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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007, 1:08 AM
it's not that i dont want to try,its just that you are not even willing to give me th chance.never thought i'm labelled as a cost,so low even.chem was disastrous depite me studying till 3am + last night ): th paper was initially i thought easy,but afterwhich,tricky ): i've got th feeling i will fail th paper . but i swear i did my best.
after paper,went to lot one.dont know if today's nikar's unlucky day or what.got scolded in 4 places by 4 different people =/ first was @ more than words , cause me and thoven were playing th slapping game and that old hag worker said we were disrupting their business.oh whatever.she could have use in a nicer tone i thought.second was amanda being scolded by th cleaner to not sit on th machines children play. ): third was @ shaotao being scolded by a passerby.cause i pushed him and he accidentally blocked sone old man's way . fourth was in library,scolded for playing music.goshhhh ):
went library to do on physics,managed to get it a bit , esp th resistivity one,DIFFICULT! D: oh yah,before that ate long john silver breakfast,gosh,its super nice k! crapped a lot today with yk,amanda,tao,zhenyi,peisi,yuting and laura.talked bout last year's chalet and escape trip and ZMG , i miss those days ): i hope i can go to th chalet , provided there're more beds yup ):
played with yuting th slapping game and zmg,by th end of th game,i slapped her hands till they were bloody red ): i didnt know it was so red . sorry darling =/ but daniel lim helped her take revenge -.- LOL :D darling and i super can't coordinate well can! i need to hit on her hand , i dont know why but she keep using other hand , and put so low! =/so i kept missing hahahah.played with daniel c , hit his breast accidentally =/ but compared to marilyn,this is never outrage modesty okay! LOL . marilyn hit his *ahemahem* okay! played with th rest and i'm so happy beating them LOL ! quite rough i think :X
oh yah,went to library that time,finally designed my own netball teeee and nikar tee.details tomorrow (: went outta library,down to basement 1 to buy some snacks . (not me) headed home after that.
while waiting for th bus, me and yuting played th slapping game,i slapped her so hard that it was super loud k! then there's this man looking at us giving a sheepish look wtf =.- so crapped about instead. talked about th chem paper and zmg , for 5 questions , i mini-moni mini-mo ): then we talked and talked , suddenly discovered i mini-moni mini-mo every question th answer will still be th same , which is B or C -.- super lame and retard k ! ): so manymany marks fly away liao ! LOL
reached home,am so glad mummy's gonna cook tonight.yeah,but she quarreled with daddy i think ): was taking a nap,woke up and overheard my mother's conversation bout stocks.so i wanted to initiate a conversation since i hasn't talk to her properly so long.
"mummy,so how much you earn?"
"aiyah i now busy , dont bother/chao me lah "
if she's busy with household chores,i can understand.but th problem is she's busy with her dumb stocks.yesterday she hasn't fulfil her promise because of that,today she "talk" to her laptop instead of talking to me.i dont know why,this sounds/seems trivial but my heart just crack and tears just fall like that. yes,buying stocks can earn money,but dont you think you're too much?every single day,stock,stock and more stock.when i tried to talk to you about my exams,a call came and its stock again . stock brings you money but mind you,its going to take your daughter away. we're drifting apart. no , we've never been together i guess. i never thought i worth so little,or worse still,something tht can be sacrificed just because of money.it pains me.
many down,just 1 more paper(other than lc) to go.that's fast,very.physics tomorrow,bye.