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My holiday resolutions ( Absolute crap because I've made this up )
♥ Be a better person :D
♥ Be a good netballer and have self discipline , on or off court (:
♥ Work even harder for good results , especially maths and science .
♥ Less hot-tempered and no more vulgarities for me =X
♥ I-can't-think-of-anything-now-so-yah-I'll-update-this-when-I-think-of-something-yeah

LAURA I LOVE YOU ! <3

Friday, May 18, 2007, 3:09 AM

Hello people.
So as you can see , I've shifted back to blogger since I've seriously no idea bout xanga's codes =/
Yeah , fickle-minded , I know.
:(
Yeah,today's practically slack-day.
(:
It's all bout slacking around I guess :)))
Chemistry was watching a disney movie , I guess 1/3 of the class fell asleeep?
I was laming though .
HAHAH.
Yeah , HMT's next.
Went through the paper (:
MissTock's chinese super cheeeeem and I've made a fool out of myself.
CRAPPPPPP =/
Yeah,headed for netball trainings.
Saw MissFazlin and she squeezed me hard.
I don't feel pain at all.
But I'm super disappointed and guilty after that :(
She was disappointed bout my results :(
She didn't expect me to do so badly.
But whatever it is , I swear that I've done my best okay.
I can't face MsFazlin nowwww .
I've let her down manymany :(
Anyway , MissFazlin , I LOVE YOU ! ♥
I promise I'll study hard and do better next time alright ! :D
During training,
MissTock and MissYeo talked to us .
I LOVE NETBALL SERIOUSLY.
WE SERIOUSLY GOTTA WORK DAMN HARD TO BE A FANTASTIC TEAM OKAY.
Training was alright.
No physical training at all .
Just a few ball drills.
But it just feels good to get my hands on netball again :D
Heheh.
Went back with Yuting,Ginny and Melissa ! :D
Had a nice chat with Melissa but I'm damn pissed for her .
LOLER.
I love her a lot (:
YupYup. ;D
Back to home adn I'm super hungry now :(
ByeBye ! (:

RESULTS !
My results' pretty alright I guess.
I improved lots for science and maths ! :D
Yay-ness.
SCIENCE ! 0.6 marks to A2 .. !
Damn the science .
LOL.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 3:45 AM

HelloHello (:
So today was the pet rocket thingy,starting was kind of bored :(
But when it came to the launching part , it's quite fun (:
So yeah , we waited hell long to start constructing the rocket.
Had recess after that , then launched out rocket twice :D
In between the waiting time , played water like nobody's business :DD
Yeah , had lunch after that .
Bird told me MsHo said some peeps failed chemistry/bio.
Okay,I don't feel good bout this.
Was feeling damn sick luhz .
:(
Went up and as we're going to 2A , saw YuanFang and gang chatting with MissNatasha.
Yeah , as usual , joined in the chat and asked MsNat if anyone failed.
Okay,in 2A,only 1 failed.
30 got A I think , which is something damn good okay ?
Yeah , highest is 48/50 .
Either Jiexin or Jiaying ,
Diao , they're siao already.
History's kinda tough you know =X
Anyway , 2A scored the highest among the sec 2 level .
Yay-ness.(:
Yeah , met MissLim .
Asked her bout my composition and luckily she said I didn't fail or something.
She's still in the midst of marking the paper 2.
Yupyup.
Went doing the parachute thingy,Peisi helped me ALOT :D
Thanks girl , was feeling darn uncomfortable that time :(
Parachuting's fun , but we got caught for playing with water.
The instructor's damn good okay .
He didn't scold us or anything,instead,he was standing there joking with us .
LOL ! =X
Yeah , so it was kind of fun .
Theory lesson was kinda boring though =/
Yupyup , went back to class to pack up and stuff , then I came to learn that Geraldine got 96/100 for maths.
Okay , darn pro I swear.
The highest for 2C's like 98/100 ?!?!
Gosh , a maths class indeed :D
Yeah , walked home with Yuting and manymanymore.
Then I was grumbling to Yuting why the 2C-ians can get super high .
Then I told her maybe I die 10 times , take the exam 10 times also won't get that kind of result =/
LOL.
Don't know why I'm so inconfident :(
Everytime I ask a teacher bout my results , I won't ask if I've gotten an A or something .
Instead I'll ask if I got pass =/
Yupyup , reached home , had a bath , watched teevee and here I am blogging :DD
Yeah , so tomorrow's gonna receive back all our papers.
Shucks,I'm just to afraid to see my english paper okay =/
Yeah , anyway ,
I won't deny I've worked hard for those papers,
So I shall see tomorrow if my efforts are paid off :DD
ByeByePeople,
EnjoyLife ! <3

Monday, May 14, 2007, 11:55 PM

Yay,I can blog finally (:
Couldn't blog the past few days because my computer is sotsot .
I can only blog using my parents' computer -.=
Yeah,anyway,yesterday was alright luh .
After the maths trail,we were told to bring 3 1.5litres of empty bottle for the pet rocket thingy again o.O
Same thing again , bored bored bored.
Went home and told my mummy to buy the bottles, then we argued again .
Zzz.Don't know why we just kept argueing luh .
She claimed that I didn't tell her earlier o.0
Like whatever,pet rocket shall rot and burn in hell.
Then last night I had a dream.
HAHAH.
The dream was about the history papers.
2A was supposed to sit and wait outside the class after recess.
Then MissNatasha came then handed me a file which contained the MYE papers.
HAHAH.
Then I asked if I can take a look , she said okay.
Then she went off .
Then I saw my marks 22/50 .
LOLER.
Then MissNatasha came back , I asked again ifh I could see other people's scripts.
She agreed then I saw Yongkian's.
50/50
LOLER.
Then I was kind of upset .
LOL.
Then I woke up.
Okay,I hope I wouldn't score so low for history lahhh :(
YupYup.
Today was hell bored o.0
I think I need to do some meaningful things.
And and and ,
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I miss netball trainings :((((
I don't know how long I didn't touch the ball and shoot already luh ! ;(
I miss netballlllll !!
I hope training resumes sooooooon (:
Yeah,so was listening to songs all the way from morning to afternoon luh .
Smsed daniel.chia and he said he played maple with his friends to like 3am ?
Gosh , siao already.
I wonder why so many people are so obsessed in maple luh .
I hate maple like I don't know what.
LOLER.
Okay,ByeBye!
TakeCare.

5:59 AM

Did not blog yesterday because internet connection was down . =(
Don't feel like blogging out of a sudden.
Had this unusual feeling all of a sudden.
Then I felt so childish and demanding .
I don't know why I'm feeling this way but..
I'm depressed and sad now.
Now I know , I'm so ignorant and selfish.
:((
Stuck on you

Saturday, May 12, 2007, 4:23 AM

HELLOOOOO ;D
Today was hell fun I swear !
Woke up at about 7am,bathed and stuff and headed to cck stadium ;DD
On the way , called ShaoTao and lied to him that I overslept T.T
In the end , he told me he's overslept toooo T.T
Diaoz.
So met up with YK,PeiSi and the Daniels (:
Had a hard time looking for 20cents then this netballer we saw , she's damn friendly and nice okay !
She gave us a 20cent coin .
YAY , NETBALLERS ROCK ! ;D
Had warm ups,and proceeded to run 6 rounds.
I didn't though , stop here and there along the run (:
Had a very nice time motivating Peisi and mad-ding like nobody's business lahhh :)
Peisi completed the run in like 16minutes+ , THAT'S HELL GOOD OKAY ! ;D
I'm so proud of her as she didn't stop ;DD
Had fun throughout.
Next,proceeded to lot one.
Went to the playground and had lotsa fun there ! :D
Peisi took a damn retarded video okay ! :(
ROARRRR !
Went lot one to change , then headed to Causeway ! (:
Yay-nesssss ;DD
Had korean food for lunch ,
And it's super delicious + spicy ! :D
I couldn't finish the kimchi though :(
The smell+taste of it made me want to vomit T.T
Headed to arcade next,Dan.L played the sweet machine after many prompts from me .
HAHAH .
And he got damn lotsa sweeeets ;D
Play percussion master using Shaotao's money.
And I swear it's damn fun okay ! :D
Shaotao's super cute while playing lah .
And the conclusion is , Shaotao - no tempo and rhythm.
That's oh-so-sad . :D
Played air hockey with tao for like 3 times?
His money AGAIN.
And he's sucha cheaterrrr !
He uses his hands to block the hole loh !
I'm pro-er !
Won him in the first game , 7-6
Lost in second game , and WON by manymany in the last game .
AIR HOCKEY'S ABSOLUTE LOVEEE <3
Went to the pasar-malam beside the mall to get those keychains again .
Realised the guys' not there yet , so Peisi smsed him .
HAHAH.
They came only at bout 2pm .
Spent the time loitering around :D
They came , took our orders,then we went slackslack.
The keychains were so pretty okay ! :DD
After that,went to Puiksee's house.
Play mahjong !
I LOVE MAHJONGGG !
Had a hard time trying to win the 3 pros, and I'm damn retard in mahjong okay T.T
However,I managed to win twice or something?
HAHAH.
Then during the midst of the game,someone called Jiaqi and peisi was like making fun of the conversation and we were laughing like madddd okay.
Peiyun's super cute,because she burps whenever she hear horny stuffs.
HAHAH.
Left @ bout 6pm,trained home ;D
Tried to strike up a conversation , but the two men are just so quiet lahhhh :(
Saw donkey after that , she wanted to send me home , but I ran off like hell ;D
HAHAHAH .
I was rushing for home you see..
Went home , Mommy's kinda upset with me cause I didn't answer the call .
She said she called many times.
Went to check my phone , yeah , 1 TIME =.=
Received a new message : W A Y by my mother.
Asked my mother what's that ,
She said : Where Are You .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I can't stop myself from laughing okay.
She said she's lazy and that's HER so called short-form
Diaooooo-ness .
Hahah , overall , today was ultra fun ! :DD
I shall rate it 9/10 :D
Wee yo weet .
{And I seriously hope dumbdumb Yk wouldn't put my dumbdumblooking pic}
ByeBye People,
Will be back later to post pictures :D
YAY!

Friday, May 11, 2007, 4:45 AM

HELLO.
PICTURES' ARE BACK ^^
sorry,it's like 1.5 hours already T.T
Tadeeedahh XD




YAY ! Me and Ahgong ! Jumping pictures are loveeee <3




From this picture , I can infer that Thaqif and Yongkian are mean people.
Why?BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME TO JUMP ! X(




JUMP JUMP JUMP ! <3




Tried taking a solo jump shot.So yeah , obviously I failed so I went haha-ing XD




PEISI! He ain't a girl , why you take this photo..?LOLER.




CAPTURED UNKNOWINGLY =/




SONNY AND DARLING ;DD




DARLING'S SUPER CUTE OKAY . XD




See no evil , hear no evil , say no evil and look no evil XD




The bestest pals in my life XD




EGG WITH FEATHERS . LOLER . XD




I think Yongkian looks super retard. HAHAH.



Yadah yadah , I think I look damn retarded =/




I LOVE ZHENYI MEI ;DDD { Sperms..}




Beloved Thaqif looked like he's being tortured by some MEAN PEOPLE . HAHAH XD




Okay,not as brave as Thaqif.Putting his face so near the desserts -.<
SOME meanie behind me might push my face into it . HAHAHA.




Okay,obviously the chopsticks with the prawn on top of it is mine . OKAY . Fine , I admit , I DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE CHOPSTICKS :(((((
Like whatever. LOLER (:




Daniel.L's fried rice + eggs.
Looks nice but yuting said it was .... gross ?
LOL




THE SPERMS PLUS EGG ;DD
I think we're damn gross but creative okay ! XDD
Yuting and I rockkk ! :DD
Want to know which sperm got to fertilise the egg?
Answer : NONE ! Why? Cause Yuting and I found out that the sperms are crushed someone whom we don't know who.That someone's so mean to kill the chance of having a new-born life ! humphh ><
LOL




EMO PICTURES XD
I didn't know I could get so emo . =/




EMO-tionalies (:




Zhenyi's.Prettaye right?XD
Comes in all sorts of designs toooo XD




Peisi's . Prettaye (:




Yongkian's . Prettaye (:




REFLECTIONS XD ( me and puiksee=friends for lifeeee ! )




THAQIF ! what's up with the stares ?

OKAY. Finally the photos' up .
And it's 8.51pm now , not 7.30pm XD
So sorry =(
Anyway , YongKian's photoshopping the photos now . ( Yay-ness ! :D )
Might post some of them when they're done okay ?
The photos are rather plain .
ByeBye People! XD
I'll be back to blog about tomorrow XD

3:15 AM

I'm ultra happaye OKAY !
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR ;DD
Yeah,today was physics.
Mugged till almost morning .
Slept and woke up in between T.T
I was so damn tiredddd ;(
Physics paper was damn tough and it sucked 134576335647645765 times more than yesterday's paper :(
Anyway , MrKoh said there' still lessons after exams .
Ohmy,that's really not a good thing okay.
I thought we would deserve a break or something .. :(
And then we gonna have that pet rocket thingy again T.T
First time people will find it fun , but the second time,people will find it boring okay . T.T
Whatever.Why can't we have inter-competition like captain's ball or something? *eyes open wideeee*
Boo-ness.
Yeah,so after the physics paper,went to macdonald's with the retarded to have breakfast.
And Amanda's new name is FEI YU QING ! ;DD
I don't know how she got the name,but it's damn hahah okay.
She looked retarded when she's in a daze =/
Yeah,went for DNT and I lost my apron before that =/
Wore like 4 people apron =/ ( Hwaiyi,YingYing,Ibex,Sokmeng,THANKS ! ;D }
Hahah , and the thin thin wood is damn hard to cut okay.
I think my finger would be cut anytime =/
Then the 2C guys were like disturbing mee :(
So bad rightt?
But I managed to cut into small pieces in the end.
YAY-NESS ! ;DD
Waited for ultra long time for everyone to get already,
Cam-whored in the meantime and I love it plenty ! :D
Headed to Seoul Garden.
AND I SWEAR IT'S ULTIMATE LOVE OKAY.
(Laura!You missed out all the fun )
Yeah,Seoul Garden's been our all-time favourite :D
YayYayYay . Triple yay ! :D
The chicken and sausages and prawns were super nice I swear !
Maybe it's because I cooked them =)
Ate many of them , but just a few chunks of chicken meat :D
Had fun taking pictures and I LOVE SPERMS AND EGGGGGS .
{Those who went will know what I meant , esp darlinggggggg . SPERMS=MANYMANY COLOURS! )
*winks*
And we spotted an egg which still have feathers.
It's like damn gross okay.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Ate desserts which I've made them MYSELF.
And it's ultra nice okay ;DD
Thaqif don't know how to crack an egg nor make dessert !
My dessert is 104392685394 times nicer than his okay ?! :D
Daniel.C and Jiaqi kept playing with food . Gross =/
Puiksee , zhenyi , yuting and daniel.l's table so clean lahhh .
Daniel.L can be a good husband man , HAHAH . jk.
Thaqif is hopeless already :( DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO ADJUST THE FIRE THINGY :(
Yongkian and Shaotao were the most normal ones I guess.
And I think I'm super super super super nice because I've helped zhenyi pluck the prawns' shells.
Yay-ness.
Zhenyi,I bet they tasted very niceeee right ? :D
HAHAH.
But their services sucked like i don't know what okay.
ZZ.
I asked the waitress politely where's the spoon , she turned and looked at me , and walked away.
Then there's this lady , whom Thaqif believed she's the manager , coming to our table and clearing our plates when we're still sitting around and enjoying the desserts.
I seriously think that it's damn rude luh .
Others might see it as a sign of chasing us off =/
She just came to the table and cleared the empty plates.
I don't feel good bout that =/
And the best thing is that SHE NEVER SMILES.
zzz .
Went to the area outside arcade and slacked along the staircase.
Daniel L and Puiksee's damn engrossed in the sweet machine game luh =/
Bought presents for Peiling too !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEILING ! ;D
Yeah,decided to go to lot one since there's really nothing much in causeway.
Just as we about to go to lot one , we decided to shop at the pasar malam which is just beside the mall XD
Everything was pretty fine until we past by a stall which sells acrylic keychains.
I swear it's damn prettaye okay.
Since I'm saving money , I didn't buy it.
But puiksee , zhenyi and yongkian bought it.
Gosh,that guy's damn pro okay ! :D
His hands' like machine lahhh.
Maybe faster than machine.
In just less that 2 minutes or so , he just craved the name out like that !
Gosh , and it's super neat + artistic + nice + fabulous + prettaye + i don't know what to say.
Yeah,so I've decided to buy the keychains tomorrow ! :DD
Yah, after that sat MRT home.
Alighted at yewtee .
Lied to JiaQi that I'm not going.
HAHAHAH .
Hopefully he doesn't read this :DDDD
He keep saying he wants to compete stamina with me when he's already better than me !
So mean rightttt ? =(
Furthermore , he's down with a fever + sore throat + i don't know what.
In any case now , his voice doesn't sound like a man and he can't really speaks.
So yah , it's better for him to rest at homeee ;D
Walked home with Yuting and crapped with her.
Kept complaining how difficult the physics paper is :(
Anyway,past already :D
HAHAHAH.
The funny part comes when I was about to cross the road , a car honk at me for nothing ! =/
I haven't even cross and he go " beeep "
Hahah , didn't care much .
Then I saw something DAMN hilarious.
I called yuting and she thought I wanted to tell her about the car thingy.
HAHAHAHAH .
She turned to me and shouted across the road : SIAO ! you haven't even cross he honk at you already !
Then I replied , " nonono ! seeeeee ! "
I pointed to something/someone and WE LAUGHED LIKE MAD OKAY.
I'm not gonna tell you guys what I saw .
Ask me or maybe I'll post it tomorrow.
HAHAHAHAHA. I'm kinda freaked out by that and I couldn't stop laughing on my way home okay .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Whatever .
Tomorrow's gonna be ultra love <3
Tomorrow = Jogging 4km in the morning @ 8am (Hopefully I won't oversleep}
After which is CAUSEWAY TRIP + PERCUSSION MASTER + MOTHER'S DAY GIFTS (:
Followed by MAHJONG AT PUIKSEE'S HOUSE .
Ultra love , rightz ?
And sunday's gonna be not too bad too ;D
DNT MODEL MAKING ! SERIOUSLY , I NEED TO GIVE MY POOR LIL PIPA(?) A MAKEOVER :(
Monday's gonna be NAPFA RETEST .
Gonna cheer for my beloved 2A-ians,
RUN 2.4KM AGAIN WITH THEM , AND DO PULL-UPS WITH PEISI ;DDDD
Gosh,I feel that my life is so meaningful.
And I definitely believe that life's gonna be much much much more meaningful if there's no lessons (not school) after exams.
Fat hope. =(
Yah,quite a long post I think (:
MANY MANY PICTURES,peisi's uploading them and then sending to me .
So yah, shall post the pictures bout half an hour later?
PATIENT PEOPLE ;D
ByeByePeople.
'll be back at 7.30pm (:

Thursday, May 10, 2007, 12:18 AM

someone please tell me I'm not alone.
--
So today was chem/bio.
Bio was rather easy, although I have like a lot of marks deducted already.
Lotsa careless mistakes =/
Awwww .
It was crap.The topics tested are just those minor minor ones.
Ahh,so much for memorising everything :(
Chemistry's tough though .
I didn't know how to do the entire page , so I left it with tikam tikam answers :D
So tomorrow's the last paper !
Jiayouz .
Love it man .
Tomorrow will be the Seoul Garden trip .
Will it be fun ..?
So many things' been happening and made everyone emo :(
Boo-ness I guess.
Went to eat spaghetti and it sucked a lot .
Sorry thaqif =/
Slacked at the library and lot one , no where else to go T.T
Oh yah , MissTang said she's very disappointed with 2A for literature.
Sad =(
Everyone,jiayouz for physics tomorrow,
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEILING IN ADVANCE ;D

12:18 AM

someone please tell me I'm not alone.
--
So today was chem/bio.
Bio was rather easy, although I have like a lot of marks deducted already.
Lotsa careless mistakes =/
Awwww .
It was crap.The topics tested are just those minor minor ones.
Ahh,so much for memorising everything :(
Chemistry's tough though .
I didn't know how to do the entire page , so I left it with tikam tikam answers :D
So tomorrow's the last paper !
Jiayouz .
Love it man .
Tomorrow will be the Seoul Garden trip .
Will it be fun ..?
So many things' been happening and made everyone emo :(
Boo-ness I guess.
Went to eat spaghetti and it sucked a lot .
Sorry thaqif =/
Slacked at the library and lot one , no where else to go T.T
Oh yah , MissTang said she's very disappointed with 2A for literature.
Sad =(
Everyone,jiayouz for physics tomorrow,
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEILING IN ADVANCE ;D

Wednesday, May 9, 2007, 7:56 AM

Yay-ness.
Finally finished revising science bio/chemistry.
I managed to understand those concepts which never rang a bell to me , and sort out those difficult questions and think through .
For people who know me , they should know I'm never a genius in maths and science =/
So yeah , I'm damn happy okay .
While I tried revising just now , I couldn't take it because I couldn't understand a single thing.
I was on the verge of giving up but I told myself as long as the determination is there,I can do it.
So yeah , revised and revised over and over again and finally I know how to solve the questions already! (:
Frankly speaking , I'm very proud of myself.
Freaking yay-ness I swear.
But still,there's some silly doubts I had =.<
Nvm,going through the notes again .
Darling's mugging tooooo <3

3:43 AM

my stomach's aching like hell.
couldn't concentrate on revising :(

12:14 AM

Hello peopleee ;D
Reached school at about 7am?
Wasn't sure about graphs,so asked simin,jiexin and jiaying about it ;D
Yay,they rock ! XD
Finally understood what's y=mx+c
Like finally ;D
So paper 2 came.
Saw the setter's name - MrTeo.
I knew it won't get any easier.
Yeah , first question was alright.
I was able to cope with the first few questions.
But when it came to the pq and simplify question ,
I swear I was freaked out okay =/
I skipped for like 4 questions because I don't know how to do them =/
Graph's alright I guess. ;DD
Yeah , but the rest was horrible =/
Minus 6 marks already =(
LOL
So after the paper went to lot one and ate at KFC again.
Gosh,damn unhealthy okayyyy .
Went back for chem i.p and we still had 1.5hours to go -.=
So we played this game with emilia , daniel.l and shaotao , a test on how far we know each other .
It was damn fun okay !
SMACKY<3 must play again okay ! XD
Ms Ho came at about 12.30pm and started to ask questions.
Didn't ask much though .
Shaotao said something which was damn hurtful okay.
Yeah , like whatever.
Wonder when he's going to grow up, 14 already and yet so childish T.T
Never even consider about other's feelings.
Grow up , will you ?
I'm seriously very irritated by you okay.
IT'S REALLY TIME TO GROW UP BOY.
Yeah,played with sister's hair after that and it was damn nice ;D
Laura looks cute in every single hairstyle okay .
That's the advantage of having a pretty face ;D
Studied chemistry abit , went home with darling.
Talked about how difficult the lit and maths paper are.
Oh , that seriously sucks.
After crapping with darling , found out that she will get 93/100 for maths .
YAY ! she's so smart .
LOL ! :D
So here I am , blogging ;D
Just 2 more papers to go and I'm so freeee ;D
HOWEVER,it's also the subject I suck at the most .
Physics and bio and chemistry.
I don't even have a single idea of them okay.
I guess I really gotta work hard for it .
:(
Okay,ByeBye people .
Off to mugging .
Study hard !
--

I didn't want to be so offensive and direct.
But sometimes you really gotta think of other's feelings.
You might think it's something that you make fun of ,
Something that's funny.
No,not to me.That's pure insult okay.
You're 14 , not 4 .
So many things' happening in my _________ ,
And there you all are , spoiling my mood even further.
What is this ? The so called " friends " who will stay by your side and survive through the tough timese?
So many sad things' happening in my life ,
And the best thing is I couldn't control them.
No , I don't need those hypocrite sentences " Cheer up " , or whatever shit.
I SERIOUSLY DON'T NEED THEM .
:( I feel so fucked up now.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007, 9:45 AM

Yo people ;DD
it's going to be 1am now ;D
Gosh,I've studied for quite long .
Been doing factorisation,graphs and algebra since just now.
Graphs' driving me nuts ! :(
Don't understand at all.
Chatting with my nu xu online till like 12.40?
I've asked loads of silly questions.
Kept drawing graphs on paint to show if I got the correct answer.
Dumb,I know.
His definition of straight line is different from mine . { haha , you won't understand }
I think I've pissed him off by drawing some real silly stuff =/
Yeah, but must thank him cause I understand already.
But still , don't know what's gradient all about :(
Yay.
Doing assessment now,don't intend to sleep ;(
Don't feel like sleeping and I'm damn energetic now :D
ByeBye People.
All th best ;D

5:52 AM

Okay,third time posting .
Decided not to study on other chapters except for graphs.
I think I've studied enough.
You may think I'm proud or over-confident,but I think as long as you managed to grasp the foundation of algebra , i think it's okay already.
Studying for a bit of algebra,a bit of factorisation and manymany graphs ;D
Mugging till 2am/3am doing assessment and questions I guess,since I slept for the deserved 5 hours just now .
I shall not sleep too early to make up for the nap T.T
So yeah , I've just came to realise that tomorrow's paper is set by Mr.Teo.
Tooooot.Ever since he set the common test 1 , i know he's damn tricky luh.
Gosh oh gosh , hopefully tomorrow's paper would be fine enough for me to cope. ;D
But I'm still afraid of graphs cause I barely understand luh ><
Jocelyn,you can do it !
Just 3 more papers to go ! :D
Jiayoujiayou .
Know your goals and work hard for them ! :D
ByeBye,
Off to what I call " mugging " (:

4:23 AM

@$%^$&^%*@!$%$&^$*&^$#@
Okay.My blog's in a big big horrid mess now .
I'll try to fix it soon by thursday okay =/
Byebye ! :D

4:00 AM

Peopleeee (:
So today was literature.
It was a killer paper man =(
Totally forgot to write the evidence and examples for almost half the paper =(
And that's real bad . :(
Yeah , anyway , it've past so I shall not harp on it then . =/
Went to lot one for breakfast/lunch.
KFC again .
Gosh,eating damn unhealthy food nowadays.
Getting fatter already ><
Slack at lot one after that because almost all shops were not opened yet.
I swear it was damn boreddd .
Went library again and played the computer using shaotao's account.
Then he told me he comes to my blog just to be linked to others' blogs.
That's real mean of him okay =(
Nvm , whatever . I blog because I like it .
Read some magazines at lot one and went to slack around.
Went to find zhenyi and nadia.
It was 12pm only canz.
Real bored.
Don't know why , got damn cold and tired out of a moment .
=/
While zhenyi and yuting went for toilet , left home.
Was hell tired :(
Reached home . Just woke up from a 5 full hour sleep.
Cool huh .
It's been so long since I had afternoon nap due to the hectic life on mine =(
Yup.
So tomorrow's maths paper 2.
I know it's gonna be another killer paper.
I'm never good at maths . =(
Yeah,whatever it is , I shall just do my best ! :DD
All the best to everyone taking the exam tomorrow . { I never believed in luck . Okay,maybe a lil }
Goshh , nowadays blog so little.
Hehs.
Okay,byebye ! :D
Study hard !

Monday, May 7, 2007, 2:31 AM

Helloooo (:
So today was maths paper one.
Hmm,a lil above average .
Quite tough for me =(
Didn't really know how to do the factorisation question..
All tikam tikam =(
Soyeah , when I received the first paper and looked at the first question,
I don't know how to do already T.T
Yeah,kind of pathetic I know.
Yeah,received my lit assignment 3 and got 28/30 .
Yay.
But you know , it really sucked damn much okay.
I realised that I read the question wrongly so the 2 marks was like gone.
Pooof, could have gotten full marks =(
Nvm,shall not be greedyyy .
Went to lot one after that and had my lunch .
I ate until damn slow .
Sorry guys :(
Yeah,so loitered around , and went to play basketball at yew tee.
It was damn fun I swear !
I've learnt damn lots of basketball skills.
And stupid Aloysius made me horny >.<
Terribly saddddd .
Love shooting and I miss netball traininggggs :(
grfffff .
Okay , so tomorrow's literature and I'm not looking forward to it =(
It seemed so tough luhhhhh =(
So yah , mugging starts now !
ByeBye People,
I'll update sooon ;D

2:31 AM

Helloooo (:
So today was maths paper one.
Hmm,a lil above average .
Quite tough for me =(
Didn't really know how to do the factorisation question..
All tikam tikam =(
Soyeah , when I received the first paper and looked at the first question,
I don't know how to do already T.T
Yeah,kind of pathetic I know.
Yeah,received my lit assignment 3 and got 28/30 .
Yay.
Went to lot one after that and had my lunch .
I ate until damn slow .
Sorry guys :(
Yeah,so loitered around , and went to play basketball at yew tee.
It was damn fun I swear !
I've learnt damn lots of basketball skills.
And stupid Aloysius made me horny >.<
Terribly saddddd .
Love shooting and I miss netball traininggggs :(
grfffff .
Okay , so tomorrow's literature and I'm not looking forward to it =(
It seemed so tough luhhhhh =(
So yah , mugging starts now !
ByeBye People,
I'll update sooon ;D

Sunday, May 6, 2007, 4:24 AM

Helloooooyah.
I've changed my blogskin.
Yup , kind of plain but I'll change it back to other skins SOOON ;D
Veryvery plain , but I chose it because I CAN'T STOP LAUGHINGG AT THE PICTURE LAHHHH.
It's DAMN funny ! :D
Yeah , couldn't stop laughing.
So yah , tomorrow's maths .
Gonna give my best !
Yayness !
Quarreled with my mother again just now =(
ByeBye People,
Off to mugging ;D

Saturday, May 5, 2007, 11:17 PM

Song I'm listening to - That's when I love you
YAY ! I CAN FINALLY BLOGGG ! ( this sentence is specially dedicated to redbra ! }
I couldn't blog yesterday ! My account had some problems I guess. ;D
But now can already ! :D
Yay .
So yesterday went to watch Animal Farm,not bad .
I shall rate it 4/5 stars :D
The pigs' are damn damn cutee okayyyy !!
Went to Jurong library after that .
The librarians there are much much friendlier and nicer luh.
Nicer than CCK's at least =.=
So those who needs a quiet place to study , go JURONG LIBRARY ! ;D
Went to IMM after that , total boredness.
So woke up at 8plus today when I slept at 1plus yesterday.
Revised maths because tomorrow's maths paper.
Hopefully I'll get an A2 or something .
Although that's kind of impossible =(
People with maths questions , please don't approach me becos if I teach you , you'll fail .
LOLER.
Not bad,managed to answer all the 7G questions , okay, others knew it nong nong ago .
LOLER.
Mugging hard later (:
Yeah , watch huanzhugege next .
It wasnt that nice.
All I see are crying scenes .
Every week's the same =.=
Supposed to go for a hair cut , but mummy totally forgot it .
LOL.
Nevermind ,I shall use the time to do revision .
Tried doing the past year literature questions.
They're hell difficult .
Managed to finish 5/6 of the extract only .
For some , I don't even understand what they want .
LOL .
I guess I've gotta buck up =/
Okay , recently I'm damn in love with MSN hexic lahhhh ;D
Kept asking people to play with meee.
LOLER.
Yeah,anyway bought the piggy bank PUIKSEE initially wanted to buy for me .
I bought the white one.
It suddenly dawned to me that I MUST START SAVING MONEY ALREADEYYYYY ;(
Yupyup,saved 7dollars yesterday.
OMG . That's a miracle cannnnn ! :D
Hehs,nothing much already.
But I want to tell smacky that ILOVEHERALOT !
Okay,ByeByePeople.
Goodluck !

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Seriously don't know what's wrong with me lately.
I've realised I've became so attitude and unfeeling.
I don't why is this happening .
And I don't like it .
But I just couldn't control.
Shouldn't Jocelyn be the caring and happy girl she used to be ?

Friday, May 4, 2007, 2:48 AM

Yeah,so today was the history MYE, the subject I loveeee ;D
But no , the paper's a killer okay.
I infered the whole source A wrongly.
I did read the provenance , but I didn't know that was for source A =/
So yeah,all those questions related to source A would be wrongggggggg.
Oh,that's very sadddd :(
Anyway,I know I won't get an A already, boo-hooo.
Muggingg hard for the rest of the paper since history had endeddddd (:
So yeah,after the exam,went to lot one to have breakfast, or you call it lunch.
After which , went back to school for the DNT model-making.
Barely did anything { other than collecting the wood } and we were told to leave as the workshop was closingggg .
Didn't know where to go , then me and hwaiyi suggested watching 200 pounds beauty .
Puiksee didn't go .
Went to buy the tickets and slacked in the library till 3pm.
Hell,it was a long wait.
Anyway,bought nachos and I love it lahhh .
Fabulous :D
The show was okay,but not really what I expected though ..
It's funny , but it would only made you have a smile or something.
I seriously don't know why the other people were laughing like i-don't-know what.
They say it's touching but I don't find it touching leh .
Before the movie , I'm like : Gosh ! I scared I will get too emotional and cry siahhhh.
But no , I didn't even feel anything.I don't even tried to think about it and cry.
It appeared to be touching , a lot of people were touched by it { Okay , daniel lim cried..} but I wasn't !
Ohgosh, baddddd ;(
Anyway,a not bad movie , shall rate it 3/5 (:
Yupyup . The " Gui ah gui ah " like very niceee canz.
Loler,intending to watch it after exams (:
Ohyah,it was freaking cold in the theatre lahhh .
Anyway, came out and went home .
SURPRISINGLY.
I thought I would slack with the rest but no , I don't feel goood :(
Went back and my parents asked me about the history paper.
In the past when they asked me,I would keep on rambling about how difficult/easy the paper is , how I felt during the process , how I think I could have done better.
But again,no.
When they asked me this time round , I don't even feel like telling them how I felt during the paper.
I'm not sure if it i-don't-feel-like or i-don't-want.
Yeah, whatever.
Tomorrow , I'll be going to watch animal farm .
Studying next ;D
ByeBye Guys.
Take Care ;D
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I don't know why,but I don't have the feeling anymore,
Sometimes when I got home , I just got tired of everything and lock myself in the room.
I miss those times when we still joke together.
But now,it's just like those cold palaces.
I don't feel the warmth I used to feel in this family ,
I don't have those laughters accompanying me.
Now it's kind of a routine for me to just do my own stuff and don't give a damn to anything .
I used to be very sad over this , but not now .
I don't even feel a single thing.
I don't know what's happening,
I don't know why I'm feeling this way.
I only know I still love this family(?)
But I just couldn't help it ,
My heart just couldn't help it.
Hahah , but don't worry.
I'm still as strong as ever ! ;DD
{muscles...}

Thursday, May 3, 2007, 4:15 AM

Hellooo ;D
Today was alright.
I've spent three and a half periods for revising history.
Pretty awesome eh?
I was also quite shocked because I've actually used my recess to study XD
Don't know why,but just feel like studying .
When the bell for recess rang,I didn't feel like stopping my history revision .
Coooooool .
Physics was alright, did revision.
Was very drowsy then , kept lying my head on the table.
Maths got better after that ;D
At least I was not lazing around .
Trying very hard and cracking my head to solve the maths equations.
Lolerrrrr ;D
CE was all about compassion .
Yup,went lunching with zhenyi,hwaiyi and yongkian after that.
Saw puiksee and gang at the hawker centre also ^^
Ate a damn full lunch okehhhh ;D
So after everyone finished their food ,
Yongkian suddenly poured his chilli into my empty plate.
I don't know why I flared up.
In the past , if he does that , I'll play with him and add more ingredients.
But now, I thought about how the auntie's gonna clean the plate and all these.
Then I screamed at yongkian very angrily . { I just felt damn angry that time }
I started saying he's inconsiderate or whatsoever , forced him to pick the small small chillies up in the end .
Sorry yongkian for being harsh , but I don't know why I felt that way.
Loler,maybe I've grown up after my parents' quarrel .
Not a bad thing eh ?
Went to buy some stuff to munch on during my revision ,
Headed to BasicPoint to get some stationeries .
Zhenyi,Hwaiyi and Yongkian went back to school for revision while I headed home.
Didn't really want to study in school despite the fact the ms natasha's offering i.p coaching.
Just felt that I can study better at home.
Bathed and got ready,studied at around 4pm,
Did the notes and finished them at around 6pm?
Was about to go through the notes , then Yongkian called and we discussed about the format and started testing each other questions.
Not bad, at least I can revise what I think I've not revise ;D
Don't know why, even though took down many notes ,
But just felt that my revision ain't enough ;(
I never felt like that.
To say the truth , I've never put in my heart and soul while revising history.
I mean I do revise , but it's not a very specific revision.
I don't know why I worked so hard for this mid year ,
Maybe my desire was too strong ..
Again,I know my goals and I'll work doubly hard for them XD
Will be going through the notes again tonight.
So tomorrow's the history paper,good luck everyone !
Especially to the 3/4 of the class who wanted to take H2S2 !
Work towards your dreams ! :D
Okay,ByeBye .
Off for dinner and about 15 rest (:
I suppose I deserve a rest ? :D

Wednesday, May 2, 2007, 2:58 AM

LIVERPOOOL WON ! ;DD
Ultra-yayness ! (:
Daniel.L , I think you should be the one feeling sad luhhhhhhh (:
Okay,kind of mean , I know +.+
Loler,I was so mad lah .
Woke up this morning and when I was getting ready for school , tried calling dan.chia for the results.
Didn't answered the call though.
After a few minutes , he called back and seriously I was expecting him to say liverpool lost or something . { Because even my brother said that this game chelsea will confirm win -/= }
Lost hope already.
BUT !
Daniel.C told me LIVERPOOL WON !
Okay ! I swear I was damn happy okay !
I'm like shouting and screaming into the phone lahhhh :)
Yeah , off to school after that.
First 2 periods,history.
Presentations again and this time it's colleen's and yuanfang's group's turns.
Yeah , they were awesome okay ! ;D
Can see that lotsa efforts' are put in (:
PE next .
I'm starting to hate the rain luhs .
Gosh lahhhh :(
Couldnt have PE just because of the rain :(
Free period,spent it doing revision (:
After recess' HOM . Went to ITC lab again and played this real fun memory game.
I managed to come out with an interesting story okay ! :D
Science is the next period.
Had self-revision/discussion.
And had this damn nice chat with the daniels and jiaqi okayyy ;DD
I didn't know it would be so damn interesting ! =/
Literature's next and MissTang took over the next english period too .
Did some notes and was emo at the second half period :(((((((((
Maths' next .
Great,at least I wasn't sleepy or what.
Maths rock luh <3
Revised on last year's topic and I swear it's damn satisfactory for me (:
Went to mini-mart and ate maggie meeeeee ! :D
With yongkian and the daniels .
Nice luh , ate at the table under the void deck ,
and I swear there's damn lot of pigeons OKAY.
My sister had this damn bad encounter with crows that made me be afraid of birds already lahhh :((
Then we were talking about the many many pigeons , suddenly , a white pigeon flew somewhere right on top of me !
I swear I freaked out okay !
Waited for dan.chia to buy his newspaper and we quickly returned to schoool
HAHA.
Went back to school hurriedly as we thought we're late for i.p coaching .
In the end, we still had 1hour to go luh =.=
Zhenyi and gang went to eat their lunch and the daniels accompanied them .
Shaotao,Yongkian and I stayed in the classroom and crapped damn lots okay.
LOLER.
Told them lotsa of my secrets and hilarious stuff lo .
Trust them not to tell anyone (:
It's damn hilarious and Yongkeeann laughed like a monkey I think .
LOLER.
After that was history i.p coaching .
Zhenyi's group's turn to present .
Woohaaaa .
I swear they were damn cute lahhhhh ;P
Ohya,JiaQi's so ungentleman luh ! Go really act out the skit and pulled Zhenyi's collar .
Just couldn't stop laughing luhhhhh ;)
Revised on history after that and I don't know why ,
Just feel very excited for the history and lit MYE luhs . (:
Really want to do well in it .
At least I've understood the concept better ((:
Yeah,know our project marks , 29/35 .
Around 82% or something.
Alright,not bad ;)
Yeah,went home after that.
Forgot to take the physics worksheet from hwaiyi AGAIN ! :(
Real late mugging later on on history (:
Hooray.
And my real mugging = make sure I'm able to answer any questions I've posed to myself.
Oh gosh , Jocelyn simply rocks.
Okay,
ByeBye People,
Two down , six more to go :D

Tuesday, May 1, 2007, 12:42 AM

Song I'm listening to now - Di Jiu Ye
Allehluya .
Puiksee's so mean lahh .
She shouldn't have told me the process of lala lahz .
I received my salary today you know , PEISI (!)
Roar.
Tomorrow's gonna have school .
Yipeeee <3
Posting some pictures now (:


This is my pig which I hug to sleep every night and it's from JOLENEEEEE ;DD



So yeah , so for those who kept track on my old posts , you would know that my precious pig has fallen from my bed to the floor before. He suffered real BIG injuries and thus his leg has got to be amputated.His one of his cute four legs dropped off ;((((



But NVM ! Cause I'm the saviour and I save the world ! :D I stitched it back and it can walk again !
Gosh oh gosh , I'm so smart lahhhhhhh :D



After the stitching operation..Okay,I know it's not very well done but HEY ! I still managed to stitch the legs and the body up okay .. (:



Lastly , JOCELYN , THE SAVIOUR ;D



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My other pigs ! :



smallest pig ! ;D



cute pig ! ;D



PIGLET . OMG . I SWEAR IT'S DAMN CUTE LAHHHHH :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))



Yeah , my smart brother go write this pig namee of mine at my table lahhh :( humph.
-.-

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Something real random :



The view from my balcony ;D


Okay. Just some pictures to liven(spell?!) up the stressful exams modeeee (:
Byebye People .
It's good to study but do take breaks okeh ! (:
TakeCare.