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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Friday, August 24, 2007, 5:17 AM
Today sucks.
This whole week has been horrible for me.Firstly,no netball for me.It's darn bad enough already k.It pains me when I see my fellow mates train and yet I can do nothing bout my hip D: Sigh,for people who kept asking me , I just shook my head and said nothing.I can't be bothered to explain again adn again . I miss netball , alot . D: Yesterday was th SSC august birthday bash . Happy birthday MrYeo,Nathan,Angeline,Choonyong and Amelia! (: Had a superb time there,and everybody's calling me baika or whatsoever.And everyone attacked me can D: In th end I smell of chocolate and strawberry D: But it was fun though , with those sabotages and stuff LOL . Was told that we'll be having a frisbee course during th sept holidays YAY ! (: Hopefully it won't clash with netball trainings lah .
Today sucks,sucks th hell outta me.When I arrived in school today,Nadnutredbra told ting and me that shooters can bring ball back to practise shooting & stuff . YAY ! (: Hahaha,didn't go for streetdance because of my hip D: Missed kinda lotsa stuff I guess. Cash was like crapping away LOL .
Science was horrible.Had this class test and we were tested on some topics we're not tested on .MissHo talked to me and asked me to stay back on monday.Gonna flunk this test for sure D:
Got back our literature CT.People like Amanda,Zhenyi,Yuting and daniel.l studied . I witnessed it k . Sigh,everything's in a mess.
Geography was .. horrible.Got to know our PPR marks and yes,I got a pathetic 53/100 , all because of th map re-test. I got 3/10 . If I didn't get an A1 for my common test,I would have fail long way down . Plunged all th way down.I was very demoralised,very.Because I did study for this test,I did take th initiative to ask MissTan questions,I did revise using th geogskillsbook,but I still failed.And yes,53/100 is really...low.When I saw my marks,my hopes of getting into H2S2 was totally crushed. Crushed. I felt a tinge of sadness but after that I was already staring into blank.Later I realised I've learnt something.Not all things will go according to your way.When people said you'll get it when you're determined enough,I believed.I believed a lie.Perhaps it was during MYE that made me strongly hold on to this belief.Because I studied,and managed to pull my maths and science from a B4 to an A1 and a C5 to an A2 respectively.But this time?My geography was a total failure.I studied,but I got 53/100.And I know my maths wont get any better with those late-works but I'll accept it.Choices have consequences,I understand that.But I just can't swallow this fact down . Peisimummy told me I can work harder during EOY and score higher.But can I really do it?People say th results doesn't matter.People say all we have to do is just know that we've done our best.But is that true? I dont know,and I dont want to know.All I know that I'm very very demoralised now but I'll definitely pick things up. I was in a horrid state.
Homeecons.I thought it would make me happy a lil but boy,I was fucking wrong.I really hate my home econs teacher D: We were making some cakes and we needed a bowl to beat th egg.After that we were mixing stuff lah.So th bowl was on th table.Suddenly th lady just come to me and ask where's th bowl . Apparently I didn't know since I was busying mixing th mixture.Then she took out th bowl and threw it on my table and sort of raised her voice saying I was dishonest or whatsoever,saying I didn't wash it or dry it.Like hello? I didn't even say I wont wash it.You just took it away and hide it , then ask me.What is this?I know it's my responsiblity to wash it but what's th point of you doing that? Its fucking funny k .You just take th bowl and then ask me where's th bowl ? Isn't it ironic or what? Then about th Daniel.L's coursework.He handed in and on tuesday morning she went to find daniel.l and asked him about th coursework.Daniel.L said he handed in but she kept insisting it's not her fault?Apparently she must have found his coursework somewhere , so she didn't breathe a word bout it to daniel l , who still thinks that his coursework is missing . Oh,for your fyi , it's not th first time she didn't manage to so call " find" th coursework.After that I told daniel.l to sort of confront her and ask her,and she said she saw it.Apparently it was her fault because danielL handed in PERSONALLY,and she can't be bothered to say a "sorry" ? What a teacher.After that when we're doing our stuffs she kept screaming to each individual for what problems I DONT KNOW. But nobody's like caring bout her ? She just talk to th air I see. She thinks Irwin sneezing loudly is what luh . Like wtf . He can't control it right ? Home econs sucks th hell outta me.
Next,no assembly.MissLim came in and arranged th tables and stuff.Then I threw away th skirt which I mistook a few weeks ago.I threw it away,since it belong to nobody and apparently th person doesn't want to admit it.When I checked th pocket th first time,I found a $5 note and a guitar pick.I didn't take it.But when I check th second time,all are gone.I threw it away and I can't be wearing it right,since it's like so big -.- So when I came into th classroom,th skirt wasn't in th dustbin but on th table . So I was asking why isn't that skirt in th dustbin .MissLim heard and ask me.She sort of shake her and make th pissed off sound to me and said " then you take lor" I'm like wtf ? She's indirectly saying I'm wasting stuff but seriously I can't wear it right ? I was very pissed off . I'm very sure if other guai-er kids said th same thing as me , they will never receive th same treatment. Like imagine misslim diao-ing sumin , impossible.I was very demoralised.Like which student would like a teacher to treat that to himself/herself?At first I wasn't sensitive to it,but after that I realised that I'm actually affected by it and can't stop pondering to myself,am i that detestable to teachers?
Went home and bathed.Gym course was fun but theory was kind of boring.Enjoyed myself though.Sorry I can't take it anymore bye.