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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Friday, July 27, 2007, 8:36 PM
Got to spend th day doing homework again.2 days' definitely not enough.Never enough for someone who doesn't know how to plan her day well.But I'm gonna start homeworking today :D Yehyeh,jio-ed to go Suntec City but rejected it . Gotta tan my legs someday because th colours are super unbalanced now . Loler.Bye.--
It really hurts me deeply when people make comments after a certain maths test saying it's easy,it's chicken feet . But to me,it's tough,very tough.I don't know why but I'll have this useless feel and when I tell people I'm stupid , they'll say stupid people where got get 1st ? Like wtf man .I worked hard for what I want.If they wanna get first,why can't they just work hard ? I'm not born clever,if not I'll be in RGS or something now.And when they say that,I feel so pressurised and hurt.It's like my maths suck and barely would pass any test coming and going.Maths is driving me crazy.Driving me nuts.Driving me mad.Driving me tired.Ever thought of asking my peeps but how?They either got pissed off by me or just explained a few things and not continueing it anymore.Even if they tried hard to explain to me,I have to act like I understand to make them not feel pissed off.I'm so tired of all these.Teachers?They're always busy and even if I don't understand,I have to act like I understand.I can't concentrate doing maths in my house because I'm always got interrupted in that so-not-condusive environment.So many times I wanted to give up but MrKoh's words rang a bell in my ears.Shouldn't have gave up so easily.But sometimes you try so hard,you fail as hard.I'm so envy of people who have this born-talent of maths skills .Some people do have that.Maybe I just need more time to learn.Or maybe I'm pure dumb in maths.Have you ever feel that you have to do a maths sum but yet you don't know how to do it ?Have you ever tried so many times but still failed ?People say trying is never enough but doing it.But how?I did so many times.I try to so called absorb everything but I simply can't! Do you ever felt this way?If you haven't , then just shut up.Sometimes I thought I'm trying too hard that I'm going to give up.
all these stuffs' crushing me deep down.Problems,studies and even netball.Something which I thought would be my relief happens to be th one bringing me down.It just sucks when you want to do something but you can't do it.Happy now?Jocelyn lost.