Kranji Secondary School
30June1993
Netballer
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-- i know how to whip up a good delicious fabulous marvelous SANDWICH ! :D HAHA . its real nice k,had it just now . just had a lil stomachache now only ):
-- i really HATE milk adn creamy cakes. i just had a strawberry milk just now and my stomach's protesting already!): when i use hate i really mean it k.
(i just sneezed 3 times ! did someone miss me? to whoever who miss me,i miss you too!:D )
very random , very indeed . drats,i'm so random early in e morning HAHA .
NEXT , i've got 2 confessions to make .
taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
- I KILLED 2 ANTS YESTERDAY . well,talking about ants , i really wanna know how ants eat or even digest man ! its like their size is really HUGE yeah , as in HUGE yah . i think they don't even have mouth luh -.- damn big lahhh >.< - NEXTTT >> on tues , i ate bat ku teh (whatever you spell it euks) I DIDN'T EAT TH PORK K ! but i drank e soup .. drats . i thought i'm supposed to be e pig family ambassador or sth ? rah , last time i promise!
yeahyeah , basically nothing big happened yesterday luh.maybe just one . wanna kno what ? read on :D just named some stuff i did e past few days ! :D
--- watched th search for e next pussycatdoll . dont know why but i really love both melissa . they're real gorgeous , but at times bitchy lah . i just love watching all these competitive shows with dances , songs etc . YAY ! :D happened to fumble upon one of e youtube videos , and asia's e overall winner ? there're some rumours she's leaving e team because she couldn't be e lead singer but now that nicole might be leaving / leaving , will she still leave ? drats , th media world is hell confusing okay! dont know whats true and whats not ):
--- watched america next top model . my personal favourite is reneee :D natasha looks good with make up tooo <3 i was smsing nadia @ that point of time , telling her i find e models not so pretty.nadia said its because they've got no make up on and modelling doesn't count faces in . yeah,true.when they put on make up , they're like G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S :D :D go reneee<3
--- watched taiwan drama and japanese drama yesterday . e romantic princess and th queen's classroom . e romantic princess' not bad , but i find it very unrealistic luh . but got wuzhun<3 , so not bad :D e queen's classroom is quoted to be darn touching from mr teewaikay , but i dont know if its because im heartless , or 've grown strong ever since those hell days when problems just kept flowing into me , nop , i didn't cry @ all . dont know why leh ): its like either no feeling , or a bit feeling ): not that i want to cry but , i used to cry at almost every touching scenes ( esp charity shows ) now ? inhuman fellow you call me D: (or maybe i've turned stronger ! )
--- choosing of courses online D: puiksee told me on wed tht 11pm can sign in already , and e next day zhenyi smsed say ask us to re-choose because e computer lost everything D: sucky system but i've choose to not grumble anymore because no one wants it to happen right ? yeah ..
--- last but not least , a news . :D :D :D :D :D that news freaking just lighten up my day manxzx ! :D :D *drum rolls*
To all beloved netballers <3>
Training has been resumed next tuesday , 8am to 11am . Please be punctual and meet @ e canteen @ 7.40am because MissTock needs to brief us on some important stuff . Remember to bring your towel & waterbottle.Dont be late!(:
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i'm god damn happy , like finallyyyy ! :D 've been waiting for effing years i think.finally training's back.and how time flies . in a few months' time , it's zonals . zonals 08 not 07 somemore ok! miss tock says she wanna brief us on 2 stuff , open house and ? age group carnival ? NETBALL CAMP ? slightly impossible but , oh well , i shall just harbour th hope yeah :D
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told you i'm effing random today.i was just trying to make a pig zz . hoho :D anyway , since training's gonna start soon , i'm afraid my stamina drops . most probably going to brisk walk from my house to kranji , then to limbang , then to yew tee , then back to my house . (its e different route , e long one ) i invent myself de ok! :D adn training journal , read it last night. woah , it's really memories-bringing-back book siah . i realised i reflect in a very LONGGGG manner hoho :D but no one's supposed to read my journal because it hides my true-st feelings about trainings yeahhhh :D (and maybe e mates *winks* )
last night , shocked to see samuel and hwaiyi online and zmgg , samuel regretted e trip luh . his buddy made him sleep with him on a queen-sized bed LOL . samuel said to me
"damn,i think i'm going to lose my virginity tonight "
HAHA , dont' you think is god damn funny ? peisi lost her phone on e plane , before e day she leaves for beijing , tao and me hid her phone in seoul garden and when we returned her,she still say " if i lose my phone i'll die " gosh damn cursed please . asked samuel to convey some stuff to her , hopefully he remembers :D yupyup read hwaiyi's blog .. th post like a report , or its meant to be a report. hmm,reflections. seems so standardised can ? it's always what you've learn , what you can improve , blahblahblah . i must agree reflections can help one to improve themselves , to reflect upon certain stuff and to know e areas for improvement . but for some events i often just write for e sake of meeting e minimum words . like ... do people really reflect ? i dont know , but a yes for me at times because i tend to think a lot .
rahh! what am i thinking manzxz ! i dont have a stand in this topic yet i'm talking and talking . well ... just blabbering out my thoughts perhaps :D
hmm,talking about human nature . i dont know why these few days kept meeting bout dramas/scripts/shows that relates me to human nature.shakespeare,american next top model,th search for th next pussycat doll,th queen's classroom etc.
well,i watched some of th videos , i think it's th specials for pcds (pussycat doll search) , & they're like screaming at each other in e middle of e night , backstabbing , with melissa telling asia to go home and take care of her daughter lalala . i mean it's like , that's reality . that's how reality works . th strongest survive ? they'll do anything to win , but is that going to be a satisfied victory ? i dont know . it just dawned to be that how ugly a side some human beings can be . but we can't disagree with them , because it's like , who doesn't want to win ? i myself hope to get excellent results . furthermore in e pcds , everyone works hard to win , so its like very realistic lah . i dont know how to say but .. yeah . and in e antm (america next top model ) , when i was watching it tht day , i was smsing with nadia , telling her how i loved watching them getting so close & stuff , caring for each other & missing each other when an individual gets out of th compeition . then she was telling me i'll never know how they might or would fight behind e scenes to obtain their goals . i mean , that sms really scares me , about how cruel th society , or maybe e media i hope can be .and that's human nature. nadia said it's impossible for anyone to be without human nature,to be without a desired hunger in then.to define human nature , i not know how to . but there's definitely certain good ones out there . but i still don't understand lah , because at times i really think that every individual would get selfish in certain ways be it in relationships , friendships , family , studies , work or whatsoever .
then th japanese drama , th queen's classroom.th teacher's forcing everyone out of their character , to be strong and learns how to handle situations . it'll be very scary if i steps into e society with this damn shallow mind of mine . oh well , people learns to be strong as problems surface . just like how .. i did .
and in e show, th teacher once said happiness = having a certain high status in e society where everyone respects you . i don't think happiness should be defined in this way . i agree with th kazumi (or whoever) happiness differ from different people . like for a soccer player , happiness means abling to play soccer . and that's happiness . for a family-loving guy , happiness is having to see his family safe and sound , and that's happiness . and for me , happiness is to able to play netball :D :D , works hard constantly to obtain my goal , seeing my family as one and healthy . that's happiness for me :D so what's yours? just something to ponder about .
ok,i was just penning down some of my immature thoughts from my shallow mind . just realise how harsh and selfish this reality can be lahh.like people vying . but that's this contradiction here . if people compete to improve , throughout e process , will selfishness surface ? like doing despicable stuffs yup .but well,like what teachers always say , friendly competition is e most important hahah (:
damn,i'm crapping already . ignore me.bye!
9 more days till beijing people comes back!