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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Sunday, December 30, 2007, 5:17 AM
I think this blog's been long forgotten.Nvm,lemme mention some highlights of e week yeah.I shall not rant bout my netball trainings/matches anymore in this post , just an overview. I kno' not all readers know what's netball bout' and I bet you guys wouldn't wanna keep reading same old stuff right.Anyway,just a summary for Yuanching's match.They're rough,super rough,very rough.Jocelyn suspects they're transferred from bball because their netball team is lacking of players.No joke,they're very basketball-like + rough = enough evidence to prove that they're basketballers.But maybe I'm wrong [lol.] But I cannot deny they're good to train us to be even tougher.Melissa you don't get pushed over so easily k!(:
Netball training on Friday's been horrendous.On my part,I guess.Come tootoot and it's really uncomfortable . I feel so bloody drained and weak . When I do pair passes my hands wouldn't budge.Sigh.Stamina has been deproving(no such word but yeah.) so much . Gotta get them back,I hope.Physical training was draining but effective I think. :D
Netball farewell party.It's kind of a late minute thingy and teachers just wouldn't reply our messages.They're really busy.But e camp thingy isn't accepted in e end.So it was a super rushed party.I hope e seniors really wouldn't mind them ): Sorry to all seniors but I really gotta thank them because they've been a great help to e juniors,esp when we're coach-less that time . They really did what they can do to help us improve.During matches they cheered us on,when times are down they encourages us :D Thanks so much lovelies and all e best in e future yeah! (<3) Played iceman and stuff.I practically suck at them because I can't run fast enough.LOL.
I'm in 3E next year.Which means in a day's time,no more 2A'07,what's left is a brand new start of 3E'08.People say all good things come to an end,so true.Actually I'm sort of over the i-wanna-die-because-im-leaving-2a-soon mood longs ago but I got over it.But recently,especially after the gathering,I just can't put it down.I kno',I understand that some things we have to let go,but I just can't bear to.I'll miss everything of 2A,everything.I've got to adapt to different classmates again,face different classroom scenes everyday.Sighs.Although I know ranting so much here wouldnt be of any help,I can't stop by feeling so miserable having this class just slip through e times.Anyway,I swear this class shall always live in my heart,always. 2A'07 might be a history,but always a present in my heart.
But on a lighter note,I have booby,yk,danielchia,emilia,melissa,siyun and more with me.Hopefully 3E will be a fun class.I should count my blessings since yuting has daniel.l only in her class.Transfer to our class!:D But I really hope years down e road,I dont see any of my classmates turning into a ahlian/ahbeng.It will hurt me.Hopefully e friendship stands strong.Although I was rather disappointed,sad and awkward[idk why] at that moment when zy says she didn't want to cat fight with me anymore.
School's starting soon,real soon.Holidays' over so fast.But before school's reopening,we've got to welcome a new year.Time flies.I still remember I'm like sitting on a sofa watching e television during this time of 07' . There'll be training on e first day of school,physical training.Cool.I thought trainings would prolly start late. I'm kind of anticipating my new class even though I really hate to leave 2A'07. Like what booby<3 said,think on e positive side our classmates might be fun!I once promised myself I'll not compare 2A and 3E because it would do injustice.or is it unjustice.
[I realise this post is so solemn]
Have been doing my homework lately,but I never once regretted starting so late.I've finished my maths long ago though,on e first day of holiday [lol] I dont know but I always love to do homework last minute.Idk why,but whenever I'm doing homework last minute,I'll tell myself that it's e decision I chose so I'm going to put in my very best. Maybe you call it e very vague sense of responsibility.I'll put in even more effort lest I let others down.Last minute homework works for me I think.But of course the disadvantage of it is that you'll feel stressed but that's okay to me,people stress to grow.
Haven't been shopping for ready-for-school stuff.I guess I'll do it after new year.Apparently I have no time to do them right now.Anyway,new year resolutions will be up soon.Am on a diet,don't worry it's nothing bout skipping-meals-just-to-stay-slim . It's just about health.My health hasn't been good recently I gotta depend on pills.Sucks.
ANYWAY,I've decided to make this post less grumpy plus solemn and hey(!) let's talk bout my phobias.Please don't scare me with e below(s),or I'll just give you a slap.Back to e topic,when you have phobias,it's either natural-sense or you've got a nasty and really bad first time encounter thus having it.Yes,so let me talking bout mine.
PHOBIAAAAAAAS ! :D
Birds.
Yes,birds.I'm super scared of birds.Esp those who suddenly flies to e ground near you,flapping their wings.It irks me,and also scares me.Those creatures can make me scream without fail everytime it's near me.Other than birds,pigeons/crows do e trick as well . Those who fly over my head/near me make me just run away manzx.Ask my friends,whenever there're birds infront or nearby I'll just let out a scream.I just hate e flapping of wings ! *groans* Of course,the reasons for e phobias will be stated.
-When I'm in Primary Three or so,I was walking down the stairs to e courtyard in DLSS with my sister and one of her friends after recess.Then,this bird just FLY past . My sister and her friend intelligently just bend down while I just continued walking because I'm like thinking " No big deal " Then *piak* I looked down @ my pinafore and omg,I saw a greyish substance on it.You should know what is it,I suppose?If you don't , it's shit,scientifically called waste materials.Birds' waste materials.But y' know,in Primary Three I'm super super thin-skinned I was so afraid of getting laughed by my classmates/sisters,so I acted like nothing happened till my sister and her friend left for their classes while I JUST QUICKLY RUN TO THE WASHBAY AND WASH THAT FREAKING WASTE MATERIAL OFF MY PINAFORE.*cool down* So yeah,e reason of me having this phobia is partly because of this.
-One afternoon I'm just happily having my lunch,until my sister just came home and cried till , super loud.So my mommy asked what happened and she said a crow actually flew past and stoof on her head (wtfxzx!!) Although it didn't happen to me that time,I felt so threatened!That's why I'm super super super scared k!
Dogs/Roosters.
OKAY FINE.NOT DOGS/ROOSTERS,IT'S ALL ANIMALS IN E UNIVERSAL.-even pigs and hamsters- But for dogs/roosters,IT'S EXPLAINABLE.
-Well,I have this block-to-block neighbour who owns a farm in his house i think [lol.] Heard that he has got dogs/cats/roosters/idk what.ANYWAY,it just happened on one fateful night,when my mommy,my sister and I were going back home from shopping I think.Then there's this rooster who got loose I think,it was around my block there and I spotted it.Apparently e first thing I did was to scream like hell,and run.The rooster didn't got scared,but CHASED ME.WTF YOU STUPID ROOSTER WHY MUST YOU CHASE ME.CHASE MY SISTER AND MY MOTHER! *Okay,I'm very filial actually* So,the rooster was chasing me like mad.Seriously mad.I was running and crying @ e same time because... -okay-imagine-getting-chased-by-a-croaking-mad-rooster- Yeah,it even chased me when I climbed over e seats in e void deck!It jumps!IT FREAKING JUMPS!Omg,the chase was endless I guess,until I saw my mother and sister safe and sound on e stairs.So I quickly ran up.The rooster after that dont know go where already,but I suppose it also very tired already lah.When I climbed I'm panting like there's no tomorrow and crying like e world is crashing.So...yeah.LOL.that's why I only eat chicken and not beef/pork because,I got chased by it before AND I'M SO GONNA EAT OFF THEIR LEGS! (but actually i'm kind of turned off by chicken meat recently)
-Uhm,dogs.I got chased by a dog . My aunt's dog! My aunt's in e balcony drying e clothes while I was talking to her . Her dog was locked but DAMN I dont know how it got out.He immediately ran out of e cage and looked for me!(okay maybe he knows he's pathetically got locked up because of me) He started chasing me around e balcony and mind you e balcony is really small!It's just practically chasing me around my aunt.The fear I've gotten that time is really...indescribable.Because by nature I'm already damn afraid of dogs,even if it just move a bit I'll prolly get freaked out.It just kept chasing and MY AUNT JUST STAYS THERE AND LAUGH HER ASS OFF.Until I started crying and ran out of e balcony and jumped on her sofa and hit my head.groans.(i guess that's sufficient to explain why i'm god damn scared of joy and yoyo.kz I'M NOT SHORT.)
-Cats.This is reasonable I guess. There're always damn lots of cats around my house vicinity Idk why.I'm okay with them as long as they keep a distance from me.But one fine day,when I enter e lift and when e lift hits e first floor and opened its door,A CAT WAS SITTING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME . So that's it.I could neither close e door (in case it just runs in and enter e lift with me,that would be worse right?!) nor go out(WHAT IF IT SUDDENLY SPRAWLS AT ME!) so I froze there for a whole minute UNTIL E SAVIOUR ARRIVES! :D :D A man happened to take e lift and scared e cat away [LOL OBIQUEK] so I ran out immediately! :D :D
Okay,frankly speaking I'm like afraid of everything but e above incidents just made e phobia deeper.
Mails.
I guess this is common but I really hate chained mails.First because I don't have th habit of reading them,second I dont dare to read them [lol] Because damn,there's once my friend send me a mail titled " save her!" when I'm still in Primary school . I innocently opened e nails and scrolled down.... tadah.I saw a flamingo being stabbed it has blood all over and a stabbed doll beside it as well! Great.I didnt dare to sleep after that anymore because it wrote there" congratulations this will accompany you to your beauty sleep @ 1am" or something.I cried,ran out,tripped over e fan and fell.My mommy came in and scolded e sender HAHAHAH. But it's really a nasty trauma for a mere primary school kid. So yea,now I no longer open mails,esp chained mails.I open it only if it's first,someone I trust,second,confirming with e sender,and lastly I feel it's something important.But those senders are really childish k!
Transfers in MSN.
My wonderful godbrother (yes I think I have 60+ godsiblings in primary school) sent me this game , something like you gotta bomb everything but e numbers.So I was happily playing it,until seconds later the bomb bombed a female ghost bloody face up.Very cliched yes. Got freaked out immediately so when people send me songs/videos I make sure it's nothing of this sort or else I would really flare up . Also,those common ones are that they ask you to focus on two pictures and find e differences,until a face pop out. [that's more to mail though] But yeah lah,I'm really really damn freaked out by those stuff.
Hmm speaking bout phobias I bet if I list them I'll never finish so I'll end here I guess.But if you guys are interested to kno bout my super funny and interesting phobias,tag me and I'll definitely blog more bout it.I bet you'll laugh @ my childishness and humour hahah :D :D
've been dreaming a lot lately,esp bout netball matches and funny weird stuff.A couple of days ago I dreamt bout being strangled in a match and e weird thing is that strangling is allowed in e netball match! Suddenly when I'm being strangled my opponent countdown from 10,as if it was a wrestlingg ! Th umpire didnt care and we lost e match wtf.
Yesterday I dreamt about zonals,we won e match yayy!:D But I couldn't remember e details though.I woke up and slept again,had another dream. It's bout me helping jiaqi with his jianbao (HAHAHAH SO FUNNY) we met in lot one i think,but e lot one in e dream's so not lot one. We went into e room.Suddenly ginny and melissa appeared and we started doing homework.Then there's this bunch of ahlian and ahbeng coming in.The ahbeng was flirting with ginny and I, askin us tonnes of questions until e friends threatened Ginny and I to stop talking to him else they'll call e ahbeng's girlfriend and whack us [lol!] We wanted to stop but e ahbeng just kept talking! Then e girlfriend really come so they both started quarrelling while we slowly crept away [heehee] In that dream I also dreamt that one auntie librarian flirt with Jiaqi [=.=!] My dream has a lot of details but I aint' gonna blog them here hahah.
I dont know why I tend to remember my dream,in every single lil detail.(gosh!) I can remember what I dreamt and think real long bout it.I can remember that"oh i dreamt and i remember this girl is somehow called kimberley.." some stuff like that.Freakish's e word hahahahh.
Okay I shall stop here. I think it's kind of long yeah . Home's been miserable and lonely lately. Is it that e night's quiet or my heart's empty? ):