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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Saturday, September 1, 2007, 8:33 PM
To confuse my feelings with the truth ♥Hello humans.Yesterday was a creepy yet thrilling experience for me. Initially I admit I'm sooper dooper freaked out but I started to enjoy it somehow :D
So yesterday my mum was out , and she came back . After that she went for dinner with my daddy @ about 9.30pm again.She did bug me to follow her but I refused to do so no matter how she pesuaded me.I was alone fyi.When she went out of the house 5 minutes later,I went out of the master bedroom and took out the netball form.The moment I stood up & walked towards the sofa , my house BLACKOUT. K,you might think its no big deal BUT it's really very creepy k.Especially when you're alone and your house is quite big,darn scary.So the next thing you could turn to as a source of light would be your handphone right?When I wanted to call people to chat,the moment I turn to my phone,th battery went EMPTY and blackout.Very coincidence huh.
Then I froze.I just froze @ the moment , I was shocked , flabbergasted , scared and frightened.There were many thoughts running through my mind . Esp when this month is th ___ month . I didn't know what to do.I had the intentions of staying in the house and sit down but it was way creepy.The dark and silence were so deafening okay.So I decided to go out of my house. Safe enough for me, one of my neighbours is having this family gathering and I could still sense their presence gladly.The night is so dark and lonely and the darn sky wouldn't even spare me a single star k.
It's darn scary,imagine walking around the spacious corridor.Soon,my neighbours saw me walking so secretive outside along the corridor,they closed their doors! Th noises were shut behind as the door closed.I cried.Because it's really darn creepy k.I felt so darn helpless because outside of your house , there's no one you could turn to, and inside your house,you couldn't stay because it's so dark and scary.
But still, I had to stay outside because at least there's light.So I went to observe other people LOL . I saw a guy watching tv , a pair of siblings doing homework,and a maid watering.At least I could felt their presence.But after that,they all went back then I'm alone again -.- So I would go to the lift and check occasionally to see when my parents would be back.
THEN , this incident gotta happen.It's really fuck kind of thing okay. The lift was going up . I was so happy when it reached my floor but it went a level above my floor instead.There's someone inside lah.I was so darn devastated k.Then I'm like thinking " why wouldn't the lift just come to my level ?" Then the moment I thought of it,the lift went down to my level , open , then close , open , then close . OMG , it's darn scary k! The worse thing is that there isn't anyone in it! Arghh! I freaked out and ran to back to outside my house.After that,I still managed to pluck out my courage to check occasionally . The lift went to my level twice but none's is my parents.Sad lah.Its like your hopes will rise with the lift but just plunged down when the lift stops at not-your-level.
Next I heard this door knob thing.Apparently,it's coming from my neighbour . There's this cute lil boy standing by the door . Luckily it's a boy and not some dolls-like-girl.Imagine a doll like girl standing at the door and laughing,I think I can kill myself.So this guy was humming some nursery tunes and trying to make me scared . Why ? Because the moment I turn to him,the tunes stopped & he said " oh,what's that sound?"I must admit I freaked out at the starting but later I started to enjoy his accompaniance, his hummings and stuff yeah.Later I started thinking that he wanted to accompany me upon seeing me so lonely.Thanks ah,even though I know he wouldn't read this.But soon after , he sneezed and his daddy heard him,so he brought him inside and slam the door -.-
I got so frightened again , but my heart sort of settled .I was so bored till I went to count how much steps my level have.But upon seeing the scary and lonely corridor,I stopped after a few steps. =.= Then I went to this cactus , bout 1.7m tall ? I was so bored that I started pricking my fingers trying to see which thorn would hurt me.The first thorn was a soft one -.- The second was quite pain.So I thought the cactus' dying so it wouldn't hurt much.Stupid thinking.I pushed my fingers to the third thorn and fuck,it's sharp and strong k.My fingers didn't bleed but I felt a tinge of numbness. I went around with FEAR and ANXIETY and waited for long , damn long D: I was so helpless and frightened . Many a times I told myself just go down and slack about but I told myself its a good chance to test my courage.But I didn't expect it to be so scary.
The boy I've mentioned just now came out again, I think sneaked out bah . He just stood there and accompany me . I felt safe and contented even though it's quite a distance away and he's smaller than me (:
I heard the lift sound again , and finally this time it's my parents.(: I was close to tears , happy tears I guess.I waited for 2 hours bloody hours outside and by the time I got back into the house,it's 12am . Sooper coincidence. D:
The moment I reached home and charge my phone , I relate this story to winniethepooh because I happened to be smsing him that time.Omg , I thought he would say I'm just trying to say I'm brave or what but he say want to salute me ! LOL . Wanted to tell laopoooo <3 but she slept like a pig already.
I'm seriously still confused lah.Because it's like I dont know if I'm courageous or what,because I was able to last alone for 2 hours , but yet its because of the fact under the state of having no communications and no ways out.I really dont know , but I feel proud of myself though :D "All these happened so dramatically that I never believed it would actually happen to me.It seems like dream but yet so real."
Went to sms , computer , then sleeeep.Yeh,woke up @ like 11am and had a dream.I only semi recalled it but I know it's a half-scary and half-happy dream lah :DD
Ohyah,I'm not going to the hairspray movie already because I really dont like travelling so far.Sorry puiksee mummy,especially when I've promised you.I owe you a promise k?Even though I know its something of no help.
Nadia went to India yesterday,forgot to mention. LOL . When I encountered this incident,the first person I wanna "show off" is her luh . But I'm posting this for her k :D BON VOYAGE LOVEEEEEEE <3
YK's video's fking funny k! (: His sister gotta nice voice,yk also has lah :D Super dramatic can ! (: I like the gun part ! HAHAHAHHA.
Ahh,monday's gonna be tomorrow yehyeh macbeth cartoon ♥ Loooook forward :D
Okay,long day ahead. Bye.
I AM A BRAVE GIRL :D