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Jocelyn Yeoh Shu YiKranji Secondary School 30June1993 Netballer Tag
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Saturday, April 28, 2007, 6:02 AM
Hello peeps.It's been sucha long long time since I've blogged. I've encountered many problems thus I gave up on blogging. But now,I'm back , with blogger. Even blogger's not so good, I find it the best (: LOL. Haven't told anyone about the new url . Not till I've changed the blogskin ;D. So over the month(?) I didn't blog,I must admit I really have the urges to blog. I wanted to blog so badly :((((( I tried finding different blogsites for me to blog every day okay. I wanted to update about my life,about the fun my friends and I had :( Boo , I lost to blogger. I couldn't resist the temptation can . =( Anyway,you guys wouldn't understand my feelings. Hahah,so the past few weeks were alright. At least my studies improved, I didn't use the computer often and I did mug. (: That's one thing I'm proud of myself. I started mugging like 3.5 weeks before MYE. *clapclap* Over the past few weeks,some stuff happened. Both happy and sad . I'm only gonna talk about the happy things. Hehs(: From my memory , I can only remember sports day. HAHA . And those mugging with friends , history project doing. Too much things happening too fast for me to blog on ;D Yeah , so , forget about it . Anyway Ibex got 4th overall for sports day. Took part in 4X400m and Ibex got first. {Okay,I know I'm slow.But,whatever.} Yeah,common tests' great for me. My studies did improve. I didn't fail my science common tests , nor did I fail my maths common test . Yayness. Passed my literature , as well as the chinese composition { repetition one } . I thought I would fail that though . Lol. Yeah, So yesterday was the first day of MYE. English . I swear it was horrendous. I wrote my composition out of point , and I didn't have enough time for my paper 2. 6 marks for paper 2 just gone like that . I'm so not happy. I dilly-dallied for my summary I guess , Drawing nice boxes for the plan . Oh Jocelyn,you're so clever. Yeah,I don't know why. But I'm not afraid of getting low marks. Somehow I'm just afraid of disappointing MsFazlin. MsFazlin's the first teacher whom I greatly respect. I did say her name three times before both paper1 and paper2. But I still failed. Anyway, the paper had passed. So yeah,no point harping on it and crying over spilled milk right? Hopefully MsFazlin wouldn't pin too much hope on me =( So yeah,I went home yesterday and my parents asked me about the paper. I kept my lips closed , I didn't dare to say anything about not completing the paper. Finally,when I was about to speak up,my mother said , " She didn't say anything means she's confident lah.Always like that" Okay,I swear I was damn sad and guilty after what she said okay. I didn't tell them the truth after that . Because I know if I tell them the truth , My dad will give me the disappointed look , and walks into his room and slammed the door. I don't wish for that to happen. I was really upset,very upset. I headed to my room after that. I know walking away isn't the best solution. But walking away definitely makes me feel better. Bad decision though. Once I've shut the door , I started to think a lot again . However,I managed to convince myself that my other papers will be better and there's definitely no point crying over spilled milk. And now , Here I am , Knowing my goals , and working hard for it. (: I know my goals , my goals of getting into H2S2 . And I promise I'll work hard for it. I need to pull up my maths and science marks. I imagined the fun and post exam activities we gonna have , And the motivation just comes like that (: Well,I'm not self-praising myself but I just feel that I'm no longer the me who will burn midnight oil . I plan ahead and I know my goals. Perhaps MrKoh's words really woke me up . If that's so , thanks (: So now,I'm gonna focus on my chinese,maths,literature,science and history (: I hope I won't miss out any of the subjects (: Yeah , work hard everyone ! ;DD ByeBye People, I'll be back , if I can (: ps: I thought I was only supposed to test the blog by writing a short post. But I ended up with sucha long post .Maybe that's what people call habit.(: |