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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Saturday, July 7, 2007, 1:12 AM
Hello,today's saturday and 07-07-07.Cool huh?LOL,will be homework @ bout 11am I guess.I don't wanna rush through my homework again D: Yeh,saturday's always very slacking and boring.Sighsigh D: Hoho,I've found out my goals in life,hopefully I can achieve them :DPlanned to do my daily 100 shots required by coach everyday after school . She asked me to shoot,is that a hint or what?Can I still be a shooter?I mean will my height allow me to be a shooter?Seriously,I don't know.I remembered her saying that I'll look short in the B division goalcircle.And I personally agreed with that lah , my height couldn't get me any further I guess D: Anyway , I'm gonna do my 2.4km run first,follow by a rest,then 150 shots,then homework daily when monday comes.HAHA.I feel so meaningful.But wait,asked darling bout th netball cage's keys and darn,she told me that the clerk says th teachers only can take keys and sometimes only for th students.Like wtf?How the hell am I going to do the daily shootings then ? Where's the duplicate key MsYeo said she would get it for us asap ? Sigh,perhaps netball never once existed in th school's eye before.Only badminton what.Why?Because they can bring glory to the school.No offence to th badminton players though.But it's true okay,a lot of people agreed also.I thought we play for passion and not for achievements ? I feel so pressurized.I think this school changed me a lot.I used to say " YAY! Can gain experience again " when we're told that we're going to have a match . But now ? When we're told that we're going to have a match , I'll think " Yes!Another chance to prove the school wrong " Sigh,I really feel so .. fake . Really fake.. I feel so ambitious now.We just wanna prove to th school that netball's ain't nothing and badminton's ain't everything . I feel so hypocrite and that sucks totally okay ! D:It just suddenly dawned to me during th start of the year that th mindset of mine for netball has changed totally. I used to play for passion but I guess this school's starting to make me play for achievement , and the reason ? Do achievements matter so much ? I don't know,I seriously don't know.Teachers often say that it's the experience that counts . But it's so contradicting . Who would actually see the netballers sweat under the sun running 7.2km as punishments , who would actually witness the netballers train under the scorching hot sun , and who would actually recognise the netballers' efforts to .. to prove to the school so many times , over and over again ?!Think bout it,if kranji netball were to top west zone,or even nationals,will we still get th treatment we received now ? I don't think so . Sometimes I really couldn't help but feel pathetic.Yes,REAL PATHETIC. But no , that's definitely NOT gonna bring me down . I'm gonna wake up and play for passion already. For the fun th netballers[juniors and seniors] & the coach shared, for th satisfaction we get , and for the times we've really grown. I love this school because of the caring and patient teachers,and th best of all,friends.Other than that , I dread all . Well,maybe I'm just stating wrong facts and don't know the truth stuff within it , but seriously that's how I feel .
Monday's coming so wooolala , 2 PERIODS OF PE.Darn freaking shiok okay ! :D Missed out PE last week , like so wtf . LOL . I hope monday's won't rain , it better not ! D: I hope I can play tennis . It's been effing long since I've played tennis okay ! D: Yeh,chemistry's on Monday and ohmypapamama,I hope I won't doze off or anything.I seriously can't concentrate on maths and science lessons I don't know why D: Mummy's cooking crabs today ! Yipeeeeeee.Lovelove <3>