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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007, 7:35 AM
just some random thoughts.i really can't figure out why some shit ass people would actually suck up to some people,to purposely talk some stuff to be one of them , to be engaged in their conversations etc. i dont get th purpose,to be popular among everyone and to make everyone like you ? i'll feel awkward and fake. ahh,forget it.i shall not continue.i dont really know how to put my thoughts in words =/---------------------------------------------
i can't believe today's actually th 2nd last day of school till i chanced upon zhenyi's and yuting's posts. i mean seriously , time flies. it just passes unknowingly in front of you . i can't believe it's been 2 years since i'm in kranji , i can't believe its been 2 years i left delasalle. it just .. flies? zmg,i can't believe it. i remembered that i once said i hate 2A'07 for its no longer th same . but thinking deeper,i'll definitely miss this class , whether or not it's 2A'07 or 1A'06.
secondary one. i remembered th orientation.i remembered being th only girl with short skirts and ankle socks. i remember being caught by a teacher for tucked out shirt.i remembered i dreaded and judged my class according to th class lists (th names) i remembered being so unfamiliarised with th new environment and all i had were puiks and bird. everyone were strangers to me .
ORIENTATION ---
i shall only list th memorable ones (:
hmm, i remembered thaqif and irwin blowing at my hair in th library zz -,- i remembered samuel,yk,ps,mard,thaqif,laura,irwin,bird and more were once super close and we went to bp for bowling sessions.those days were effing memorable ):
i also remembered yongkian asking me " are you veronica ? " and frankly speaking, when he introduced himself in whatever-stupid-ways , i was kind of disgusted by him . i still tell peisi " aiyah , another attention seeker kind " lol, who knows we're like super close buds now.
andandand,this incident i've recalled many times. orientation.last girl on th list again zz . chatted with daniel chia HAHA
me:"you what cca"
him:"bball"
me:"oo"
him:"captain"
me:"you so fat how can be captian?!"
k lah , i admit i'm being very blunt but its true okay.he's super super chubby @ that point of time hoho.who knows he's super muscular and skinny now =/ zz . another clear evidence of what time can do.
also,yuting dar and ginnyxiaobaobei <3 i remember yuting being a very familiar person luh. in th end she's unity's player.no wonder so familiar.and ginny!<3 when she went up to th stage and said"i want to be a netballer" she became very familiar.in th end found out she's also unity player (:
showtime.part 1. th clown thingaye.i remember doing th raffia strings.hahah,kind of memorable. asking my mummy help me , doing it when i'm watching tv etc super fun luh (: i'm supposed to be th huo ba , but i dont know why i just broke out during th rehearsals.i didnt dare to face th audience.maybe too stress or what ? had high fever on th recording day , my mummy called miss lim and miss lim asked me to go to school first . yeah , in th end , my fever went till up to 40.9 but i lied to miss lim say 39.4 because she said she's gonna call my parents. but i stayed on to support them . gosh, i was darn drowsy and i was freezing cold in th theatre please >.<
showtime.part 2.th sushi.this time not raffia strings but styrofoam hehs:D i remembered us getting quite low marks for it . and then berenice started crying. th media just came and took down th video.i dont know why,perhaps i'm immature at that point of time and not that exposed to media yet , i just shield ahbird and send a "fuckoff" to th person. i didnt say too loud i hope. then i started crying when i accompanied berenice to th toilet.the feeling is like .. you wouldnt know. when one started crying,you'll think of all thouse hardwork you put in and started crying too . then everyone started crying. esp when we think of miss ng underestimating us,comparing us with 1B at tht time wtf.so th whole class just hugged and cried together under th staircase.that day was really memorable.one of th workers @ mediacorp super good can! (: crack jokes made me laugh.and emilia,melissa and ginny , called to comfort me (: thanks a lot babes. but it was that day i really felt like a "class" everything just feel so great and awesome. to go through th thick and thin , i like (:
in showtime,there're nevertheless some quarrels and disagreements , but we still managed to go through them didnt we ? we've learnt how to cooperate and work as a team,esp when we couldnt meet th deadline. th 1st sec 1 class to participate in such event.and that event caused us recognisation from mdmyong(not all though)
and then sec 1 bilingual . 1A's in action again . half th class only though . i remembered being th person pressing th ringring bell ! :D fun fun , and i was th person who help to press th lift number HAHA i swear its freaking fun k! :D
then teacher's day. remembered how sad we felt when mrkoh and misslim didnt manage to join us for th celebration ) :
then secondary 2A'06.that's when a year flew past , that's when how 2A changed. from th attire(i'm one of them) and attitude.work and studies attitude.attitude towards th teachers,attitude towards studies . everything changed . i remembered mrkoh's talk,that talk was really memorable. it really woke me up . but i seriously feel th talk means not much to some. they just listen,cry and forget. i must admit 2A did change , but after which they did change for th better. i see th effort in everyone in improving th attitude . at times i really can't deny i'm very sick adn tired of th class, asking them to lower down their volumes , be more responsive and be punctual when it comes to form-handling.but i dont know , all these dislikes' or whatsoever just dissolves at certain point of time when we really come together as a class.
i was really demoralised when mrkoh and misslim said our class isnt' th best class anymore , and thats th fact. but i couldnt swallow down th fact that teachers kept comparing us with 2B/2C . i was really really very disappointed when mrkoh tore down th certificates . i was close to tears. is 2A really not worthy of the award? 1A was , but never 2A . we did change for th better though.
its really kind of ironic , how this class of 40 turns from strangers to close friends. i must say this class has brought me countless of memories , even though some were bad , i still cherish them (: but i guess we've really disappointed mrkoh and misslim up till now, esp with our eoy. i dont know how to make up to them , because this class is over in reality . i dont know if th 1A'06 still existed in their hearts , but it's definitely a class i miss a lot . i've learnt not to compare 1A and 2A anymore . its actually rather shocking to see th change in th class , esp mrkoh . i can sense his disappointment , but i can do nothing , i dont know what to do to salvage this class. i guess i've got no ability. whatever it is , this class only happens once. there can never be another 1A'06 nor 2A'07 as a replacement in our hearts . i dont know if we'll still meet each other next year. i can't deny i'll feel lost without this class.just imagine,to enter a class next year with no nadia's shouting,no thoven's jokes,no yk's craziness and th laughter of 2A-ians' hearts. i can't take it.
i'm afraid of stepping up to another level of my life . i'm scared i wont be able to adapt to th new environment with unfamiliar faces,with different teachers.no more mrkoh's inspirational talks etc etc.somehow at times i really wish everything can pause at this stage but no , life goes on still . people learn to move on , so do i . no matter how much i voiced out my feelings here, 2A'07 is coming to an end as a class. its kind of ironic you see,when good things come to an end , all th bad and good things just surface onto your mind.i miss this class which only happens once,regardless or not its the bad side or good side. for th last time,
I LOVE 1A'06/2A'07 ! ♥