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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Saturday, June 16, 2007, 6:21 AM
Yesterday10pm,time to plop down on th sofa and enjoy channel u's "To get unstuck in time". I was enjoying th show when I smelled something fragranceee :D "Must be some families occupying th bbq pit again " I thought to myself.The aroma reached my nose and my stomach growled o.O Continued watching th show and bout 15minutes later,there was a commercial break.Just as I was about to reach out for my handphone on my coffee table,I saw mummy dozed off leaning her head against th sofa.Weird,why is she not in bed instead ? However,my thoughts were disrupted when th handphone signalled a message received.Listened to some song after that.The smell was not like before,it got unpleasant."Must be some stupid people who don't know how to control th fire" I thought to myself again. ( Told yah I think a lot ) Soon th show started & I was totally engrossed with it. Rahh,ANOTHER commercial break came and this time I dazed as I stared blankly into th ceiling.Weird,th smell got really strong and unpleasant,I couldn't breathe properly.Maybe there's a fire?Impossible lah.I brushed it off as a possibility that idiots down there did not know how to bbq loh. Show started again and this time when it reached th climax of th show,I saw smoke in th air."Wahlao,people down there very inconsiderate siah,bbq then th smoke come into my house ! " I complained to myself like an auntie D: Eh wait,I think I live @ 10th storey hor? I think I know what happened already.I got up from my lying position and saw th kitchen engulfed with smoke.And seriously it's FULL OF SMOKE OKAY.I quickly woke mummy up & zomg,she rushed into th kitchen as if there's a clearance sale or whatever shito . HAHA . Couldn't really breathe lah , the smell's so .. -.= My kitchen's like almost burned up canz? My mother still said I'm stupid to think that people bbq-ing -,- But luckily there's me if not there might be an explosion okay ! Mummy learnt a lesson and came up with a conclusion.The lesson is that never attempt to take a nap while you're cooking something and th conclusion ? JOCE'lyn saved th day ! :D HAHA.
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Today
Spent today meaninglessly.Okay,tomorrow will be homeworking I promise ! :D Basically slacked th whole day listening to songs and people quarreling -,- I can't stand it man. Sigh D:
I think I really have a pathetic family.I have a mummy who wouldn't exchange more than 10 conversations a day with me.I have to desperately think hard to start a topic with her?Pathetic.Real pathetic.When I got back my papers and tell her my scores,she'll go " oh okay " Damn it man , can't she just say more ? Zzz . We aren't that close actually.I don't even know her favourite colour/food.It's okay though , because she don't know mine too. She's too occupied with sister I guess.Daddy's worst.When bad days arrived,I only greet him and that's it.No conversations nothing.Sometimes I don't even talk to him and it's not that I don't want or he don't want.We've tried,we went out together and it's just two of us alone.So?We were walking and still,deafening shitty silence yeah ? Exams came and when I told him I topped th class he said " wow , you didn't study and you can top th class ? " Well done,is he insulting my class or is he insulting me? My brother's th best yeah ? We don't even talk . My sister's not bad too.We talk to quarrel. D:
Who wouldn't want a mummy who can cook everyday for you to enjoy th meals ? Who wouldn't want a daddy who can supervise your homework every evening ? Who wouldn't want a brother who thinks of you and perhaps buy you sweets every couple of days?Who wouldn't want a sister who can talk with you anything under th sun and exchanged our dirty secrets ? I want but I don't have them.This so called family I have doesn't seem to be a family.We often argue,we often quarrel,there's never encouragement only suan-ing.What is this man ? A family you call it ? I'm "enjoying" this family so much so that I dreaded going home and started loving going home as late as I can.I dreaded facing all these problems that I rather coop myself in my room all day long when I'm not out elsewhere.Can you sense my fear & sadness ? No you can'tBecause I know some of you , YES , YOU , have mummies to cook for you everyday,daddys to care for you and siblings who's ever so loving.Sorry but I don't have all these because I know I wouldn't have them even if I die a million times.Pity me ? No thanks.