok , nvm , we direct you " so we asked him to make a u turn , then he sort of reprimanded us saying what we should have hail a taxi at th other side so no need take those troubles.please lah,we're letting him earn more money yet he complains here and there.i was darn freaked out by him that i was ready to get off any moment -.- zzz . like FINALLY ,reached kranji secondary school . spent like 10+ on taxi that day ): limped to kranji secondary and relate my experience to other ssc-ians LOL
then doreen was so funny k.she told me that once , she took a bus from jurong and then till th CUSTOM ? then someone asked her like say what " show me your passport " OMG , that's freaking funny okay!so she asked th bus uncle"uncle,when we reaching yewtee?"thn th uncle told her th next stop is JB -.- LOL then she like gongong , in th end take taxi home .hahahaha.
walked to limbang park with yanrong and misstan,related th story to them for like 100 times -.- then miss tan said " ta qi shi jiang le hen duo ci dan shi wo dao xian zai dou bu zhi dao ta zai jiang shen me " -.- !
reached there,set up booth and stuff . yeapyeap,played frisbee in between also :D lost terribly hahah. i was smsing and listening to songs.stanley damn suay lah.idiot.he wants to know th time and after he took a glance at it,my battery went empty ): felt damn helpless without a phone can ):
played around,had dinner,a not bad one . hahah . at 6+ peeps came coming about and i swear i'm sweating like shit. hahaha. it was damn tiring and i was on th verge of fainting manz hahah . but it was a damn fun experience i must say (: i witness all sorts of people,cute,good,selfish,and honest (:
there's this kid whom i accidentally gave four stickers when he only supposed to get one . so he came back and gave me 3 more ! SO HONEST RIGHT! I was darn impressed by him okay ! then there's this evil lil girl who sneaked to our back and took th stickers.zelia spotted her and asked her return,she rolled her eyes and ran away ? 0.0 super zz .
overall,its darn fun k ! (: good job to all yahoooooo :DD it'll be good if there're th haven't-step-down seniors joining us as well woolalala.went to blow bubbles and next to lucky draw after that (:
damn funny.cause all th ssc-ians have 0--- something as th lucky draw number,then everyone was like hoping it'ld be 0--- but th liu ling ling keep reading 1--- 2--- 3--- , made us so furious!HAHA.then ssc-super sway committee LOL :X damn funny.then th ssc keep shouting and shouting hahah . stanley went up to help,super funny okay! (: then in th end we have like 30+ tickets but no ssc kana ): LOL funny lah.
then we must 1 2 3 " good night ! " mah , then in th end become 1 2 3 " nabilahhh ! " HAHAHA . super funny okay ! felt so happy and bonded with them yahoooo :D
headed home with dar <3 and talked bout our experiences hohoho.:D
k,netball trainings' suspended zmg,i miss netball like shit okay ): sigh,hopefully EOY pass soon , but i must really admit,time flies.i can't believe oct's approaching.and soon,we'll be in sec 4s , will we? ): i feel so emo suddenly.just now i kept thinking bout life and myself.went really emo hahah.
nobody's home now ): gonna do my homework since i didn't had any chance to do it yesterday . out from 7am to 11pm hahah. and i bought my revision book,so revision starts today! :D looking forward to tmr's pe wahahahaha (: byebye , i miss netball like fuck ):
Saturday, September 15, 2007, 9:09 PM
Yeahyeah,long time didn't blog already.Hahah,managed to control my temptation,or I would say I'm far too tired these few days.By netball trainings(which on friday was a total crap),friends backstabbing,used by friends,homework,school & family.But hey,I managed to pull it through alone (:These few days have quite a number of interesting stuffs like how I managed to pass my maths&science common test(first time ever ) , th indonesia earthquake , netball trainings , PW , geography , lessons and stuffs.
Not going to blog now ,nor later(i dont think i have th time for blogging later) . Needa go lot one to do geog project ): So many misunderstandings and assumptions.All well , ): . Bye.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007, 4:51 AM
hello pardon me if i'm monotone today or what.because seriously i'm very tired now,i might doze off any moment.these few days have been freaking cold.i almost freezed to death i swear.yeahyeah,and EOY's arriving in less than 2 weeks time.very very fast.it'll pass in a twinkling of an eye(super typical)nah,i believe 2A can work as a team and help each other out.we're at th last lap.we can make it.c'mon,teamwork makes dreams work :D we'll finish it as a class.gogogo!<3 yeah,so these few weeks' super crucial,gotta make use of it.even though i dont really agree mrkoh's words on cutting down on computering can help you focus,i'll listen to him and cut down on blogging.perhaps blog once 3 days? i know my goals,and i'll work hard for them i promise.go jocelynn (:yesterday was alright.there isn't any pe though.boooooooooooo.maths.got back common test.zmg,i passed :D like finally i passed my maths common test ? lol. chem was alright , i paid attention today!:D and i passed my chem too hoho.english was some compre stuff and filing.its kind of amusing,or rather i would say amazing,because there's this drove road compre i haven't seen @ all ! -.= told msfazlin and she dont seem to believe me so forget bout it then . re-doing it is th best way i guess.chinese was bored,some passage writing.played frisbee with th ssc peeps.didn't really enjoy much because they kept using long passes which i dont think its not really a good tactic ( dont blame me for being crude but i'm typing anyhow now cause i'm super sleepy) but well done still people (:
today was alright.rained heavily in th morning.i was blown away by th wind even though i was heavy.i was led by my umbrella -.- english was sleepy.did th compre stuff.quite boring but funny at th same time cause its like we're giving th answer in our questions?kind of dumb but cute hahah. geog was alright.first was on microteaching.just crapped around.second half of th period's timed assignment.last question's challenging and requires to think a lot (: chinese was alright. watched this hong2 tou3 jin1 video clip and i started thinking of how life comes about,what is a happy life,how we should live our life.seriously no link,but i just kept wondering.and i've decided , i want to make an impact on others,i want to leave a legacy in others, i want to live my life meaningfully :D maths was alright.i'm super happy cause i completed my chapter 14 and is able to hand in on time.sounds easy to you but as you know,i'm kinda late-handing-of-homework kind yeahh.had this mini quiz for lit,scored only like 19.super funny. thoven's super joker can hahah. dismissed,was effing cold.
netball training was alright.hmm,i find it exceptionally tiring today,maybe its been a long time since we've trained under such hot sun yeah.didnt run much though.didn't play court game either ): super funny bout th demo part,jelly hands! lol. went home and played this chengyu game.me and dar won melissa&ginny whereas i won dar' i rock hoho.she rocks more.hahah.
k i'm fking tired,i'm fking drained out.th cold weather's pissing me off,the undone compre,every homework.i'm so so so so tired after netball training now,i really need to sleep now because i gotta wake up @ 2am to complete my homework and do revision.bye.
p/s : k i wouldn't bother anything now.i'll listen but i wont give any neccessary comments or suggestions.i dont want to be mistaken.i dont like to be mistaken.i'm so being drained out and tired by all those problems,trainings,studies,quarrels,arguments & everything.you know what.you made me feel like a true bitch.
Saturday, September 8, 2007, 5:00 AM
I finally found back your long lost smile♥Yeah,woke up @ bout 9am plusplus.Left home @ 11am+ and took cab cause I thought I'll be late.Initally I thought we'll be having lunch together so didn't had anything.In th end,we werent' having lunch together.So went buy ji1 pa2 and eat.Thought I was late,but I was one of the earliest -.=
On th way there,I was standing on th train reading siti's newspaper.Then I saw the vanessa in HSM article,bout her taking nude pictures.I was really very disappointed k.And the articles' super exaggerating can ? It's like help her adding dialogues,something like " oops,blahX3 " Fucking realistic. Sigh,then they said Disney might get a replacement for her,but there again , internet says this and that,newspaper says this and that,media world is super complicating & in certain senses,scary.Yeah,sigh lah.I wouldn't watch HSM3 if there's no her.Hmm,she looks really pretty lah.So I'm like so "sian-ing" bout this so I kept complaining to Joanne & Sheena.Then I kept laughing,I dont know why zzz. Sheena & Joanne doesn't know how to ride a bike,LIKE SO CUTE!hahah.
Reached there,some stupid stuff happened.Gotta wait for them and I waited until freaking pekcek ok.I kept spouting complains zz.If Amanda's there,I think she will f here and there already ah.Cause we waited real long luh,they seriously have no sense of responsibility and urgency.Forget bout it.
Went in,and something real funny happened.We went in th door,and it happens that th SriLanka players are near to the door.Then th GS,2.06M TALL T.T was there.I was th first to go inside,and I saw her.My first reaction was to turn and puimun and screamed " OMG,SHE'S FKING TALL" I swore I was flabbergasted k,then everyone was like looking @ me -.- She's really really really tall k . She's th tallest person I've ever seeeen ! I think I'm like @ her stomach ? =/
Yeah,settled down and found a good spot.Watched th match.Th pace was relatively fast and good,yeap.But apparently the GS somehow let me feel tht she's pulled in just because of her height because she let quite a number of balls slipped through her hands. She didn't really move around despite her GK jumping high . Hahah.Yeah,so northern ireland won in th end,YEAH!:DD
Waited for awhile,singapore vs T&T match started.Woah,it's really cool seeing th emcee introducing each and every individual of th players k!(: The T&T players were really "high" , th tallest kept dancing bout,lol.So th game started,th pace was real fast and th singapore team is SERIOUSLY GOD DAMN GOOD K.Hahah.I find some of them real pretty & cute !(: So th first quarter,singapore led by 6 ? 12-6 . Twice of T&T's score.
Then singapore was like leading most of it,not as intense and exciting as last year,sadly.LOL.T&T's defenders are really good I must say,though they're super aggressive.Yeah,it's like they managed to guard singapore's GS and GA in the goal circle,they had a hard time running out.But nevertheless,I think GA did a good job in offering hohoho. Then there's this quarter,I think T&T's WD's given a "red card" or something?Cause she kept making people fall T.T Seriously I dont know if she's out of the game because she's angry/fouled.She just sat there,kinda shocking?
Yehyeh,singapore won in th end by 20+ I think . YEAH!GO SINGAPOREEEEEEEE!:DD Wanted to take picture with some of th players but there wasn't enough time ): PearlineChan's english super slang k =/ LOL So after the prize presentation,went off :D
On th train,Puimun super cute k! She told us something funny.Cause those who went to support the match will have this booklet with each countries' individual player's information etc mah.Then th juniors were like going around asking different countries' players for signature.
Puimun : We saw this girl wearing skirt standing by the toilet,so we asked " excuse me,which country are you from ? Can you help us sign?"
The girl by the toilet : I'm the umpire.
FKING FUNNY K! ZMGGGGGG.Super cute,but abit malu lah.Ginny and I laughed for 3 stations I think =X LOL Super cute k. Dinnered @ lot one,just me,puimun & yenteng.Initially puimun didn't want to go and dine with us,but I find it a bit weird lah cause at toapayoh station,she said anything.So I asked her " you scared of us issit ? " Then she said " yes" . -.= Super lame.
Pulled her along , and in the pathway,asked her why she said she scared of us.She replied " cause you all very big in size " I'm like so zzz ? Is she small I guess =X LOL . Ate @ KFC . Crapped super a lot bout hormones,oral and teachers . LOL super nice timeeee ! (: Puimun's effing cute I swear ! :D Headed home.
Queued up for 302,just as I was about to board th bus,someone called my name.Turned and saw damian.LOL.Kinda shocked.Sighhh,dont think I can go for th project tmrw.Shall ask my parents again.
She's giant-tall =/
After watching singapore players play,I really feel aspired to be like them :D Work hard everyone!(:
Friday, September 7, 2007, 6:21 AM
Hellooooo:D *yawns a zillion times* K,I know it's kinda impolite to yawn @ th introduction of my post but pardon me,I'm really tired D: But you see,because of 1 or 2 faithful readers,I'm posting today heh,cheeeers for me!(: So yeah,was god darn excited.Woke up @ about 8am plus?Had breakfast and stuff,then @ bout 10.30am went to bathe . Hohoho,I was taking my clothes from th balcony till I saw th cloudy weather.Initially I was disappointed cause I thought I could get myself a good tan D: But th clouds are super fluffy and nice LOL =X
Yehyeh,walked to lot one alone and surprisingly I'm one of the first few who've reached hoho.Crapped with Melissa and I feel like spanking her butt after listening to her LOL =X Seriously she's super soft-hearted please.LOL.Uh-huh,went to food junction and had my all time favourite - chicken ricee .LOL. AND yahooo!:D I finally gotten my banana D: I've got cravings for it like on saturday ? People told me I can only get it by a bunch and not solely just one,but I managed to get only ONE @ food junction!:D Yummy!(: Went crazy all of a sudden while buying chicken rice,jumped here & there and I accidentally hit a lady.Whooooops =/
So it's like 12.30pm already,took MRT to kallang.Stood all th way there D: Crapped & listened to songs,kept replaying qi2 shi2 hai2 ai4 ni3 by Angela,just have th urge of listening hohor. We thought we'ld be late but surprisingly we're early ? -.= Reached there,not a single soul there D: As usual,went toilet first LOL . Then Coach came,followed by some chung cheng high peeps.Did warm up,drills & stuff.Coach reprimanded me cause I was lazy in running th anywhere ball drill.Whoooopsiez.So more and more schools came.In th end there're only Chungchenghigh,clementitown,and kranji.Apparently th clementitown only had the C division coming,whereas Chungchenghigh's B division are still having their O levels ? =/ So yeah,C div games started first.
Initially when I saw CTSS and CCH netballers,I thought they were B division because they're really tall and they look really matured.I was a bit freaked out when I saw them,but when I know that they're C division , Yenteng and I was like zmg-ing to each other -_____- Yeh,so th match started for our juniors first,they didn't win I think,but I see their improvement,so,good job!(: I can see definite runs from puimun,gina,luyi etc etc.Yep.Nevertheless,good job to ALL !<3
Yeahyeah,@ bout 3pm+ , chungchenghigh seniors arrived and they're short of 1 player.So we lent a sec 3 player to them.And it's like our team has all sec 2 except for yenteng.I was darn pressurised,because it's th first time I sort of officially be a centre.First quarter was alright.I did I did pretty ok.Can sort of sense the flow there,and Coach didn't shout at me amazingly.HAHA.Th centre looks friendly,but isn't friendly.Every time th centre pass she would just roll th ball and blahblahblah,really feel discomfort canzxz.And I only intercepted 2 balls =/ Th first quarter was th best,cause I can feel the momentum there.Was darn tired LOL.Score was 8-3 to us (:
Next quarter was lousy.I was very very tired due to my stupid sucky stamina (SSS) LOL , and th scorching hot sun.I almost melted -.- So coach was like during the game,asking me issit I tired already.Honest enough,I said yes.LOL.Kind of lame,but yeah (: However,sort of continued and th score is 17-11 . They scored 8 goals whereas we scored 9 goals.
Third quarter was unfair lah >.< Coach helped them play -.- But we still won overall :D Maybe because their main 7 not down ? I dont know.LOL.Fourth quarter,against ClementiTown C division.They've got really tall shooters manz .Then Coach helped them AGAIN -.= Initially I was C but I changed with yuting secretly (Shh..) Then before the last quarter,coach reshuffled the positions and I became GA.Reason being?She's GD and wanted to defend me =.= No wonder when I ask her what position she's playing,she didn't want to tell me-.- Oh,I finished yuting's hello panda,her reaction is DAMN funny.Sorry darling,shall pay you back one sometime LOL!(: We were leading @ th fourth quarter still I guess.But most of us are in playing-mode instead of competitive-mode.I really wanted to get serious but I can't lah,cause coach kept smile here and there @ me -.== There's this part,yuting SUPER cute k!:D She sort of got her hands on th balls once,then twice,then the ball going out already,she get one more time,but drop,then she use her legs defend the ball from th opponent -.- Then she's like murmuring to herself saying " come and take " LOL otherwise it'll be repossession. IT'S FKING FUNNY K! The way she uses her leg to stop th ball -.- Coach and I was like laughing like crazy?Super cute can!:D
Match ended,didn't get tanned.Damn th sun ): Yuting super cute k! Her face super red @ some parts and zmg,I love her legs now! Super chocolate feeeel <3 HAHAH. I regretted applying sunblock lotion lah.Initially I wanted a dip or so just for my face,then I squeezed too much,and applied it to my legs and hands thinking it wouldn't be so useful-.- In th end no tan @ all.But my face' abit red,hopefully I'll become blacker tmr morning -.== Back to just now,headed to KFC for dinner.Freaking hungry LOLER ! (: Headed to th bus stop,wanted to take a b div photo,taken one but before we could take the candid shot,th bus arrived & everybody RUSHED -.== Wanted to upload it,but too bad I CAN'T FIND IT ):
Yeahyeah,sat on th bus for freaking darn long . Ginny and Melissa were camwhoring and I'm just crapping along LOL . Reached dhoby gaut station,team splitted into 2 groups due to miscommunication.Before that,ShanLing's wallet's missing.She's darn cute k!Outside th control station,her uncle happens to be @ there and lent her ezlink card.SUPER LUCKY.And you know what?Her wallet only has 1 ezlink card + 1 game card -.== She's freaking funny k.Below's our conversation :
JOCELYN : Huh!?Your wallet only has ezlink card and one more card,then where you put your money? ( apparently I wanted to ask whether she put her money in the bag or pocket or what )
SHANLING : Huh,I put my money in my house in the safe
SUPER -.= CAN ! So I was like laughing my ass off ?Then I ask her ,
JOCELYN : So today you didn't bring money ?
SHANLING : I forgot to take money from the safe .
SUPER LUCKY.I didn't know there're people using "safe" at this century,so cute!LOL.So on th train she's like complaining bout which idiot would actually take an empty wallet and thinking of various ways to tell her mum.Super funny.Najiha was kinda pissed off?LOL-.-
After what seemed like ages -.- , reached yewtee,walked home with yuting and chatted lots bout netball <3
I love th chocolate feel! LOL -.-
PUIMUN! Freaking cute junior!Best stamina among th juniors toooo(:
The tradegy of Shanling(not macbeth,LOL)
SOKMENGGG<3Focus on th netball,super abstract right!LOL
Attempt to take th picture of our reflections failed thoroughly D:
Melissa and me.Look so...formal?
Their reactions can't stop me from thinking that they're doing scandalous -.-
Totally forgot bout the flashlight -.==
GINNY AND MELISSA <3
I think this shot is very the,artistic (:
YUMMY BANANA!(:
Yummmmmmmm!:DD
FLUFFY CLOUDS :D
CLOSE UP :D
p/s : I know th pictures are in super zuper random order horhor.
K,end of pictures.5 nations 3rd/4th and finals tmrw . I can't waittttttt!:D Go singapore!<3 Yeahyeah,apparently there're loads of hmwk waiting for me on that bloody study table.Gotta clear them by sunday I guess ): GO SINGAPORE TEAMMMMM!(: I love jean ng (If I'm not wrong) K,I really gotta catch some sleep because my bones' are breaking from just now's match ): Bye.
Thursday, September 6, 2007, 9:01 AM
it's 12 on th dot now.forgot to wish samuel happy birthday in my blog D:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FORTY CENTS!:D excel in choir and studies yeah?HAPPY 14!I'm older cause I'm alre 14 bleahhzx (: Still,all th best and may god bless<3 LOVELOVE!
Okay,friendly matches tmr(or should I say today) @ kallang woahwoah I can't wait man >.< SSC having frisbee west zone I think,ahhhh!ALL TH BEST BANANAAAAS XD Must do the school proud yehyeh!:D Okay.Countdown,bout 14 more hours to th match . yahoo yahaaa :D
k,it's 12am+ now.I think I need to sleep.I have to sleep.I dont wanna more panda eyes >>.<< bye.
4:08 AM
Hmm,sometimes I can't help but to feel that I'm very shallow-minded,or in other words,ignorant.Like what bully has said , jing3 di3 zhi1 wa1 . Hmm,its like I don't even know how to handle simple chores,do basic stuff,etc etc.Like the screwdriver incident,I never knew to unscrew the nail is to turn anti-clockwise.Like so basic yet I dont know.I can't do household chores like washing,mopping th floor etc.I'll just cause another disaster.My words often hurt people,because I don't think before I speak.Because I often think that that's me,and that people should accept me for who I am.But boy was I wrong.Then,my actions and words pissed people off. I dont know why but I'm too tired to find out th truth.I dont give a damn already because I'm too weak to fight on,whats more with me alone @ the sideline.I really appreciate those whom cared and been through with me during th hard times.But often,I really hated those who kept reprimanding/lecturing bout how life should come about.But th problem is,they're not even sure what I have been going through,they dont deserve to speak so much of crap.And worse still,to compare me with them.Very hurting indeed,very.
Sometimes I really think life's a bitch,a true bitch.But I dont know why,I'm very positive bout it.Maybe because life is something so extraordinary,it gives us painful experiences yet make us grow.It's something some people want to give up yet some people cherish it so much.So I just came down with a conclusion - Life is something you can choose to make good or bad out of it.It's your life,therefore it's your choice. Maybe some stuffs will make you go berserk/crazy/so crestfallen that you think life is something you thoroughly hate,something which you can end it anytime just because you want it.Life is th most precious and valued possession(that is,because life belongs to one),don't waste it.Been through the toughest times,and in it you might find some precious friendship/kinship/whatever ship in it.Go through it,it'll be another brand new day.Remember,have this in mind,we only own one life each,live it well (:
p/s : ohmytian,suddenly became so positive(HAHAH) Jocelyn rocks :D
3:53 AM
Grow up will you?There're people siding you doesn't mean you're right.This world has a lot more just than that.Yeahyeah,my mummy bought a dozen of donuts ytd from suntec I think.Drats,I hate donuts.Donuts' have never been my favourite,nor something I would really like a lot.It's more of like sudden-crave kind of thing you see. Seriously I didn't know why some ,ESPECIALLY MY SISTAAAA would actually go crazaye over this donuts . Yeah,I agree it's very soft inside but I still dont like it.Darn,I must be abnormal.And I hate it cause it's too sweeeeet for me ): I dont like those donuts with raspberry / CHEESE(-.=) or whatsoever.Its not very tempting actually,at least to me.yeahyeah,so had this chocolate donut ( looks most normal to me :P )
DONUT FACTORYYYYYYY (: {First it's donut parlour,then missy donut , after which mr dont , now donut factory -.- }
hoho,I cant deny,this looks tempting but still,no urge to eat it T.T
I prefer these donuts!:D chocolateeeee!
zmg,another layer of chocolate inside!(:
k,smth happened in th morning,so I didn't go out for th studying session with colleen.So sorry love! Intended to spend my afternoon doing some literature notes but apparently I dozed off -,0 hahahah . Shall do it later I guess.
ZMG.Friendly matches @ Kallang tmrw . Lovelove!(: I dont know why but I dont feel that excited anymore.But yet,still looking forward (: Sort of our first match , or maybe second , in the B division,hopefully everything turns out fine and I'll definitely give my best shot!(: Wait for updates k!:D
Oh,before I forget,TH LOVELY KIDS! (including me,heheh!(: )
Can't believe holidays' coming to an end . Awwwww ): Byebye.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007, 11:00 PM
ZMG.Today is LOVE , LOVE , LOVE ! ♥ But darn,I thought I could finally upload some videos & pictures but boy was I wrong D: I finally digged out my cable but those darn hilarious and cute videos & pictures can't be uploaded god knows why D:Oh okay then. Shall start off with th morning.Woah,18missed calls by winnie th pooh =X Totally forgot I asked him to prank call me ytd -.= Yehyeh,I only woke up after th 12th/13th call I think -.= I smsed him like TWICE that I'm awake alre,but he still keep calling =.= Walked to limbang & saw Daniel.L waiting for Yuting hahah :DD Headed to school , and quickly find MrYeo to take those props.It was bout 7.40am already I think.
So set up & stuff , tried a random game with zhenyi and manz, our coordination sucks big time HAHAH . Slacked around,busy with th arrangement after that . Hahah , kind of weird luh , it's like when you've made sure that th cones are of a straight line,you'll see a totally different angle when you go to th front.Me and Peiling were like uh ? LOL
Th kids came bout @ around 9.40am?Yeah,THEY ARE SUPER FKING CUTE I SWEAR! (: They are smaller than what I've expected actually.Like even lower than my waist?Okay,maybe I'm too tall ! :D So started th game.Things didn't really go like what I wanted , like supposedly we should explain as a whole and stuff.But apparently we overestimated their ability of understanding -.- So assigned a leader to each group and explained to them.Yeap,there were 22kids instead of 24kids.So we wanted to add some of th sec 2s in,but the children were kind of hyper , so they wanna do it again.Actually th K1s are not really in a competitive mode lorh,like just play and play and play.My group's kind of quiet but they did show some signs of active after that which made me SUPER glad ! (: Had prize presentation for th K1s after that and they're fking cute k!:D I was th "guest of honour" LOL .
Switched groups,they're K2s now. Initially I'm afraid I was not able to cope because they were quite shy.But man I was wrong.VERY WRONG.They were so hyperactive & siao canz. I was @ there siao-ing myself then they followed me -.= HAHA . So we were sort of the first group to finish demonstrating.I was bored so I'm like " k,group2,let's make a whoosh kind of thing" LOL Then they were like siao already,scream here and there! Then we compete with each other group using screams while waiting for group 1 to complete the demonstration.They were like "GROUP3 WILL WIN ! " Then I'm like telling those kids " GROUP 3 CAN GO HOME LAH" LOL . Then they really followed which made me feel touched actually.I really felt a team with them :DD
K,game started,more of competitive mode this time.But you know what? We were last again -.= For the K1 match,my group last,for this match,my group also last D: Kind of impossible loh,cause my group's like SUPER active and stuff. Then I realise th reason in th end . Th sec 2s helped them -.= Sumin confessed to Tao say her group , for the beanbag station,is press the beanbag on th kid's head then walk -.- whereas my group is like even going to reach that time,drop also must restart.But it's okeh lah , since we've got so much fun :DD We lost in the end , but it really touched me when I see them cheering their mates on and stuff (: Felt so heartwarming LOL .
Prize presentation came again.They were super cute k . My group couldn't decide on what stickers they want , between spongebob&winniethpooh.In th end winniethpooh won but there's this boy who seems sad lah.So I secretly stuff the spongebob stickers to his teacher in charge (: Tsktsk.
Cleared up.Only Colleen,yuting,dan.l and me cleared up.Th rest were either just take-the-ball-to-the-sports-centre or play around.Felt so bad lah.But forget bout it. Headed to KFC for lunch.Was darn hungry.Kept thinking of something which made me laugh like crazyz :D Went more than words and then home after that.
Hmm,there're actually manymany things I would certainly forget to blog about , but those sweet memories,cute cum unforgettable moments and those innocent sweet smiles those children have given me have already sank deep into my heart (: I swear they're super innocent & cute k.Esp those hyperactive ones.I love them! ♥
Many thanks to my group members!:D But I wanna thank PeiLing especially because she's made 2 trips down to her stjohnblahblah to get those goodies AGAIN , and her super nice handmade 1prize (: Thankyou:D Not forgetting other 2A-ians who helped out, love love :D And 2 mentors too ! (: LASTLY,th kids,who made this telematch such an unforgettable & success one :D JOCELYN LOVES YOU ♥
Goshzx , ii'm vewiez tiiredzx neiishhzx , tthatts whhyyie ii'm typiingzx lykkes thiishhz n0rhzxz . ii thiinkz ii g0 sleEppzx lia0zx w0rrz . BuaIzx BuaizX ! <3
p/s:Like you've seen,I'm dead tired =/
5:09 AM
An invisible barrier stopped me when I tried to retrieve those memories.Heyo.So met ginnyxiaobaobei,yutingdarling and shimin for lunch . Training wasn't good for me at all.I felt terrible.Bye.
To all 2A-ians helping out tomorrow for the telematch,please be there by 8.30am at quadrangle.Thanks.
Tomorrow's the telematch,hopefully nothing goes wrong (:
Monday, September 3, 2007, 7:37 PM
All along I knew it was a mistake but damn,why did I carry on?Because my hearts calls me to.So yeah,english filing postponed to 2pm today >.< After tht would be training I guess,looking forward to it.Provided my tootoot wouldn't come again last minute HAHA . -.= Argh,kind of troubled these few days,by many stuffs D: Nvm,I shall not show it out :DD
TRAININGS ARE LOVE LOVE LOVE ! ♥
5:01 AM
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Past a no , now a maybe , future a yes.
Hey yoshzxz . I'm back again.So set off to school @ bout 10.30am . First to 7 11 to grab a pizza (: Th macbeth show was alright, wasn't as nice as what I've expected , but overall still a 3/5 stars lah :DD Th unsex me part is like only a few seconds -.=
Headed to limbang and had so called lunch , then back to school for lit i.p . Basically I wasn't listening but I copied every single thing heh :DD People keep on disturbing me -.=
Headed to lot one after that , basically simply slacked around' & I borrowed 3 macbeth books harhar. Crapped with some other peeps after that & tadah ! home sweeeet home.
There's something I would like to highlight today.Hmm,when I went to the canteen to refill my waterbottle,there's this uncle,probably the worker of the school,approached me and asked me how to use the water cooler.After that he proceeded asking me questions like whether he can use the water when he comes kss again , so I said yes ( like duh,because that's meant for everyone ) He let out a smile , a very ... contented smile . To me, refilling water is like drinking some water and then refilling it again and then drink again.But to him , I can feel how precious water is to him,how he's able to save a dollar also just by using the water cooler to refill the water. Okay,it might sound illogical , it might sound insignificant to you . But initially I'm very sure I wasn't even bothered by it,but as time passes by,this little encounter did not leave my mind.It was then when I realised it made an impact on me.A very strong one.It didn't fail to make me recall how I played with water etc . A huge impact , this time round.
p/s : You might think I'm exaggerating/thinking too much just because of this lil incident , but to me , it's a very precious,special and significant one :D
Sunday, September 2, 2007, 6:16 PM
In this world there's never enough time.It's all about you organising your time.
I wanna watch dead silence but I started to have hesitation having the previous encounter yesterday and these 2 stupid photos :(
6:10 PM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I wanna eat banana >.< I had this sudden craving yesterday night already but till now I haven't had a chance to eat stupid BANANA ! D: I really feeel like eating banana canz ! :@ Nvm,mummy's buying for me later HAHA .
Oh now it's 9.11am , long way to 11am . I woke up darn early can =,- Nvm.My bloody mense hasn't arrive like 1month + DAMN . Better not come when friday friendly matches arrive ! Prays hard **
Yehyeh,talking about friday's matches,super happy ! Wanna tan a bit of my face & legs :D Byeeeeee!Hopefully th lit movie will be nice , I'm sure it will be :D
Saturday, September 1, 2007, 8:33 PM
To confuse my feelings with the truth ♥Hello humans.Yesterday was a creepy yet thrilling experience for me. Initially I admit I'm sooper dooper freaked out but I started to enjoy it somehow :D
So yesterday my mum was out , and she came back . After that she went for dinner with my daddy @ about 9.30pm again.She did bug me to follow her but I refused to do so no matter how she pesuaded me.I was alone fyi.When she went out of the house 5 minutes later,I went out of the master bedroom and took out the netball form.The moment I stood up & walked towards the sofa , my house BLACKOUT. K,you might think its no big deal BUT it's really very creepy k.Especially when you're alone and your house is quite big,darn scary.So the next thing you could turn to as a source of light would be your handphone right?When I wanted to call people to chat,the moment I turn to my phone,th battery went EMPTY and blackout.Very coincidence huh.
Then I froze.I just froze @ the moment , I was shocked , flabbergasted , scared and frightened.There were many thoughts running through my mind . Esp when this month is th ___ month . I didn't know what to do.I had the intentions of staying in the house and sit down but it was way creepy.The dark and silence were so deafening okay.So I decided to go out of my house. Safe enough for me, one of my neighbours is having this family gathering and I could still sense their presence gladly.The night is so dark and lonely and the darn sky wouldn't even spare me a single star k.
It's darn scary,imagine walking around the spacious corridor.Soon,my neighbours saw me walking so secretive outside along the corridor,they closed their doors! Th noises were shut behind as the door closed.I cried.Because it's really darn creepy k.I felt so darn helpless because outside of your house , there's no one you could turn to, and inside your house,you couldn't stay because it's so dark and scary.
But still, I had to stay outside because at least there's light.So I went to observe other people LOL . I saw a guy watching tv , a pair of siblings doing homework,and a maid watering.At least I could felt their presence.But after that,they all went back then I'm alone again -.- So I would go to the lift and check occasionally to see when my parents would be back.
THEN , this incident gotta happen.It's really fuck kind of thing okay. The lift was going up . I was so happy when it reached my floor but it went a level above my floor instead.There's someone inside lah.I was so darn devastated k.Then I'm like thinking " why wouldn't the lift just come to my level ?" Then the moment I thought of it,the lift went down to my level , open , then close , open , then close . OMG , it's darn scary k! The worse thing is that there isn't anyone in it! Arghh! I freaked out and ran to back to outside my house.After that,I still managed to pluck out my courage to check occasionally . The lift went to my level twice but none's is my parents.Sad lah.Its like your hopes will rise with the lift but just plunged down when the lift stops at not-your-level.
Next I heard this door knob thing.Apparently,it's coming from my neighbour . There's this cute lil boy standing by the door . Luckily it's a boy and not some dolls-like-girl.Imagine a doll like girl standing at the door and laughing,I think I can kill myself.So this guy was humming some nursery tunes and trying to make me scared . Why ? Because the moment I turn to him,the tunes stopped & he said " oh,what's that sound?"I must admit I freaked out at the starting but later I started to enjoy his accompaniance, his hummings and stuff yeah.Later I started thinking that he wanted to accompany me upon seeing me so lonely.Thanks ah,even though I know he wouldn't read this.But soon after , he sneezed and his daddy heard him,so he brought him inside and slam the door -.-
I got so frightened again , but my heart sort of settled .I was so bored till I went to count how much steps my level have.But upon seeing the scary and lonely corridor,I stopped after a few steps. =.= Then I went to this cactus , bout 1.7m tall ? I was so bored that I started pricking my fingers trying to see which thorn would hurt me.The first thorn was a soft one -.- The second was quite pain.So I thought the cactus' dying so it wouldn't hurt much.Stupid thinking.I pushed my fingers to the third thorn and fuck,it's sharp and strong k.My fingers didn't bleed but I felt a tinge of numbness. I went around with FEAR and ANXIETY and waited for long , damn long D: I was so helpless and frightened . Many a times I told myself just go down and slack about but I told myself its a good chance to test my courage.But I didn't expect it to be so scary.
The boy I've mentioned just now came out again, I think sneaked out bah . He just stood there and accompany me . I felt safe and contented even though it's quite a distance away and he's smaller than me (:
I heard the lift sound again , and finally this time it's my parents.(: I was close to tears , happy tears I guess.I waited for 2 hours bloody hours outside and by the time I got back into the house,it's 12am . Sooper coincidence. D:
The moment I reached home and charge my phone , I relate this story to winniethepooh because I happened to be smsing him that time.Omg , I thought he would say I'm just trying to say I'm brave or what but he say want to salute me ! LOL . Wanted to tell laopoooo <3 but she slept like a pig already.
I'm seriously still confused lah.Because it's like I dont know if I'm courageous or what,because I was able to last alone for 2 hours , but yet its because of the fact under the state of having no communications and no ways out.I really dont know , but I feel proud of myself though :D "All these happened so dramatically that I never believed it would actually happen to me.It seems like dream but yet so real."
Went to sms , computer , then sleeeep.Yeh,woke up @ like 11am and had a dream.I only semi recalled it but I know it's a half-scary and half-happy dream lah :DD
Ohyah,I'm not going to the hairspray movie already because I really dont like travelling so far.Sorry puiksee mummy,especially when I've promised you.I owe you a promise k?Even though I know its something of no help.
Nadia went to India yesterday,forgot to mention. LOL . When I encountered this incident,the first person I wanna "show off" is her luh . But I'm posting this for her k :D BON VOYAGE LOVEEEEEEE <3
YK's video's fking funny k! (: His sister gotta nice voice,yk also has lah :D Super dramatic can ! (: I like the gun part ! HAHAHAHHA.
Ahh,monday's gonna be tomorrow yehyeh macbeth cartoon ♥ Loooook forward :D
Okay,long day ahead. Bye.
I AM A BRAVE GIRL :D
12:11 AM
Leave if you want but just don't take my heart along.OMG T.T I wanna watch dead silence lah >.< But nobody wants/dares to pei me watch ! D: Sad lah . But I'm not afraid of watching lor ! I'M SUPER BRAVE ! (: Yehyeh , but the people watching with me gotta be ultra careful because I'll pinch and throw popcorn -.- I wanna watch with laopooooooo <3 but I think she'll freak out if she knows its bout dolls . Shaotao already say he'll watch if got people watch.YES ! I LOVE PINCHING HIM <3 Yk's afraid of watching it and even suggested to me to watch evan almighty.zzz , I think our class' girls more daring than our class' boys.
Gosh ,I can't believe it.September holidays have already started ! (: But this holiday does not look nor seem like a holiday ? Several reasons .
I gotta attend school 4 days out of the five days.I'm watching 5nations finals on saturday.MY SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS PLAN ! :D
MONDAY - Literature macbeth movieee ! (: Staying awhile for lit.ip only though .
TUESDAY - NETBALL TRAINING <3
WEDNESDAY - Service learning ( hopefully it won't rain! )
THURSDAY - STUDYING WITH COLLEEEN ! :D (not confirmed)
FRIDAY - KALLANG FRIENDLY MATCHES ! (:
SATURDAY - 5 NATIONS NETBALL AHHHHH !:D
YEHYEH,I'm so happy <3 Gonna play many friendly matches @ kallang I think :D But a bit afraid >.< heh,my target is to complete homework by wednesday WOOHOOOOO :D
Short post today yeah .
DAMN . I WANT TO WATCH DEAD SILENCE T.T