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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Thursday, September 6, 2007, 4:08 AM
Hmm,sometimes I can't help but to feel that I'm very shallow-minded,or in other words,ignorant.Like what bully has said , jing3 di3 zhi1 wa1 . Hmm,its like I don't even know how to handle simple chores,do basic stuff,etc etc.Like the screwdriver incident,I never knew to unscrew the nail is to turn anti-clockwise.Like so basic yet I dont know.I can't do household chores like washing,mopping th floor etc.I'll just cause another disaster.My words often hurt people,because I don't think before I speak.Because I often think that that's me,and that people should accept me for who I am.But boy was I wrong.Then,my actions and words pissed people off. I dont know why but I'm too tired to find out th truth.I dont give a damn already because I'm too weak to fight on,whats more with me alone @ the sideline.I really appreciate those whom cared and been through with me during th hard times.But often,I really hated those who kept reprimanding/lecturing bout how life should come about.But th problem is,they're not even sure what I have been going through,they dont deserve to speak so much of crap.And worse still,to compare me with them.Very hurting indeed,very.
Sometimes I really think life's a bitch,a true bitch.But I dont know why,I'm very positive bout it.Maybe because life is something so extraordinary,it gives us painful experiences yet make us grow.It's something some people want to give up yet some people cherish it so much.So I just came down with a conclusion - Life is something you can choose to make good or bad out of it.It's your life,therefore it's your choice. Maybe some stuffs will make you go berserk/crazy/so crestfallen that you think life is something you thoroughly hate,something which you can end it anytime just because you want it.Life is th most precious and valued possession(that is,because life belongs to one),don't waste it.Been through the toughest times,and in it you might find some precious friendship/kinship/whatever ship in it.Go through it,it'll be another brand new day.Remember,have this in mind,we only own one life each,live it well (:
p/s : ohmytian,suddenly became so positive(HAHAH) Jocelyn rocks :D