JOCELYN
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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School
30June1993
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Sunday, April 29, 2007, 12:45 AM
So much for studying hard and letting you see good results.So much for wrapping up the truth , fearing that you would get sad.
So much for bearing the ignorance and convince myself that you still love me.
Now I finally know, after all these things I've put up and done ,
I'm still nothing but a liar in your eyes.
A big big liar.
Sister lied so many times and you forgave her.
I've told a lot lesser lies and here you are calling me a liar.
I love mummy,and I know mummy loves me too .
It's just that she loves sister more.
I had to convince myself that.
My tears are flowing like water taps ,
But you didn't care.
How I wished I can quickly grow up and leave this place where I call it a house and not a home .
Now I know , Jocelyn's a liar ..
It just pained me so much so much.I'm so torn apart.You don't understand me at all.All you see in your eyes are the bad points of me.So many times I wanted to talk to you , fit into the conversation and join in as a part of family . You slit my heart open . Did you ever acknowledge me in the family before?I'm just like other daughters who hope for love and concern.I gave you all I had , but you gave me none.Everytime I tried to show you my good results , you just nod your head and walk off.As you walk off,my motivation slips away.You made me feel I've worked hard for nothing.