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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
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Friday, August 17, 2007, 3:36 AM
Okay,it seems to be like a zillion years since I've blogged a happy post yeah.Monday
Yeah,we had floorball for th first period yeah.We're given a specific area and we're supposed to hit our classmates' balls(floorballs,not balls,not boobs,not guys' balls) out of it . Daniel.L was th first winner whereas I was th winner for th second game because I just stood there protecting my FLOORball yehyeh.Had this theory exam on badminton @ th second period.What is this manz.Like shouldn't PE be something we enjoy ? Why have all these stupid tests ? Seriously I don't see any need for it.Maybe only th school sees it. Zzzz .
Mrkoh didn't come for maths today cause he went for some camps I guess.Yehyeh.I think I ate quite a lot for recess :D
Chemistry was love! Thanks to puiksee mummy k ! She taught me a bit here and there and finally I understooooood :D Much loves to her.
English was .. I forgot . But well,it's fun I think :D Probably did something bout persuasive speeech . HAHA .
Totally forgotten bout chinese though :P
Stayed back after school to settle some maths sums with Colleen and Zhenyi.They were darn patient k ! Thanks to them , I finally understood SOME , at least.Went to th school gym and there seems to be no customer D:
Stayed back , was really stressed up.All I did when me,collen,zhenyi left library was to go canteen. I just kept scribbling @ my foolscap & stuff.I dont know why,but I just dont want to go home , somewhere not seems like a home.
Crapped with Joseph they all , it was darn hilarious k! But I didn't really participate much in th conversation though because I was feeling darn lousy D:They kept scaring me , then I was so darn afraid to go home k ! Went back,so lonely..
Tuesday
English rocks wooha k ! :D Discussed on this article thingy and MsFazlin shared her thoughts and stuff . I love singapore ! ♥ I crapped & gave lots of stupid comments , but at th very least,I did participate :D
Geog was alright.Went through some ws I think. I forgot what we did though =/
I forgot what we did for chinese =/
Literature was .. boring today.Because we simply just went to do some revision & nothing bout macbeth D:
Maths , mrkoh didn't come today again . Did on th trigonometrical thingy yehyeh, I know how to do at least already ! :D
Literature common test was crap.Screwed it up,dont know how to do th 6 and 8 marks question @ all =/
Netball training was love ! Did th normal stuff & finally played court games with th juniors :DD
Wednesday
Uhm,chinese period.Debated on this topic whether secondary school students should stead.I went to th "agree" part .Yehyeh, I was th second speaker and I dont know what I'm saying practically because they just simply push me and they themselves didn't want to go .Tsktsk. We won in th end , by 2 points or whatsoever , whatever.But it was kind of obvious MissLim was agreeing with th no part since she's like a teacher?
Geog was alright.Discussed common test.Crazy yuting got 26/30 ? Gasp *
English lesson.MsFazlin didn't come D: I was darn sad lah .I dont know some others can be so happy luh . It's like MsFazlin's sort of stressed and they're like .. ? Damn.I was darn sad . Then I turned to Mardy and saw th same expression as me ! LOL ! We were looking forward to her lessons can ! Spend th time playing ji go bah and cai quan with aloy and yiying ! :DD Apologies to jiashun hor.
Maths was alright.I forgotten what we did though .I think its' just some discussion.
Literature was LOVE :D Taught on macbeth and I've completed reading th whole storyyyy last weeeek I think :D
Didn't had anything much during break.Hom was kind of rocking cause we simply crapped a lot . Th best thing is we can just talk and talk and talk because in that lesson, our craps have been referred as nothing is impossible . Cool k ! :D
After that,played frisbee and SSC and a few others like Keith.Hell lot fun but we lost quite terribly though D: Nathan kept guarding like nobody's business . He should have guard others since I'm so pathetic in frisbee -.= Like I feel so .. useless in th team ? Like when th frisbee is being brought down , always lose in my hands.And when th opposition see me gonna catch th frisbee already,they're like relieved and they getting ready to attack cause they know I'll drop th frisbee for sure -.= I was so darn guilty lah . It's like we wouldn't lost so badly because of me.So I'm a bit afraid of attacking , just waited @ th goal third.It's not that I don't want to do my part , it's just that I don't want to be th cause of th team's downfall . It's like when th defenders got the ball I kept losing it.Just like netball .. Then I'm very sensitive when people come near to me and try to tap away because in netball,it at least gotta be 3 feet away.That's why I dont really like playing basketball so much .That's kind of saddening though D: Happy birthday Nathan ! (:
Played with James Glady Darling they all & got chased out by principal , like wth T.T
Thursday
Maths,didn't attend much since there's a ssc meeting.
I.T training rocks ! Amanda and I went retarding and surprisingly th trainers played along with us ! :D I finally finished my tutorial 2 WOOHOOOOOOO :D
English rocks! Discussed on MaryCeleste and some other ghostly stuff which made me freaked out D:
PHYSICS was hell tiring , I almost fell asleep.Or did I sleep ? D:
CE was fun manz.Cat fought with zhenyi and I won . Wanted to threaten her and throw her rubber band down , in th end it really went down T.T Bullying her is so easy and FREAKING FUN ! :D
Training was a blast I swear . Only 11people turned up though.We did different things today and it was freaking fun ! (: Played courtgames.1 mistake = 1 suicide run T.T We only did 3 runs though because I think we did improve after th first quarter :DD
Friday
Today was .. horrible.
Streetdance started off well . At least I was happy & energetic . But that doesn't last long . I felt a pain in my hipbone all of a sudden and I dont know why I'm freaking tempted to hit it . Th rest of th lesson was i-feel-like-fainting-kind-of-look suggested by Cash .
Physics was alright .Did electricity ws ! Yay-ness.Thanks to booby for teaching meee <3
Home econs was crap.I hate home econs.I love DNT ! :D DanielL,Yuting and I lost our files when we handed in . Found it in th end in some pigeon holes and stupid midst of files.Got back our common test and surprisingly I didn't fail it HAHAHA .Can you believe it? I didn't fail it even though I dont even know how to light fire -.= I got 18.5/20 I DIDN'T FAIL ! (: Then Daniel.C went to ask stuff.I went to ask also then xx said they didn't specify th question correctly.I'm like " so it's th teacher's fault luh" xx was like " I'm not th one who set th paper" I can't help but to say this.xx is really defensive.Before that there's incidents also . I WANT DNT ! I WANT MRCHUA ! D:
Chinese was bored .Did common test.Gonna fail it for sure since I can't be bothered by it , tortured by th pain @ th hipbone . It was so pain can ! I was very distracted D: After that th lump was bigger and swollen . I was holding my hips tightly & I went down to th bilingual thingy.
About to attend th classroom,MdmYong see me in pain , or rather she saw my grooming.She's like indirectly suggesting me don't join th team. I was darn pissed off actually.To good students it might seem a goood intention but to me it's definitely an ill one.I feel so .. I dont deny grooming matters . Grooming gives th good impression. But personally I feel good grooming doesn't assures good character and neither bad grooming means bad character.What a lousy logic.It's okay though.Since I've been like that in most of th teachers' eyes.In MrKoh's,MissLim's,MdmYong's etc Actually sometimes I really feel lousy when teachers just nod head @ sumin,peisi,hwaiyi they all and when their eyes shifted(if they even do) at people like me,they'll like just shake their heads? Like what's th point doing that ? To show me th disapprovals of me ? To let me feel unwanted ? Or is it a threaten to change me ? To them it seems so , but to me it's not.Yes,you've affected me . Happy to hear that?
Th pain was killing me I swear.I didn't train today.When I was buying drinks,I was telling my mates and some other friends I'm gonna have cancer and they simply treat it as a joke.Like what if it's true someday?Will they just laugh it off ? I dont know.Future is unpredictable mind you.
Intended to go doctor.Went home.Told my mummy bout this huge bone lump thingy.She was like " let me see " but I said bathe first then let her see.So when I went out,she forgotten all bout it and left th house to attend some stupid courses.
I'm gonna be alone in th house till 11pm+ midnight
I'm gonna bear with th pain till th time my mummy remembers her words.
I'm gonna stay hungry.The sausages and noodles weren't of much help.
I don't care how much more I get to live,because I'm already dead.
Emotionally dead.
How I wish I'm @ th TAF camp with th ssc now.At least I feel engaged,at least I feel wanted..